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My first and current std is Herpes when I was 18. I assume I got it from sucking and fucking a guy with a huge thick 9 inch cock at the bookstore with cold sores all over his cock. I specifically focused mainly on sucking and licking all the sores. I’ll never forgot the look he gave me when I swallowed up his load. I’m 26 now and still remember this vividly. I look back with no regret and every cock I see with sores or warts I enjoy fucking nd sucking it more. Same with POZ and dick with other stds. When I was still in highschool at 16/17 I started letting homeless men fuck me raw every chance I got. Living in Vegas the amount of homeless willing to fuck me was amazing. I still do it to this day

Oh …, have also ordered the first book in the series that the show is based on … will be interesting to see what those are like …..

When I was growing up preteen I used Vaseline to lube my finger or vibrating toothbrush and shove it in my younger self. Into my teens I used Vaseline also because it was convenient to carry around in my school bag when I got fucked after school or when I skipped class. When I got older and found breeding.zone I learned that Vaseline destroy condoms rubber compounds. Vaseline is great and has always been greatest play mate for me.

@hntnhole - you and I have a 15-year age difference, so I recognize and respect that you saw more firsthand those impacted by HIV in the early days and especially throughout the 80s. Though I identified as gay very early on in life and paid more attention than your average kid to things like this, I didn't have friends (two family members though) who died of HIV due to what I understand was a chose to bareback. I've subsequently educated myself, a lot, including about the history of HIV/AIDS. And I think your statement above oversimplifies things, or that the vast majority of those that died from AIDS had their lives "taken over" because their "life without taking loads was simply not worth living." I don't think that's fair or representative of what occurred. Gay men, specifically and homosexuality - have roots in a cultural identity that is largely based on our sexual attraction to the same sex...and the sexual activities that arise from that. When HIV arrived, we weren't even able to be in rooms openly socializing with each other. To have community was impossible, so it was boiled down often to sexual encounters which, were "safer" in the sense that they maintained anonymity, could be done quickly, and without disrupting our likely heteronormative lives. As gay men were able to be more open and out and social communities formed, this remained a part of the culture of gay men. To expect those that have had to struggle having just this one thing (sex) to suddenly transform in to us dating, marrying and not hooking up implies a cultural shift that's speedier than any other seen in history. So now we have HIV and the government, which has treated gay men so badly, not recognized their relationships, not defend them against police action, wrongful terminations, insurance denials, etc. is now ALL UP IN OUR BUSINESS telling us "SAFE SEX ONLY" and "USE A CONDOM ALWAYS" - and running campaigns that if I had seen at the time, I would have thought "who the fuck are you to tell me this?" Not only that, but gay men had a freedom they didn't with heterosexual sex. There was no risk of pregnancy. Now the government was saying "you can't have that anymore. we don't care about you and we don't acknowledge you or your rights as a gay man, but we insist you use a condom because AIDS." So how did this shake out: much like today, men went on being men and having sex. Some portion started using condoms because they were more apt to follow rules like that anyway. Some continued doing what they'd always done because if you're in your 20s you're mindset is already that you're invincible and if you're in your 30s might have started to become stuck in your ways. And some rose up and said "You (the government) telling me to use a condom is overreach, control, and you can go to hell." This latter group, more so than the dudes that just kept fucking raw because it's what they knew, had a formal position on resisting the use of condoms and started a resurgence and perhaps created the sub-culture of "barebacking" as a subcommunity. Yes, they wanted to have sex without a condom, but they also didn't want the government taking away something they cared about - the intimacy, connection, etc. that condomless sex afforded. This group combined with the "this is always the way I've done it" forms a large majority of those in these community groups, along with the fetishists. Unlike some fetishizing groups today (no shame), I don't believe they were "so attached to fucking 'raw'" as you put it. Perhaps they simply didn't want anything else to be taken away from them. Perhaps they thought that it was their right to do have sex however they wanted. Perhaps they didn't want to be controlled. Perhaps, starved for intimacy as a gay man their entire lives, this one thing - this ONE physical thing - allowed them to feel some part of a connection. So I think you over simplified, by a lot, and I think it's dangerous to do so. I'm happy to send you many of the articles, journals, etc. I've read privately, but again, want to acknowledge that I've formed this view without the direct loss of my same age counterparts who you may have witnessed make decisions that would end their lives. I have much respect for your point of view. To illustrate this in a more relatable way, replace AIDS with COVID. It is estimated that somewhere around 700,000 people have died of AIDS or AIDS related diseases in the US since 1981. For COVID, that number is about 1.3M. The medical arts had a solution for that too which was vaccines, face masks and handwashing. We saw how easy that was to get across...........

