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As much as I enjoy fucking guys on the bed I share with my wife I have no desire at all for her to walk in and catch me with my bare cock up some guy's ass, so it only happens when I'm certain she's going to be away long enough, or when she's out of town in business. What is a major turn on is when I'm into some really hot action and she calls me to chat. I find it intensely arousing to have a causal chat when someone is sucking my cock and I need to be careful not to moan at inappropriate moments, but nothing at all beats the time I blew my load inside one guy's ass while my wife was on the phone telling me about her day without her even noticing.

I am 99% top but I do get the urge to be fucked raw by multiple cocks and swallow cum when the mood strikes me.

I used to keep count of the women I fucked (a total of 50 ) and kept count of the number of men who fucked me (a total of 10) but I stopped counting the men I fucked once I got past 200 and discovered the pleasures to be had in ABS and saunas. Just estimating based on my many years of barebacking there must have been over 1000.

I started on Triumeq in 2017 after succumbing to AIDS related double pneumonia with a CD4 cell count of 34 and a viral load a little over 100,000. At first I had nausea most nights for a week but soon got over that. A couple of years ago I was switched to Biktarvy and have had no problems at all and a sex drive any 68 year old man would love to have.

I have fucked dozens of guys since I was undetectable, including quite a few who said they were neg, and while a few said they were nervous none told me to stop or pull out, and nobody has ever had a problem including the ones who were nervous at first. Relax and enjoy yourself.

In addition to injuries suffered years ago and requiring a total knee replacement my lowest CD4 cell count meant I had "full blown" AIDS and being depressed also contributed. Throw in damage due to opportunistic diseases and being over 60 all added up.

One of my first partners was 52 when I was 18, but all he wanted was to suck my dick at first. He never watched me with anyone but he did try to auction me to "someone who could afford to support me". That was what he said but not his intention - he fully intended to "rent" me to the highest bidder for a year. Since some of the bidders flew in for the auction it dawned on me that I could end up in a Turkish brothel without a passport and no means of getting home, so I took an opportunity to climb out of an upper floor window and slide down a drainpipe. I thought he would be mad at me but surprisingly he kept in touch and payed me to entertain friends of his. The biggest surprise was finding out just how much power and influence he had in the highest places imaginable. He had some "interesting" friends, to say the very least.

All I know I was tested for was my CD4 cell count and my viral load but my CD4 cell count dropped to 34 before I began taking meds, while my viral load was around 100,000. Since 2017 (when I was full blown) my CD4 cell count is still in the "compromised immunity" range but my viral load is undetectable. That said my CD4 cell count did vary from test to test and my viral load did spike a couple of times - when I took an unscheduled break from my meds. One thing I was told was that at my age my CD4 might never reach normal levels and is it typically in the low 400 range

I loved the risk of getting caught even though it could have ended my career. I wasn't selective either and fucked anyone who wanted it as well as taking a few cocks myself - all before HIV was known about. I played safe(r) when HIV made an appearance but just loved how taking chances made me feel, so if the other guy didn't insist I never used condoms - sometimes even when they did insist

Some British comedian coined the phrase "men who have sex with men" to minimize the stigma. I just accept the fact that I enjoy every aspect of sex with other men and that despite still being married I am functionally gay.

My actual first penetrative sex was me fucking another boy long before I fucked a girl. I still have a list of memorable "firsts" that all involved ejaculation, such as first mmm three-way, first time someone fucked me, etc

