Whoring out my bf and regrets

[rawsatyr]

On 5/1/2020 at 4:10 AM, AsianBarebackSlut said:

So, i recently whored my new bf.

It might seem weird but when i top, i am the one in charge taking care of him.

After several weeks of dating, i knew his birthday was near.

I asked him what he wanted, and he replied he wanted blindfold anon hookup

He said he wanted so bad, but did not have the gut to do so.

Although i have whored out some of my fuck buddies but never have i done such a thing to mine.

Long story short, i made a bbrt profile for him, and uploaded pictures and used some other apps for arrangement.

I thought it would be fun like previous parties.

But, it felt terrible, after that i feel awkward when seeing him.

I tried to stay calm, but i think he sensed the vibe between us.

Guess i messed up this relationship.

 

 

I wonder if guys are trained by their (normal, straight) peers to be monogamous, at least EXPECTING the OTHER to be so? That would then make us 'conditioned' to feel 'weird' about having our significant other 'violated', fucked, and inseminated for erotic purposes. Our gloomy afterglow regrets may be about LOSING CONTROL and allowing in 'competition' and trouble. All seems hot in the moment of passion but when the nut is gone, the seedy reality hits them like a nagging hangover. I wonder!

I recall feeling AWFUL and violated in my amateur beginner phase, still obsessing about 'love' and monogamy with 'Mister Right'! It was hell when I saw my estranged BF take off with other guys, knowing full well that as he disappeared into his place, the hotel or whatever with him, a hostile contender, the nemesis, he was getting fucked: raw and reckless! Getting inseminated by 'that jerk', that total stranger, that smooth-talking hustler who somehow 'outbid' me in the mating game. Jealousy and anger consumed me and me thinking 'it can NEVER be the same again after this'. Knowing that the stranger's DNA was marking 'my man' as 'no-longer-mine'! Weird trips our minds play on us!

 

Talking about kinks and tolerated behavior: One badass 'stealther' from this site whom I talked to on the phone disagreed with my 'open whore' policy my man and I developed. "IF I HAD A BF... he would NEVER be allowed to let somebody else fuck him!"  Hinting that extramarital sex means that we have 'marital problems'!  His one-sided cheating on a conned sub, yes! St@#lthing yes, but mutually agreed on  whoring no! Go figure!

Well guess what buddy; you don't have a BF and I'm going strong after ten years and even better since we agreed on 'whoring each other out'.

I recall the first time I let a stranger fuck my man in front of me: me intimidated and in awe all at the same time. He was partial to my man and probably could have done without me there. He wanted to know if poz-talk was ok. I didn't even know what he meant. I took pictures of the stranger's cock slipping in and out of my man's hole, eventually nutting and delivering a cream-pie inside and on his hole. Unlike others (in the regret phase) , I felt in incredible sensation of arousal, one that had me crave for more: more cock, more sex, more promiscuity and lewd talk. I even took pictures of the raw insemination and licked the dude's cock as his throbbing cock-shaft eventually pulsed a load into my man. The picture on top of my profile is from that day featuring a stranger's cock on my man's DNA-juiced hole. The pictures and every event like that since turn me on enough that I can jerk off to it on the long COVID nights. 

Sometimes as my hubby and I have sex we tell each other about our exploits THAT DAY, or the intimate details of fucking with other dudes and call each other 'slut' and 'whore' as we fuck and jack off. So fucking hot once you both have completely embraced total promiscuity with your bro!

Edited May 3, 2020 by rawsatyr
minor spelling issues AND altering possibly restricted words

[ScorpionFF]

31 minutes ago, rawsatyr said:

I wonder if guys are trained by their (normal, straight) peers to be monogamous, at least EXPECTING the OTHER to be so? That would then make us 'conditioned' to feel 'weird' about having our significant other 'violated', fucked, and inseminated for erotic purposes.

I believe this to be the case. All that time I wasted buying into such nonsense. As for the rest of your comment @rawsatyr, very well said. Relatable. 

