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The Difference a Mirror Makes


Last night while I was slutting my ass at my usual hotel and Top #3 with the big cock and the aggression to match was railing me, I happened to catch sight of myself in the nearby mirror.

 I saw my body positioned in a way that any observer could not mistake for anything other than deeply submissive receptive sexual intercourse. My legs were splayed broadly to the sides, my ass hiked up and cocked at an angle to point my hole upward, my back was arched backward in a  crescent, my head flung back along the same curve, and my arms supporting me straight ahead with fists full of bedspread. And of course, a man was fucking me.

But that instant of seeing myself “from the outside” made me acutely aware of how I must appear to other Men who see me when I take cock or wait for it ass-up. Even I could look at myself and see something somehow not quite male - something that had been devolved to another purpose so as to be useful to actual Men. This was emphasized when the Top later put his hand on the small of my back to force my torso flat onto the bed so that he could concentrate on drilling my hole.

Even though I knew the person in the mirror was obviously me, the mirror made it easier to consider myself more as a sexual object than as a person, and read the Top’s use of me in that context. I’m still not sure how I feel about it all, except that the experience deepened my sense of submission, of worth only as a sexual outlet, and as a person easily controlled by the sensations in his own flesh. In the mirror, my body betrayed to anyone watching exactly what that fucking felt like for me - and even made me see it in a more intimate, revealing way.

No wonder an audience tends to gather when my bathhouse room door is left open when I’m being fucked...

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Interesting you posted this just now as I had a "mirror experience" last night as well. And it's a bit weird seeing yourself isn't it? I imagine that is what an out of body experience must be like.

I usually 'entertain' at my place but last night I went over to someone's place. I just met him for the first time this week. In his bedroom he had a wardrobe that covered the whole wall and the doors were mirrored. You could not help NOT seeing yourself having sex. And I must say it is weird seeing yourself in action and therefore what the top sees looking at you (although from a different angle). Must be what it's like to see yourself on video. I can see why you say it is like looking at yourself as a sexual object. It was hot but I am not sure I want to see myself in action all the time. I could see the top liked it, he was watching the mirror a lot.

But I guess you will leave the door at the bathhouse open now all the time 😉 

 

I'd love to try the "mirror on the ceiling" thing, but a black top pal turned me on to mirrors about a decade ago. He had a big headboard with a built-in mirror that allowed me to watch myself get fucked when in doggy or face down positions. Later he installed a large wall mirror and a standing mirror, so you could literally watch yourself have sex  all around the room -- SO fun and hot. Add some poppers, bareback porn and another man or 3 and it was even better! While it didn't make me feel more submissive, It did make me more aware of how to position or pose my body for better mirror and camera angles... nothing like being the star of your own porno and watching while you feel every delicious stroke!

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On 7/18/2019 at 2:39 PM, FelchingPisser said:

I have mirrors all over my playroom--some for me, most for the bottoms so they can see my dick split them open.

So do I.  At first, it was for a Breedboy that stayed with me for a while - he could lie in the sling and watch everything, head to toe, including whoever was Breeding him. That was the first time I'd actually watched myself "in the moment".  Frankly, it didn't do much for me, but the Holes almost always liked watching my Cock ruttng in their Holes. So I added 3 more in that room.  If guys like it, why not?

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