PigBoyDallas

I've been doing it pretty regular with this thuggy white trash boy, Kyle, who works at a Subway near me for a while and know that it will never come to anything but can't stop thinking about him as I have a thing for white trash boys. You know the type, made bad choices in life, didn't finish HS, tats, knocked up a GF, lives with his parents, but charming, has a nice cock, blonde hair, blue eyes, hot body and a pretty face. He wears a thick gold necklace and listens to a lot of rap and hip hop, smokes a lot of weed. It's hot now at 19 but I'm not sure where he'll be in ten years, but for now its hot to take his cock and loads and he's always down to get fucked raw too. He works late night at a Subway and has a deal worked out with his co-worker that he can duck out back for a quickie and does the same for his co-worker. TBH, I'd do it with his co-worker too, but apparently, I'm not his type. I got a text from Kyle last night around 9:30pm saying it was dead and I should come by for some fun along with a vid of him jacking his cock in the back. I joked with him that was probably a health code violation, but I'd be by and that I'd message when I got there. Kyle is reliable for fun unless they somehow get busy, which never happens. I pulled in back and texted him that I was here. He knows my truck and I saw him come out the back door and saw him peeling off his shirt and t-shirt showing off his smooth body and what looked like some new ink. He lit up a cigarette, which he knows I don't like but don't care, and climbed in the passenger side of my truck, undoing his belt and pants and pulling them down as he closed the door. His cock was already hard, showing in the light from the full moon as I cracked the passenger window to let the cigarette smoke out the window. "Suck me" was all he had to say, and I dropped down and did as told. He's uncut and loves that I know how to work uncut cock and pretty soon I've got him worked into a frenzy as I pull my shorts down. As I'm sucking him, I tell him I want him to fuck me, and he laughs saying he pretty much expected that. I don't mind being his bitch and get in a position so he can fuck me. I never had to ask him to bareback me, he's a total barebacker like me, giving and taking loads raw, no questions. We've done this so often he just reaches into my glovebox and pulls out a packet of lube and I can feel it hit my ass and hear him lubing up his cock, followed by his cock entering my harder and faster than I'd like. It's a love/hate thing. I kind of love it rough like that, but also wish we could take things slower and more intimate. I hate that neither of us can host and so we're left to car play. He never talks about his life or what he wants and part of me would love to be more of his life than just his cum dump, but I know we're both hostages to where we are in life. As usually he's calling me a bitch and a whore and demanding I tell him how bad I want his cock and his load and like the whore I am I comply. But he doesn't have to do that. I really do want his cock and loads. I wish he was looking in my eyes as he bred me, kissing me deeply, telling me how much he wants me, but I'm a thing to him, an eager hole to fill. And fill me he does, not stopping at all, but keeping the stroking going, telling me there's more where that came from, and me begging for more of it. I'm guessing the girls he fucked were like that too, but once he came in me the second time it was time for me to give him what he wanted, what no girl could give him. He blasted his second load in me and collapsed on top of me panting and trying to catch his breath. I love feeling his sweaty body on mine, wishing we could spend more time like this. Part of me was holding my breath hoping he wanted to get fucked. Sometimes Kyle does and sometimes he doesn't. I