So I don’t think anyone has posted anything about this yet …. I have been seeing TONs of stuff online about this show … clips from tge show and clips of various podcasters comments about the show…. So finally figured out how to load HBO on my computer fortunately didn’t watch it until all of the episodes had been posted (and I had seen all the spoilers so I didn’t get too stressed out as I knew how it ended) so was just able to enjoy binging all 6 hours so not a “barebacking” show … in fact in one scene they make a point of pulling out the condoms… but they also make a joke about them …. After that (in contrast to the old Queer as Folk where condom use was pointed and obvious) you don’t see any … so I just kind assume (or at least can fantasize) that they are doing it raw but the sex scenes are (I think) REALLY fucking hot …. Both in action … and just the chemistry the actors have, and I think those acting it really good — at at times outstanding but mainly — in these crazy MAGA times … it was really wonderful to see a show that was that in your face these guys are having really hit sex … like all they tune … and a very sensitive portrayal of gay men Anybody also a fan? (For our friends in England I think it starts airing January 10th or so) I have also been hooked on watching some of these podcasts… one a regular hockey podcast… 3 straight guys …. And kind of wonderful watching them over the six episodes to like really get into the sex scenes… and be cheering on our very gay heroes

Very well done, gentlemen! There's a few stories on this forum I come back and read regularly, and I'm fairly certain this is going to end up being one of those. I especially enjoyed how much you leaned into the ideas of the virus being moldable and controllable in some ways. The intentional destruction or alteration of each convert's psyche ended up being a lot more of a turn on than I expected it to be. I know it's always been seen as a part of the process, whether in y'all's main story or in the original version by Puplucky, but it always felt like a side effect. Making it an option, a choice, added a side to the entire process that is amazingly captivating, and in some ways was the biggest turn on in the story to me. Having variations in the mutations is another great idea, as well. I feel like that could be something you could have a lot of fun with in the story, if you decide to carry it over to the main storyline. Could allow you to lean into some interesting body horror, or different ways to claim more converts. There's this idea that popped into my head, too, when I was reading the parts about the new converts feeding their untainted seed to the brothers to strengthen them and accelerate their conversion. Something about keeping un-mutated converts around to feed the brotherhood. Maybe broken mentally, or participating willingly, with the expectation that after they provide enough untainted seed, they would eventually be turned as well. Starts feeling kinda vampire-y the longer I stretch the analogy out, but still kinda hot. Or maybe somehow a different mutation effects the entire body of a convert but somehow doesn't affect his balls? I dunno, but the ideas are fun to play with. Regardless, I appreciate you sharing this story with us, and sparking so many fun ideas/fantasies for me in the process. Look forward to the next installment of the main story!

I’d lick that creampie up and feast on that beautiful hole for days.

This thread is almost 4 years old now so this is my late, for what it's worth reply. One thing you should consider is whether they are only being vocal when you take dick. If they cheer and make comments about anyone, and if others make comments about your friends when they get fucked, then it seems that that's just the kind of atmosphere that bar has, and you might want to let it go. On the other hand, if you are the only one they do it to, you might want to ask them why they do it. They could be jealous that you're the one getting the dick. If that's the case you could point out to them that being loud and obnoxious could be turning potential tops off, and they might get more dick themselves if they were a little more low-key. On the other, other hand, if you're happy with how often you get fucked, you might want to keep that last part a secret and let your obnoxious friends chase all the available dick your way.

