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KylerIsTrash

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  1. All of the memories that cycle through my mind when I’m jacking are of me in a bathhouse sling. Since I’m always blindfolded most of the memories are conversations. Many of them I can’t go into detail here. One memory that I nutted to yesterday was this time a guy, who I presume was Indian (based on his accent), walked up and asked “Hey man I know this is a weird question but do you have an iPhone charger?” I told him I didn’t and asked if he wanted to try fucking my hole? “Really?” He asked. “You’d let me fuck you?” I responded that I don’t say no to any dick. He told me he needed to start his phone charging but he’d be back. Night goes on and a few more guys drop a load in me. I can hear someone walk up and hanging out around the sling for a few minutes as other guys are walking in and out. He speaks up and it’s the same guy. Him: “So you’ll really let anybody fuck you?” Me: “I beg for everybody to fuck me bro.” Him: “Even guys that are not hot?” Me: “Especially those ones.” Him: “How many have their cum in you tonight?” Me: “IDK, I don’t really keep count. 11-14” I proceed to grab my ass and gape my hole. I feel him walk around and slowly push his semi hard dick in. He didn’t fuck hard. Just stood there and thrusted a bit. I did a lot of the work from the sling. I don’t remember much else besides some soft moaning. He nutted and then walked away without saying anything else. Never heard from him again. I’m not sure if it was the timidness or the genuine curiosity that I sensed from him but it sticks out as a hot and unique fuck and I cum to the memory often.
  2. I’ve always thought the cruel condom would be more painful than the pleasure I would get out of it. I think I’m at a point where I want to try getting fucked with one.
  3. Why is this even a question? The cum looks the same.
  4. I’m usually getting fucked in a public sling. If the night is busy and there are a lot of guys coming around to check out my hole then quick fucks are better. I’m more into quantity of loads over quality of fuck. I love the guys who walk up and pump a load in with a couple thrusts. If the night slows down I’ll enjoy anybody in me. I’ll have guys pound on my hole for half an hour or more.
  5. In the lead up to getting fucked I become a different person. I have trouble focusing. I develop a sense of lucidity. I can’t sleep because all I think about is the upcoming hours I’ll spend cycling cocks in and out of my hole. Im always some degree of horned but in the imminent lead to getting dicked the focus changes from my dick to my ass. Instead of watching porn and enjoying the sights of dick and cum, I imagine what the dick and and my hole will feel like when some dude is balls deep. My ass naturally gets more loose and wet. Once I’m in heat I need to spend a night getting fucked until I’m gaping, sore, and dripping. Anything less will not return me to a functional state. If I only get fucked by a couple guys or my night gets canceled, then I become irritable for weeks. When I anticipate a lead-up to a night at the bathhouse I’ll stop jacking off which just compounds my thirst for loads. Sometimes that lead-up can last weeks and when that first dick bumps up to me in the sling I get an intense rush of contentment and frenzy.
  6. Only to the extent that a 20 y/o top is more desirable than a 20 y/o BTM. Tops can supply me with much need cum. A 50+ BTM is no less desirable to me than a 20 y/o BTM. It’s not about the age of the body, it’s about what the mind is willing to do with it 😈 Older guys are generally more fun to fuk with. They know what they want and there is less conversation about condoms and status. Also a better chance of older tops being POZ which makes my ass thirsty.
  7. I’m a BTM with an average sized dick. It’s decent but wasted because I’m always soft and spun when I’m getting railed. I might as well have a little dick. It wouldn’t make any difference.
  8. The ONLY correct way to use a condom.
  9. Level 2 18-24 Level 3-4 24-26 Skipped Level 5 Level 6 26-28 Level 6+ (take ALL loads, stopped PrEP, refuse condoms) 28-current
  10. I’ve read that hydration can increase volume and zinc can increase thickness. Its rather easy to reach a toxic dose of zinc tho so be cautious and read the bottle. I’ve had luck with both; however, don’t expect to reach hyperspermia levels.
  11. The feeling of fullness you’ve described is consistent with my experience. It feels different than taking a fist or a massively thick cock. I remember moaning “I feel so fucking full” last time I was DP. Idk how else to describe it. It’s amazing.
  12. I’ve been the btm of a couple DP and many attempted DPs. the best position I’ve found is the dude was on his back and I was riding him when another top cums in from my back. It’s easier when tops are rock hard and have a compatible dick shape.
  13. These are reasons I appreciate the neutral ground of a bathhouse where I am responsible only for me. I’ve had plenty of things stolen from hookups, it’s annoying AF. I’m not going to say I’m not above tweaking but when I’m high I want continuous and engaged fucking. I don’t want to waste my time wrangling the other guy I’m trying to get in me.
