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porn has changed so dramatically over the decades in terms of medium, distribution, accessibility etc it's crazy i was a least a decade into print media porn b4 i ever saw a film/video. as a kid my cousin would show me his older brothers playboy stash. it was all pretty tame. i was about 11 or 12 when my friends and i found a hard core porn mag. and this started a disconnect i still experience. the women were like russian hookers: so unreal and unlike any of the women i knew in RL. this made sex w women seem almost like an alien autopsy. lol the men fucking them: they looked just like men i knew in RL. and the hard dicks? just like the hard dicks id eventually suck.

When I fantasize about getting converted, I like to think of a guy on top of me while I'm in missionary position. I want the guy to see the negativity leave my eyes as he pozzes me. I want him to get verbal and say things like "It's too late for you faggot, I'm giving you AIDS. Take my HIV. I'm gonna flood your guts with my poz babies," etc. I would beg for his toxic cum in my butt, and he would blast away with his demon dick deep inside of me, howling in pleasure as I scream for him to convert me. He would fill me over and over again. What are some of your poz conversion fantasies?

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I believe the name of the entire movie is called "Swallow" - a guy whose screen name is Tom Shannon is listed as one of the leads. According to IMDb the movie was released by Treasure Island on March 1, 2001. I was able to download the entire video, I am still a firm believer that entire scene is still the best thing about that movie.

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Hot orgy, wonder if guys get together like that anymore....

You're not the only one. I actually downloaded the entire movie off my torrents account. I was told about it my a member of this Forum who I won't mention by name, as he appeared in the film as well. The first scene is by far the hottest, I was sad to hear the one brother passed away. That movie is I believe twenty years old, but it is still something you can watch over and over.

I was going to a gay adult cinema in downtown Philadelphia when I was still in high school. It was called the Sansom Street Theater if my memory is correct, I remember being nervous because I thought the clerk at the front desk would want proof I was 21, which I didn't have. This place didn't have booths, but it was just a full screen movie theater with a bunch of guys sucking and fucking in the seats. It was my first exposure to gay porn where just one movie was playing, but one was all I needed to see. Between the active sex in the seats and sex on the screen, it was sensory overload for me. Once I found this place, I made sure I had AP classes or SAT prep courses in downtown Philly just so I could stop at that theater. I remember dragging my book bag in with me, the clerk didn't seem to mind. Later in life, I saw that same theater mentioned in the movie "Philadelphia" with Tom Hanks, he was asked if he ever frequented the joint. Well I sure did. I hear that name of the theater mentioned today but now I believe it is either a bathhouse/sex club or something like that. I haven't been back to play there so I can't comment on that part but my intro to gay porn was also an intro to having sex in the afternoon without having to worry about being asked for ID or getting caught having sex in my school's locker room.

May have to try and find the whole latter scene then ...

Actually the best scene from that entire movie. The brother getting sucked appeared later in the movie in an entire group setting. Personally, I found him hotter than the "lead" at the time, I wish they would have given him more screen time.

You're listening to that inner voice you are developing...

I get that. Muscular driven breeders who need to tag every hole as theirs are a favorite. Don't discount that bottom pigs like me can help open the door so muscular fuckers like you can get what they need from overwhelmed horny straight muscle.

I don't see straight muscle guys as fuck targets. I see why you do. A horny eager pig is exactly what he needs. But I want him choking on my dick and I want to breed him deep. Straight men don't like that as much. More than I want to fuck muscle ass, I want to be the muscle, and fuck everyone.

