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KylerIsTrash

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  1. In the lead up to getting fucked I become a different person. I have trouble focusing. I develop a sense of lucidity. I can’t sleep because all I think about is the upcoming hours I’ll spend cycling cocks in and out of my hole. Im always some degree of horned but in the imminent lead to getting dicked the focus changes from my dick to my ass. Instead of watching porn and enjoying the sights of dick and cum, I imagine what the dick and and my hole will feel like when some dude is balls deep. My ass naturally gets more loose and wet. Once I’m in heat I need to spend a night getting fucked until I’m gaping, sore, and dripping. Anything less will not return me to a functional state. If I only get fucked by a couple guys or my night gets canceled, then I become irritable for weeks. When I anticipate a lead-up to a night at the bathhouse I’ll stop jacking off which just compounds my thirst for loads. Sometimes that lead-up can last weeks and when that first dick bumps up to me in the sling I get an intense rush of contentment and frenzy.
  2. Only to the extent that a 20 y/o top is more desirable than a 20 y/o BTM. Tops can supply me with much need cum. A 50+ BTM is no less desirable to me than a 20 y/o BTM. It’s not about the age of the body, it’s about what the mind is willing to do with it 😈 Older guys are generally more fun to fuk with. They know what they want and there is less conversation about condoms and status. Also a better chance of older tops being POZ which makes my ass thirsty.
  3. I’m a BTM with an average sized dick. It’s decent but wasted because I’m always soft and spun when I’m getting railed. I might as well have a little dick. It wouldn’t make any difference.
  4. The ONLY correct way to use a condom.
  5. Level 2 18-24 Level 3-4 24-26 Skipped Level 5 Level 6 26-28 Level 6+ (take ALL loads, stopped PrEP, refuse condoms) 28-current
  6. I’ve read that hydration can increase volume and zinc can increase thickness. Its rather easy to reach a toxic dose of zinc tho so be cautious and read the bottle. I’ve had luck with both; however, don’t expect to reach hyperspermia levels.
  7. The feeling of fullness you’ve described is consistent with my experience. It feels different than taking a fist or a massively thick cock. I remember moaning “I feel so fucking full” last time I was DP. Idk how else to describe it. It’s amazing.
  8. I’ve been the btm of a couple DP and many attempted DPs. the best position I’ve found is the dude was on his back and I was riding him when another top cums in from my back. It’s easier when tops are rock hard and have a compatible dick shape.
  9. These are reasons I appreciate the neutral ground of a bathhouse where I am responsible only for me. I’ve had plenty of things stolen from hookups, it’s annoying AF. I’m not going to say I’m not above tweaking but when I’m high I want continuous and engaged fucking. I don’t want to waste my time wrangling the other guy I’m trying to get in me.
  10. I always hope I’ll stumble on a vid someone recorded while fucking me. Since I spend most of my time getting fucked blindfold in a public bathhouse sling I don’t usually see what’s going on around me. Bathhouses are great for my type of gang dumpster fucking but getting recorded in one seems unlikely with the no recording rules. I understand the rationale but I wish there were nights where recording was permitted and guys could wear a wristband or whatever to display their desire to be recorded.
  11. I’ve crossed some slut thresholds but I’ve been consistently slutty the past couple years. It doesn’t seem like there’s any more slut I can get. Maybe I’ll eat my words. If anyone has suggestions HMU! 19 First fuck -> ~22 bathhouses -> ~24 anon & poz fetish -> 28 enhancements -> 29 stopped PrEP
  12. Back in college I broke my tailbone while riding some dude visiting from Hong Kong. I topped for about 18 months out of necessity. I never got used to it. I was done being a TOP as soon at I was able to go back to BTM. Staying hard makes topping easier but it’s not a requirement. I can gape my hole open to the point where the top fucks me with a flaccid or semi-hard dick. I can adjust my hole with my hands to provide some resistance while keeping the dick from falling out with each thrust. Honestly, I really enjoy getting fucked by a soft cock as much as a hard one. Guys with ED can still blow massive loads 🤤.
  13. I echo the majority here. Where is the variety and who is the target audience? It seems like 90% of gay porn is made to satisfy “experimenting” young adults and closeted straights. Get out of here with that shit. I want deep-seeding, blindfolded, gangbang, bathhouse, amature fuckfests and cum leaking from every hole.
  14. I consider myself a total bottom although I will find a sloppy ass to breed at the end of a night at the bathhouse. I cum fast and I am 1-and-done when I cum. When I hit the bathhouse I plan to spend 12+ hours. If I accidentally nut at any point I pack up and go home. There is no getting me horny for several hours after I unload. If I could remain horny after cumming in a group of bottoms I’d probably do it more often. IDK, my identity is a BTM and I live for the nights in the sling with loads churning in me ass.
