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My journey to not giving any fucks for how a guy looked who wanted to fuck me started later in life. I was very picky when I was younger, and I regret not getting more dick in my 20s and early 30s. But something snapped in my late 30s and I became an insatiable cock hungry pig, so it didn't matter to me who the guy was, how he looked, or anything else, so long as he had a hard dick and wanted to fuck. And I work on making myself as attractive as possible so I can turn any of these men on.

It started for me in the ABS. I'd been many, many times before, but was a little too shy. I generally would just go, beat off while watching some porn, panic every time someone pulled on the door, nervous I'd forgotten to lock it, and then leave. The thrill for me was being in a place with so much sexual energy and access to so much porn at my fingertips. I don't know what came over me, but one night I went into the booth, stripped down to a jock, put some magno clips on both nips, and got on my knees in front of the GH. I was determined to suck anon cock.

And then this real pushy, really old, probably married, tall and skinny guy just stuck his huge dick through the hole and demanded I suck it. "Here goes nothing," I thought, and did my best, but this thing was huge. He kept saying he had to get back to work and couldn't come through the hole. That he needed to come into my booth with me. OMG! I'm not into really skinny, really pushy, really old guys (at the time) but eventually I agreed to let him in my booth.

He came in and took total control. He had me sit my bare ass down on the dirty and cum-soaked floor while I sucked him off, and honestly I struggled a little because he was rock hard and long. I would guess an easy 11".  Oh, he also changed the porn to straight porn for his entertainment. It was clear we weren't there for me. Then he said the only way he could nut was in a tight pussy. So he had me stand up and bend over the bench at the back of the booth. He went in hard, fucked furiously, and came quickly, I guess he really did have to get back to work. He told me to come back the next day at 6pm for a repeat, which I did, and this carried on for about a week until he said he was going home. Guess he was traveling for work.

Nevermind, during that encounter a rather fat and large man had slid into his old booth and was watching the action through the glory hole completely naked except for a harness and combat boots, stroking a short but girthy dick. He told me to put my hole up, and then fingered it before telling me to turn around. I guess satisfied that I was both clean and well lubed by another man's cum he asked if I wanted to go to a private booth. At this point I figured I was in for a penny, and in for a pound so I just offered to come over to his booth and didn't care if someone else watched.

So there I was in his booth while he sat on the bench watching hot gay porn. I figured the reason I was there was to provide service, so I straddled him on the bench, holding onto his harness for support, and slid down on his fat dick. I rode him until he said he was ready to cum, and was so loud I know everyone in that arcade knew what was going on.

After he left, a rather goofy looking guy with thin, scraggly hair and super skinny slid in the booth, offering his flaccid penis. I took it in my mouth and began sucking, not caring that a new man was in the next booth watching through the GH. Eventually he said the only way he could get hard was to tongue my hole. So he sat on the bench and I bent over in front of him. While we both watch the gay porn on the screen, he licked and invaded my flooded hole, but unfortunately was unable to get hard. Oh, well, it happens.

Feeling like a filthy whore I figured I should go home and think about what I had done. But for the first time in a long time I didn't feel shame or guilt, just euphoria for being "of use." And that's when I knew that being with men I previously found repugnant just increased the number of dicks I could service. I never looked back.

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Ugly tops tend to be the better fuck. I’ve always loved shorter tops cause they always have something to prove lol. As Harvey wrote in Torch Song, a pretty person who goes with an ugly person gets at least cabfare! I always cared far more about the dick than what they look like, although I do prefer to avoid nasty dirty smegma or smelly dick but mostly because I like it in my mouth too 

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As a bttm if it's raw it's inside me irrelevant of who or how the top looks, getting him to breed me is what's important not how he looks or acts. Thou a rough Dom top is always welcomed and served.

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When I was in my late 20s early 30s I used to cruise a lot in the Vondelpark in Amsterdam. At that point in life I just wanted to fuck and get fucked l, did not care at all with whom I did it. My day job was boring, my life was boring, was hooking up now and then, but cruising was so easy for sex I went almost every night, and during the weekend I went other places like a bathhouse or a large park further out of town. Some nights on the bike ride home I really wondered what the fuck I was thinking having sex with some real trolls. But in the moment it didn’t really matter, I got off, I got what I needed out of it. And the thrill of the hunt was exciting. And being used by some guy who was not your type was also kind of hot in a way. Since then I’ve mostly let go of types or looks, it’s attitude that turns me on the most now. 

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Absolutely if you are a TRUE BOTTOM; you will take any MAN regardless of their looks and has nothing to do with your self-esteem; you should feel proud that you are giving yourself to that man; that no one else wants to fuck and you give yourself to him; no matter his appearance....

I have been taken by many Men that no one else would want them; It fulfills me as the Bottom and They get the pleasure they need!!

Remember:  Your place is to be there and accept any and every PENIS; It is not a question of letting MEN fuck you; IT IS YOUR OBLIGIATION to allow it to happen; RAW AND NATURAL!!!

You ASS is to be a willing Chalice for the SPERM from ALL those MEN!

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After starting Prep and accepting I was protected I let myself meet all sorts of derelicts whose posts and messages were full of red flags without any idea of plan what would happen.  Lots of bareback anal, pungent balls, and conversations with scary criminals.

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As I am often found in a fuckbox, i have no idea who fucks me. Can be anyone. As long as the cock is hard and big enough to make it through my hole, we're game. But yes, I know i have been fucked by really ugly - by any standards ugly, and by really repugnant. I just close my eyes and take their cock hoping the Gay God will be benevolent to me in the afterlife and I will have 17 virgin twinks offering me their holes, and a few other hunks offering to fuck my hole! LOL

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