My attempt at monogamy

[20cmcock]

It started sometime in 2008. I had always been a barebacker, hating condoms from the first time I used one. Something about the latex just didn't feel right, whether I was fucking or being fucked. Mostly being fucked. I was and still am a bottom. I sometimes topped, but only if the conditions were right and I was really in the mood.

In early 2008, I met my boyfriend. I had convinced myself, after yet another STD scare, that I was going to be a good boy, use protection, and try to find a boyfriend rather than cruising dark beats and going home with cum in my ass from someone whose name I didn't even know. Outside of the bedroom, my boyfriend and I were a great match. We liked the same kind of movies, similar sense of humour, and all the rest. However, inside the bedroom I was bored out of my mind. Even after we'd been together a few months, he refused to fuck me without throwing a raincoat over his dick. He was not open to negotiation, and wouldn't give in to my "just this once" pleas, or "it's my birthday". He'd heard too many stories of people doing that and regretting it. So, I tried to get used to my new life as a condom user in a monogamous relationship.

Then, I slipped up. I was walking from work to the bus stop one day and I went past a well-known beat in my city. I remembered the good old days when I used to visit at least two or three times a week. I told myself that they were just memories and I wasn't allowed to go inside, and that I needed to go to the bus stop and go home. I was still telling myself this as I walked into the public toilet block. Then I told myself I'd just look around for old times' sake. I would just see who was around, maybe watch for a bit, and then leave with my monogamy intact.

But it's a public toilet, so it's weird if you just stand around watching, so I had to go over to the urinal and get my dick out. My dick that was more than half hard at this stage. I assume it recognised the surroundings and remembered how much fun this place could be. I had only been there a minute or so when i heard footsteps approaching. A guy walked up to the urinal and stood right next to me, and said "I haven't seen you in a while". It was a former regular of mine. Great dick, knew how to use it. He liked fucking me and managed to get his load inside me every time we met. I told him that I was just there to look and that I was monogamous with my boyfriend, so I really shouldn't even be there.

He said we could just play with each other then, surely there's no harm in that, and my boyfriend would never know. He grabbed my dick and I took hold of his. Feeling it in my hand reminded me of how much I liked it. He was longer and thicker than my boyfriend and it felt so hot to touch it again.

He said that we should move into the bigger cubicle. This toilet block had a large open trough style urinal and 3 cubicles, one of which was larger to accommodate people with mobility issues. It was in the corner and more private. He said that it would be safer in there because we wouldn't be seen, and then no one would know I'd been there. It seemed sensible to me. I didn't want to get caught, and I did want to keep holding and playing with his cock.

Once in the cubicle, he whispered in my ear how nice it used to feel when I used to take his cock in my mouth. I said that it would be wrong, and he pointed out that we were in a cubicle together, with our cocks out, and a light bit of sucking isn't really much more anyway. I was horny, and I guess I didn't really need much convincing, so I bent over and sucked his cock. It tasted delicious, his cock feels so good inside my mouth. While I was bent over sucking him, he loosened my belt and lowered my trousers and underwear. I looked at him, and said that I really wouldn't be able to let him fuck me, that would definitely be crossing the line. He said he wouldn't, just that he had better access to my dick and could finger my ass and make me feel good.

It did feel good, so I let him do it. I was sucking him, he was wanking me and his fingers were playing with my hole. I hadn't felt this horny or hot in months.

He stood me up and turned me around so that he was hugging me. He said he wanted to hold me like that for a bit. He continued playing with my cock, and his cock was pushing against my ass. I said again that we couldn't fuck because that would be cheating. He replied "do you remember how good it felt when I was inside you?" I said "Yes, it was amazing, but I'm not allowed to do it anymore".

He said "If you were allowed, would you let my cock in your ass?"

"Yes, of course" I replied

"So you do want me in there, don't you?"
"Yes, but I really shouldn't"

With that, he pushed a bit harder and with the combination of sweat, spit, and precum, his cock found its target and he was inside me again. The feeling was indescribable. This is what I'd been missing. A big raw cock thrusting in my hole. I was in heaven.

I snapped out of it and said "We can't do this. I'm not allowed, and you're not wearing a condom". He said "I'm only doing what you want me to do. This is what you want, isn't it?"

