Was not raped, molested or in anyway forced, was always a willing participant, even though I am not sexually attracted to males. As I have written before in other threads, have always been a sexual pervert, a sexual deviant, someone not interested in "normal" sex but loves what the moral majority calls depraved, degrading, and definitely immoral.
Was about 7 when my sister (5 years older) and I began sharing a bedroom and bed when an aunt and uncle moved in and took my bedroom. My sister was as sexually perverse as I was, from the first night she played with my cock and balls, poke her fingers and other stuff in my ass, had me lick her cunt and ass. I loved it! I never, ever protested, was always ready for more and never hesitated when she she began letting her girl friends join in.
At 8, a few days after our summer school break began, mom sent us outside telling my sister to keep an eye on me and let me tag along with her. We went to a neighbors, a few houses down the street. He was a class mate of hers since they started school. He also had a huge amount of porn magazines and paperback books, straight, bi gay, s&m, b&d, piss, swingers, animals. This was not my sisters first visit there. They were quick to show me the gay stuff, especially pics of guys sucking cock and getting fucked. By the time we went home for lunch, my sister had watched me suck and swallow, get fucked and suck him clean. Would have loved it even if sis wasn't watching and commenting but she was and it was a wonderful experience. I went back after lunch without my sister for more sucking and getting fucked. Was almost a daily event for us and during the summer he introduced me (shared me) with other, older guys. Again, was NEVER forced to do anything, I was always more than willing, I wanted to do everything that happened. I liked it!
That was beginning of my journey into the world of sexual depravity, one I do not regret and would not change. Yes, there was a time I tried to go straight, be normal, but it was not who I truly was sexually. Eight. eighteen or twenty-eight, I would have turned out the same way. Am so glad I started early, those years were totally fantastic.