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When I was in a relationship (complicated, still feels like one) no way my bf new I was taking raw loads from one black dude. I don't like the idea of cheating but this guy and I had been fucking before my current ex/bf. It's a total turn on as my black fuck buddy was in jail for a few years and is verse. He actually enjoyed being a cumdump for anyone that needed to bust a load. I didn't know he was poz until he busted a few loads in me ... still neg.

The issue for me is I want a relationship, officially, but my ex keeps giving me conflicting signals. "I love and care for you, I always will" the "I'm not ready for a relationship" the. "I don't want you to go anywhere (this after I say I am thinking of moving out and moving on)". My slut days are behind me (pun intended). I no longer desire getting whored out by groups of black dudes. Even though he repeatedly says he will not hookup with other guys now that we're "broken up" ... the mere thought of him using his "single" status to have sex with another dude makes my blood boil. His ass is MINE. Just like mine is his.

Well we talked it out and he says he'll only get back with me if I agree to an open relationship. He wants to stay monogamous to me, but expects me to get my ass full of jizz from any hot black dude I like. I'm floored that he's MAKING me agree!

My first load, I was too young to remember. I only know about it from police reports and a confession. I was 2-years old when my biological father's brother raped me. This went on until I was 5-years old and placed for adoption. The first bare load I remember was a product of a quasi-rape. I was 18, freshman in college and consented to bareback sex but on condition top pull out. Well he refused, placed his body weight on my back with one arm and choked me with the other and told me, "This is the first of many dirty loads in your ass, bitch." Since then I've only taken raw loads.

Very strange but I knew I was gay and wanted dick up my ass from a young age because ... I got turned on when shitting. I loved the feeling of my ass being slightly stretched by well-formed shit exiting my ass. So engines I'd push it back up only to slide it back out. lol.

Sounds odd but it's more difficult and painful for me to take ANY dick lubed. Lots of rimming loosens me up and some spit on my hole and the tops dick does the trick for me. Oh ... and having the top SLOWLY enter, and give a minute to let my ass adjust. Also if I find the big dicks (9+) are easier to take. They don't get as rock hard, so they tend to be a bit more flexible. I can't take dick less than 8". Hurts too much.

Well, I did some things that pissed him off (cheated on him with his brother, cheated again with a cousin of his. I honestly didn't know either were related to him). He says these have been building up for months ... that he's angry, but still loves and cares for me deeply. He just can't get out of his head his bro and cousin fucking me, and me fucking them. He says now he's not ready for a relationship ... but we're living and fucking like before. I have remained monogamous since.

Okay so my boyfriend and I broke up recently (Wednesday) but we still have hot sex 2-3 times a day. We still live together and sleep in same bed, and we are planning on still remaining friends and living together at a new place (landlord sucks balls where we are now). We'll still live in same room and sleep in same bed. Is this a recipe for disaster? What should I do?

I'm pretty much 100% bottom ... except for black ass. I can't describe it, but my experience has been black ass is so much silly-smooth and tight ... not to mention bubbly and most part, firm. I can cum multiple times when topping black ass. The contrast of my light-skinned dick pummeling a nice, hot dark ass is such a turn on. I'm Asian not certain if the main question asked about that.

Got two loads from my ex-boyfriend. We broke up on Wednesday ... and we haven't been able to stop having sex since! Last night he commanded I come into the room, he has something to tell me. He flips me so I'm on my stomach, pulls down my pants/underwear, and dove his tongue deep in my ass. Rims me for a good 10-15 minutes, spits on his dick, and slid in. Fucks me while laying on my back, in doggie style, and finishes with me on my back legs wrapped around him as he pumps his load in me. He was pissed at me so he fucked exceptionally rough ... I'd try to back off his dick and he'd grab my hips and slam my hips down on his dick. He'd then long-dick me, each time slamming forward while forcefully pulling my hips and ass back on his dick. Why the hell didn't he fuck like this while we were together? Hmmm.

I hate the question, "Where are you at?" since the "at" is completely not necessary and actually introduces confusion to the question. "Where are you?" ... ah there it is. Took me years to stop the "at" ending of that question ... popular in the Midwest.

At first I couldn't feel anything but a throbbing cock. For some reason the past few years I can now feel my top's cum shooting out of his dick and coating my walls. Man, I'm addicted to raw sex just for that sensation!

