leatherpunk16

It's probably the same. Sperm shouldn't know the difference. And maybe they ARE still alive, but perhaps frustrated they aren't finding the part they're supposed to go for fertilization. LOL

I've been to the Cumunion here a couple times. It's really just like any other night. Guys who want to fuck, guys who can't approach others, guys who ARE fucking but won't drop their loads, and a general feeling of "what am I doing here?". But that can happen anywhere, and it depends on the roll of the die. One person will feel like they wasted their night, another will have the night of their life. You take your chances and there's no surefire method of predicting which one you'll get.

I gave Macho a try, and found to my great frustration that the nearest user was nearly 2k miles away from me. Never went back. Hope my profile gets deleted due to inactivity.

No. Fuck that dude. Total asshole.

There's lots of guys I'd like to work with. Unfortunately, I'm on the D-list, and not many guys will work with me. Don't know why. But here's a list of the porn stars who actually DID have sex with me: Lance Charger Brian Bonds Wolfie Braden Jason Ryder Michael Phoenixxx Ryden Coxwell Gabriel Drake Lawrence Portland Chris Snow Geez, that wasn't much. I should try harder.

"Sick Fucks" is a good one if you're into some twisted shit. Or if you can find "Maxx Holden's Gangbang" from around 2001.

I used to be a member of that. Allow me to talk about it for those who don't know. You write in and say you're attending, and they put you on a guest list. It's required for entry. Then the event comes, and you pay the fee to get in. Also required. Cash only, as I recall. Beer and water are free, and there's plenty of both. Go in the room, check your clothes - don't remember if there's a fee - and go make friends. Be advised: the average age of the group is 53. Not a bad thing in any way, but if mature gentlemen are not your thing, you may be disappointed. And oftentimes, at least in MY experience, the party can run dry and turn into a bareback affair. I also don't recommend kneeling in the large pool they put out - it didn't have any padding under it when I was inside, so it'll hurt your knees to be down there for catching piss. Solid concrete. Problematic. And don't wear your comfy new tennis shoes with arch support past the clothing check! The floor has no drains, and your shoes will be ruined with the odor of piss. Some may like that, but forget about ever wearing them in public again. It's a fun event, and you should go at least once.

I have, and do not enjoy it. My ex has a small dick, and I bottomed for him several times, trying to find something to like about it. This size doesn't do much more than cause hurt for me, and it's not even the good kind of hurt. Fortunately, he is a quick shooter, so at least I didn't suffer long. Then there's my current, and soon-to-be ex. He's even SMALLER, but calls himself a top. He has trouble staying hard, and this caused even more discomfort. And it was short, too. Bring on the big ones! If I'm going to have trouble walking, I'd at least like to feel like I'm doing something to get there. Yes, I'm a size king, and I care not who knows it. LOL

Long story: I was in the autumn of my first relationship in 2015. A daddy I used to play with prior to that relationship was in town, and he had a nice thick piece of meat. And he knew how to fuck. I was an inexperienced bottom, but went to his place on October 12th, and he fucked me so hard I was seeing stars and having nanosecond flashes of blackout. It hurt like hell, but felt SOOOO GOOD. My then boyfriend had a chode, and made a poor top, and would never be able to reach that spots that the Daddy did. Ten weeks later - a strangely long incubation period - I got the consequence of that fuck. He gave me gono, and I had to tell my boyfriend who promptly ended our relationship. I hated him - the Daddy - for weeks after for being so negligent of his sexual health that I got that bug and lost my first love. But when I dated the next guy, he and I had a wonderful, amazing relationship that lasted for two years right up til his sudden death. And I have the Daddy and the pain of that mind-blowing monster cock to thank for that. I would have otherwise missed out on the love of my life. So, yes, it is worth the pain. A moment of pain for a lifetime of pleasure.

