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  1. It's not about the way cum feels as lube. It's close to spit except it lasts longer (spit dries up), very close to precum, but it's more slippery than oil based lubes that give you a kind of friction that you can pound through. I like that feel better. It does sound hot. Wetter and sloppier. It's about a couple of things. First, you're fucking a slut. You know he just took another man's load and he probably doesn't care too much about who fucks him. That removes the pressure to perform or satisfy and centers the experience on you and your dick. He's going to give you what you want. Let you do what you want, and like it. Screening for pre-loaded bottoms also means they're experienced and actively horny -- there are a lot of inhibited guys out there who rarely actually get fucked and those are likely to flake on you or not know how to take dick. Second, you're connecting with the other tops. Competing, in a primal way that activates when you feel another man's cum on your dick. You have to fuck harder and deeper and better if you want your sperm to win. It doesn't feel like pressure, it feels like motivation, and it's the kind of motivation you get rewarded for. Your balls automatically step up, you step up, the ass feels better, and when you cum, you cum hard.
  2. I like how bottoms stay bottoms. That's good for me. I know I'd go from top to super top, so it seems like maybe bottoms would start wanting to penetrate... but they don't, they just get horny for more loads.
  3. A friend asked me for advice for a bottom friend of his who was using a weighted buttplug to try to train his hole. Basically he tied a weight to a plug and did squats, so there would be no weight at the bottom position and he'd have to hold it in as he rose up. I liked the idea, but I also thought a squishy plug or dildo would work well for training his hole. A hollow plug that wasn't too soft. He could squeeze it for reps. Whether or not it worked I had to admire the dedication of a bottom trying that hard to get a tight, strong, grippy hole.
  4. Top version. I fucked warmed-up bananas a few times. Ball of socks with a condom in it. I modified it some, like by adding elastic bands so it'd have an extra-tight zone like an ass does. And I cut the end off a big syringe I somehow got my hands on, reversed the plunger, and improvised a pump.
  5. Right now I'm going about a week at a time. I'm edging a fucking lot, and my dick is probably hard even more of the time than it was when I was shooting 5 loads a day. I'm in a calorie deficit trying to get to single-digit body fat -- it fucks with your testosterone levels. Testosterone is my main source of happiness, and I'm finding that just edging without cumming keeps it soaring. The loads I'm shooting are absolutely huge, they taste good, and I get horny again after 5 minutes. I also precum more than I think some men cum. I went two weeks at the start of this. A lot of edging but no cumming. Before that it was 9 days when I was 18 and on my own for the first time. I fucked a lot of ass after that.
  6. I'm the kind of top who believes rimming is something I do to bottoms, like straight guys do to women, not something degrading that bottoms do to me. It's not high on the list for me -- still, if my dick decides that we're going to eat ass, we're going to eat ass. But you're not licking mine, and you're not fingering it either. If you're blowing me and you want to make me cum faster, finger your own hole. Really. I love that. I like slapping an ass, but I don't like "you've been a bad boy" type spanking. Spanking is the #1 thing that subs want me to make them do that I don't want to do to them. And subs who are into it tend to be persistent... it's gotten to the point of "if you ask me to spank you one more time I'm leaving."
  7. I'm not mixing with anyone now except online, but I don't wanna get into that. I'm getting some support from one guy (and I'm helping him start to get big too) and it feels great but I could really use more of it. There's a lot of energy but I don't know what to do with it. It'd have to be long distance. FetLife maybe. The bottoms who are into it are definitely out there (especially because I have a pretty big dick and I'm a champion at talking dirty) but I just don't know where or what to do about it.
  8. This hits so different when it's bottoms. A fuckin' gangbang for gaining five fuckin' pounds. I went up 35 in my last bulk and didn't even get my dick sucked. I'm a top, 180 pounds now after three years of training, wanting to be 220-240. Don't know where to start if I'm going to do it as a gay thing. Obviously I can't find a master/dom for it because I'm not a sub. I'd be a great dom for a sub who wanted a muscle bull, and it feels like things should work that way but they probably don't. Probably going to have to do it myself and then train subs.
