Lapses During My Safe Sex Years

[Tommy Tank]

When I was eighteen I came down to Glasgow to go to university.  I loved living in the city and during my first year I discovered some very active public toilets.  I started off hovering nervously on the fringes, watching the action but not daring to join in and then slowly but surely moved to getting sucked then on to sucking, to fucking and finally to being fucked. I first took a cock up my arse in a park toilet in the north of Glasgow and after that there was no stopping me.  I loved it and would regularly bend over in toilets and parks and let guys fuck me and come up my arse.  I remember one afternoon I was fucked by four guys one after the other and as I walked back through Kelvingrove Park I was unable to stop the spunk sliding out into my underpants.  I didn't care - I pushed harder and let the whole lot slide out my hole. When I got back to my halls of residence the back of my pants and trousers were sopping wet with spunk.  I had a great wank, fingering my spunky hole and reliving what had just happened.

 

I also discovered a glory hole in the toilets of one of the top floors of the university library and lost count of the number of cocks I sucked there. One time towards the end of my first year a blond lad was sucking me through the glory hole when he stopped, dropped his pants and backed up to the hole.  I pushed my cock up him and fucked him through the glory hole until I shot my load up him,  I had discovered yet another pleasure.

 

I sucked and fucked my way through university and loved every minute of it. I had been brought up very strictly and I often wondered what my family would say if they could see me with my pants down being fucked by strangers in public toilets.  But then came AIDS and I got frightened.  I took to using condoms religiously and so began the safe sex years.

 

After university I moved down to London.  It took a while for me to get established there and things didn't work very well for me at first.  By 1989 I was 25.  I had just been dumped by someone I really cared about and I was stuck in a job I hated.  Truth to tell, I started drinking too much.  

 

One morning I woke up hung over but feeling very horny as I remembered what had happened the night before.  It had been a very hot summer night and I had been drinking in a cabaret bar in North London.  I had been pretty drunk when I left the bar and got on the last underground train. I had noticed two guys sitting opposite me in the carriage looking at me.  I had noticed them looking at me several times in the bar during the evening - they were probably a few years older than me - one was dark haired and stocky and the other guy was mixed race, tall and slim.  I didn't remember getting off the train with them - the next thing I remembered I was behind a disused office block.  My pants and trousers were down and I was bent over sucking the mixed race guy as the dark haired guy fucked me up the arse. Then I remembered being fucked by the mixed race guy and remembered how much I enjoyed his big cock up me and his balls slapping off my arse as he fucked me hard and fast.

 

My cock got really hard as I remembered this and I began to play with myself.  It was only when I began to finger my arse that I suddenly noticed something. I was still lubed up from the night before but I knew that what I was feeling up my arse was more than just lube.  I pushed and felt the familiar sensation of spunk sliding out my arse hole.  I pushed some more and my worst fears were confirmed.  They had both fucked me without a condom and I had taken two loads of cum up my unprotected arse.

 

I was devastated.  I had practiced safe sex carefully for four years, but now, while drunk and horny, I had let not just one but two strangers come inside my ass.

 

I decided to get tested.  I was negative and so I decided to take more care.  I stopped drinking and started to get my life back on track.  Of course I also went back to using condoms on every occasion, determined never to make the same mistake again.

 

By 1996 I was 32. I now had a job I liked and I was starting to build a career.  One afternoon I was in central London for a training course.  The course finished about 4:00 PM and I found myself wandering about through central London.  I was enjoying life now, but I was also bored and feeling a bit rebellious.  I was tired of always doing the right thing. I was also feeling very horny.  It was in this frame of mind that I went in to the public toilets in Marble Arch....

 

Part 2 to follow 

[MackyJay]

Nice hot start to this story.

[Guest pozpig46]

very hot waiting on part 2 with baited breath

[whorepig]

Waiting for part 2, amazing how there is just nothing like raw cock when being fucked and feeling that load deep within you

[HungRawAtl]

Mmmmmm .... ready for part 2 with some London filth!