I've got a couple syringes of frozen cum - my own - in the freezer. Made them three years ago when I was a juice pig. I had my last STD during that period, but I don't remember if I threw out the one that might have been infected. If I thaw them and use them, could I possibly reinfect myself? I don't know, and this is why I still have them after three years. If yes, maybe I won't inject them. Probably won't. But hey, facials! LOL

It's been confirmed - Bryan died of a heart attack during the night. Autopsy revealed that he had plugged arteries, and an enlarged heart. There's also a history of heart conditions in his family. Big guys like him are more prone to these types of problems. And it took him down at 39. We could speculate whether he neglected it, but it won't change anything. If you have heart issues, or are a big guy, or have genetic predisposition to them, get checked and ask your doctor to look beyond the normal testing methods. Can sneak up on you as it may have done to Bryan. Take rest, my friend. May the Dread Wolf never catch your scent. 😞

I met him a few times at IML. We talked some about industry and life things. He had this great plan to make a graphic novel about the Seven Deadly Sins, and he planned to use several porn stars for the personification of each sin. I was to be one of them. He would post interesting topics for conversation on Twitter, sometimes sex-positive, other times just ones that made you think about stuff. His face was kinda derpy, but he was quite intelligent and a sweet guy. I barely knew him, but will miss him as much as anyone.

My late husband and I met another couple, and we used to play with the younger piggy one. The 4th guy liked to watch, but usually said, "You boys have go fun," and that was it. I ran into the pig unexpectedly at an event a couple years later, and while my man was away doing his volunteer stuff, I was getting pounded by the pig's fat 9-incher. My guy was sorry he missed out on a good time. Seeing this in print, I wonder if this counts?

How fitting that you ended with pancakes and sausage! 🤣 Symbolism much?

It's not what it used to be. By the time I joined the biz, the fans sites were not a thing but they were coming up. I've done only a few shoots for studios, and only my scene with Lance Charger made any significant money for me ($1200). The others were less than half of that. AlternaDudes gave me only 200, and it didn't cover expenses to make the vid. Treasure Island has netted only 350 total. Chump change, but still useful. I spent it all the same. But I wasn't in it to make money. The adventure was important to me. There's less than 1% of us porn stars who can do exclusively this and make enough to live on. And it's true that many of us will hook, or gogo, or OnlyFans, or artsy things to supplement IN ADDITION to a day job. Unless you have a big dong, are extremely extroverted, cute and youthful (or at least have the energy of 22 year old), and live in a great place for multiple opportunities, it's incredibly challenging to make a decent go of it. Internet piracy and the decline of physical video sales impacts this greatly, too.

I posted in this thread a year ago, and my experiences are on the 2nd page. I want to give an update. Since getting my PA installed, I have lost nearly all sensitivity in my dick. It is not "more intense" orgasming, and it's not "two points of sensation" for me. It hurts. I have to put a finger through the ring to keep it from bouncing all over when jerking off. The ring becomes quite sticky and almost uncleanable after shooting a load unless I shower (which seldom follows such an activity). When fucking, I feel no real difference except that I shoot sooner. When I can break my 30 second record, that's not a good thing. I don't know what my bottoms have felt, but I think they are happy to just have the experience. So far, no one's asked me to remove it before sex. Not that I would know how to do so anyway, since it's a captive bead. I don't feel any different when bottoming. I also observe that, when sweating, the damn ring sticks to my pubes, and occasionally pulls them out. And my current boyfriend says I shouldn't get a bigger ring because he can barely get it in his mouth right now with the 6 gauge ring. Not that we have sex that often for it to be an issue, but still! I have found oral sex to be less frequent for me since installation, but that doesn't do much for me anyway, so not a significant loss. Still have to sit down to piss. Do I regret it? Not really. It's just another part of me. I mostly did it for my porn career, but I don't think it has helped much. It's just pretty. That's about it.

Barely relevant post: I'm told the Bradford pear trees are the ones that make a space in nature smell like cum. Some guys find it an aphrodisiac, others hate it.

