leatherpunk16

I get that English isn't your first language, but this translation is abysmal. I can't figure out what's going on here.

Bravo! An excellent story, well told, and filled with surprises. Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.

It depends on what you are into. If you like fisting, for example, HungerFF is one to definitely watch. For some variety that's not always sexual, Shannon O'Feral might appreciate a boost. If you like trans FTM porn, LucaBlu has some stuff. I could recommend others, but I don't know your tastes.

There's also good stuff on Justfor.fans and Manyvids. Give those a try also.

I came to this site in my grief a few weeks after my husband suddenly died. I think I was looking for a way out myself, or maybe just a form of escapism. And two years later, I'm still visiting daily. It's no longer out of a need to escape or to get bugged up so I can die and be with him again. I met some good people here, and formed some friendships. Plus the sharing and discussion is interesting to me, and the fiction distracts me from real world issues. 

I don't think there's anything wrong with you. You don't have to bugchase to be on this site. There are plenty of people here who come back for similar reasons. You can also be here for education. One must know BOTH sides to have an answer for themselves, and each of us is different. So don't beat yourself up over visiting this site. It's obvious you want to be here, so just enjoy it and learn from the other users. There's no shame or judgment except from the occasional troll.

Leathermen and leatherwomen still use this. I can go to any such fetish event or gathering, and see a variety of colours and interests. It's gone beyond just hankies, and now appears as leather shirts (or it's a black shirt with ____ colour piping), or ties when we go high cow (that's full dress leathers for those who don't know the lingo), and other ways.

A bit of advice on multiple interests: don't flag more than three colours. My late husband - may he rest in peace until I get there! - stitched together five colours into one hanky. A clever idea, but it backfired because it was too confusing to others. He was so advised by a leather bar owner.

If you want to flag a poz interest, get yourself a hanky with biohazard symbols all over it. Or carry one of those biohaz bags from the hospital in your back pocket. Left would mean "is poz", right would mean "wants poz". 

There's a much larger list for all kinds of interests somewhere on the internet, some you can't even imagine.

2 minutes ago, pupCakes said:

Correct!

Nice. Good luck to you. Be sure to tell us pigs on BZ when it happens.

1 hour ago, pupCakes said:

I meant debating whether to go back on once all this is over.

Thank you 😊 

Oh! Then you mean to chase afterwards? Or did I get that wrong also?

3 hours ago, pupCakes said:

Neg not on PrEP. Stopped taking it at the start of quarantine. Debating whether or not I should even go back on

For the time being, I'd say no. Why waste the supply? If you're not getting action, just hang on to it. 

PS - excellent bod. 😉

Chi4Loads is back, and with another fantastic tale. GJDM

I like your style and storytelling. Instead of cutting straight to sex, you develop these characters and make them human instead of pigs. Good job.

PS - look what I found today! Thought these were lost when my husband died, but they've been sitting right beneath me in a box for two years. I know MY cunt will now be getting loose, plus it's good to have a variety.

Last time I got bred, I didn't feel a thing except the motion of the top continuing to fuck me. I actually had to ask him if he finished. The sounds indicated he did but that can be mistaken for just feeling good and loving one's hole.

I've been working my hole lately, and I found this is not a thing you can fast-track. If you do it every day, you run the risk of injury. Kinda stinks to have your eyes bigger than your hole and go for the biggest dildo you can find. Start with buttplugs and smaller dildos. Give yourself time to stretch. When you are more experienced with it - say after a month or two of regular practice - you might be able to do it more often during a week. Once a week for 5 minutes probably won't get you there. But maybe 3-4 days a week WITH SPACE IN BETWEEN will be more realistic. 

In my own experience, I tried to do it for a few minutes daily. I tapped out by the fourth day. I was bleeding and my poops weren't fun. They hurt a lot. Every hole is different. Take your time, and be realistic about your goals and what you can reasonably accomplish. 

Wow, how very current and relatable. 

I've had gono twice in the past 6 months. Not sure which guy either one of them came from.

I look at my crusty underwear in the morning and say, "Aw, not this shit again..."

