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aounds like a scam and you were smart not to talk to him. Ive had guys try to scam and blackmail me.

Thoroughly enjoyed! If anyone knows of any other gear\heroin-featuring stories, please share them. For obvious reasons it's rare, but gets me hard af. Speedballs for a 19 Year Old Preppie on here is also excellent!

If you haven't read Chap 13 yet, you'll see that I get exposure to my first round of "combo" toys. I would have died if those two things had been combined.

I think this is really well said @ridedenver (hi, also in Denver) - glad you topping turned out to be as good as you expected. I'm happy to continue showing you how good it can be! 🙂 @submwmhole - I'll simply say this - I've recently written a blog series about an experience I had at the age of 31 which had me playing a very Submissive role for 3 Doms for an extended period of time (6 days). This wasn't the first experience Sub'ing but definitely the most significant ever and since. And I was 16+ years into my gay sexual experience as a person who was significantly above average in terms of sex. As Ride says, you're making a big jump just going straight into a full experience, but that is one way some people break the ice. You can also dip your toe in a little more gradually, like Ride suggests but it might be better just to rip the Band-Aid. Whichever way you do this, I think you need to find someone who will have an honest conversation with you about your limits. BDSM, even in its most aggressive forms, still has tenets of limits, communication, trust, and safety. So you may not have a limit around barebacking - but your dom needs to know that. And you need to push yourself and recognize the impact of using your safeword to tap out. I'd suggest started making your limit list. I use this format to help my thinking: LIKES / PREFERENCES (not in priority order) DISLIKES / DON’T PREFER (willing if you really want it) NON-NEGOTIABLE NO’S (absolutely unwilling to do, no discussion) I'm happy to share mine with you via DM if you're interested. Even in a situation where you give up full control, there can still be limits. Knowing your Dom understands those, is committed to your physical safety, you having food drink and water and bathroom, etc. will allow you to relinquish control without worrying things will get out of hand. You face additional challenges which could become limits - if you need to hide this from your wife - then you'll need to make sure that your Dom knows that you can't be gone for X days or whatever. And also at the end of the day, you have to be okay with having this hidden from your wife. I think it's great you're exploring this and I think many more "straight" men should allow themselves the latitude to explore things they are interested but considered not okay for them to explore.

We have yet another shooting here in Portland this afternoon.

It sounds like most married guys, you have urges but the social repercussions keep you out of that realm (so conflicted is a good way to put it). What helped me is finding someone that seemed like they wanted to help me, then having a few drinks to finally get me going enough to get into M on M. I'm more of a top, so it was getting a little tipsy and then having them start by sucking me. Which eventually led to me loving fucking guys (when I finally realized it was as good as I thought it would be). Part of the turn on was also the [banned word] of it (being married). So full on submission may be tough to start with, unless you drink and take poppers, but finding someone that you know is bi/gay and hanging out, drinking or smoking or poppers (what ever you choice) to loosen yourself up, then just kneel in front of him. Just a thought

Breed me baby!

Old minds think alike LOL

"just the tip" is really the best little white lie. Get 'em distracted by how good the head feels and suddenly you are halfway in... hitting the prostate and then they are yours! 😉 Works great for super tight tops you really want to fuck, but are unsure themselves 🙂

ROFL! Yeah, probably! All of you men over 50 should all be getting routine, regular PSA (prostate specific antigen) tests so you have a baseline that can be followed. That's how they discovered mine spiking to near 8 (normal is up to 3.5 for a man of 55). It went from "totally fine" to "holy shit" in under a year. Stage 2, so it was easily treatable with proton beam radiation (no pain, no side effects, no other organs involved).

And I do just that as often as possible!

Damn it why am I so far away. Oh well.

Amazing story that keeps getting better chapter by chapter. My precum leaking dick cannot wait for the next installment.

@viking8x6 yo bruh! Do you know where I can look for this? It's weird in the blog section how it treats images and I haven't been able to put my finger on (in lol) it.