It just confirms what many of us have known for a while. And I suspect that a few eager chasers would certainly volunteer for the study part where they need a control group, but can't implement one for "obvious ethical reasons".

This is very unusual. I'm not sure I get it.

I've certainly asked my scene partners about their experience living with HIV. I think it comes down to HOW you ask - if they volunteer their status, it's not really being nosy. It's disclosure, which is proper. There's also context, and everybody's story is different. For me, I think the correct way is to ask in person so the inflections of voice may be heard. Texting and Grindr do not offer this possibility unless you are sending recorded voice messages, which can be rather impersonal and like talking to a wall. I enquired with my scene partners if they feel comfortable sharing their story, their experience. One guy got it completely by accident - he went and had some fun too soon after doing a modification to his body and came in contact with infected blood. Another one's boyfriend lied to him about his status. And another got it from a downward spiral of drug use, whoring around, and not caring who seeded him. If they aren't comfortable, don't pry. If they are, listen and be prepared to offer a sympathetic ear. And certainly don't go to a place of judgment, even if they say it was their own damn fault. One guy who told me his story broke down in tears because he hates that it turned out that way. And he was still struggling with the result at the time we were getting to know each other even though years had passed.

It's got potential to be an amazing adventure.

I had a feeling that some of it might be preaching to the choir. Glad you were open to hearing it anyway. We can chat if you like, but I don't know what else I could tell you. I'm not an expert, and though I've done it myself, our experiences could be totally different.

Before you become a juice pig, you must complete a couple things at the bare minimum first. It's a good goal to have, and it's good that you know what you want. It is highly recommended that you have a "base physique" first. Let your body grow naturally for at least a couple years. If you jump on the injections right out of the gate, it can limit your growth potential. I would hire a personal trainer who will keep you accountable and motivated, and it can be hard to find one that's actually worth the price tag. Some charge a great deal of money for the barest of results; others really know their shit, and can be great for learning everything and adapting to your personal physical needs. Every body is different, and what works for one won't work so well for another. This all assumes that you are new to bodybuilding. If you've got some knowledge and experience, that's awesome. Still, I recommend having a trainer for at least a little while to ensure that you haven't learned something in the wrong way. Let your body do its natural growth, and use the drugs to push you past your genetic limit. Otherwise you may reach your natural limit, as it were, sooner than expected, and piling more compounds on isn't necessarily something that will help. People think that if a little is good, more must be better, and it's not true. Also, the kind of growth you describe requires a great deal of food. I wouldn't suggest gainer protein shakes straight away, and those can be quite expensive as well as leave you bloated and full of poop in your intestinal track. A coach who can tailor a diet for this kind of growth will also be an asset. When you are ready to actively start pinning yourself and taking the pills and injections, also be aware of the cost. This isn't a cheap lifestyle in any way. You will need a good many supplements to maintain your internal economy: milk thistle, NAC, CoQ10, D-3, K-2, ashwaganda, astragalus, fish oils, multivitamins, and so on. ALL are necessary. When I did my cycles, the extra pills here cost me $200 a month. Food was around $300. The injections themselves were $450 for the 12 week cycle, plus the expense of the needles. And be prepared for night sweats, acne that will ruin your look, sleeplessness, mental fatigue, sex drive that bounces ALL over the spectrum, and an array of other things. It's also recommended that one see their doctor for blood exams before, during, and after the cycle to ensure that everything is working properly. This can also fuck up your cholesterol, kidneys, liver, heart, and bones. I don't wish to deter you from your beefy aspirations. But it's good to know this prior to starting that journey. If you already do, that's awesome.

First, it's called a Homo-E-path. LOL And two, I get plenty of vitamin D. Sunlight, multivitamins, and even D-3 pills. That's helping my mood and energy levels, but not sexually. Still, the suggestion is valuable, and one I had not considered. Thanks for that. I just don't feel sexual. Maybe it really is mental, and not something physical or physically lacking.