[Tommy Tank]

Part 2

 

I was feeling very horny when I went into the toilets at Marble Arch that day and I was also feeling bored and restless.  In those days the big underground toilet at Marble Arch had a lot of urinals at one end and a row of cubicles along the back wall at the other end with another row of  cubicles up each side. This created pockets that were hidden from general view and at that time there was a lot of activity in the cubicles.  Guys would often stand up on the toilets to watch the action going on in the neighbouring cubicles.

 

I started off at the urinals where there was a lot of wanking going on.  I joined in and soon I was standing between a young black guy and  a mid thirties Italian looking dark haired guy in track suit bottoms who was wanking a huge cock.  The young black guy started breathing heavily and then started shooting his spunk into the urinal.  Then the dark haired guy stuffed his cock back into his pants and disappeared up the back of the toilets towards the cubicles.  I had a look round and there was no one who really interested me at the urinals apart from a young lad in a cap but he was busy being wanked off by an older guy.  

 

I decided to go after the Italian looking guy and made my way down towards the cubicles.  I got there just in time to see him disappearing into one.  I had a fleeting view of someone else entering the cubicle just in front of  him.  All the other doors were shut so I waited and after a short time a door opened and a guy came out of one of the cubicles next to the one the Italian guy had gone into.  I went in and soon I was up on the toilet looking over into the next cubicle.  The Italian guy was there and with him was a fit ginger lad in a smart white shirt and dark trousers who looked to be in his mid twenties. I love ginger lads and I was really turned on as I watched.  The ginger lad was sitting on the toilet sucking the cock of the dark haired guy who had his trackies and pants down at this knees.  I was wanking now as I watched them but the scene was about to get much hornier as the ginger lad stood up, handed something to the dark haired guy and turned round and bent over the toilet.  I assumed it was a condom he had handed the guy but it was actually a small sachet of lube and I watched as he rubbed some on ginger lad's arse and some on his cock.  He then stood behind the ginger lad and pushed his cock right up his arse without a condom..

 

I was shocked but very turned on and I had a perfect view from above of the dark haired guy's thick cock moving in and out ginger lad's arsehole.   I watched and wanked as he fucked ginger lad and suddenly I realised ginger lad had seen me.  He grinned up at me and I grinned back.,  Dark haired guy was getting close now and soon he threw his head back, thrusting his cock hard up ginger lad's arse and obviously blowing a load right up him..

 

I watched as dark haired guy pulled his cock out ginger lad's arse, stuffed it back in his pants and left the cubicle.  Ginger lad looked up at me and grinned again.  He motioned to me to join him and I didn't hesitate.  I knew even at that point what I was going to do.  I went in and ginger lad was sitting on the toilet again.  I got my cock out and he took it into his mouth and began to suck me.  I was already close to coming so after a short time I pulled my cock out his mouth.  Without a word he got up, turned around, pulled his smart black trousers and white Calvin Klein pants down and bent over.  I didn't hesitate.  I pulled his cheeks apart, lined up my cock and pushed.  I slid right up him and began to fuck.  I knew I wouldn't last long and I didn't - after about ten to twelve thrusts I shot a massive load right up his unprotected arse.

 

The last time I had bareback sex it was a lapse.  This time it was deliberate and I enjoyed every minute of it. I knew it would only be a matter of time before I fucked bare again and a few weeks later I fucked a guy I met in a bar without a condom.  I didn't fuck bare for a  while after that and then I one afternoon I was in the cruisy toilets at Hilton Park motorway service station and I fucked a smartly dressed mid twenties  black guy in a cubicle. I had noticed the wedding ring when I was sucking him and somehow this made it even more exciting when I blew a big load right up his tight arse.

 

A few weeks later one of my friends from Scotland came down for a weekend.  Alan and I were the same age, and he had been together with his partner for some years.  I knew he sometimes strayed when he was away from home and we had been out cruising together. I had never seen him in action but I knew he was always very careful about safe sex.  On the Saturday night we were drinking in a gay bar in West London and we got chatting to a young twinky boy with dyed blond hair.  It was clear that Alan was into him and the attraction seemed to be mutual.  I went to the toilet and when I came back the blond boy went to the bar.  To my surprise Alan asked me if I was up for a threesome.  I wasn't sure but Alan assured me the lad was up for doing it with both of us and the idea began to turn me on more and more.