didn't want to leave it to chance and told him I wanted to fuck him and could feel him shudder as he laughed. "Like you're reading my mind buddy" he said. Klye got off me and positioned himself so I could fuck him. Part of me wanted to just rape him with no lube, but I reached into the glovebox and grabbed a packet of lube and lubed my cock and started pressing it up against his ass as he was pressed up against the passenger window. I could hear "oh god, fuck yeah" as I entered him, probably harder and faster than he wanted but I was dying to breed his hole. Part of me really wanted to rape Kyle and use him as my bitch, but I wasn't about to also let him off. I was going at him harder than he was probably used to and calling him a dirty bitch and a slut, calling him out on taking anon loads like a whore, and he was agreeing, saying he was a dirty slut, and a whore. I was tempted to go further but reigned it in but kept the dirty talk going. Soon enough he was saying how much he loved taking my cock and how much he wanted my load, and I gave him what he wanted. I slid out of him satisfied, but also dissatisfied. I wanted more with him but know he could never give me that and that was where I was right now. He pinned me and started kissing me way deeply and intensely, telling me I was the most satisfying guy he got with and that he wished we could do more. I said the same to him but left it hanging in the air. What more can I say? We can't do more. He said he needed to get back in and lit up another cigarette, pulled his clothes back on and hopped out of the truck to go back in. My heart sank as he left, but he was right. We got nowhere to go. I drove home and pulled up down the street to park away from my house as I wasn't ready to go home quite yet. The lights were off in my parents' bedroom, and it was now probably past their bedtime and most of the lights at home were off. I could see the lights were on at my neighbor Jesse's home and could see him silhouetted in the dark at the old concrete table out front, shirtless, smoking a cigarette. What is it with Anglos and cigarettes? I didn't want to go home and really wanted a closer connection and compared to Kyle; Jesse was a bit closer. I quietly waved "hi" to Jesse as I entered his yard and he loudly responded saying he was glad to see me, and I had to shush him as he was clearly drunk and didn't want my parents hearing my name. He stumbled into the house to get me a beer and clearly was pretty loaded. He came back out and gave me a beer and a joint and said he was glad I was there and reached in to give me a sloppy kiss that reeked of weed and alcohol. Not that I minded...it was a LOT like so many guys I've hooked up with. We chatted for a bit and while I tried to pour my heart out to him, he was too drunk to pick up on what I was putting down. I wanted someone to confide in and he was like so many of the drunk frat boys I hook up with...a lot of fun, but nothing deep. Finally, he took my hint, and we went into his bedroom where I pretty much drilled his ass like a maniac as he begged for it. It was clear he had been bred already, not that I cared. He was too drunk to fuck me, which bummed me out, and he was also getting too maudlin about wanting to be with me and things were going bad with him and his GF and selling his place back in Florida. I listened patiently, like a good friend should, and knew there was nothing I could do. We did some more weed and he seemed to chill. Part of me wanted to stay with him, but part of me wanted to get the fuck out of there. I hoped he'd be OK and told him I loved him (not a lie) and that I would see him tomorrow. As I slowly walked home, I was amazed on how people think gay men are drama queens, when so often it's the bi/straight boys who are the biggest and craziest drama queens!