  14. I always hope I’ll stumble on a vid someone recorded while fucking me. Since I spend most of my time getting fucked blindfold in a public bathhouse sling I don’t usually see what’s going on around me. Bathhouses are great for my type of gang dumpster fucking but getting recorded in one seems unlikely with the no recording rules. I understand the rationale but I wish there were nights where recording was permitted and guys could wear a wristband or whatever to display their desire to be recorded.
  15. I’ve crossed some slut thresholds but I’ve been consistently slutty the past couple years. It doesn’t seem like there’s any more slut I can get. Maybe I’ll eat my words. If anyone has suggestions HMU! 19 First fuck -> ~22 bathhouses -> ~24 anon & poz fetish -> 28 enhancements -> 29 stopped PrEP
  16. Back in college I broke my tailbone while riding some dude visiting from Hong Kong. I topped for about 18 months out of necessity. I never got used to it. I was done being a TOP as soon at I was able to go back to BTM. Staying hard makes topping easier but it’s not a requirement. I can gape my hole open to the point where the top fucks me with a flaccid or semi-hard dick. I can adjust my hole with my hands to provide some resistance while keeping the dick from falling out with each thrust. Honestly, I really enjoy getting fucked by a soft cock as much as a hard one. Guys with ED can still blow massive loads 🤤.
  17. I echo the majority here. Where is the variety and who is the target audience? It seems like 90% of gay porn is made to satisfy “experimenting” young adults and closeted straights. Get out of here with that shit. I want deep-seeding, blindfolded, gangbang, bathhouse, amature fuckfests and cum leaking from every hole.
  18. I consider myself a total bottom although I will find a sloppy ass to breed at the end of a night at the bathhouse. I cum fast and I am 1-and-done when I cum. When I hit the bathhouse I plan to spend 12+ hours. If I accidentally nut at any point I pack up and go home. There is no getting me horny for several hours after I unload. If I could remain horny after cumming in a group of bottoms I’d probably do it more often. IDK, my identity is a BTM and I live for the nights in the sling with loads churning in me ass.
  19. This is the recurring motif of a gay life. I have lived life in the shadow of infectious STIs. I came to terms with the prospect of HIV many years ago. I made a choice to live and fuck without fear of infection. Yes, I will acquire infections; maybe they will be the end of me, or my body will end up scarred… or possibly ill die from an asteroid on my way home from work. HIV has claimed many lives before me and I respect it’s impact; however, I credit my view on HIV for effectively mentally navigating through COVID. And I’ll do it again for pox and whatever else life throws at me. #YOLO I’m not going to spend mine abstaining from what makes me feel most alive.
  20. It’s my best guess. Being blindfolded adds an extra layer of complexity to keeping count. If in doubt I don’t count a load. The enhancements usually make it impossible to sort out by the time I reach double digits. I’ve tried the sharpie but it washes off with sweat too fast. In the end, so long as the loads keep churning the number doesn’t much matter.
  21. I don’t lie but by the end of the night I lose count and start approximating.
  22. I try to answer honest. The higher the better but I have to start somewhere. If there is somebody who isn’t going to fuck me because I’m full of cum or because I’ve got a fresh hole then I don’t need the dick. I don’t attempt to talk these guys into it, I just move on. @apollobchbttm I love doing this. It’s hot to go back and look at pics and vids of me after with tallies and degrading shit written all over me in sharpie. I haven’t done it in a while because the sharpie wipes off by the end of a sweaty 12+ hr session.
  23. I love the noise and the crowd but I definitely understand how that would deter someone who wants to fuck privately. I def need to give this a try. Ordering one now. I appreciate your input. I’m trying to improve my fuck game for me and the top(s). Hope to find you in me someday (or again if you’ve already been in). I always feel bad when I see these comments because I definitely fit this description. When I’m spun, the only thing that satisfies me is a cock fucking me. Once the top is done I’m instantly ready for the next one. That being said I do make a point to provide feedback to the top that fucks me and let him know how amazing he is. @JamesL100 I hope I give you the attention you deserve if you’re ever in me. @phukhole Guys like you are the best. I appreciate you giving it a shot. I’ll often chat with dudes like you in between a couple loads. If the conversation is good I’ll usually move over to the fuck bench for a min to take your dick since the sling can’t facilitate.
  24. @hntnhole of course you can disagree. I am trying to get at the reason why some guys avoid the sling at all costs. I will always take advantage of a slut in a sling if I get the chance. I don’t understand the tops who will stand and stare at me in the sling for 30 minutes then leave and come back and fuck me immediately if I’m on the fuck bench. I think the sling is more fun so I don’t understand the discrepancy.
  25. 269 (with drugs). Some priority items I need to cross off my list: (5) Been Fucked By a Cruel Condom (5) Actively Chased HIV & converted (10) Had Sex with a Father & Son (Not related to you)
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