A short time later the three of us arrived back at my flat.  I went to the toilet and when I came back Alan's pants were down and the young lad was down sucking his cock.  I was impressed by the size of Alan's cock and how big and thick it was.  I joined in and soon I was being sucked by the blond lad.  Alan sat down and spread his legs and the blond lad went down on him.  I was really turned on by the whole situation and Alan motioned to me to come towards him and I did.  He pulled my cock towards his mouth and began to suck me off.  We moved to the bedroom and I started sucking Alan's cock as the blond lad rimmed my arse. 

 

A bit later I was being sucked by the blond lad and Alan was rimming his arse.  Alan said he wanted to fuck and I indicated the condoms and the lube I had left by the side of the bed.  Alan picked up the lube and a condom. A few moments later I felt the blond lad pushed forward onto my cock as Alan pushed his cock up him and began to fuck.  I then noticed the condoms at the side of the bed - there had been three of them before and there were still three.  Alan hadn't used the condom.  I got up and went round to the bottom of the bed.  I looked at Alan's cock thrusting up the blond lad's arse.  "Are you wearing a condom?" I asked.  Alan looked at me and shook his head. 

 

I was shocked - I had never thought Alan would do something like that but I didn't have much time to think because after a while Alan pulled out blond boy's arse and indicated that I should take over.  I reached for a condom and Alan stopped me.  He looked at me and pulled my bare cock towards blond boy's arse.  Blond boy didn't seem to care as Alan and I took turns fucking him bare and I don't think I have ever been so turned on as I was when I watched Alan groan and shoot his load up blond boy's arse.  I took over and the knowledge that I was about to add my load to Alan's drove me over the edge and I gave blond boy another load to add to the one he already had up there.

 

The next day I told Alan how turned on I had been by the whole experience.  Alan replied explaining he normally played safe but now and then he got bored of condoms.  I said I was the same and we began to talk about sex.  We both got horny and ended up back in bed together. Alan asked me if I wanted to fuck him and said I could do it without a condom if I wanted.  I had known Alan for ten years and would never have guessed he was such a dirty fucker.  I slid my cock up his tight arse and fucked him.  We fucked three more times before he went home and each time I blew a load up his arse.  About ten minutes before it was time to drive him to the station he said he was horny again and he dropped his pants and took another load up his arse before getting on the train to go back to his boyfriend.

 

I was getting careless, but I told myself that I might fuck without a condom now and then but would not let myself be fucked. 

 

At that time I had a job which took me out and about in north London and one evening, about 6.30 PM, I went into a public toilet at the top of Stamford Hill.  A tall young black guy was wanking a big cock at the urinals and we ended up in a cubicle together.  I was sucking his cock and he was reaching down the back of my pants to finger my hole. He wet his finger and pushed it up my hole.  He said he wanted to fuck me and I asked if he had a condom.  He didn't, and neither did I.  He tried to talk me into doing it without a condom but I wouldn't.  The black guy pressed me, promising he wouldn't come in my arse.  Desperately horny, and admittedly tired of always doing the right thing, I agreed that he could fuck me as long as he didn't come inside me.

 

I dropped my pants, lubed myself up, and bent over.  The guy pushed his cock up me and began to fuck.  I was so turned on at being fucked, even more so that I was being fucked bareback in a public toilet in a busy area of London.  I knew even then that he was going to come up me and I was going to get a load of cum in my arse for the first time in almost ten years but I also knew that I wasn't going to stop him. He was getting faster now and I could tell he was getting close. I groaned "Don't come up me."

 

"I won't, mate, I promise," he gasped, breathing excitedly.

 

Just then he bent over me and put his arms round me.  He pulled me tight against him, humped me hard three of four times and shot his load right up me.  He was out of the cubicle in seconds, leaving me bent over the toilet with my pants down and a big load of cum up my arse. My cock was harder than it had ever been as I pushed the door shut and wanked myself off, needing only three or four strokes before I shot a massive load of cum all down the wall of the cubicle. 