My friend Mark started it after inviting me to sleep over after we'd been to a Rolling Stones cover band in the Students' Union and I missed the last bus home. He told me his bedroom was on the top floor of a detached garage in his parents' back garden, so we didn't have to worry about waking anyone up. His bedroom was en-suite and decorated like only a child of hippies could, with a king size bed and his own music system, so we sat on his bed chilling out to 60s/70s music until I said I needed to sleep and my friend Mark said he was going to sleep too after he used the bathroom. He was gone for longer than I expected but when he came to bed he said he always slept naked and invited me to do so too, so I took my briefs off and threw them on the chair with the rest of my clothes. Anyhow naked me fell asleep for I don't know how long before I woke up with that feeling you get just before you cum, only to open my eyes to Mark with my cock in his mouth while I was too close to cumming to stop him. It felt so good that I just let him finish, which he did like a pro - swallowing every drop of my cum as I unloaded in his mouth. After he finished he said that I had a boner and rolled on my back, and he couldn't resist the temptation to suck it. Afterwards he asked me to spoon him until we fell asleep, except that with my naked chest against his naked back meant my dick was between his ass cheeks and before long he started rubbing my dick with his ass, making it rock hard again. He suggested that I could rub my dick between his legs if I wanted so it wouldn't be gay that way. Anyway I pushed my now precum covered dick between his legs and he reached between his legs to push my dick against his balls, so I was happily humping away when he guided my thrusts directly into his boi hole and I was in heaven. I sort of convinced myself that if I didn't move I wasn't being gay (yeah, stupid, I know) and let Mark ride my dick until I shot my load in his raw hole and I couldn't pretend I didn't like it any more. Mark told me he wanted me to keep my dick inside him as he fell asleep in my arms, so it wasn't surprising that I kept waking up with my dick hard and buried in his ass while matching his thrusts with my own until I came again - seven times in all that night

I'm addicted to taking risks but fucking and breeding a complete stranger through a glory hole in an ABS unleashed the pig in me and after that it was bareback only all the time.

I was 14 the first time I shot a load in another boy's mouth and 15 when I first fucked him, and after that I found out there were more boys who liked being fucked,, and I never said no to any of them. I 18 when I took my first load from a really hot black guy before we spent the rest of the night taking turns fucking each other until well after the sun was up.

My life experience has informed me that I'm usually the one turning heads, but the bottoms turning my head are shorter, slimmer, has little or no body hair but not effeminate, while the tops who turn my head are in good shape, athletics or muscular build, masculine acting and have larger than average sized dicks.

I think my fantasies are pretty weak, although many guys might think I was living a fantasy life for one brief time in the past. I was groomed and led to believe that I would be meeting men who would sponsor me for a year. I think I let myself to believe it would be someone in Britain. Dumb, right, of course it was a slave auction and apparently the "big money guys" had landed and were expect tp arrive any time, after which I was groped and poked and pinched while other men forced my mouth open to inspect my teeth. When I asked my groomer he made in clear that I would be a total slave and do whatever i was told to do for a full year, in return for which he believed I could bring in the equivalent in today's dollars of $1M, but having no control of my own life wasn't something I could accept at any price. I had this idea I couldn't shake that I would end up in a Turkish gay brothel earning my keep by making more for him than my owner spent on me. At least I did find out what someone thought I was worth.

I went to a private military school in England and the school had gym and swimming pool using the same showers - an open space with multiple shower heads. Some boys wore their swimming trunks or regular briefs to shower so nothing was on show and some showered naked. I preferred to shower naked and didn't care if anyone was watching or not, but there was no obvious staring. All my experiences with other school age boys took place during school holidays.

I love looking into a bottom's eyes when he feels me begin to unload deep inside him, knowing perfectly well that he's enjoying it just as much if not more, but there's nothing going to stop me from finishing once I start.

I was a full year behind all the other boys in my year. My first pubes appeared so slowly I would count them all every day looking for for new growth when I was 13 and nothing was full grown for another year, and 14-1/2 when I shot my first load.

Not with a Catholic priest but I have been propositioned by an Anglican bishop and I fucked a senior member of a local branch of the Southern Baptist church several times.

Everything I have ever done with a woman was done better by gay men. Men know what buttons to push, especially when they suck cock.

I had the same thing in 2016 with no other STIs, and I was 99.9% top, so there was nothing to injure my prostate. I later found out that I had full blown AIDS, and that the prostatitis was one of those opportunistic infection you get when your immune system is collapsing.

One way or another it's a bottom's duty to clean that uncut cock before and after it breeds you

You look like you need a protein injection.

I don't recall any time when I really needed to be lubed up or loaded up to take the first cock, so zero loads would be where I start from.