I kinda get where you're coming from. Me personally, I never use condoms and don't want a guy fucking me to wear one, it's just how I'm wired. I start conversations with guys implying it's gonna be raw and I want their cum in me, or I'm gonna put my cum in them. I don't even mention condoms, its all bareback and presumed bareback, that's my norm. When a guy asks me about condoms, I know bare isn't their norm. I know they're a worrier and gonna ask lots of questions. Maybe they're on prep and being overcautious, maybe not on prep. Barebackers are in it for the carnal fuck of no-holds fucking. The condom crowd is inhibited, restrained, holding themselves back. Even if they let me fuck them without a condom, they want me to pull out to cum instead of the pleasure of getting bred raw. And I get where they're coming from, its just a lot more to navigate and work out. It's different mindsets.

I got hit up by this cute 18 y/o boy named Noah who wanted a quickie after school. I can't host and was a bit freaked out that he was still in HS and insisted he show me his DL before I would do anything at all. He was able to host thankfully as I can't and he was impossibly cute, shaggy curly blonde hair, cut face, blue eyes, smooth body and a nice sized uncut cock. I was kind of taken aback as to why he'd want to get with me, but he admitted he didn't want his buds to know he was "like that". I'm a pretty sympathetic listener and explained that I got it. We had been chatting a while and agreed to meet up today once he got out of school. We had talked about what we wanted sexually, which was to flip fuck, and had talked about barebacking. He said he wanted to talk about it in person once we'd met and that he'd feel more comfortable that way. It could be reductive and say I like a challenge, but I'm open to all kinds of play. We met up outside by his house and started chatting. He admitted he was too scared for me to know where he lived and wanted to talk first, which was cool. I was willing to do whatever to get with this hottie. Once we met up though I was totally charged up and horny as fuck and I got the sense he was too. He kept playing with his cock and it was obviously as big as he had alluded to. He finally agreed to go back to his house and once inside he was all over me, kissing me intensely, groping my cock and telling me how bad he wanted to fuck me. I reminded him I needed to see his ID and he pulled out his wallet and driver's license which, honestly, I barely looked at. Yes, his name was Noah, and I seared his last name in my mind so I could search up on him when I got home and memorized his DOB too. He cautioned me that while he had time to have some fun his parents would be home anywhere from 6 to 7 and we needed to get down to it. I smiled broadly at that and said OK, and we moved to his bedroom, locked the door and stripped down. We were deep into kissing each other and soon were on the bed, me grinding my cock up against his ass and wanting to put it in him in the worst possible way. He's awkwardly stretching for his nightstand and can see and hear him fumbling for something and he winds up handing me lube. Saying nothing I quickly lube up my cock and his ass and quickly force my cock inside him raw. His eyes are wide and his face live with delight as he's calling out "oh yeah" and "fuck yeah" as I enter him raw. He says nothing about wrapping and he clearly doesn't care to talk about in person as he'd mentioned earlier. Clearly, he wants raw, or he'd have said no. I have his legs over my shoulders and am driving deep inside his ass, kissing him deeply, telling him how hot he is and how bad I want to cum in him. He's also telling me how bad he wants my load, how hot my cock is, and not to pull out. I'm totally into him and before long I blast a load deep in his hole. I collapse on him telling him how hot he was and how much I enjoyed it. He's kissing me deeply back saying he loves how I did him and that he wants to do the same to me but wants to be honest. I pull him close in a hug and say I'm cool with whatever he has to say, and he admits to me that he's never been tested, and is that OK? I say it is, knowing full well he's not asked me my status before I bred him, not that I really cared. He's hot and I want his seed regardless. He looks relieved that I want his cum and eagerly roll on my back with him on top me and guiding his cock to my ass. I can reach my hand over to where the lube is lying on the bedspread and hand it to him and can feel him lubing up my ass and his cock. I'm gasping as I take his massive cock balls deep and don't give a shit that he doesn't know his status.... I want that cock and his load. And it doesn't take long until he is pounding me so hard, I can't even think straight. He's one of the biggest cocks I've taken in a while and he's hitting me in all the places I want to get fucked. He's kissing me deeply as I can barely breathe for the deep pounding he's giving me as I beg for him to cum in me. He finally gives me his load...an intense spasm, that I can feel all over me, inside and out. He collapses on me, panting, trying to catch his breath as I pull him in a bear hug, thanking him for giving me what I wanted. I know I should care about his status, but I wanted his load so bad I'm willing to take my chances. I loved that he took me no questions so its not for me to get all butt hurt. He looked at the clock and said we had time for one more quickie and did I want to fuck him or me fuck him again? I told him I wanted to fuck him again and quick shot another load balls deep in his ass. We both collapsed on the bed and again started kissing each other. He asked me why I wasn't dating and I admitted I hated being committed to a guy and liked messing around with other guys and liked having multiple guys fucking me. He laughed and said that sounded a lot like him, and that he liked guys using his ass too. I asked how often he got it, and he admitted it was a mix of buds and guys off apps. I admitted that was cool as I met up with guys off of apps and liked having fun like he did. It was getting late in the day and he was getting nervous about his parents coming home and said I should get going. I thanked him and said I was down to hook up any time he wanted and he said he was as well. He thanked me for being chill about not knowing his status and we had another bear hug before I left. I know I have no problems taking his seed and am guessing there are LOTS of guys that would take his seed as well.

