I was 16 and my curiosity was getting the best of me. Had been looking online and chatting with one guy in particular for a few weeks from a few towns over. I was left home alone one day for a few hours and decided to chat again with him. Next thing I know I'm sending him my adress and my hearts pounding the whole time wondering what I've just done. He showed up about 30 min. later, I answered the door, let him in and it was all a slight blur from then. My nerves were racing something fierce. I do remember him teaching me how to suck him, he rimmed me (heavenly) and fucked me doggy. I had no clue about safe sex then so it was bareback. The whole time in my mind I was saying no, no, no I shouldn't be doing this. But something else was pushing me along. After ward he left and I thought things over and actually enjoyed myself. It was all downhill from then on. He was 44 at the time.