Hello beautiful, I want to spend a bit of time today talking about Suf—the guy I’m currently chatting with on Hinge. He’s the one I mentioned where we’ve almost exclusively been sending voice memos instead of texting like normal people. From the start, he made it clear that he’s looking for companionship and nowhere near a partnership right now, which I respect. Right off the bat, we’ve been exchanging voice messages in the morning, throughout the day, and even right before bed. Remember how I used to feel frustrated with the state of modern dating, especially with people in their 30s who seem too busy for meaningful connection? I know it’s possible to lead a full life and still make time for others. I’m doing singing and piano lessons, hitting the gym, journaling—and yet I still carve out time to connect. Surely there must be others like me, right? And sure enough, there are. Suf works ten-hour days as a veterinarian, and yet he still makes time. Even if it’s just for friendship, it reminds me that when someone genuinely values connection, they’ll show up. I needed that reminder. And I’m so grateful to him for it. Also, I invited him over this Sunday. I kept it low-pressure, told him there’s no obligation if he’s not comfortable—but I did let him know there’d be a home-cooked meal waiting if he came. That put a smile on his face, and he accepted. So now I’m quietly excited to see how it all pans out. I want to mention Phil for a moment, too. We haven’t spoken in a few days, and interestingly, he hasn’t really crossed my mind either. I’m grateful to the universe for bringing Suf into my life, because his presence has helped loosen the emotional grip I had on Phil. A few weeks ago, I was talking to our old man, and he said that if Phil and I ever crossed paths romantically again, I could decide then whether or not I even want to date him. At the time, I remember saying, “Of course I would—I’ve been hoping for that.” I couldn’t imagine saying no. But now? That’s starting to shift. When we meet again, we’ll both be different people, walking different paths. If you asked me today whether I’d say yes to dating him, I think I’d say 70% yes… and 30% no. And honestly, that 30% is growing. I think it’s because I’m starting to see the ocean again—the vastness of it—and even though the good ones are few and far between, there are still fish in the sea. I’ve also been chatting with other guys on Hinge, but none of them have sparked my interest the way Suf has—even though, again, it’s just friendship. Maybe it’s the honeymoon phase of meeting someone new and wanting to build something strong from the ground up, or maybe the others just don’t click. Either way, I’m trusting my gut. And right now, my gut is telling me to keep building this connection with Suf, however it unfolds. Have an awesome night, buddy. And remember—give Kevin tight hugs, always. Chat soon xx

I am a procrastinator, but it did help me through an issue which allowed me to drop another load into the ass of the story. I cheated a little in that I bulletized the story line. seen as a whole, it looks a little cheap and demeaning. I have asked the moderators for their preference and opinion but also ask you - does the bulletized story line in the last section advertise me as the lazy slut that I am? Would you prefer paragraphed text? Jus Askin. I adjusted my trip for less rain drenching on the Can Am, as I check out Club Ottawa, and I'll be so close, probably G.I. Joe in Montréal. Cheers!.

That is sad cos he was hot too... Hopefully he had a fun great life.

Longest I've sucked a dick for has got to be a good 45 minutes. I used to see a older Dom Top who I think took the little blue pill. Generally he would fuck me and then we would rest and then round two was me sucking him. He'd sit on the couch and I'd be in the floor in front sucking him. I swear I would have jaw pain the next day as the guy took forever to cum again but he wouldn't let me stop not even for a second.

I remember those days very well, and no cum dumps were rare, or rarely advertised. PREP was still in the experimental stages and 2 of my friends were volunteers and they caught HIV just like the rest. When I first came out I asked the oldest men I could find, "how did you survive". They all told me you're either a top or in a strictly monogamous relationship. I was recently going through some old photos and ran across a pic of me and 20 of my old friends when were we hanging at riis beach. We were all young and naked and having a great time. The thing that stopped me and made me cry is I remember going to all of there funerals. I'm the only one who is still alive. Most of them passed on from HIV complications like pneumonia, a few others passed due to over taxing their bodies from extended drug use. I was the conservative one when going out. I would drink and smoke some pot, but mainly left the rest of the stuff alone or partook lightly. Guys from my generation and the ones before me were scared to hook-up with just anyone. We would need to know more information before going there, you could call it an interview for sex. When meth became popular in the early 2000's the death toll raised pretty quickly at least for me. PREP is a total game changer for gay life, never before have I seen so many guys do the things that they do and live past the 2-4 year mark. You never saw breeding parties except in strictly controlled BDSM arrangements. Sure they existed but not for people who were HIV-. Those days were scary, but also exciting in a way. You assumed everyone was HIV+ and proceeded at your own risk. We also had a tighter community where we supported each other unlike today, because that's all we had. There was no social acceptance for gay life and the only people you could rely on were your friends. A lot has changed since those days and I'm really happy for the younger guys. They get to live the life we all wanted to, but for us older guys our mental scars prevent us from doing those things the same way. Today the medicine for HIV is much better with fewer negative effects and longer life outcomes.

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