Sounds a lot like a time a frat guy wanted to hook up with me. He said he could possibly line up other brothers to fuck me and would I be down. I said I was. I met up with him and got in his car and was sucking him all the way to where we were headed. When we go there, there were other cars parked with lights off and guys standing around. The frat guy I'd met up with, Josh, said for me to get out and come around to the back of the car. It was backed up against a building so people wouldn't see if they drove by. He said he got to fuck me first and then whoever wanted to fuck me got to have it after that. My eyes were scanning the guys and I was amazed at how hot so many of them were. Surely, they'd have no problems finding a guy or a girl to take their loads, but I wasn't about to argue. I bent over the trunk and started taking Josh's cock while the others watched. Some broke out the phones and started videoing, but I didn't mind. I knew Josh was fucking me raw and I didn't care. He was hot and I wanted his seed. Hell, most of these guys were really hot and I was cool to take all of them raw. By my count there were maybe ten guys there. I could turn to watch them watching me get drilled by Josh. It kind of amazed me that they were all cool with being a part of this. Clearly Josh didn't care that his buds knew he fucked guys and did it raw. Josh shot his load in me, slid out, and another one of his buds who had been jacking moved in to fuck me next. I loved that he just entered me raw, and I could see some of the other guys were jerking each other and that now Josh was bent over the trunk of another car taking it up the ass from one of his buds. I'm sure Josh was taking it raw too, and not long after the guy fucking me shot his load in me and another guy moved in to take his place. I noticed another guy was bent over a car and taking a guy's cock too. The guy breeding Josh had finished and now another new guy was breeding Josh now. This kept on for a while and honestly, I lost count on how many guys bred me. I finally said I had to stop, and a guy named Rick asked me who I'd ridden with and where my clothes where. I said I'd come with Josh and could see where he was getting drilled by yet another guy. Rick followed me over to Josh's car where I found my clothes and asked me if I wanted him to take me home. I said I did, dressed, and got in his car. As we drove, Rick admitted I was a hot fuck and asked how I knew Josh. I was kind of embarrassed and said I'd met him online and that he'd offered to line up a group thing. Rick laughed and said Josh had done that a few times and was always surprised at how many guys turned out. He admitted he'd been the bottom one time and was worried it would be scary but was way hotter than he imagined. He loved that all of the other guys knew he could be had and could be fucked whenever they wanted and that a lot of the guys hit him up to hook up. I laughed and said I wished I'd got some of the other guys numbers, but all I got was their loads. Rick laughed and that and said he would give me his number and would try and line up things in case I didn't hear from Josh. I still hear from Josh and Nick and still do some of the group stuff with the frat boys, but it was never like that first time.

Fuck yeah. I stay firm whether topping or bottoming. More often than not they come around to my way of thinking and fucking. Had that happen with a guy on an app this morning...was firm about safe, but as the morning wore on he was fine with fucking raw. Met up and swapped loads raw.

You don't mention you and your BF are monogamous or promised to be. If you haven't then cheating is OK, go for it. Guessing you loved having random guys breeding your ass, taking their seed, didn't you? So don't tell your BF.

I've had really good luck on Sniffles too!

I take it you didn't ask his status, did you?

Yeah...if gay sex isn't legal where you are don't do it. It also is situational too. Last time I was back in Mexico I got hit on by the cab driver and while I was interested, you never know if you're going to get rolled, raped, robbed, or worse. I took a pass in that case. I have got hit on by Lyft and Uber drivers here in the US and I've taken them up on it. Meter wasn't running and I guess it was a "tip" of sorts. Last one I did it with was this tall cute blonde guy in his early 20s. Asked if I was gay and said I was and we got to talking about how good gay guys are at blow jobs, asked if I was good at it, liked giving them, how I got good at it. It was clear he was angling for it and I told him I'd blow him if he wanted it. We parked and I started blowing him and he was really into it, told him I'd swallow him or he could fuck me if he wanted. He said he wanted to fuck me but didn't have a condom, said I didn't care, he could fuck me without one and wound up him barebacking me and pumping two loads in my ass.

I don't care for dialog or plot, I want it to get right to the action. I only watch bareback porn and don't really care if its amateur or from a porn studio. Amateur is admittedly hotter and I love it when the guy cums inside rather than pulling out. Love knowing that the bottom took that load and wanted it. Hate it when they pull out to cum.

I know myself well enough to know I probably couldn't be monogamous with a guy. I also hook up with a lot of guys who have BFs, GFs, fiancées, and wives and some are cheating, some have relationships and so I know they can't be monogamous either. It does make me think guys just aren't wired to be monogamous, or it doesn't take much to get them to cheat. I think it also is situational too. If a guy isn't drinking or high, they might not be down for it, but if they've had a few they might. I think they enjoy the rush from sneaking around and getting away with it. I know I love that I'm getting something someone else should be getting and also love that I give them what the need/crave/aren't getting.