 

As I walked down the hill I knew I should feel worried but I didn't.  I knew it would not be too long before I did it again.....

 

Part 3 to follow

[jbucktown]

Great story

[Ranger Rick]

I enjoyed a few lapses in the safe sex era also. Most memorably, the medical student who took my butt cherry in college. He was a few years older (middle-twenties), always had an unshaven scruff, and a scar on his face that he was never clear on the origin of. He convinced me there was no medical risk to him fucking me bare so I let him.

[Guest]

Seem like the normal progression from safe to bareback sex, once you start going bare you just cant go back to safe sex

[Tommy Tank]

Part 3

 

As I walked down the hill with the black guy's load up my arse, I knew, at some level, I should be worried, but I wasn't.  Instead I felt incredibly turned on, even satisfied with myself.  In fact, all the way home on the train I had a hard on that just would not go down.  As soon as I got in to my flat I dropped my pants and began to wank, fingering my spunky hole and remembering how good it had felt, bending over the toilet and being fucked, pretending I didn't want him to come up my unprotected arse but hoping that he would....

 

I began to take more chances - I was cruising in bars and in the open air and, although I was still practicing safe sex, I was leaving it to chance a lot - if the other guy mentioned condoms I was happy to use them, if he didn't I wasn't that bothered.  I was still more wary of being fucked without a condom than I was of fucking and my next few bare experiences were as a top.  I fucked a couple of lads I met in bars and then one night I fucked a fit young blond lad on Hampstead Heath and shot my load up his slim, tight arse.  When I pulled out he stood up and we kissed for a while.  Then he indicated that he wanted me to fuck me.  I hesitated, but only for a moment.  I pulled my pants down, bent over and let him lube me up.  Seconds later I was being fucked bareback and a little while after that he was groaning and I was taking a load of cum deep in my arse.

 

One night a few weeks later  I was in Glasgow visiting family and late on Friday night  I went out cruising in Kelvingrove park, one of my old haunts as a student.  It was quite quiet but after a while I came across a group scene.  A lad of about eighteen or nineteen, who I assumed was a student, was bent over sucking one guy while being fucked form behind by another.  I joined the group of guys around him and pulled-out my cock and stroked myself.  After a while the guy fucking the student shot his load and pulled out, removing the condom from his cock. When he left things got much more interesting. 

 

There were three of us now - an older guy, a tall mid twenties guy and me. The mid twenties guy stepped up and pushed his bare cock up the student, who didn't even look round.  I was really turned on now as I watched them fuck without a condom but the older guy made a comment about "not wanting to catch AIDS" and walked off in disgust.  None of us paid any attention and soon we were joined by another guy who joined us in taking turns bare fucking the student until all three of shot our loads up his arse.

 

I knew my behaviour was becoming more risky and over the next few months I took a few more loads up me - a couple on Hampstead Heath, one in the dark room at the Central Station and one from a lad I used to work with one night when his boyfriend was away.

 

It was then that I met the guy who was to become my partner for the next ten years.  When we met we talked about safe sex and I said I always played safe but admitted my record was not 100%.  He was the same and so we agreed we would continue to use condoms and get tested.  We both tested negative but continued to use condoms throughout our relationship - somehow it just seemed natural. So began one of the safest of all my safe sex periods which lasted for about eight years.  I was glad we did keep using condoms with each other because it meant that I wasn't putting him at risk when I later started cheating.....

 

I occasionally had sex with other guys from time to time during my relationship, but I always played safe.  During the last couple of years of the relationship we started drifting apart.  We were both working hard and his work took him away for a few days at a time. When he was away I began to do some exploring - going cruising on Hampstead Heath and visiting a few clubs. 

 

It was now 2005 I was surprised to see how much barebacking was going on.  I continued to play safe but was becoming increasingly tempted by all the bare sex going on around me.