Come to think if it, I never had bareback sex until I was raped at the age of 14. Since the , even though I don't want it bareback, I let it happen. Ugh. I don't wish ill on anyone, but karma is a bitch. I know of at least one of my rapists death; he died of AIDS a few years after raping me.

Well, thought about this for a while but didn't want to, as I'm in denial of having been raped. I was raped on and off when I was 2-3 years old by my father's brother when he was in his 20s (I obviously don't remember it, but he confessed it to me as I suspected he did something to me ... not sure how it's possible but I had "body" and "muscle" memories. I'd touch parts of my body and have flashbacks of pain and suffering) I was raped again when I was 14 by an army guy I ran across at a McDonalds. He asked if I wanted to chill; said yes. Later, he got me to agree to suck his dick. Suddenly he flipped me over, spat on my ass, and just raped me bareback until he came. I clearly remember this and still am horrified by it. I have been raped by my first two boyfriends. The first bf did it similar to the army guy. The second boyfriend violently raped me as I slept. Even when I told him to stop he refused. My current boyfriend hasn't done anything against my will yet. I was raped yet again when in college by an older guy with a big dick. He was there visiting someone else, saw me staring at his crotch while in the hallway. As I entered my dorm room he pushed me in, forcefully pushed me face down on my futon, pulled down my pants and just rammed his cock in me in one thrust. He didn't stop even as I pleaded. He held me down by putting his weight on his arm that was on my back. He finished by basically strangling me with his arm as he forced me to take his load in my ass. So I agree with those that call out BULLSHIT to those that claim they were raped and liked it. It's a horrifying experience and to this day I struggle immensely socializing and sustaining healthy relationships. I desperately want to get over the trauma and issues my rapes have caused, but I can't. I've attempted suicide more times than I can count; I came close a few times but miraculously someone popped up to save me in time. Sorry for long post but to answer question, yes, I am for some reason drawn to guys that are like my rapists. I think it's a victim's subconscious way of legitimizing a rape experience. I for some reason unintentionally find myself with highly aggressive, possessive, and sexually violent men.

Definitely slow at first, until my ass adjusts to his big dick. After that, I better get pounded HARD and fast. Strange how when not having sex the thought of getting it rough and hard is a turn off, but once that dick is in ... all I crave is a rough pounding.

I say a "Hell yes" to this. I've never been fucked as hard and deep until I hooked up with a hot bi black guy. OMG the fuck was so hot ... best ever. Same result with other bi guys ... much hotter, harder, and deeper than with total gay guys.

This happened a few days ago, just got time to type this up. I received a text from a hot, athletic-build black dude asking if I wanted to hook-up again. Hell yes! I was late to the hook-up as I was hooking-up with a new black dude before him; new dude had a massive 8" dick ... THICK, could barely fit the damn thing in my mouth. Swallowed his straight load (he's got a gf, and only into oral with dudes) and went on my way. Went to my black bud's place and we immediately went to the good stuff. The entire hook-up lasted over 2-hours, with about an hour of it being foreplay. His nipples are hard-wired to his dick, so I took turns sucking, biting, and pulling on his nipples; while doing this I alternated between rubbing his 6-pack abs, stroking his 8.5" dick, and fingering his hot, tight hole. He then decided to stand up and record me deep-throating his dick; man, his dick always tastes good! Made me beg for his black dick and scream his name with his dick stuffed down my throat. After all the foreplay was done, he sucked me until I was rock-hard and then he sat on my dick. We alternated between him riding me hard to me grabbing his hips and me fucking him. We fucked for a little over an hour before I had to cum; had to pickup my boyfriend/life partner from work. I came deep in his ass ... my FB milked and squeezed the shit outta my dick, ensuring all my cum was in his ass (it worked ... I came again about two minutes later by him doing that). All of this was recorded on both of our phones; I cannot post them as he only wants the vid on my phone, no where else. This is an unexpected and unplanned FB setup. Initially when we met it was all about him fucking me raw and breeding me ... instead, he's obsessed with my touch, mouth, and dick ... and of course my cum.

Okay, thanks guys for your time and responses! ... well, I don't want HIV (right now). Still talking it over with my bf. So far he'd be fine with me getting it only if I give it to him. I can't agree with the latter part. Anyway ... I did see a doctor to check for any other illnesses, and while the doctor did diagnose something else, it's getting much worse even with medication (and he didn't even test for it, just assumed it). Counting down the days for a test.

