What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Warmnsalty]

My awakening happened early. I developed a thing for blonde in 2nd grade. Had a crush on a blonde girl in my class, too young to know what it was about just knew I wanted to look at her and be near her all the time. Couple years later my teacher was a sexy blonde who who heels too young to put 2 and 2 together but loves looking at her feet in her shoes. All this fascination with blonde girls.  Then the guy admiring started. Lee Majors was an early crush but I was confused because I felt something for him but at the same time LOVED Farah Fawcett and had every poster she had on my walls. Like others I'd stare at mens underware ads in catalogs. Loved going to the pool and looking at all the guys in speedos. Loved looking at Hustler and Penthouse becuse not only were there naked women but naked guys. Quickly realized I preferred seeing sex in my porn not just naked woman. I wanted to see cocks. Lost my virginity with F when I was 14, Loved it. Still had a thing for guys but it was long before I knew what being bi was. Finally had my first male experienced in my 20s. Loved cock instantly. Have been a happy cock sucker ever since. Happily bi and loving all I can get. 

[BarebackedBear]

Widower dad in the neighborhood where I grew up. He just absolutely dripped sex in my eyes. I already knew I was gay and had looked at some porn, had perved on different male celebrities, but didn't feel that strong desire to be with a man or "awaken" beyond curiosity and awkward attraction until one summer. I was a very young teen, not even driving yet,  he was in his very late 50s or early 60s. All three of his daughters were grown and out of the house living their own lives,  his wife had passed a few years prior. An empty nester.

Probably about 6' tall give or take, husky / dadbod, bald, always had some style of facial hair (I found just the mustache the most attractive). I remember one day I was riding my bike past his house and he was outside mowing the lawn, shirtless, in a pair of short shorts with striped tube socks pulled up to his calves. I damn near went over the handlebars when I got distracted and hit the curb 🤣

That summer he asked me if I'd like to make $5 a week stopping by his house after school to do some pet sitting duties. Make sure the critters had water and some exercise until he got home from work that evening, clean up any messes. One day I was doing the pet thing cleaning the litter box in the laundry room and saw a basket of laundry to do with his tighty whities on top. I couldn't help myself and pulled them out, gave the crotch a good sniff. Instantly felt like I was high, rubbed one out right there. Did the same thing any time I was lucky enough to find his laundry waiting to be done.

Eventually he became my first, but that's a story for a separate thread. But that first time I pressed the musky, stiff, piss stained pouch of his Jockeys to my nose and breathed deep, I went from being curious to a full fledged faggot.

Edited September 7 by BarebackedBear

[Falls727]

It was seeing my father naked for the first time. He doesn’t have a long cock, but it is thick. I remember seeing his balls hang and sway. I remember my crotch tingle for the first time. I wasn’t sure what was happening, but I liked it. Later on I was able to put his cock in my mouth, which pissed him off (another story). I knew then that men turned me on and I had to discover more about what these feelings meant. I’m now a grown man-whore and I regularly get to fuck or get fucked. What a wonderful life!!

[leakyhole]

It may sound odd, but probably watching men in swimwear in Baywatch when I was a kid 😄

[POZBBPervNTucson]

Being molested by my dad and uncle from birth. Just grew up that way and am glad I did

[rp666]

On 4/13/2024 at 10:56 PM, Tempusfuget said:

Earliest memories were looking at the JCPenny catalog and seeing the men in the underwear. Afterwards, as I started to develop, I remember finding the website Nifty.com and watching David Chokachi running on Baywatch.

David Chokachi was hotest

[KneelerForDoms]

In like 3rd grade climbing up a basketball pole I was super stimulated. 

At sleepover summer camp, laying on a bunk with another camper playing with his cock. 

Watching first hard core porn movie with friends, really made me want to be the receiving female. I knew how my body could be used to serve men. 

[Marlin]

There were a few steps for me in my journey. My first awakening was hitting puberty. I was 12, the summer between 7th and 8th grade when I First sprouted pubic hair and my penis began to grow. I was totally ignorant about sex and had no conception of intercourse, orgasm or semen. I had frequent erections, but I had yet to ejaculate. One day I found a book called the sensuous woman hidden in a drawer in my parents' bedroom. One section described how a woman would use a vibrator to achieve something called an orgasm. My family had a massager/ vibrator we would use for muscle aches. One day I brought the massager to my bedroom, dropped my pants, laid down, turned it on and placed it on my penis. It felt great and I became erect immediately, but what happened next was a complete surprise. Without warning my penis spasmed and this viscous, white fluid began to shoot from my penis. I had no idea what it was, but it smelled like chlorine and soaked my T-shirt. I took my shirt off, hid it in my closet, scared my mother would find it and swore I would never do it again, but by that evening my penis was erect again and I remembered how great it felt. Soon I was doing it multiple times a day. Then one day my cousin was over, and I told him about. We both used the vibrator and had orgasms and the whole time I fantasized about sucking his penis and tasting his semen. It never happened but my awakening had happened.

The next year in 9th grade was the first time I had seen other guys naked in the locker room and showers. Some guys were pre-pubescent, totally smooth, no pubic hair, high voices and tiny yet to develop penises, and others had nice large penises surrounded by ample pubic hair. A few of the Italian guys had the beginning of chest hair and whiskers, but what really turned me on were the black guys whose flaccid penises were bigger than mine when fully erect. I now had something to masturbate to every evening. I even started to masturbate in the men's room at school. 

Edited November 5 by Marlin
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[SFCumdog]

Lee Majors as Heath Barkley in The Big Valley. I came home from school and watched the re-runs every day. He was the most beautiful person I thought I had ever seen. That was when I knew I was different.

[bibokslcs]

The sight of my companions in swimsuits or naked excited me quite early on.

[BB4fking]

I have little memory of sexual feelings at the young ages other mention but most run from puberty about 12 or 13. At that age I can recall being fascinated to secretly look at a tall slim naked black boy in the swimming baths changing room. I remember walking home from school staring many days at the back of a cute blond boy’s bare legs walking ahead of me with the faint blond hair leading up under his shorts. There was a small black and white picture in my French textbook of a boy dressed for ice hockey and I got turned on to see his cute face. These were genuinely sexual stirrings but I do remember a few years earlier at about age 9 or 10 going streaking naked several times with a group of 3 other boys including my brother and twice just with one of the boys. This wasn’t perceived as sexual at the time but simply exciting but we all nonetheless had erections and the older boys talked sometimes about jerking off and similar.