 

In the spring I started having sex with a guy on my team at work when we used to work late.  Dan was a high flyer, having attended one of the top universities and was clearly on his way up.  He was in his mid twenties, blond, fit and lived with his girlfriend in an upmarket part of London. I was quite surprised when he told me he was bi and indicated that he liked getting his cock sucked.  Of course I took him up on his invitation.  The first few times we played around, he just pulled his trousers and pants down to his knees and I sucked him off until he came in my mouth. Then one night he asked if I would lick his arse and a few weeks later he asked me to fuck him.  We fucked a few times, always with a condom. One evening he was bent over the desk, his pants and trousers down at his knees and I was fucking him from behind.  I was desperately horny as I hadn't come for at least a week.  Dan's hole was tight as always and I was close to coming. I began to fuck him faster and before long I was shooting what felt like a massive load up him. 

 

When I pulled out I realised that the condom had split - it was completely wrecked.  Dan hadn't noticed and I decided not to say anything.  I wrapped what was left of the condom in a tissue and got rid of it.  I never said what had happened and he never referred to it.  We only fucked a few times after that and then he got a job with another company and left.  But the knowledge that I had shot a massive load right up Daniel's arse really turned me on and I began to fantasise that he had asked me to fuck him without a condom and I imagined him pulling his cheeks apart as I fucked him and begging me to fuck him bareback and shoot my load up him and send him back to his girlfriend with a big load of cum in his arse.....

 

In June that year me and my partner went to Ibiza for a week with some friends.  By now I was feeling bored and restless.   I was tired of always doing the right thing and ready to rebel.  We spent most afternoons on the gay beach at Es Cavalllet and Joe, one of my partner's friends, who was single, would frequently wander about in the late afternoon.  I knew from what he said that he was going cruising in the dunes behind the beach.  One day when he was gone I said to my partner that I was going for a walk along the beach.  He barely looked up and I headed off along the beach, doubling back when out of sight and made my way to the cruising ground.  I knew I would have to be careful not to be spotted by Joe but I was horny and I wanted some action.

 

It was quite busy and soon I was in the bushes sucking off a German lad.  He came in my mouth and I swallowed his load. A little later I was walking towards a little clearing when I saw three guys coming towards me and I realised that one of them was Joe.  I ducked out of sight and waited for them to pass but they didn't.  I moved forward cautiously and looked through the bushes into the clearing.  The two guys had their shorts and pants down and Joe was down on his knees sucking first one cock and then the other.  I was really turned on as I watched Joe sucking cock. I had always thought he was an attractive guy - small and stocky which is a look I always go for. I could see Joe was wanking as he sucked the two lads off and after a while he stood up. 

 

One of the other guys got down and I had a good view now of Joe's arse as he pulled his shorts down to let the guy suck him.  They continued sucking each other for a while and then they all stood up and the taller of the two guys pulled something out his pocket and handed it to Joe.  I could see that it was a sachet of lube and as I watched, Joe took it and rubbed some on his arse.  He then bent over against a tree and the tall guy stood behind him and I watched as they began to fuck.  Joe's pants and shorts were at his ankles as the guy fucked him and I was almost certain he wasn't wearing a condom.  After a  while he pulled out and the other guy took his place.  I was really turned on as I watched them bareback Joe and wanked myself as they took turns fucking Joe until each of the two guys blew his load in Joe's arse.

 

I was back at the beach by the time Joe returned and the fact that I knew he had two loads up his arse really turned me on.  That night we all went clubbing at the Anfora, which was very popular at that time. It was easy for me to wander off from time to time and whilst my partner and the others were on the dance floor I made my way to the dark room. It was still quite early but it was quite busy in there.  After a while I noticed a tall lad standing on the fringes watching the action.  I had seen him drinking at the bar earlier on and I recognised him as one of a party of young lads from Manchester that I had seen around the town during the week.  He was swaying a little bit and I realised he had probably had quite a few drinks. 