 

38 minutes ago, rawsatyr said:

So fucking hot once you both have completely embraced total promiscuity with your bro

Absolutely!

[evilalex]

8 hours ago, NastyRigPig said:

See, if my BF was like this, I’d be so proud. 

 

 

So would i, tbh. I'd make people try him out. 

[NastyRigPig]

3 hours ago, rawsatyr said:

I wonder if guys are trained by their (normal, straight) peers to be monogamous, at least EXPECTING the OTHER to be so? That would then make us 'conditioned' to feel 'weird' about having our significant other 'violated', fucked, and inseminated for erotic purposes. Our gloomy afterglow regrets may be about LOSING CONTROL and allowing in 'competition' and trouble. All seems hot in the moment of passion but when the nut is gone, the seedy reality hits them like a nagging hangover. I wonder!

I recall feeling AWFUL and violated in my amateur beginner phase, still obsessing about 'love' and monogamy with 'Mister Right'! It was hell when I saw my estranged BF take off with other guys, knowing full well that as he disappeared into his place, the hotel or whatever with him, a hostile contender, the nemesis, he was getting fucked: raw and reckless! Getting inseminated by 'that jerk', that total stranger, that smooth-talking hustler who somehow 'outbid' me in the mating game. Jealousy and anger consumed me and me thinking 'it can NEVER be the same again after this'. Knowing that the stranger's DNA was marking 'my man' as 'no-longer-mine'! Weird trips our minds play on us!

 

Talking about kinks and tolerated behavior: One badass 'stealther' from this site whom I talked to on the phone disagreed with my 'open whore' policy my man and I developed. "IF I HAD A BF... he would NEVER be allowed to let somebody else fuck him!"  Hinting that extramarital sex means that we have 'marital problems'!  His one-sided cheating on a conned sub, yes! St@#lthing yes, but mutually agreed on  whoring no! Go figure!

Well guess what buddy; you don't have a BF and I'm going strong after ten years and even better since we agreed on 'whoring each other out'.

I recall the first time I let a stranger fuck my man in front of me: me intimidated and in awe all at the same time. He was partial to my man and probably could have done without me there. He wanted to know if poz-talk was ok. I didn't even know what he meant. I took pictures of the stranger's cock slipping in and out of my man's hole, eventually nutting and delivering a cream-pie inside and on his hole. Unlike others (in the regret phase) , I felt in incredible sensation of arousal, one that had me crave for more: more cock, more sex, more promiscuity and lewd talk. I even took pictures of the raw insemination and licked the dude's cock as his throbbing cock-shaft eventually pulsed a load into my man. The picture on top of my profile is from that day featuring a stranger's cock on my man's DNA-juiced hole. The pictures and every event like that since turn me on enough that I can jerk off to it on the long COVID nights. 

Sometimes as my hubby and I have sex we tell each other about our exploits THAT DAY, or the intimate details of fucking with other dudes and call each other 'slut' and 'whore' as we fuck and jack off. So fucking hot once you both have completely embraced total promiscuity with your bro!

I have to ask, did you fetch that dudes cum out? 

[MuscledHorse]

Don't feel guilty. Sex is a physical Lust and should not be confused as being synonymous with Love as the church markets it. Monogamy is the exception in Nature, not the rule. It is a man made construct as far as relationships go. Pigs like your boyfriend and I love having a handler to make sure we stay used and we are aware that no matter how many partners we have or how great the sex is, we share a special emotional bond with our boyfriend. Mine has been te cameraman on several of my porn shoots and we have seen each other play many times. It's jsut sex, that thing animals do because they are horny so we don't read anything into it beyond the physical pleasure.

[Collar4chemboys]

On 5/1/2020 at 12:00 PM, boy4you said:

Please don’t feel bad as my BF whored me out a few times and I whored out my own blood brother. 

