Why can't I stop barebacking?

[hungry_hole]

I took my first loads starting in the mid 70's at the YMCA in NYC and enjoyed going to NYC a few times a year and stay at the Y. I had heard about the Y from a friend a bit older than me who was a bottom and would tell me about his trips to the Y in NYC. The YMCA in NYC in the 1970's was a hot place for sex.

 

I  had to stop barebacking and taking loads in the early 80's, when everyone else started wearing condoms because of AIDS. But I still remember refusing a fuck from a top who insisted in wearing condoms. I already knew about the epidemic but I still wanted it raw. I eventually started wearing condoms too when I once got stealth and felt with my fingers a fresh load dripping out of my hole. I'm now slowing down.

[Guest cardoc49]

On 7/9/2014 at 8:34 PM, swine said:

Like Bugpup says, it's a real turn on watching a guy succumb to those desires that had always lurked, but somehow manifest themselves later in life. I had a mate who got well into it. Knowing his neg status was almost a challenge to the poz guys he was chatting to. Almost as if he was the last neg rubberpig. His fantasy went all too real when some guys at a club noticed he wasn't taking any cock up his cunt, and 'got him a drink'. Next thing he realised was his soon-to-be-bugdad wrecking his hole and he was finally in the brotherhood. He was like a different man the next time I saw him. Freer, hornier, a glint of evil in his eyes. He adapted well.

Hi Swine: thanks for sharing this important story - so happy that friend adapted well - so positive xxx Carsten

[hotbbbottom4u]

Let's be honest here. Taking raw cock just feels better.I am a total bottom and at first was leary of taking cock raw.  Once I started getting a steady diet of cock I decided I wanted it only bareback. I knew the risks I was taking and after lots of long thinking about it, I decided fucking bareback was definitely worth those risks for me. I think that is where you are right now. Ask yourself what is more important for you. 

[ivantitin]

I effin love cock cumming in me. my problem is I need it bare. I have taken a few poz loads on short notice but has to be bare for me

[hungry_hole]

On 2016-12-01 at 11:30 AM, hotbbbottom4u said:

Let's be honest here. Taking raw cock just feels better. I am a total bottom and at first was leery of taking cock raw.  Once I started getting a steady diet of cock I decided I wanted it only bareback.

I'm not surprised but I still find it kinda strange that so few barebackers who top are vocal about breeding holes.

Topping bareback is also much better than fucking with a condom. I would dare to say that the difference is greater for a top that it is for a bottom. Taking a load is a huge high but it never compares to the pleasure a top feels while shooting his load inside a hole. A condom takes away that pleasure. Anyone who has bottomed and taken loads is a witness of that pleasure.

So, why are guys who top more vocal about their breeding experiences?

[ivantitin]

being cummed inside is where it is at! I tend to cum when I feel cumming inside me

[punaman]

have never had a condom in my ass and never will.  

[MuscledHorse]

Barebacking is the natural sexual experience between guys and the thing you can't get your mind around isn't physical, it's psychological. The experience of your cock spraying your male essence in a fellow guy or having it sprayed in you is an act of masculine pleasure and intimacy that transcends just the physical act and pleasure stimulation sodomy provides. For me, being beast level breeding stock is the ultimate in the male experience--the level the porn guys and sex workers are lucky enough to function at all the time. So, once you open the floodgates and enjoy sex the way Nature intended it for guys you always want it that way. And like ff dude and several others above, i am not a chaser, I enjoy sex for the male pleasure sport that it is. And like any sport there are always risks. In football is pulled muscles, broken bones or concussion. In sex it is STI's.

[Guest hole4bbuse]

Easy we are additvked and one leads to more and more then we advance to piss fucks, being fisted to felching and all part of the pig life cycle!

[ivantitin]

The real feel of being full of cum is awesome!

[bihairy]

On 5/25/2017 at 5:44 PM, hungry_hole said:

I'm not surprised but I still find it kinda strange that so few barebackers who top are vocal about breeding holes.

Topping bareback is also much better than fucking with a condom. I would dare to say that the difference is greater for a top that it is for a bottom. Taking a load is a huge high but it never compares to the pleasure a top feels while shooting his load inside a hole. A condom takes away that pleasure. Anyone who has bottomed and taken loads is a witness of that pleasure.

So, why are guys who top more vocal about their breeding experiences?