 

As I watched, he was joined by three other guys and soon his trousers and pants were down and he was bent over sucking on one guy as the other two played with his arse.  Soon one of them was behind him fucking him up the arse. After a while he pulled out and the other guy took over - even from where I was standing I could tell they were barebacking him and I could see that he didn't care.  By now I'd had enough of watching - I wanted some raw action for myself.  I moved closer and watched as they took turns fucking him and soon I had joined them and he was sucking my cock as the third guy took his turn up his arse  I knew at least one of the guys had come and then the second pulled out and disappeared.  I watched the third guy fuck him and come and then it was my turn.  I could feel the cum running down the lad's legs as I pushed my cock up his arse and began to fuck.  He was sucking on someone else now and I fucked him hard until I shot a massive load right up him.  I thought I had better get back before I was missed and left the dark room, noticing as I did that the Manchester lad was now being fucked by yet another guy.

 

No one had noticed my absence and later on I returned to the dark room. It was packed by now and before long I was bent over sucking a cock.  I felt hands round my waist and then my trousers were unbuttoned and pulled down together with my pants.  I could have resisted but I didn't and before long I felt a cock pushing at my arse. I reached round and felt the cock that was about to enter me.  It was lubed but there was no condom.  I bent forward and felt the cock push right up me.  I stayed bent over and was fucked bareback by three guys, one after the other.  I enjoyed every minute of it , the loud music, the smell of aftershave and the sex going on all around me and by the time I re joined the others I had taken two loads up my arse and two in my mouth.  

 

The next day I went cruising in the dunes at the beach and I ran in to the taller of the two lads who had fucked Joe the day before.  I cruised him and he followed me into the bushes.  Soon I was sucking his cock and after a while I offered him my arse. He nodded and I lubed my self up and bent over - no mention of a condom - and before long I was taking another load up my arse.

 

A few days later I was on the plane home, even as I knew I had crossed an important line.

 

Final part to follow

[wroxguy]

Thanks for this last chapter.  I really enjoy stories like this and I hope you have a few more in you to share.

[UseItGood702]

hot man. really hot.

[Docebrown]

I have really enjoyed your lapses from safe sex. I hope they continue and you continue to post them.

[Tommy Tank]

Final part

As I sat on the plane I thought over what I had done in Ibiza. The tall lad who had fucked both me and Joe bareback at the cruising ground was sitting further down the plane with his mates and I wondered how many other lads had bent over for him and let him come up their arses that week.  I looked at Joe, sitting across the aisle from me and wondered if he made a habit of dropping his pants and being fucked bareback by random lads when out cruising.  It seemed that bareback sex was everywhere.

 

I knew I was taking more and more risks but I also knew that was a major part of the turn on.  I decided to be more careful.

 

The following summer a group of us went down to Brighton for the Pride Festival.  We went on the march and for a while a group of young lads who looked in their early twenties were marching in front of us.  I noticed one particularly, a small ginger lad in a white t shirt and low slung jeans showing the top of his pants - white Calvin Klein with a  red waste band.  He was just my type and I couldn't help imagining myself giving him a good seeing to.

 

Later on at the festival I wandered off on my own.  I had already established that there was quite a lot of cruising going on in the bushes in the park.  It was mostly wanking and sucking but when I went back later it was dusk and there was more going on.  The centre of attraction was a dark haired guy who was bent over being fucked.  He was surrounded by a crowd of wanking guys and as I watched the guy fucking him came and pulled out.  He pulled off  a condom and another guy took his place.  I could see he too was wearing a condom and I lost interest in watching.  Then I noticed the ginger lad from earlier, standing a little bit back from the crowd.  I saw that his jeans and pants were down at his knees and he was being wanked by a skinhead lad standing behind him.  I moved a bit closer and I realised that the skinhead was gently thrusting against ginger lad's arse.  I moved closer still and saw that the skinhead was fucking him from behind. The skinhead noticed me watching and winked at me. The lad being fucked had not seen me and no one else was paying any attention.  The skinhead was fucking more obviously now and as I watched he pulled his cock almost completely out of ginger lad's arse and let me see that he wasn't wearing a condom.  He grinned at me and then humped ginger lad a few more times and grunted and I knew I was watching him blow a load up ginger lad's arse.

 

The next weekend one of my friends from Germany was over in London for a few days on business.  We met up for lunch on the Saturday and he asked me if I wanted to come cruising with him that afternoon.  He wanted to go to "Pants" - an underwear session at Central Station. I didn't really feel confident enough to parade around in my underpants, especially with Ollie who was tall, slim, good looking and about 15 years younger than me but I was horny and thought it might be fun. 