I have not changed my beliefs. My habits will indeed change! (Is that a parodox? My habits change, but what I believe does NOT? Hmmm.) 

Here's how it will change for me. We sinful fuckers of the Earth will all be equal before this scourge. And when it's over, it'll be over, and there will be a few less people in the world. For them, they don't get to do all the things they still wanted to do. That could just as easily have been you or me, so we ought to live for the day and do the things we enjoy. Because tomorrow might not happen. That was the reality before it all started, but now it hits home a little more. It's not as within our control as before.

I'm looking for a major change in my life, so I'm going to start doing more and enjoying more. That will probably include taking more loads. Since this began, I've started a small journey of learning to bottom and LIKE it. Regular practice with my toys, which I seldom used before, are a big part of that. When I can get fucked again, I expect at least ONE guy to try cumming inside me. Most of the time they give a good fuck, but don't deposit anything. It's usually me who ends up blowing a wad. 

I have gone off my PreP. A good friend gave me his bottles when he switched to Descovy, and I was taking them just fine. Now that I have zero chance of any action for the foreseeable future, I may as well keep it until then. I have been approved for my own pills from the doctor, but they have not yet arrived. They would just go to waste while we wait this out. And when that day comes, it's back to barebacking and chasing (although I can't say how successful this will be considering I'm taking a proven blocker for such things.) I'll be off it for good when I'm ready.

I think what we SHOULD accept is that it is a very real possibility that we will get something we don't want from a top. Some of us want to be pozzed up. Others are fine with getting just gono. Others would prefer to not catch anything. I'm not favouring one over another, but given what we are doing, bottoms need to reconcile the fact that if we whore it up enough, something will come our way. Might be the best thing ever. Might be the worst thing ever. All a matter of perspective and how ready we are to deal with the consequences of our choices.

That said, you don't owe your hole to anybody. It's YOURS. You are responsible for your sexual health and your own orgasm.

30 minutes ago, ButtB4iGo said:

I'm single and I'm down to about 15 pills left in my 3-month prescription, so saving them for when we are done with our shelter in place ordinance. I'm due for a refill, but I need to go to the clinic to have my STI screenings again — it's just not ideal to try get that done right now.

Indeed it is not ideal. I had to get treated and tested right before the Toilet Paper Madness began, and they wanted to do bloodwork to re-approve the Truvada. So I did it, and got the result the next day. And then the madness started. They were in a rush to deal with my thing before the other one started. 

I've been taking it less often. Instead of daily, it's now closer to 3-4 times a week. I don't want to refrain from opportunities for 3+ weeks to cycle back on it when I can just be ready to go. A lot of guys are going to have pent-up sexual energy as soon as they're permitted to release it, and we ought to be ready for them.

4 hours ago, daveinkent1 said:

Has he done bb

Yes, with Hugh Hunter and possibly others.

I like a lot of things. So far the fetish list includes

- fisting (especially deep fisting)

- piss play

- musclemen

- freakishly tattooed guys

- big dicks, race unimportant

- poz fetish

- hairy daddy types with alpha attitudes

- smoke

- cum (facials are a current favourite)

- gunge (if you don't know what this is, think of mud or slime or being covered in shaving cream)

- leather & rubber

I think that's it for now.

I seriously hope not. How can this turn somebody on? Would you fetishize cancer or a flesh-eating disease? Probably not. There might be a VERY small percentage of bugchasers who will fetishize COVID, but I can't imagine even that being popular for a single day.

I guess this is how we dealing with the trauma this could cause. We turn it into art and literature.

I'd like to say "good story", but...

I have never felt it. I've been bred a few times, mostly by my ex, and I held on to that seed. No dripping, no inner pulsation, or anything. I've always had to ask "Did you do it?" I was getting nailed by this dude at CumUnion last May, and he growled a bit when he came. I was on my back looking up at him, and didn't see any O face. But he came to a gradual halt and I asked. Yes, he pumped his black seed into me. We got up and got a drink. Nothing more. I was expecting to be a runny cum mess, considering how much he was putting into the breeding, but alas, nothing. He may as well have faked it for all I knew.