"Yes, but " "No buts. You want this, and I can tell that you need this. I won't tell your boyfriend. We've gone this far now anyway, you're enjoying it and I'm enjoying it. We may as well continue".

The pleasure of him fucking me overruled any inhibitions I had at that stage so I let him continue. He continued to fuck me and jerk me off. This was the best sex I'd had in months.

All too soon my balls drew up and my cum shot across the cubicle and painted the opposite wall. Moments later, faster thrusts, heavy breaths, and a final grunt told me that he's just painted the inside of my ass.

He pulled out, we cleaned up, and left the toilet block. I went to the bus and went home with his load inside me.

I felt guilty and promised myself that it was a once-off and I'd never go back to that spot. It was a momentary lapse of judgement and I promised myself that I'd be monogamous again.

[plisken]

Until next time- that will come soon

[Harder2Resist]

Hot story. Definitely been in similar positions myself 😉 

[vers46]

A relationship is a relationship. Sex is just sex. Sex in relationships inevitably declines over time. Sometimes it is necessary to find sex elsewhere to satisfy those needs and keep your relationship strong in other ways.

[Fistcumslut]

I don’t judge, never… but IMHO a monogamous relationship with condoms is a nonsense.

It could be logic in the first few weeks/months of the relationship otherwise it only means “we are a couple but I don’t trust you” … a true instigation to satisfy your needs elsewhere.

[20cmcock]

Part 2:

I couldn't get the memory of being fucked bareback in a public beat out of my head. Cheating on my boyfriend and taking a load was wrong and I felt guilty, but it also made me horny and I had wanked many times thinking about it. I'd also fantasized about it while riding my boyfriend's annoying latex-covered cock. He had a nice cock, about 7", but he ruined it by covering it up.

Well, I promised myself that it was just a memory and something to help me jerk off. I wouldn't cheat again.

Fast forward to a busy week at work, a bit of an argument with the BF leading to no sex for a few days, and I was horny. I hadn't even had time to jerk off. So, after the busy period at work died down, I found myself with nothing to do one afternoon in the office and I started to daydream. Thoughts of being bred came into my head and I was hard as a rock. I needed to visit the office toilets a few times to mop up the precum oozing out into my underwear.

My boss told me that I could go home early, after all, I'd put in a fair bit of overtime lately. I was bored and horny, so I jumped at the chance, figuring I could get home before the bf and give myself an orgasm (or two?) without him knowing.

Of course, I was horny and curiosity got the better of me. I decided that I'd visit one of the city beats just to see what was there, have a look at a cock or two, and then use that in my wank fantasy later. I went to a different one because I didn't want to run into the guy who fucked me last time because I didn't trust myself to say no to him if I saw him again. I chose a smaller public toilet block that I knew wouldn't be too busy, hopefully just busy enough. It was a seedy place, and not in a great state of repair. When I got there, I saw a cute redhead standing at the urinal, slowly wanking a thick cut cock. Excellent, I thought I'd be able to stand at the urinal next to him, look at his cock, maybe give it a feel and a bit of a wank, and then be on my way. It was too risky to do much more at the urinal anyway.

I made eye contact and stood next to him at the urinal, got my cock out, which was already hard at this stage, and started to wank next to him. He took my other hand and moved it to his cock. Holding it was electric. It felt even thicker than it looked. His right hand was now free and he slowly moved it down my back and into my trousers, into my underwear, and started to rub my hole. This really turned me on, but I knew it was risky there - anyone could walk in and catch us. Something about the situation turned me on more than I thought and I was in danger of shooting my load. In retrospect, I should have done exactly that and then left. I'd still be mostly monogamous, really.

The inevitable happened. A guy walked in. I let go of his magnificent dick and he whipped his hand out of my pants. Just in time for another guy to walk in, who thankfully went directly into one of the 2 cubicles. With the cubicle door closed, I thought I should leave but my new ginger friend had other ideas. He gently but firmly guided me into the other cubicle and closed the door behind us, locking us in. It was only then that I saw that there was a glory hole between the two cubicles. A large cock was already sticking through it, longer than ginger's but nowhere near as thick. Still a beauty in its own right. Ginger pushed my head down so that I was eye level with this new cock and I started sucking it. Ginger pushed until my lips were against the partition. I didn't feel like I had a choice at this stage, and I was probably horny enough that I wouldn't have been able to say no anyway. It's just a blow job anyway.