Top here that only fucks bare. I love to feeling of sliding my cock inside a nice warm raw hole and the pleasure of skin on skin.  I fuck raw and love to cum deep inside. There is nothing better. I have a few blogs about some experiences. But I fuck often and don't always write everything down.  GH, Bookstores, groups, 1 on1 3way fun..all great.  I am addicted to the sex!! I wouldn't change a thing.

[Guest neg4POZnw]

"Why can't I stop barebacking?"

The better question to ask is, "Why would anyone want to stop Barebacking when it's SOOOO damn good."

 

[Nastyguyxy]

For a long time I was a condom nazi, and basically thought I just didn't like anal sex. The first time I barebacked I was basically seeing stars - there is almost nothing that compares to the feeling of actually feeling another guy's insides, throbbing in him and shooting my load. Once I started there was absolutely no going back. Yeah, there's the risk of STIs. But you live once and bad sex is just not worth it. Now my favorite way to fuck is when another guy's cum is in the hole I'm fucking.

Honestly at this point I'd rather jerk off than use a condom. BB is the only way!

Edited July 26, 2017 by Nastyguyxy

[edward21uk]

On ‎26‎/‎07‎/‎2017 at 6:17 PM, Nastyguyxy said:

For a long time I was a condom nazi, and basically thought I just didn't like anal sex. The first time I barebacked I was basically seeing stars - there is almost nothing that compares to the feeling of actually feeling another guy's insides, throbbing in him and shooting my load. Once I started there was absolutely no going back. Yeah, there's the risk of STIs. But you live once and bad sex is just not worth it. Now my favorite way to fuck is when another guy's cum is in the hole I'm fucking.

Honestly at this point I'd rather jerk off than use a condom. BB is the only way!

Thanks for giving me another hard-on, Mister; My Tops love ploughing me with another geezer's load in me already. Very sloppy.

[BreedingTop71]

On 5/22/2014 at 1:44 PM, TigerMilner said:

I used to be like you. I tried everything I could think of not to be gay. But I started sucking cock at 18 and getting fucked soon after. Same background. There is a 12 step program called Sex Addicts Anonymous and if you think it will help you, I say go for it. Or....you could realize that there is nothing wrong with you or your desires. The beautiful thing about it is that we are specifically made this way because there are men who were specifically made to fuck another man. They need us like we need them. Sure society has taught us it is wrong, immoral or whatever, but that is just ignornance. To offer your well prepped hole up to another man to breed takes a certain amount of enlightenment. And a great deal of self acceptance. Realizing we are part of the natural order of things helps us get there, and frees us from that guilt you feel after each binge, much like a drug addict.

I am also at this point a middle aged professional. But I know that I am a bottom and that I am at my highest and best the second before a man lets his nut go inside me. Not to belittle myself in any way, or to denegrate any of my other traits and abilities, but at that moment is when I feel the most spiritual. Totally connected to the Universe. The only time close to that for me is when I am creating art. Sometimes that can be the same. Sometimes.

Now, the disease issue is completely separate. When we take anonymous raw cocks, we take a risk. Fortunately now there is Prep (Truvada). If I were you I'd do that immediately. At least then you won't have to worry about HIV. There are other infections that are just part of the risk, but they are curable and/or treatable. You have to decide how much risk is comfortable for you. You can take raw cock without being a bath house whore (which by the way is a great thing to be from time to time-no judgement intended). You can develop a "stable" of regulars who will be happy to have an outlet for their own needs. That is what I do mostly. I do binge when I travel and I do that every 2-3 months, but now I am finding I am curbing my over indulgence out of respect and concern for those regulars. I do not want to pass anything on to them that I pick up during a binge. So far I have not. But as for the risk, you have to keep it in perspective. You risk being killed every time you drive your car. Does that fact keep you from driving? Planes crash on occasion. Does that keep you from flying?

Let the tops you know be aware that you are there for them. And savor it when you earn their validation in the form of their seed inside you.

That was beautiful. I know because i am one of those guys, born to breed. I can only find satisfaction when i release my cum inside a nice welcoming ass. I am happy there seem to be more bottoms than tops, reinforcing the theory of natural order. Also in its support, i am now disclosing to my potential partners that i tend to be sexually dominant and agressive. To my initial surprise i have received more interest than ever. 

 

The moral of the story is: be who you are. PREPare yourself for it -if you want- but if you ever want to be happy, be who you are meant to be.