What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Warmnsalty]

My awakening happened early. I developed a thing for blonde in 2nd grade. Had a crush on a blonde girl in my class, too young to know what it was about just knew I wanted to look at her and be near her all the time. Couple years later my teacher was a sexy blonde who who heels too young to put 2 and 2 together but loves looking at her feet in her shoes. All this fascination with blonde girls.  Then the guy admiring started. Lee Majors was an early crush but I was confused because I felt something for him but at the same time LOVED Farah Fawcett and had every poster she had on my walls. Like others I'd stare at mens underware ads in catalogs. Loved going to the pool and looking at all the guys in speedos. Loved looking at Hustler and Penthouse becuse not only were there naked women but naked guys. Quickly realized I preferred seeing sex in my porn not just naked woman. I wanted to see cocks. Lost my virginity with F when I was 14, Loved it. Still had a thing for guys but it was long before I knew what being bi was. Finally had my first male experienced in my 20s. Loved cock instantly. Have been a happy cock sucker ever since. Happily bi and loving all I can get. 

[BarebackedBear]

Widower dad in the neighborhood where I grew up. He just absolutely dripped sex in my eyes. I already knew I was gay and had looked at some porn, had perved on different male celebrities, but didn't feel that strong desire to be with a man or "awaken" beyond curiosity and awkward attraction until one summer. I was a very young teen, not even driving yet,  he was in his very late 50s or early 60s. All three of his daughters were grown and out of the house living their own lives,  his wife had passed a few years prior. An empty nester.

Probably about 6' tall give or take, husky / dadbod, bald, always had some style of facial hair (I found just the mustache the most attractive). I remember one day I was riding my bike past his house and he was outside mowing the lawn, shirtless, in a pair of short shorts with striped tube socks pulled up to his calves. I damn near went over the handlebars when I got distracted and hit the curb 🤣

That summer he asked me if I'd like to make $5 a week stopping by his house after school to do some pet sitting duties. Make sure the critters had water and some exercise until he got home from work that evening, clean up any messes. One day I was doing the pet thing cleaning the litter box in the laundry room and saw a basket of laundry to do with his tighty whities on top. I couldn't help myself and pulled them out, gave the crotch a good sniff. Instantly felt like I was high, rubbed one out right there. Did the same thing any time I was lucky enough to find his laundry waiting to be done.

Eventually he became my first, but that's a story for a separate thread. But that first time I pressed the musky, stiff, piss stained pouch of his Jockeys to my nose and breathed deep, I went from being curious to a full fledged faggot.

Edited September 7 by BarebackedBear

[Falls727]

It was seeing my father naked for the first time. He doesn’t have a long cock, but it is thick. I remember seeing his balls hang and sway. I remember my crotch tingle for the first time. I wasn’t sure what was happening, but I liked it. Later on I was able to put his cock in my mouth, which pissed him off (another story). I knew then that men turned me on and I had to discover more about what these feelings meant. I’m now a grown man-whore and I regularly get to fuck or get fucked. What a wonderful life!!

[leakyhole]

It may sound odd, but probably watching men in swimwear in Baywatch when I was a kid 😄

[PozBBPervNTucson]

Being molested by my dad and uncle from birth. Just grew up that way and am glad I did