While I was bent over sucking the stranger's cock, ginger once again worked his hand into my pants and continued to play with my ass. Somehow he loosened my belt and my trousers and underwear fell to my ankles. Ginger's cock was free too and I could see him slowly wanking it in my peripheral vision. I was enjoying the cock in my mouth but I really wanted to taste ginger's cock. I know I shouldn't, it'd be cheating, but it looked so good. And with my ass being fingered, I was seriously turned on. 

As if reading my mind, ginger pulled me off the stranger's dick and turned me towards him so that his thick tool ended up in my mouth. I was right, it was a very tasty cock. Ginger maneuvered me around, with me thinking that he just needed a more comfortable angle to feed me his meat. I had sort of forgotten about the stranger in the other cubicle so I was briefly surprised when I felt a cock pressing against my hole. Ginger had moved me around so that my ass was right at the glory hole. With his thick dick in my mouth, and the partition behind me, I was pinned in place. Ginger stretched my hole open and stranger's dick slid right in. I tried to say something. Cheating is one thing, but taking a complete stranger's bare cock is definitely wrong and I needed to stop this.

With the stranger's cock now deep inside me, Ginger was able to hold me and my head in place so that I couldn't move and I had no choice but to accept the situation when the stranger began thrusting in and out. Stranger fucked for just a few minutes and then with one deep lunge, grunted and released his load deep inside me, pulled out, and left the toilet block. I never got a good look at him and I didn't know if I'd recognize him if I ever saw him again. 

 

[20cmcock]

Part 2 Continued:

There I was, bent over with Ginger's amazing tool in my mouth and some random guy's load in my ass. I knew it was wrong, but I was definitely enjoying this experience. 

Ginger pulled his cock out of my mouth and turned me around. I knew where this was headed but this time I didn't fight it. I didn't even try to say no.

Using my spit, Ginger's precum, and the stranger's cum, Ginger slowly slid his thick cock into my willing hole. He went slowly and gently. He knew he was thick and couldn't just ram it in. I still needed to relax and help. His cock wasn't going in easily, but we managed it in the end. Once he was balls deep, Ginger started to really fuck me and I was in heaven. This cock was the thickest I'd had in a long time and it was battering my prostate and sending me into a state of bliss. Of course, in a public beat like that, you can't stay there for a long, slow fuck, so Ginger sped up and seemed to be really trying to destroy my hole. I hoped my boyfriend didn't want to fuck tonight, he wouldn't even touch the sides.
I had to brace myself against the wall to help with Ginger's onslaught. The pounding on my prostate sent me over the edge and I shot my load hands free. All over the wall in front of me. My ass tightened as I came and that sent Ginger over the edge too. I could feel his dick pulsing and throbbing inside me. 

He stopped cumming and stayed deep inside me, both of us panting to catch out breath. His cock softened but it was still thick enough that it never just slipped out. We had to separate and pulling out actually hurt and made me wince. 

Ginger tidied himself up and left the cubicle. I was still leaning against the wall, pants still around my ankles. Ginger hadn't even bothered to close the door. 

I heard footsteps approaching and had to act fast to get the door closed and locked before the new guy walked in. I didn't want to be caught in that kind of compromising situation.

The new guy must have gone to the urinal because the second cubicle remained empty. I was glad. It gave me a few moments to clean up and get myself in order. I didn't need yet another cock to come through the glory hole. I couldn't. I was supposed to be monogamous.

As I left the cubicle, once again vowing that I wouldn't return, I'd be faithful to my boyfriend, I glanced at the urinal and was horrified to see one of my boyfriend's friends standing there, presumably cruising and looking for fun. I rushed out as quickly as I could hoping to escape before he saw me.

I think I succeeded. 

I hoped my naughty secret was safe and I once again berated myself for my actions. I wouldn't do that again. I couldn't do that again. What if the friend had been there earlier? What if he'd been the one to use me through the glory hole?

No, I couldn't go back. That was a close call. I'm sure he hadn't seen me.

I went home with two loads inside me, one from a stranger with a nice cock and one from a hot ginger with a thick pleasure-giving chunk of man-meat.