PaulaCD
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A Top has to be a real Man.
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I was 19 yo. I had never had BB before, but - as I already mentioned in a different thread - I had a inclination towards bondage. I met a guy on chat, he was beefy, 40-something, looking for a cocksucker. We talked a couple of days and finally I went to his place and I took my cuffs. I was topless, my hands were cuffed behind my back. I was taking care of his dick, balls like good boy should. He was caressing my hear and giving me poppers. It took about an hour and I was in heaven and it looked like he was as well. Then he stopped. He went behind my back, took my socks off, forced me to open my mouth, filled it with my socks and secured everything with duct tape. We went again behind my back and started to play with my hole. I struggled but he didn't care, he just use some tape to tie my hands in my elbows and wrists. I felt lube, his fingers and he started to enter slowly. He was coming back and forth every time a bit deeper. Finally he was inside me balls deep and started to fuck. I fought him back but it was futile. After about 20 minutes he threw me on the couch, got on top and after another 5 minutes he filled me up. He plugged my hole and left me. He prepared himself some food, watched some TV. He removed the gag and asked me if needed something. I asked him to let me go but he said he definitely needed the second round and gagged me and left. After about an hour he started to use me again. This time he was more talkative: that my ass felt better on his dick, that I was a good bitch, that he was happy being a first guy ever to cum in me. There was a lot of poppers, he fucked me in standing position and on my back like a pretzel. He finished inside me again. Then he removed my cuffs and gag, ordered me to put my clothes on and I left. -
How many bottoms are loyal to only one mature alpha daddy / owner
PaulaCD replied to hotguy02's topic in General Discussion
I will pass your kind words to my Owner 😉 -
How many bottoms are loyal to only one mature alpha daddy / owner
PaulaCD replied to hotguy02's topic in General Discussion
Owners or fuckers? 🙂 -
How many bottoms are loyal to only one mature alpha daddy / owner
PaulaCD replied to hotguy02's topic in General Discussion
I do not have any contact with a guy who popped my cherry; it was a long time ago. However, since the moment I have become a gurl I had only two Owners. First was the one who trained me to be first a faggot than a sissy gurl. He owned me for 9 years. Then he simply passed my to the friend of his and he's been owning me for the last 7 years. Of course during those 16 years many Men fucked me, but they were always chosen by my Owners. I have never cheated on Them. -
If can choose I would prefer one cock in my mouth and another up my ass.
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There was one kinky thought I remember from my early days - bondage. I cannot say why but even when I was a young boy and I was i.e. reading a comic book with some bondage scenes it gave me those strange warm feelings. I did not know how to classify them at that moment but they were there. Later I wanted to explore the idea of being tied up or cuffed but i was still pretty young, naive or simply stupid when I started.
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Most memorable things a feeder ever said to you
PaulaCD replied to TheCellar's topic in Cocksucking Discussion
It was a long time ago. I was in mid-20ties, he was around 50 y.o. I was naked, locked up in chastity, ass plugged. After 20 minutes of intensive mouth-fucking, face slapping he finally sat down and order me simply blow him. I was worshipping him when he asked: - Does your father know? - No....., Sir. He doesn't. - That's a pity. He would be so proud! I have no idea why, but I think I have never felt more a fag than that moment. I couldn't stop to visualize my father sitting in the same room an watching me giving the best head I could to the man of his age. -
I have a question to fellow faggots and gurls: how many of you were trained or owned by a Dom? Or maybe still are? I do not mean being a call-slut, but a training/ownership that is deeper including more strict control, behaviour modification, maybe living together, regular intensive trainings, conditioning etc.
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Well... It may sound strange, but I would not 🙂 For me being fucked in the ass is a part of being a fag or a gurl. It takes some efforts from your or a Top side to turn you into a good anal slut. Together with reshaping of my ass my mind was reshaped as well when I saw how Men got satisfied with my hole. With a pussy, which is created for fucking you wouldn't have this experience. When I'm giving a head to a Top and I know he has been never fucked in the ass and I know that within 15 minutes he would be balls deep in my ass, it makes me more submissive, more eager to please him. It creates a contrast between me and him that makes me a better faggot.
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Well, I agree that deep inside me there had to be some % of sissy, otherwise my owner wouldn't be able to train me. However at the point he started training me I never considered myself being a sissy/girl/crossdresser. I was masculine and never tried female clothes at all. For me the most surprising was that he just arbitrary decided that from that moment I would be trained to be gurl. He told me that for him I would not just be a man anymore, buy that I never was. I have to admit that I was overwhelmed by his masculinity and the way he treated me, but at the beginning seeing myself dressed up, shaved, locked up and being fucked as a girl was very hard to accept.
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So my roommates found out about me being a cum dump
PaulaCD replied to Cumdump25's topic in General Discussion
When a friend of mine (and we were friends for since primary school) found out I was a fag it changed everything. There was balance of power anymore. He was already married but he kept using me for about 2 years before he finally moved to another city. -
Thank you, but there is still room for improvement :)
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At the beginning I was a standard versatile guy, a bit submissive when bottoming though. However, I was completely not into being a sissy, nor into crossdressing stuff, lingerie etc. It took a lot of effort and patience from my owner to turn me into a gurl.
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Unplanned. I got tied up and gagged. He wasn't rough or brutal, he simply bred me 2 or 3 times. Slow, deep, verbal fucking.