So long as the guy cums in my ass I'm cool. I do feel a little short changed when the guy cums quick but yeah, sometimes guys get overexcited which is also a compliment. Sometimes they reload me again, which is even hotter. I was doing a group thing this weekend and was riding this chubbier hair guy in the pool and he blasted one in me pretty quick and I was pretty flattered and ready to move on, but he was really into me and told me to keep riding him and wound up taking two more loads from him. Had another guy at the same thing and he was taking forever to cum (he was one of those who like to edge) and honestly, I was just wanting the load so I could move on as there were a lot of other guys I wanted to breed and get bred by. I finally had to ask if he was about to cum and fibbed saying I was starting to get a bit sore. He said he was into fucking and moved on to another guy. That's fine...you have to find what works for you.

@BritishCumdumpI feel your pain. Early on I tried honesty with guys on the apps and got read for filth one time too many and went off on him. I mean, you're on a hook up app...that's not the place you're going to find sweet innocent virginal guys. You're going to find guys who are varying degrees of slutty. If you're that picky you're in the wrong place. And don't slut shame people. I'm lucky Dallas is a big city and honestly I mix up the apps I use as I just burn out sometimes and get sick of seeing the same faces again and again. But yeah, I know I've gotten a reputation at the gym I go to, and it cuts both ways. It's a lot of the same guys again and again, and I know some guys probably avoid me as they see me playing with guys in the sauna and going to the shower stalls and coming back from them with other guys. But I don't care. If they're clutching their pearls that tightly I wouldn't want to be with them anyhow. Take the same attitude.

I can only speak for myself...haven't stopped having sex and haven't stopped barebacking. I think a lot of guys have gotten freaked out about it and the last time I went to Spa Castle it was pretty dead there. University started back up so I've been hooking up more with guys there than guys at the gym or on the trail near me. I got my MP vaccine today as I'm going to Corpus Christi for the weekend and wanted to be able to play and relax without worrying about MP. I guess we'll see if guys are willing to hook up or aren't on account of MP.

I hadn't slowed down hooking up on account of monkey pox but did get vaccinated today as I'm going to Corpus Christi this weekend and planned on hooking up...didn't want to take chances.

There's been some cases in Dallas, but not a lot. I haven't stopped having sex or slowed down tbh. That said, I did go get vaccinated today as I'm planning on heading to Corpus Christi with a bud who's gay too and planned on hooking up.

I love camming and get off on knowing guys are watching, and enjoying!

