I hooked up with a guy on Manhunt who lived near me and wanted head, which was my modus operandi--gave head (and swallowed) or got fucked with a condom. He got very turned on and asked if I wanted to get fucked. I asked about a condom, and he said no, this dick only goes in raw. So, get fucked raw or do without the dicking. I got caught up in the moment and took the dicking. He laid me stomach down on his bed and started fucking me. Of course I wanted the load if we were going to go this far. I asked him to tell me when he was cumming (I wanted to see whether I could feel it). He said he already was! That was very hot. Basically, dude if you want to get fucked don't put barriers up and dude, you were already taking my cum before you asked the question. Some of his cum leaked out of me the next day at home. That was hot too. Then I became afraid, when his manhunt profile turned from top to versatile, that it was more likely he had HiV because total tops are a little less likely to get it than guys who get fucked themselves. So that was the only load I took so far. But I can't get it out of my mind. With the stress of life today, it wouldn't take much to make me a cum-loving bottom (I kind of already am) who doesn't even care about the risk of HIV anymore and who only cares about maximizing the tops' pleasure. I have a big gut, which scares guys off, so that is a little protection against my inner whore coming out and contracting me HIV, but my luck will run out one hot day . . .