  9. I fuck that way. I've always fucked that way. It doesn't make me less dominant, and I'm not taking a label for it. Maybe straight men and assholes really do just use bottoms for their own pleasure. Maybe some subs like to pretend it's all about the top's pleasure, as if they don't like sucking dicks. But something's wrong if we have the idea that a top caring about a bottom's pleasure makes him less dominant. It's an illusion and a fantasy that tops don't care about their performance. Or that doms always take what they want. Doms always give a sub what they want, unless they ignore a safeword and make the session non-consensual. This is how I see it: when I fuck, I'm competing with other men who have fucked that bottom. If I fuck better than they did, that's a way of dominating not only the man I'm breeding but (some of) the other tops who have shot in that same hole. So caring about my performance, and doing what I want to do to him in the way he likes it done, isn't being submissive. Sub tops exist. A lot of them are mentally submissive but have a block over being penetrated. Bi men who identify as straight might be that way. But I think most genuine top men are proud of their ability to satisfy bottoms at the same time they satisfy their natural urge to dominate, penetrate and breed.
  10. I needed to tag one last night. Fit but weak otter guy, 25-30. He was doing a circuit of dumbbell bench, front raises and leg extensions. Something about him said he sucks dick, but I wasn't sure and there were enough other people around that I didn't want to do anything. So the closest I got to his ass is that he used a machine I'd just used (and wiped), and I made him move the pin from the bottom of the stack. Just being around a guy I can imagine fucking set me off. It made me horny enough that when I got to the (empty) locker room I said (quietly) "get the fuck in there" like I was gonna throw him into one of the stalls and fuck him with spit and precum. Then I went to the shower and grabbed my balls through my shorts, feeling strong and feeling male. I don't know how it'll go down when I'm juiced and bigger and a lot hornier. Maybe I just literally pick him up and take him to the shower. But more likely I don't care about who else is around and I make a move and either blow a load in him or in one of the bottom pigs I'll have waiting for moments like that.
  11. I don't see straight muscle guys as fuck targets. I see why you do. A horny eager pig is exactly what he needs. But I want him choking on my dick and I want to breed him deep. Straight men don't like that as much. More than I want to fuck muscle ass, I want to be the muscle, and fuck everyone.
  12. I have a feeling that it's pretty common in CrossFit, even though it's frowned upon -- there's probably a way you're supposed to go about doing it. It's a competition, and it's extremely unlikely that the people who are winning those competitions are doing that 100% naturally. So I don't think you'll have to give it up forever.. but you might have to go to a CrossFit gym where they didn't see you get really big really fast. Want to give details about how much weight you've gained, maybe size/strength gains? What you've been taking and that kind of thing? And of course what the sex and the sex drive is like. I... guess I do have an idea of not wanting to get "too big", but it's like... I don't want arms bigger than my head. Some people already think I'm big, and there's a spot between here and fucking massive where I'll be really happy.
  13. Yeah, it can! I've had an online buddy for the last few months who's good at that. I'm further along than him and he wants to get big too. Just the feedback I get from him helps me push harder and feel better about myself. And I know I'm helping him a lot with motivation and eating. More of that would be awesome.
  14. I'm pretty hypersexual but I'm not needing to be encouraged to grow, although it's kinda nice because it feels validating. I'm doing the healthy thing. I've lifted almost every day for 3 years. Tracked literally everything I eat for 2.5. I weigh in every day and do some body fat measurements. It's all been very clean and wholesome. It's got me decent abs and 16" arms. Most guys would be really happy with it. I'm not unhappy with it, but I want to go further.
  15. Fuck, I'm into this hard. Getting huge, getting my muscles and dick pumped and fucking everyone who wants to get bred 8" deep by a kind of top they didn't think they could have. I'm 45 now. Lifting for 3 years, 6'0" 185, 12-14%BF. A lot stronger and leaner than average, similar to a lot of guys in "muscle" porn, but not as big as I want to get. I'm natural, but I think about changing that all the time and it feels like it's inevitable that I eventually will. There's some side effects I want to avoid, so I want to try to do it right. And I don't know how deep I want to go. Maybe I'll be happy just looking a little bigger than now (like solid pornstar level), or maybe I need to be a full on roid pig. There's a lot of questions I'd like answered from a gay perspective.. but this would get too long. So I just want to ask -- is there anywhere better than BZ for talking about serious muscle and finding guys into it?
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