Classes started this week at UTD which means horny college guys looking to fuck and get fucked. I was on campus and wanted to see how things were going in the more notoriously cruisy bathrooms. You can get anything from a quick handjob to full on fucking there depending on who's looking, so I was checking out the guys and seeing what pops up on the apps. And took a quick load off a guy this morning I'm always down to get fucked or to fuck a guy. I went to one of the more notorious ones as sometimes guys will stand at the urinals and jerk to see if anyone's interested. Typically, it can be busy, so you take it to one of the stalls, but if its slow you can jack off at the stall. I could see a guy was in one of the stalls, so I decided to go into the stall next to him and check the apps. As I was sitting there it sounded pretty obvious the guy next to me might be jacking off as his leg had a certain rhythm going. So, I figured I'd take my chances and tap my foot, hoping he'd take the hint. He tapped his fingers understall and I asked if he was looking and heard him say "yeah". By now my shorts were down around my ankles and I saw him angle to slide his cock under the divider, a nice long cut white one. I started jerking him as I dropped down to my knees to suck him knowing I should probably suggest moving to the bigger handicap stall but didn't want to spook him. He was clearly enjoying it and started throwing off tasty precum. I was sucking him for a bit and the precum really started flowing and I decided to go for broke and back my ass up on his cock and take it. Worse case it'd be a dealbreaker, but best case he busts a load in my ass. Since I'd been fucked earlier, I knew I'd have no problem taking him dry and I slid my ass down on his cock, hearing a delighted "oh fuck yeah" out of him. He was bucking his hips thrusting his cock in me as much as he could, and I was wishing I could get him balls deep as he had to be pretty hung. He was clearly building to an orgasm, and I heard him whisper "you want the load?" I said yeah and in a couple moments I could hear him groan and felt him go off inside me. I whispered for him not to pull out as his thrusts slowed and I could feel his cock soften and slide out of me. I'd been jacking and figured I'd go for broke and slide my cock under the divider for him. As I did, I could see a puddle of the cum that had leaked out my ass. He started stroking my cock and then to my surprise I could feel his ass working down on my cock too. I was stunned this guy was as big a slut as I am, taking an anon load raw understall in bathroom. I know guys like him as I'm just like him and I'm certainly not the first guy he's taken this way. He's probably taken more than a few loads like this and going to be getting a lot more as the semester goes on. I wonder what he looks like and when he got fucked last and I'm working myself up to an orgasm except I'm not going to ask him, I'm just going to cum in his ass. Raw is my law and any hole is the goal. If he doesn't want my load he shouldn't be taking me raw, and within moments I'm blasting a huge load in his ass whether he wanted it or not. He hasn't eased off my cock but isn't saying anything either. There's no way he could have missed my orgasm as I was shaking and shuddering as I came. It was clear he wanted it as his ass was still firmly backed up on my cock, which slowly went limp and slid out of him. I could see him stand up and pull his shorts back up and hear him flush the toilet. I stood up and did the same, keeping an eye on the door to see if I could see him as he left the stall. He was wasting no time in getting going and as he passed by, I could see he was a little taller than me, a pale white kid with a mop of black hair. I stepped out of the stall and went to the sink next to him to wash my hands. I smirked at him, and he smiled back, weakly offering a "thanks". He was really good looking, and I can't imagine he has a tough time finding guys to play with, but who knows what his story is or why he did what he did. He was probably thinking the same thing of me. I decided to go for broke and asked if he wanted to do it again sometime and he said yeah and we swapped Snap IDs. He headed out, but I lingered as I'd got a message from a Latino guy on campus who wanted to hook up. I quick ducked into the handicap stall to wash off my cock and clean my ass out as best I could in case he wanted to fuck. We chatted as I washed up and it turned out he wanted me to come by his dorm so he could rawdog me real quick. He had a long slender dark uncut cock and loved that I wanted it raw and assured me he wouldn't disappoint. No face pic but I didn't care. I knew where his dorm was and headed over and up to his room. I gently knocked on the door and opened it and quickly ushered me in, locking the door behind him. He was super hot and he told me to pull my shorts down and bend over the bed. He said he didn't have a lot of time and I could hear his shorts hit the floor as he started jerking his cock. I couldn't help turning around to watch him stroke that monster and he grabbed some lube out of his backpack and lubed up my ass and his cock, followed by him forcing it in me roughly. I nearly screamed as he was pretty forceful and going faster than I'd wanted. I hadn't asked him his status, but it's not like I cared or cared earlier when I let the guy at the gym, or the bathroom breed me raw. I wanted their loads regardless. He was giving me a really strong intense pounding and I wished I could get verbal and he could take his time. I'd started moaning and he covered my mouth and shushed me, never slowing down his intense deep strokes. I was just starting to enjoy how rough it was and him covering my mouth when he came, giving me a deep intense thrust as he shot a massive load in me. More deep thrusts followed as I could feel his cum flooding my guts. I loved that I'd be carrying his seed deep in me for a while, and he wasn't kidding, I was satisfied. It was the kind of deep breeding I love, want, and need. I was a shame it had to be a dump and run and soon enough he pulled out of me and said I needed to get dressed and go. He pulled his shorts back up and I quickly dressed. He ushered me back to the door and I quickly told him any time he wanted to fuck me to message me. He let out a terse "yeah" unlocked the door and I quickly left as he closed it behind me. I walked down the hall past several really hot guys passing by and smirked to myself as none of them knew I had the kid's load still inside me, and that I would gladly take any of their loads as well. They all have so many opportunities to fuck and get fucked and my guess is a lot of them will be taking advantage of it, and so will I.

I think so. Guy's who are cocky or have a certain swagger usually are swinging a big one or least that's what I've found. I've got a couple buds who are TOTALLY like that, don't brag about having a big cock, but they're cocky, outspoken, confident, and all swinging massive cocks. Guys who are the most forward when I'm at the gym, a park, or the trails, typically is swinging a big one.