He just sent me these from last night.

I wondered if it makes it more pleasurable for the top and easier. The hole is already open and they can slide in there and fuck. Some have internal ridges to ass pleasure for the top. Thought about getting one just to add something special for the top.

A regular FB was traveling past my work today and I suggested he stop by and let me ride his cock. It’s always fun taking cock at work on days when I’m working solo. He stopped by, I walked him into my side lab and we immediately got to business. This guy’s cock stiffens quickly and he got balls deep in one push. I leaned across a lab chair and let him fuck away at my hole, asking him to breed me and cum inside me…after about 8mins his pace quickened and I felt him shudder as he blew his huge load. I held as much in as I could, sucked him off clean and he was on his way…within another ten minutes I had top#2 stop by and breed me. This is a new breeder, 38, 6’2, 8” and big balls. He’s a seriously handsome dude, too. Built muscular, hung, bearded, and out hot tattoos on his arms and chest. I sucked him hard, deep throating him. I bent forward while he penetrated me, using the first top’s cum as lube. He got very deep and fucked me so hard. He then had me lay back in the lab chair, positioning my ass on the edge of the chair. He got inside me and pounded away feverishly and I begged him to cum inside me. I hole holding onto his muscular body. He finally shot his load after about 10mins of intense piston action on my hole. He pumped a huge load inside me. Some dropped out onto the floor. I licked it up, sucked him clean. This guy is a fellow scientist so he appreciated breeding me inside my lab. He’s a protein scientist so I was very happy to have met him and take the best protein a man can make in his balls. I’m a DNA scientist and very good at extracting DNA from sexy men. I’ve got his and top# 1 ‘s sperm fertilizing my fuckhole right now. Looking to more loads before heading home for the long weekend holiday

A married regular came in my throat after using me like a fleshlight on his bed where he's fucking his wife.

Excellent premise and beginning! Looking forward to more.

Some uncut top I met on Adam4Adam who didn't show his HIV status and didn't ask mine. We played for a few hours, he loaded me up deep 3x.

As a Christmas gift to a few of his friends, my bf gifted me to them. Two took me home, and one of them is bi, and has a girlfriend. It was interesting and it was many more firsts. I ate pussy while he fucked her (meh), played with her tits (pretty cool), got pegged (rather have a dildo honestly) and got bred standing while cumming into her mouth, which was the highlight. Ive had so few real orgasms that I cherish every one haha. In the morning, he fed me breakfast and then I walked home with cum in my ass. All in all, pretty good.

@BruxoCub - first of all, Iove the structure and formatting of your post - you and I would probably really get along. Sounds like you're gonna have a good 2026. There's another threat similar that you might be interested in checking out too. I'll maintain my aspirational goals for 2026. Any plans for midnight to jumpstart things? 🙂 My 2026 Sex Goals

If I go to Sac Buddies I usually swallow 8 to 15 loads and get breeded about the same.

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As we close out 2025, I’ve been looking back on the year and everything it brought; the best loads, the hottest hookups, and the progress made toward being a better hole. I’m curious how the year treated everyone else here. Reflecting on 2025: What was your highlight of the year? Was there a specific session or a new regular who really stood out? Any personal milestones reached in terms of capacity or frequency? Looking ahead to 2026: What are you aiming for in the New Year? Are you looking to find a consistent Alpha, try out new gear, or finally commit to a specific breeding project? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - For me, 2025 was a year of transition and caution. I spent most of it in Massachusetts, where I focused on anonymity and exploring the local cruising culture. Because I had an immunocompromised spouse at the time, I had to be careful so I mostly stuck to voyeurism and quick + safe handjobs to keep things responsible at home. Now that I’m back in Los Angeles for 2026 and things on the home front have improved, I’m ready to shift gears. I’m looking forward to getting back to swapping juices, being filled more often, and really pushing my limits now that I can play more freely again. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Let’s hear it - how was your 2025, and what are you craving for 2026?

Oh, I've done some damage at some of the gloryholes and sex clubs that have shut down around LA.

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