  15. This is the recurring motif of a gay life. I have lived life in the shadow of infectious STIs. I came to terms with the prospect of HIV many years ago. I made a choice to live and fuck without fear of infection. Yes, I will acquire infections; maybe they will be the end of me, or my body will end up scarred… or possibly ill die from an asteroid on my way home from work. HIV has claimed many lives before me and I respect it’s impact; however, I credit my view on HIV for effectively mentally navigating through COVID. And I’ll do it again for pox and whatever else life throws at me. #YOLO I’m not going to spend mine abstaining from what makes me feel most alive.
  16. It’s my best guess. Being blindfolded adds an extra layer of complexity to keeping count. If in doubt I don’t count a load. The enhancements usually make it impossible to sort out by the time I reach double digits. I’ve tried the sharpie but it washes off with sweat too fast. In the end, so long as the loads keep churning the number doesn’t much matter.
  17. I don’t lie but by the end of the night I lose count and start approximating.
  18. I try to answer honest. The higher the better but I have to start somewhere. If there is somebody who isn’t going to fuck me because I’m full of cum or because I’ve got a fresh hole then I don’t need the dick. I don’t attempt to talk these guys into it, I just move on. @apollobchbttm I love doing this. It’s hot to go back and look at pics and vids of me after with tallies and degrading shit written all over me in sharpie. I haven’t done it in a while because the sharpie wipes off by the end of a sweaty 12+ hr session.
  19. I love the noise and the crowd but I definitely understand how that would deter someone who wants to fuck privately. I def need to give this a try. Ordering one now. I appreciate your input. I’m trying to improve my fuck game for me and the top(s). Hope to find you in me someday (or again if you’ve already been in). I always feel bad when I see these comments because I definitely fit this description. When I’m spun, the only thing that satisfies me is a cock fucking me. Once the top is done I’m instantly ready for the next one. That being said I do make a point to provide feedback to the top that fucks me and let him know how amazing he is. @JamesL100 I hope I give you the attention you deserve if you’re ever in me. @phukhole Guys like you are the best. I appreciate you giving it a shot. I’ll often chat with dudes like you in between a couple loads. If the conversation is good I’ll usually move over to the fuck bench for a min to take your dick since the sling can’t facilitate.
  20. @hntnhole of course you can disagree. I am trying to get at the reason why some guys avoid the sling at all costs. I will always take advantage of a slut in a sling if I get the chance. I don’t understand the tops who will stand and stare at me in the sling for 30 minutes then leave and come back and fuck me immediately if I’m on the fuck bench. I think the sling is more fun so I don’t understand the discrepancy.
  21. 269 (with drugs). Some priority items I need to cross off my list: (5) Been Fucked By a Cruel Condom (5) Actively Chased HIV & converted (10) Had Sex with a Father & Son (Not related to you)
  22. This has been consistent with my experiences. We appreciate tops such as yourself that step up and fuck.
  23. I agree. The fuck bench gets more action but the sling is way more comfortable. Possibly one of the following reasons: 1. The top is intimidated by the mechanics of the sling 2. The top is worried I’ll be able to see them fucking me (easier to control on the fuck bench with head facing away) 3. The position doesn’t work for the top. Some guys who are short or tall sometimes have trouble. Others can’t get/stay hard when they’re standing. The blindfold probably decreases the number of guys that come up to fuck me but blindfolded is the way I prefer to fuck.
  24. I’ve tried a similar blindfold. I like the shape but I don’t like the feeling of leather on my sweaty skin for 12+ hours.
  25. When I’m laying blindfolded in the sling I will get the question “can you see anything?” or “do you really not see me? or “are your eyes really covered?” I usually get the question a couple times a night. I always answer that I can’t see anything even though that’s not 100% true. I’ve tried different styles of blindfolds (the full face hood with eye pads, a bandanna over my eyes, a hat or towel over my face). I’ve found the bandanna works the best for me. The bandanna blindfold keeps my nose open for poppers, my mouth open for dick, it’s relatively well secured, and doesn’t retain heat (which can sometimes be an issue when I’m going hard and enhanced). Also it keeps my face relatively exposed. Unfortunately there is a gap at the bottom of the blindfold that permits me to see some of what is walking up to the sling. With the dark lighting and my eyes mostly covered I can’t make out details but I do get a sense of features (body size, dick size, number of guys, etc). The unsuspected surprise of a dick on my hole or a hand on my body isn’t as impactful when I can see it coming. My goal is to blind myself to the top but I want the guy fucking me and the others standing around waiting their turn to see as much of me as possible. The top should know that they can do anything they want to me and I’ll never know who they are.
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