Hi guys- Posted a story about my last load received and given but have an HIV related question. i was perfectly healthy with no infections/illnesses .... and then today (1-day after hookup) I have: = Extreme musle / body aches and soreness - Very sore throat - Headache What are your thoughts on the likelihood I was stealthed and pozzed? At first I didn't care about getting pozzed ... now I'm scared shitless.

I hooked up with a big-dick black dude off A4A. He claims to be 'safe-only' but I didn't have to persuade him into raw, bareback sex. He also claims to be a Bottom but man, can he fuck. He's also bi-sexual in that he has a girlfriend; he told her he had to pick up a relative in a nearby city in order to get away for a fuck. The night started out bad, with us forgetting to exchange phone numbers and eventually realizing we had passed each other on the road. He finally gave me his mobile number, I called, and we agreed to still hook up. Am I ever so happy that I decided to not get pissed off and call off the hookup. We started out by me stripping naked and sucking his nipples. That got him hard pretty much instantly. He grabbed the lube I brought and lubed up his dick and my ass. Not much for foreplay as he started slowly sinking his 9"+ dick in my ass (and yes, I honestly didn't think he'd be that hung ... but he is ... 9"+ and THICK). He started to slowly fuck my ass, sinking deeper and deeper into my ass. He claimed not to have cum in my ass but I felt the tell-tale signs of an orgasm: His dick convulsed and got even thicker ... his panting and heavy breathing after about 15-20 minutes of fucking. He was determined to get my cum, so he lubed up my dick and had me fuck him. I am typically a total-bottom, but he was turned on by my dick (it's not long, but apparently it's more thick than average ... and he was TIGHT). I wound up depositing a huge 3-4 day load up his ass; he sat on my dick and rode it. He came again all over my chest. Still feel guilty for several reasons: 1. I am in a LTR and engaged to be gay married and 2. This dude is at high-risk for HIV. He apparently spent time in jail for sex-crimes ... and is a dick-loving bottom. Yeah, nuff said. This hookup was last night ... I already feel physically like shit. I have severe body aches, sore throat, headache. I know it typically takes 2-days for symptoms to start appearing ... but I was perfectly fine up until that hookup. I'm actually now worried I was stealthed and now poz. He did mention something to the effect of "do you want my black, dirty load".

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Hooked up with a "safe only" black guy off of a4a. We walked into a wooded area ... still close to the main road (50 feet). I proceeded to suck his luscious black dick to its 8" glory. He then grabs the back of my head and starts face fucking me deep throat. This goes on for about five minutes. He turns me around, pulls down my pants, and rims me. I thought we were done until he caught me by surprise and rammed his dick in ... Thank goodness my ass produces a lot of juices when turned on. He used no lube. He fucked me hard and rough for about 10 minutes asking, "You want it? Tell me you want it." Me, "fuck yeah, gimme your cum!" He plows deep one last time and dumps his load. Afterward he pushes it in with his finger roughly ... cutting skin. He said he's neg but not sure after that. We're hooking up again in a few days.

This happened earlier in the week; completely unexpected ... and I do feel guilty. Hot black guy messaged me on A4A seeking someone to hangout with, to avoid being alone. Well, the first 10-minutes was kind of awkward ... but that all changed once I started rubbing his leg. We started making out ... short kisses at first ... and then I'm sitting on his lap humping his dick as his tongue is down my throat. We took the fun upstairs where we stripped naked. He rimmed me (I've never been rimmed like that before ... Shit, that tongue went DEEP) ... and then I got aggressive (unusual for me, since I'm 100% bottom) and put my head in his ass. He gave the go-ahead, and I slipped the rest of my cock in his ass with no lube. Holy shit ... it's a completely different sensation; lube really does kill the feeling. I fucked him with him on his back, legs bent up ... him on his stomach ... which went on for only 15-minutes. Wound up blasting a big load in him with him on his back and us making out. He returned the favor ... I never got fucked after cumming, until this night. He dumped a load and we resumed making out and cuddling. Feel guilty as my ex is still in that transition period ... where we're broken up but still have feelings for each other. But the sex I had with this young stud is worlds better than that with my ex.

I love keeping it inside ... which isn't hard for me. Since my first load years ago I've never had to use any plugs to keep loads in ... they just naturally stay unless I push 'em out.

I guess I'm lucky. Have been taking raw loads since age 16 ... been 12 years and still neg. I agree... once one goes raw and takes that load... the urge for more raw loads just gets stronger over time.