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i have never had the desire to cum when the top is present even before being caged.... i was also so invested in his pleasure and release and wanting him to feel content and satisfied that my cumming unnaturally changed the focus to my desires when i believe it is all about him and being used for his selfish needs.

Prefer it that way... what's there to talk about? They knew they were coming to use me to get off, they did, they recovered and have every right to just leave without giving a thought about me.

i have a gay cousin who knows that i am gay and have a submissive side to me. He is intrigued by it but hesitant to do anything even though he has a natural, but unused, dominant part to him. i keep thinking about how it would be ideal to have a Dom that gets into objectification and pushing me lower and lower in status by using me to service any cock he chooses. This Dom would make contact with my cousin and arrange a weekend for him to take me to my cousin's city to continue my training. He invites my cousin to spend the entire weekend with us if he wants to observe my training to get closer to the goal of being the lowest in status all the time. The Dom asks my cousin if he would be an active part of the training by having me suck him off and get fucked by him multiple times so i cross the line of taking family loads on demand and know that it is [banned word] to most people. Pictures are taken by the Dom with my cousin's cock in my mouth while looking at the camera and his cock entering my ass and then the load he left in it. The Dom also explains to my cousin that he now has the option to use me how he likes at any time he likes because he has the ability and proof to expose me to family and other close friends if i do not do as i am told. My cousin's cock gets hard over this idea, and while i am servicing it, he asked to see the type of things that i really need to learn to by used by any cock that has his permission. The Dom smiles and then orders me to research and provide him a list of motels in a not so great area of the city, rated as 1-2 stars, with reviews stating they are seedy or not fit to stay the night, and below a certain price. i start the tasks, he suggests that to my cousin that they leave to talk about things. He chooses a motel from the list after they return. My cousin has a smile on his face and like the motel option and we travel to it. At the room, i had to strip at the door and hand my cousin the clothes, enter the room, and wait while the Dom locks the clothes in the car. He and my cousin discuss in front of me that this room is the type that i should be kept in since there is no need for any comfort like they deserve. The Dom tells my cousin to get his cock out and fuck me while he videos it as he requires me tell the camera that i am getting trained by my cousin to be used as his property whenever he is around me. He also has me say other goals that my Dom has for me this weekend including getting at least 10 men of their choosing off before checking out of the room, locating men over 80 and getting at least three loads from that group, and then taking me on a walk in the area where homeless hang out and requiring me to get at least 5 loads from them. He tells me that he is willing to pay or provide cigs/liquor to incentivize them to help with the training. He wants me used by them in public if at all possible with me stripped to only the cock cage to acknowledge that they are superior to me like anyone else. My cousin's eyes are wide at these goals but he cock is rock hard and pounding my ass again without hesitation. He is told by the Dom to take as many pics or videos as he likes without concern for me and to only respect the privacy of the other men if they want it. The training continues and by the end my cousin learns that using and pushing me is a fulfilling experience and to view punishment as a positive thing to reach goals when there is hesitation or resistance by me. After the fifth homeless man, the Dom suggests continuing because they are enjoying it and requires one more homeless load in me, but this time i have to give away all the clothes to the guy except for the small shorts to keep me from being arrested. Afterwards, the Dom asks my cousin what he thought of the training because he wants me to hear him answer that he likes what i did and it was hot to watch without being concerned about me. He said that family events will be very different now and i will be learning to wear clothes that come off fast and go on fast if i do not plan to get caught by others. He said that he plans to figure out other ways to degrade and dehumanize me because he had such a positive experience and looks at me and tells me that he will be thinking about which of our school classmates or common friends would be good to have me strip in front of and servicing their cock while learning of my new status so it slowly increases my exposure as something to be used. The Dom loves this answer and they make plans for a weekend practice session for my cousin with the Dom guidance.

i prefer to feel like an object there to be used to get the loads out of cocks especially when the top understand and gets into being selfish fucking for only his enjoyment.

Damn, you are so damn lucky!

Oh yes, Flex in Phoenix... had three cocks fuck me that night. The first was an Asian guy who thought that he needed to be polite but when i said that i really just wanted to be fucked, he got rock hard and loved that i wanted to bottom for him. Not sure i ever saw the face of the second guy because i was facing away from him when he mounted me, but i know he left the door to the room open, and i could hear traffic wandering the halls. The last one was a BBC who couldn't get enough and kept going and going...and love how i was able to keep up with him.

That's a beautiful cock that has some needs that i would love to help out with.