 

It was fun and also quite horny - there was a mix of guys there, mostly older but a few young fit lads who were up for it.  There was quite a bit of fucking going on, some with condoms and some, I was pleased to see, without.  A little later, a blond lad who looked in his early twenties came in and he seemed happy to bend over and be fucked bareback by anyone who wanted to do him. I think he was fucked by just about everyone in the place and I was really turned on to see Ollie take his turn and push his bare cock up the blond lad, fuck him and add his load to the others.  I had been cruising with Ollie before and, as far as I knew, he had always played safe.

 

I fucked the blond lad a little later and enjoyed every minute of fucking him bareback and coming up his arse - especially as I knew that one of the loads he had up him already was Ollie's. The crowd was thinning out now and I went in search of Ollie.  I found him in the toilet, bent over with his pants down being fucked by one of the other younger lads.  It looked like the guy fucking Ollie was close to coming and I stayed just long enough to see him grunting and coming up Ollie's arse before pulling his bare cock out.

 

Like I said, it seemed that bareback sex was everywhere.  I wanted some...

 

A few weeks later my partner was away on business.  The first night he was gone I was on Hampstead Heath and that night I took three loads up my arse and one in my mouth and ended up shooting my load up the arse of a young black lad.  A few days later I was driving back to London on the M4 and I stopped off at Maidenhead Thicket, which was a very active cruising ground at that time.  I ended up in a threesome with a tall blond lad and a dark haired guy in a postman's uniform.  At one point the blond guy was bent over sucking the dark haired guy and I had my tongue up his arse.  I stood up and started rubbing my cock over his arsehole but he pulled away and it was clear he didn't want to be fucked.  I decided I would have to settle for blowing my load in his mouth but to my surprise the dark haired guy bent over and offered his hairy arse.  No one mentioned condoms and moments later I was up him as he sucked off the blond guy.  I fucked him bareback, his pants and trousers at his knees and his light blue shirt pushed up over his back.  The blond guy urged me on, telling me to fuck him and to come up his arse.  I was close now and as I began to come up the young postman, the blond guy unloaded in his mouth.

 

In the autumn I got fucked at the company's summer party by a guy at work who was working with us on a temporary contract.  He had been flirting with me for a while and late in the evening he suggested that we go for a walk in the woods nearby.  As soon as we were deep enough in the woods not to be seen my pants were down and he was sucking my cock.  He sucked well and just as I was getting close to coming he turned me round and bent me over.  His tongue was up me and I was more turned on than I had been for a long time. After he had rimmed me for a while he stood up and began to rub his cock over my wet hole.  I felt him push and the head of  his cock went into my hole.  "We should use a condom" I said.  He laughed "I know we should".  He pushed his cock further up me and added "but its much more fun this way".  

 

I had no intention of resisting and I bent forward as he began to fuck me.  He fucked me hard and fast and before long he was shooting his load right up me.  Over the next few months he fucked me regularly - sometimes in the park across the road from work and sometimes when we were working late in the office.  I lost count of the times I went home to my partner with a big load up my arse.  One time he fucked me in the toilets of a restaurant when we were all out for lunch for someone's birthday and made me suck his cock clean afterwards. That afternoon as I sat in a meeting of the senior management team looking serious and professional,  I could feel some spunk sliding out my hole into my underpants. 

 

After he finished his contract and left I was bored.  I got fucked bareback a few times on Hampstead Heath and took a couple of loads up me in a club in Manchester,  but  I didn't really know what I wanted now.  On the (increasingly rare) occasions I had sex with my partner we were still using condoms so I wasn't putting him at risk but I knew the relationship was coming to an end. I was not surprised the following spring when he told me he wanted to leave.

