Do You Wish You Had Started Barebacking Sooner?

[Guest]

I have fucked raw all my life with no fear regrets. The advent of AIDS only made giving and taking loads more taboo and exciting for me. 

[just_mike69]

I have fucked bareback since I took my first cock at 19. I have flirted with the bug ever since. Some guys insist on condoms. I will let them fuck me just because I love cock. But if I get the chance I take it raw. I am 48 now and have avoided the bug just by chance.

[raceplaysub]

The first time I had sex it was bareback. But after that, I started using protection. Until I turned 25 when some guy bred my hole. Ever since, it's only raw fucking for me. Knowing what I know now, I'd totally have started barebacking sooner.

[denVERScub]

My first time taking a bare dick was when I was 14, maybe 15, and I planned it that way. I had been screwing around with a buddy for almost 2 years every time I spent the night at his house. As soon as he went to "sleep" I would start groping and molesting him. At first I was scarred shitless and it took forever to work from quick grasps through his undies to more, but once it became clear he was awake for all of it, I knew I could do whatever I wanted. He always pretended to sleep so he didn't have to acknowledge his role in anything gay. For a long time I'd thought anal was gross, and had no interest, but an older man I had chatted with on aol chat and gay.com kept telling me how amazing it could be and he even had me over to suck me off and show me some anal porn. He told me to use lotion and oil and finger my butt while I jerked, and I did...until I was practically addicted. He was a little too eager to hook up again, so I waited for a weekend with my buddy and tried it. I wanted to start with fingering or fucking him, but he didn't clean well enough, so I decided to try taking it instead. Since he was "asleep" I straddled him on the couch where he was laying, and lowered my ass onto his dick, using some lotion from his bathroom for lube. Slippery hands and a slick upholstery caused my foot to lose its leverage, and I ended up fully impaled on his raw cock. My hands had nothing to grab to pull off, and suddenly he grabbed my hips and pounded up into my hole for one of the most painful minutes of my life before he shot his load inside me. I hated it, and the next weekend when we did it again, I made sure he showered before we went to sleep, and I tried to return the favor. He was a year younger than I was, but was already almost 6'3" with a 7.5 or 8 inch dick, where as I was still growing at 5'10 and 4.5 puny inches. I got just the head in between his round bubble cheeks and pumped it in and out of his whole as long as I could until he seemed to be feeling some pain (although nothing like what I'd felt) and then I came in and on his hole.

After that I only let two men fuck me at all until halfway through college. One was a 20 something guy I met while hanging with a skeezy older dude I met on gay.com (he would invite me over and suck me off and get fucked by hot guys while I watched, and bought me porn and toys). He was desperate for me to fuck him, so I lied and said I was a bottom. He was fine with that and the next time I came over, he invited a the guy in his 20's to come fuck me (without asking me). The guy was GORGEOUS and I thought he just wanted to suck and play, so I went for it, when suddenly I found myself face down taking his cock in my hole. Somehow I assumed it was my fault and let him fuck me until he came.

The other guy was a teacher I'd had in middle school who was incredibly hot, but only to me. 6'2 or so, and muscular, he defines 'daddy bear' with a masculine demeanor, hairy chest, moustache and big cut cock(according to his gay.com profile). He taught band and I had changed a lot since my one semester in the back row, growing a lot taller, filling out in all the right places and learning enough to find him online. When I saw him on gay.com I lied and said I was older than I was and had graduated hs the year before. He didn't question it until he showed at my house while my parents were away. I might have grown up but there was no way I looked 18. Still, I was eager and he was an average looking guy in his late 40's who admitted to loving young otter type guys like me. He asked for my id and while I pretended to look for it. I undressed and came in wearing only a pair of see through briefs I'd been given by the skeezy guy. He kept insisting even when I tried distracting him by describing how I lost it while "fingering my ass" or misplaced my wallet when I was "sneaking my dad's underwear into my room to smell while I jack off." Finally I found a college ID I'd been issued for an afterschool camp at DU the year before, and he took it. As he had promised, he was wearing a leather harness, leather chaps and a leather cock ring under his clothes. I told him I only wanted to suck him off and maybe fuck him, but once he had me lubed with my legs spread, he pinned me and fucked me. This was the first time I remember it feeling good, but it still hurt for 90% of the sex. The final ten percent happened when he made me hit some poppers and I finally relaxed enough to enjoy it for a minute. He jerked me off and when I began to cum, he pushed in balls deep and shot his load, all while snapping pictures on a digital camera (which was fancy for the time).

He tried blackmailing me into doing it again or trying more, and after one session at his house where he handcuffed and bred me three times in one night and tried to get me to so some coke, I admitted I was only 16 and he cut off all contact. Recently I saw him online and he invited me over to hang out and fuck around. I realized he had no idea it was me (ten+ yrs, facial hair and 3 inches growth will do that) but I shouldn't have been surprised when he slipped some g into my drink and spent 6 hours destroying my hole with a big black guy.

[averageslut48]

I knew very early to be gay. And i started to suck cocks at public restrooms at 11. Of course my I got bare fucked at my first time. I was 13 then. That was in the late 70´s. Aids hasn´t been an problem at this time. All these things came up later. But it had never been a reason to play safe for me. I never had and never will have a condom on/ in me.

[chargedodger]

Started EARLIER?Heavens,I think 11 years old was early enough!

[bearbare69]

I was total virgin till age 19.

First fuck was bareback.

I was in the Marines, so, while in, mostly played safe...........although my true wish was bareback, fluid sharing.

 

Have been bareback ever since I got out of the Marines.

[London1281955]

Only recently started taking raw and had a mild flu and so might as well have started earlier

[Guest bbbearlover1]

I damn sure wish I'd started earlier, no question.

[calgary84]

One of my biggest regrets was not giving into my urges earlier and indulge in both the gay and bare factions of my life. I spent neqrly half of my life in fear over nothing, and for that I will always have regrets.  But I don't dwell on it; have a lot of time to make up! 

[seaguy]

Like Madonna said "absolutely no regrets"!

[BillyBareback]

for a while, after aids broke out, i allowed guys to use condoms, but after about 5 years, i decided that bb was better. i grew up getting fucked raw in the 50s and 60s. should not have changed. i also don't discriminate against poz guys. in fa, now, i prefer them.

[luminousbeing]

I wish I started to get fucked bareback from the beginning.  I was mislead by the safe sex Nazis that I felt bad about getting fucked raw.  However, after a few years, I would get fucked raw, but the top pulled out.  The first time I was bred, I have never looked back since.  Never plan on using condoms again.  Perhaps I am a fool, but I will not get fucked just because the top wants to use a rubber.

[gay2go]

I hate the fact that I didn't commit to being a cumdump sooner.

 

actually i started out bareback when i was 10 years old but quickly changed to safe sex although i always had a really strong desire to go bareback. I resisted for almost 9 years. I wish I wouldn't have been so stupid. I feel so free since i went all bareback and even more so since i got pozzed. I wish I would have had the courage to be the cumslut I am a lot sooner.

 

But I'm glad I eventually did overcome my irrational fear. Now i always fuck bare and i take every single cock i can get - at least if he fucks me bare and gives me his sperm! 

[sleazebugga]

After years of condom sex, started playing raw on and off about 5 years ago, but only with regular hfuck buddies after LOTS of discussion. Deffo getting more sleazy now and living home alone for first time in ages. During the last couple of weeks had 4 bb casual meets, three as top and one (spectacular!) as versatile. Two of the guys I fucked were undetectable (a first for me) and I felt perfectly comfortable with this and no regrets after. This site has normalised raw natural fucking for me and hell yes. Wish I had started sooner.