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I realized it a year ago after numerous grindr hookups. They'd all message from 10pm to midnight... all wanting their cocks sucked, sometimes wanting to fuck and breed me. No names. No numbers. Rarely a repeat. They'd zip up as soon as they pulled out. I was just a hole. Somewhere to dump their cum loads.

My first time was with my h.s. best friend. He used a condom out of habit because that's what he was used to doing when he fucked his gf. We didn't have any extra lube. The latex started sticking to my skin and was hurting. I told him to take the condom off. His spit and precum was plenty. Ever since, I've fucked bareback 95% of the time. I find it much more intimate and real. To me, using a condom is like having a dildo shoved in my hole... it's nice but raw is 1000x better. Yes, you have to choose cocks carefully to avoid hiv and std's. And I suppose that adds to the thrill and bad boy appeal a bit.

I was interested in cock at 15. I desperately wanted cock at 16 and 17. Sucked my first cock, actually 69'd with my best friend, shortly after my 18th birthday. I always wondered how many cocks I missed out on by waiting so long. But, I'm over 550 cocks now so I made up for it.

At a glory hole, in a video booth, at an adult store. As soon as he shoved his semi hard cock thru the hole... I recognized that cock. I had it a year earlier at the very same g.h. I got on my knees, sniffed his sweaty meat and balls. I love his scent. Then sucked him good and hard. .. 7.5 cut, thick. When he pulled back, I spun around and shoved my tight hairy hole against the g.h. Nothing happened. I was too eager and scared him off. As I pulled away, I felt his hand rub my hairy ass. I froze and let him do what he wanted. Eventually, he grabbed my balls and pulled me tight against the g.h. I braced myself against the opposite wall as he pushed inside me. I was moaning like crazy as he opened me up. After a good deep fuck, he bred me with a huge creamy load. He stayed inside and kept fucking me. When he pulled out, I spun around, reached thru the g.h. and grabbed his balls. I wasn't letting him get away that fast. I pulled his cock thru the g.h. and preceeded to lick and suck his cock clean. I rarely do ass to mouth but he had me really turned on. After awhile, I felt his cock getting hard in my mouth. It wasn't long and he dumped a creamy load down my throat. He let me savor his cock for awhile before pulling back, wiping it clean, zipping up and dashing out. I still have no idea what my mystery breeder looks like.

First, there's no question that he hustles/escorts. You saw him walking shirtless in a hustler area and he asked you for money for what you've been doing. So far, the money here is peanuts. Giving him $40 for 12 to 15 fucks, is like $3 per fuck. It sounds like he doesn't make a lot of money. Do you? Helping someone out with taxi/uber fair or something reasonable, from time to time, is not a big deal. Think of it like this... he fucks you and says, I'm starving, will you run down to the corner and buy me a couple donuts. You would have spent the same amount of money. As for special things only you two do. I had a 2 year relationship with a porn star/escort. We did things that he never did in his videos. I have no way to verify if he told me the truth about what he does with his customers. And, you have to realize that you have no way of knowing the truth either. I think that is what's bothering you here... just what was truly special between you two. You didn't describe yourselves as dating or boyfriends so I'm guessing you're fuck buds. Therefore, does it really matter? If confronted, he'll tell you what he thinks you want to hear. Why? Partly, human nature. In a hustlers case, he doesn't want to lose a nice crash pad, good fuck and occasional money, gifts, food, etc. You now know the truth. He's a hustler. Even if he lets you fuck him raw, there is no guarantee that if someone waves a few hundred, he won't spread his hole. You said the sex is great. You have to decide if you're ok with a fuck bud who's being promiscuous, whether he's paid or not. You have to decide if you're willing to give him cash from time to time. If you're not, you must be honest with him and let him know up front. The 12 to 15 fucks could be because he likes having sex with you. Or, it's part of the 'boyfriend experience' to build a relationship and feelings so that you'll most likely won't say no when he needs momey. I believe the latter. Why? Because when you asked about being paid back, he could of said, I don't know, I'm really strapped for cash or I don't make very much money. Instead, he specifically said he wouldn't because you owed him for the prior fucks. He purposedly turned you into a paying customer and wanted you to know it. He might like you so you might get a big discount... but he clearly sees you as a meal ticket. And with enough fuck buds like you as regular paying customers, he won't have to walk shirtless for johns. If any of this turns you off, don't hang out anymore. If you do hangout, ALWAYS watch your wallet and valuables. Keep little money in your wallet. Buy a lock box if you need to keep extra cash around. Why? Someday, he'll be in a pinch and he'll take all your money. That's what hustlers do. I just want you to think about who he really is. Who you are to him. This isn't the movie pretty woman... you can't save him unless you can afford to pay his bills. And above all else, don’t fall in love! He's a hustler, fuck buddy. Not boyfriend material. That shipped sailed when he wanted money for fucking you.