 

A few weeks later I was in Hamburg for a wedding. I didn't have much free time as there was a lot planned but it did me good to be on my own.  On the Friday night I couldn't sleep and I got up and decided to go for a walk - something that always helps when I am stressed or have things on my mind.  It was about 4am when I set out and I walked for miles.  By about 6am I was close to the Stadtpark, a notorious cruising ground.  I had been there quite a few times but never at this time in the morning.  It was just beginning to get light as I walked in - just a little early for the joggers and the dog walkers.  It was a beautiful Hamburg spring morning - sunny but cold and a little misty. I was enjoying the peace and quiet when I heard the sounds of a jogger coming up behind me.  He passed me and I saw he was a fit blond lad - very German looking, with a very fit, beefy arse.

 

I was feeling horny and decided to try my luck so I made my way to the cruisiest area of the park.  I didn't meet anyone for a while and then I met a guy who was obviously cruising.  He wasn't really my type but I was horny and, although generally more of a top than a bottom, I really wanted to be fucked.  We cruised each other and ended up in the bushes.  I sucked him for a while and then asked him if he wanted to fuck me.  He did want to fuck me and asked if I wanted him to use a condom and I shook my head.  I pulled down my pants and trousers and bent over.  He pushed up me and began to fuck.  After a while I heard the sound of rustling and I knew that someone else had joined us.  I turned my head and, to my surprise, saw the jogger from earlier on.  He came round in front of me and I reached out for his cock.  He pulled his jogging bottoms and pants down to his knees and pushed his cock into my mouth.  He said something to the guy who was fucking me.  I didn't understand what he said or what the guy said in reply but they both laughed.  I was really turned on now, I had a cock in my mouth and one up my arse and the fact that they were using me to get off made it even hornier.  The guy fucking me took hold of my hips and began to fuck harder and I knew he was getting close to coming.

 

Just then I sensed someone was watching. I looked up and a little way away I saw that a young lad, no more than eighteen or nineteen, was watching us.  Just then the guy fucking me pushed me forward on to the jogger's cock and began to shoot his load up me.  When he finished coming he pulled out and disappeared.  The jogger took his place and pushed his cock up me.  I could now look up and I saw the young lad had moved closer.  He was dark haired, wearing a black hoodie, low slung jeans and red Nike trainers.  I motioned to him to come and  join us but he shook his head. The jogger was fucking me hard now and I knew he wasn't going to last much longer.  His breathing was getting faster and suddenly he groaned loudly and thrust hard up my arse and I knew I was getting another load up my unprotected arse.

 

The jogger pulled out and was gone within seconds.  The young lad didn't move.  I had to see what would happen so I turned round and leant forward against a tree, so that my arse was facing the young lad.  Nothing happened and just as I was thinking he must have gone I heard him move towards me. I didn't look round and then I felt a hand on my arse and a tentative finger found my spunky hole.  Nothing happened for a minute and then I heard him drop his trousers and pants and suddenly he was standing behind me and I felt his cock against my arse.  He was fumbling a bit so I pulled my cheeks apart with one hand and pulled his cock towards me with the other.  Within seconds he was up me.  I was surprised at how big his cock was - it was actually the biggest of the three.  He began to fuck me, breathing heavily and after about ten or twelve thrusts he began to come.  It was just as well there was no one around because he wasn't quiet as he shot his load up me.

 

He pulled out and when I turned round he was pulling up his pants.  Without a word he was gone.  As I walked out of the park and made my way back to my hotel to get ready for the wedding, I felt much better.  I had enjoyed every minute of being used by three guys - being fucked bareback and taking three loads up my arse - including one from a very straight looking jogger and one from a young lad.  As I walked back through the city I knew I would be able to deal with whatever I had to. 

 

The split with my partner was difficult but after a while I got the confidence to go cruising again and began to enjoy myself.  I played safe for a while, not yet ready to give in to my real desires.  I knew the time would come though and one afternoon I was in a sauna in Birmingham.  I came upon a fit young lad being fucked bareback and when the guy fucking him shot his load up him and pulled out, he turned round and offered his arse to me.  I didn't hesitate.  I fucked him bareback and ended up shooting one of the biggest loads of my life right up him.

There would be no turning back now - I knew that.

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Your stories are hot. You should definitely give in to your desires and give up entirely on condoms