Good boy 

[suckerboi]

The posts on this topic are all correct.  Trust and communication are key.  

 

I know that, for me, I rarely get into relationships for the very reason that I need and want one like @rawsatyr has.  It's a matter of communicating your needs, wants, and expectations. 

[rawsatyr]

10 hours ago, NastyRigPig said:

I have to ask, did you fetch that dudes cum out? 

I was too new at it to consider 'slurping him like an oyster'. But I licked the hole, savored the flavor of 'the other dude', repeatedly sniffed, deep-inhaled and cherished the scent of cum and rubbed it on my face. Calmed me and aroused me at the same time, and had me go to sleep like a slutty baby!

[Guest CuriousDallas]

19 hours ago, AsianBarebackSlut said:

Thanks for advice, just had a conversation with him. I wasn't able to see how piggy he was. He told me that he goes to bathhouse at least twice a week.

Which means everytime when i fucked him was sloppy second. It was fool of me to think that he just had a loose hole.

Guess i should check my STD profile once more.

Just made a deal to hookup only when i am with him.

I don't know how long this would go, but breaking up just because he is a piggy is a total waste.

 

 

 

 

It sounds like you’re coming around to a more realistic assessment of how things really are and talking to him was a big part of it. He uses the same excuse/explanation I use...that my ass is naturally loose (it isn’t...I get fucked a lot). If he’s not on Prep he needs to get on it and so do you. And yes, STDs come with there territory of being a slut, so accept it and get ready for it. But yeah...pigs don’t change who they are. I’ve known plenty and yeah...they’ll have a scare, claim they’re gonna change, and they do for a while, but then they start right back to their piggy ways again. I know because I’ve done it too. And you can’t change or reform pigs either. You just have to accept them as the pigs they are.

[NastyRigPig]

^^^This^^^ But being a pig is fine.  Pigs can make amazing BFs if you’re open to it.  The idea of monogamy seems to come from when spouses were property.  You can’t own another persons sexuality, but you can share it. 

[Guest takingdeepanal]

On 5/4/2020 at 1:10 AM, NastyRigPig said:

See, if my BF was like this, I’d be so proud. 

You could do this to me if you were my bf.

[wow4761]

You’re issue is seeing his gaping hole? I don’t get it. 
 

Not knowing much, it seems like maybe you’ve got confidence issues. Where you now doubt if you’ve either got enough, or are good enough. 
 

If either are true, you’re relationship failed at the start. 
 

I definitely sense confidence issues. Sort those out before pursuing something serious. 
 

About the gaping hole ... why not be super aggressive and dominant, fuck him last. Make him know who really owns that ass. 

[steve-tmq]

On 7/3/2020 at 7:27 AM, takingdeepanal said:

You could do this to me if you were my bf.

Looks like a well fucked hole

[Guest takingdeepanal]

5 hours ago, steve-tmq said:

Looks like a well fucked hole

Wish it was mine - and I wish you were doing me.

[BREEDmeRAW]

On 5/4/2020 at 11:43 AM, NastyRigPig said:

^^^This^^^ But being a pig is fine.  Pigs can make amazing BFs if you’re open to it.  The idea of monogamy seems to come from when spouses were property.  You can’t own another persons sexuality, but you can share it. 

Monogamy came Directly from the Catholic Church and its teachings. The REAL Reason why they want you with only one person and NO Birth Control so you have many Children all boiled down to $$$ money.  Don't divide the family or you will have less money to give to the church. Also your children should go to Catholic schools to be trained to keep giving money.  You also had multiple children because back then not all lived through adulthood and they needed to keep the congregation growing.  Did you know Catholic Priests were married until one died and left his fortune to his family instead of the church? Then they decided that Priests should only be married to the church. While it may be financially beneficial for Priests to be single they are still sexual beings and that is why they abused children.

Glad I am not catholic and can be the sexual POZ  Cum freak and take Random Anonymous Loads from Strangers and fuck buddies.