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Cravetoxic22

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  1. I think you're onto something. Depression and anxiety (though not the same thing in my experience) can definitely make me feel helpless and like my emotional state is out of my control. I think trying to change my status is probably some level of seeing control.
  2. Absolutely amazing as always! I wasn't sure if Clay would be reluctant at first, but he knew what he wanted and got it straight from the source. Wish I could get an invitation to this Tahoe party!
  3. I always thought the separation of guys as tops or bottoms was unnecessarily restrictive and limiting in the longterm. I get that some people have tendencies to favor one or the other because they like or don't like topping or bottoming, but I was always just a fan of doing whatever comes naturally. Yes, bottoming for long sessions does require a lot of work on the front end of things (something a lot of "total tops" really don't take into account) but I just don't think there's any reason to categorize ourselves like this. Vers is great, but I really just prefer sex with no expectations of anything. I've had guys get mad at me before when they expected I'd bottom (even though nowhere in our conversations did I commit to doing that) and didn't want to. As with anything in sex "I don't want to" should be a perfectly valid reason. TL;DR - Top/bottom labels create unreasonable expectations and "total tops" and "total bottoms" are side effects of that. The sudden proliferation of bottoms is most likely as well. That's what I think, anyway.
  4. I've always had a huge sexual interest in locker rooms. Also I love those porn videos where they go out for a picnic in a sprawling field and end up having bareback sex on a blanket. But in terms of actual logistics and comfort, I'll have to go with a huge bed in a mansion of some sort overlooking a garden. What can I say, I'm a sucker for beautiful scenery.
  5. I would definitely say there is a link between my bugchasing desires and my depression. I've only been suffering from depression badly for a few years now, but that's also when my bugchasing accelerated a lot. For me bugchasing is not about death / self-destruction. It's hard for me to pin down exactly why I'm chasing, but it's more about feeling alive, feeling excited, feeling something than about wanting to punish myself or lack of self-esteem. Don't get me wrong, I very much do suffer from a lack of self-esteem, though. It's very complicated for me. Does anyone else relate to that?
  6. Wow what a fantastic chapter! I read every word of it and damn it's amazing. The way you write verbal poz sex between a prolific gifter and his latest conquest is just magnificent! Of course my mind is racing trying to think of what's gonna happen next now that a hot 22 yo nephew is in town.
  7. I'd love to come to Florida and get some of your southern hospitality. Fuck yes stud! 

    1. SuburbanSeed666

      SuburbanSeed666

      Looking forward to it!

  8. Hot! Wouldn't mind getting Kai's punishment myself...
  9. This is so brilliant! This captures so many of the reasons I yearn to be poz! You said it so well.
  10. I once was so smitten with a guy who was still not over a breakup with his ex earlier that year. I thought, foolishly, that I could offer him enough emotional support that he'd heal from his breakup and start loving me back. We spent over half a year together, he cried in my car, we were nearly inseparable, but he never got over his ex. It finally ended with him telling me that it wasn't gonna happen and that I deserved to move on and find someone who can give me what I want. He is a really good guy, but trying to be a fixer for him wasn't something that was ever going to work. I hope y'all can learn from my mistake. If a guy isn't over his ex it's not going to happen, at least not the way you'd want in my experience.
  11. So excited for another chapter! Thanks for keeping us hard with each new installment!
  12. Absolutely one of my fav stories on here! I look forward to each new chapter. So hot!
  13. Damn I would love that. This young alpha stud sounds like a real hottie.
  14. Thank you! I feel silly for leaving off an S, but also why didn't it come up for me when I was so close to the real title? In any case thank you for your help.
  15. What happened to the story Jeff's Conquest? I searched for it but can't seem to find it. It was about a young guy getting pozzed because his boyfriend wanted him to.
  16. Hot story! I want some poz stud to make me his HIV test.
  17. Great ending to a wonderful story! Your writing is beautiful, and I love details you add like symbolically breaking condoms and flushing down your last neg load.
  18. Wish I were Bradly. The hesitation then eventual giving into his urges. I'd love to be in his place so badly!
  19. I'm holding out for a hero just like that. Amazingly hot opening.
  20. Wow I love this story! I really hope you keep going!
  21. Yep sounds like the case 99% of the time. Wish there were just some sort of code to indicate when people aren't serious and are just talking cause it's a fantasy.
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