I'm always horny after a workout and glad I can find other horny guys at the gym to finish off with. I dunno why but it's like guys who want to smoke after sex probably. You can heave a big sigh of relief as you got what you wanted. If I don't get some after a workout that's all I can think about. I recently started doing a walk/job/run in the mornings as I'm trying to lose weight and find I get super horny on my walks. Now I'm on grindr and lining up hookups as by the end of the walk I'm so horny I could scream. It surprises me how many guys are nearby, don't mind I'm hot and sweaty and are down to bareback fuck. Pretty much every day I'm out walking I can find a guy to hook up with after. Maybe its endorphins or whatever. But yeah, I crave it. I love nothing more than a guy slamming me up against the cold tiles in the shower at the gym and breeding me or me doing that to him. I love that guys there just go raw...I mean...who carries condoms to the gym? I've played with guys cocks in the hot tub and taken it back to the showers, done car play after, gone to their place. It's like a playground for me. Go on Grindr and you'll usually see a LOT of guys at the gym with you!

I don't think you're broken. Sometimes we just need a breather or time out. I was like that early on when Covid hit. I hit the pause button. Monkeypox is pretty scary too as it passes through skin to skin contact during sex. It was enough to worry about HIV and then Covid...now this too? But oddly guys aren't asking me about Monkeypox at all. I'm more likely to asked about my HIV status than Monkeypox or Covid, but I don't think there's a lot of Monkeypox here in Dallas right now. I go through phases too where I need or want to chill out and not have so much sex. RIght now its the opposite. I can't get enough and I'm hooking up way more than usual. It ebbs and flows.

Its a blurry line for guys at the gym between straight and gay. When I first started going I felt like I was the only gay guy, but I soon realized most of the guys there were closet cases who wanted to be buff so they wouldn't be perceived as gay. They were checking out other guys, liked having their shirts off to see who was checking them out. As they got more buff to show off what they had done. The truth however is off the workout floor. I see a lot of guys hanging out shirtless or even naked, on their phones. I can make out the screens they're on including kik, Grindr, and so on. Some are looking at porn. Guys linger in the sauna with their towels off so guys can see their cock, loiter by the showers or bathroom. I know what time it is. They think they're sly but I see them going back to the showers with another guy. Or suddenly covering up with a towel as I enter the sauna. I know they were jacking for another guy. I do it too. Even the "straight" muscle guys who love to talk to you seem to be surprisingly uninhibited and like to watch and check out other guys. I question how "straight" they truly are, but am cool with them defining themselves as they wish to.

I get with a surprising number of guys cheating on their BFs, husbands, GFs, fiancees, and wives and some wrestle with it but most rationalize why they're doing it. Usually their other half isn't giving them the sex they want/need. With bi/straight guys its often they want to get fucked and their girl can't give that to them. A lot of bi/straight guys love that I'll take them bare as they can't do that with their girls. A lot of guys get off on cheating and getting away with it and I get that. To be honest, that's why I don't date as I know I could never be faithful or monogamous. I've had a few guys I'm considering dating as they're open to an open relationship, like that I'm slutty as they're pretty slutty too, and don't seem the jealous type. They're kind of unicorns though. You seem to be one too. If you've got a great man stick with him. You'll regret it if you cheat on him. If he wasn't a great man or even a good man then I'd say go ahead and cheat. But it sounds like you can't rationalize cheating on him, so don't.

So, I spent a lot of last night trying to talk a bud down after he got a dressing down by a hook up. They were all hot to meet and were down to go raw which is how my bud rolls. Apparently they made a really deep connection online and my bud, as he usually does, was very honest about how he plays around, is verse and takes loads raw. He's not on Prep but again was being honest and the guy starts getting deep into talking about how my bud should be more sexually aware and careful, and so on. I know a lot of us who bareback do get this kind of talk from people and honetly I just let it wash over me. But my bud really freaked as he is very promiscuous and hasn't been tested in many months (he said June but also April, I'm guessing its been longer). He wound up not doing the hookup (obviously) and instead wound up doing a lot of Chocalate...a pretty strong strain of weed to chill down as he was a pretty big mess. He was wanting me to get him an Oraquick to see if he was poz or not but I talked him out of it as he was NOT in a state to deal with that. By the time I left he was in a better place and I do have to check in with him today to make sure he's OK. Have other guys had these kind of freakouts or no? I'm hoping today he's in a better place and less freaked out about it. But I'm also wondering if maybe I should tell him to stop being so honest or upfront? Also wondering about having him do the Oraquick. Most of me doesn't want to feed the paranoia monster he has right now.

Sadly not sensitive but hot to play with and lick/nibble/bite