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I remember a most of my early encounters revolved around role play. Typically I was the aggressor and they were my role play victims. Those early year encounters probably helped shape my desires throughout the rest of my life. A strong mental connection can sometimes blur the lines between reality and fantasy. Those are the best experiences.

Not really a cum dump.. more of a dumper. For me, especially back in my 20’s and 30’s, it was about scoping the room, choosing my next conquest. The game of pursuit, capture, breeding them, and than release. Never wearing a condom, there was a danger risk that only heighten my desire/ lust.

Where was this I need to travel there

I have only been db’d once I hooked up a twice with this gay couple who liked using a third (I got the idea that one was a total top and so when the other guy wanted to fuck they needed to find a third ) They were both in some leather ( the top in chaps and a vest … the vrs guy in a vest and arm bands …. They made be strip by the door - put a collar on me … and took me upstairs where they kind of ignored “me” and just kind of used me as a shared sex toy top guy had a shorter (maybe 6”) dick but fat vers guy was may 7, 7-1/2” …. But fortunately really skinny they would take turns using my mouth and ass (but both only came in my ass) The second (and sadly last) time I saw them, at the end of the afternoon the total top lay down on his back and made me ride him …. Then reached up and grabbed the back of my neck pulling me down…. And for the first time kissed me … and that exposed me so the vers guy could get behind me and force his long (fortunately skinny) dick in beside his boy friends cock Good news …..as they had already each cum in my already… I was pre lubed with two big loads of cum …. And I was kind of stretched open … but damn it still hurt (the first two fucks had been hard - rough fucks so my ass lips were already a bit swollen and sore) Bad news …. As they had both already shot one load…. It took awhile for them to shoot their second loads - so it was a long fuck like I say …. Hurt …. But I got into it …. I had mostly been a top with my hook ups … and it had been a long time since I’d been fucked …. But in a twisted way it was a huge turn on to just be used by two other guys for their pleasure (which is not to say that I didn’t cum a few times that afternoon too😉) Unfortunately… I never hooked up with them again…. And never had the chance to find that kind of action again (PS …. A few years later they broke up and I bumped into the “total top” when I went to a hook up … and discovered it was a small group… and you guessed it … “total top” was there … wearing his hot leather chaps … but this time bent over and getting fucked … I got into his ass next … and could tell I was not just the second guy to fuck him that day) … and before I left I could see my load was not going to be his last)

Definitely on my bucket list hopefully the opportunity arises

So I was just on the phone sex line (I prefer it most times to watching porn … I get off on the interactive aspect) anyway i was exchanging messages with this guy who said he was older (mid 50s) married to a woman… his best friend of many years is gay (gbf) Awhile ago gbf made a move .. and ….long story short (details of the seduction are hot but not the point of this question) He is still married… but now a definite item with gbf and a total bottom… sucking off and getting fucked (raw) by gbf my messages back to him were egging him on to get more cock … anonymous cock … the thrill of pubic sex (or at least an audience in a back room) etc. to fully experience what it is to be gay And he replied that was too scary which got me thinking about “fear” as an aphrodisiac is it/ was it ever …. a turn on for you? being on your back looking a total stranger in the eyes while he fucks you raw and cums in you? being fucked in a dark room - or while hooded or blind folded - and having no idea who is fucking you? Sucking cock of getting fucked in a public cruise spot knowing you might get caught? or just doing it in public at the baths and having guys watch you (maybe someone you know or work with) will be there and see you being a shared cum slut? or just the first time (for us older guys - after 1983 when condoms became the rule) for you younger guys anytime …. you took your first raw cock ??? curious what you guys think… I know “fear” is frequently a thing in porn fiction….i just wonder if it is in real life for any of you..

My first husband and I eventually opened our relationship. After only a few threesomes, it became clear to us what fantasy had motivated him to open things even though he had been the one to insist on monogamy: he really got off on watching other men fuck and breed me. This was more of a stag fetish than cuck; he wanted to fuck my sloppy hole after they were done. He always insisted that they not have a bigger cock than him, but he was 8" by 6" which meant it usually wasn't an issue. The only time he would ever get jealous was when we played with a guy more hung than him. This eventually led to us going to the bathhouse and sex parties together. On a couple of occasions, he put me in the sling at the bathhouse and was actively recruiting guys to breed me. We also played separately in these places. He would check in from time to time to see how many loads I had collected and enjoy a few strokes in my sloppy hole. Although I eventually did go on PrEP, a lot of this took place before that. He was really into watching me take loads. He passes away suddenly 6 years ago, but I did enjoy our adventurous sex life.

Now that's more than reasonable.