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  2. It looks like that Lilith is perfect for you to teach you becoming a real good slut.
  3. I struggled for years with a wife not getting hard and trying to create a fantasy of men fucking me while I tried. But the minute I even pass by a bathhouse I would be busting out of my zipper. Even viagra doesn’t do the trick if I’m with a woman, because I’m just not turned on (unless watching some other guy fuck her).
  4. i've always identified as a "total bottom" when it comes to sex with guys. i was married to a woman for much of my life and had to play the top role in that relationship, and that pretty much solidified my bottom identity for me. The last 5 years i've had a FB who started out Total Top, but is turning out to be more versatile this last year or so. Started with him sucking me, then morphed to me eating his ass, and more and more recently, him wanting to get fucked by me. He's a young Latino muscle guy, say's He's been lifting since He was 12, and it shows. He identifies as Bi, but i don't think he has had a girlfriend for quite some time now, maybe 2 years? He breeds me 3-4 times a week, and i'm pretty sure i'm the only guy He has sex with. Which surprises me. He's only 27 and i'd think He'd want to explore more? I've even encouraged him to do so when he started wanting me to fuck him. But he just sort of glazes over when i say those things, even though he has bragged in the past about the women he fucks, for some reason, he's not that way with guys? So, i like this guy, even love him in a sense. We have little in common except our mutual sexual desire for each other, which has never wavered for either of us... another surprise. i've kind of broken a code i have by fucking him, but since it's just FB relationship, somehow it's 'okay' with me to do something i'm not particularly interested in simply because it brings him pleasure. Relationally, i don't think that is sustainable, but somehow it works so far. I should add, i just fuck him, i don't come in him, and our sex always ends with Him breeding me, i probably have 1000 of His orgasm's in me. Here's the thing though, getting it up for him. my equipment works fine. i get hard as a rock when a Top shows desire to penetrate and breed me. Show interest in my penis? Nada. Totally flaccid. But His pleasure turns me on, so when i'm giving Him oral and He is so expressive, i get hard. The few times i have penetrated and fucked him, i managed to psych myself into it enough to penetrate and fuck a bit, but my erection didn't last. Several years back, i bought some azithromycin from India and they sent me a free sample of sildenafil (Viagra) along with it. i've had it for probable 8 years and never did anything with it, but popped a half pill (50mg) prior to Him coming over and got the magical erection that sustained. i'm curious what other guys experience is like? Not sure if i'm just getting a placebo effect since my psychology hasn't really changed. It seems the only way i can give him what he wants though, and i've done it 4 times now, and can go as long as He wants (usually about 20-30 minutes). It feels sort of mechanical to me, but the sounds and comments he makes... well, it sort of appeals to the sub side of my personality to give him pleasure.
  5. That was SO true! There were guys I took care of who I knew had GFs, I figure I was less complicated, and probably a better cocksucker. The ones who would return the favor, and the couple I would fuck.... at the time I just appreciated the benefit but didn't think too hard about it. Later on, I came around to the idea that a lot more guys, probably most, aren't strictly straight, and sexuality is more of a spectrum. Sex doesn't have to be bound up in commitment, it can just be fun, whoever you get with. The couple of college lockers and showers that were cruisy, man, those places were heaven! One even had a steam room!
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  7. I took mine age 16 off a random guy in a public toilet in Liverpool. I’d been trying to take cock properly for ages, guys would get it in, I’d say it hurt and get them to take it out. This pattern went on for a while, put it in, no, take it out until I met the guy before the guy who finally fucked me. He rammed his into me and I remember it hurting like hell so he must have broken me in ready for the guy who finally fucked me properly. In my memory his dick was really big and I remember bending over for him and he started sliding it in to me and for the first time ever, it didn’t hurt. Next thing he was balls deep and was fully in. He fucked me gently at first before picking up his pace. He kept on going before he finally spasmed and left a load inside me. I could feel each shot of it in my hole and at that point, a cum junkie was born. I saw him quite a few times after that until I moved away and he always filled me up.
  8. I seem to have been here since 2011. Would already have been + and obvs BB slut. But this site helped me loads 😛
  9. Thank you guys for tips and replies❤️
  10. Well if anyone interested in central Iowa dm me
  11. I've been contacted out of the blue by a local-ish black stud. Seems genuine, no pressure, and hopefully going round tomorrow to see what's what 😉
  12. If he wants to rip me apart every time he’s free, I’m here for it!
  13. You have several different choices here on what all you can do that I can think of. 1) Before you hook up, talk to the guy tell him what you are wanting and would like to do, see if he would be willing to clean himself to where you can suck on his cock, have fans going, a bit of incense as well, that way come the time for you to do such, it results in a bit of a better opportunity for you to do such. 2) You could try the police trick, that is put something that smells even stronger under your nose, like Vicks or say a bit of cinnamon, something that would be overpowering and would tone down the scene of the person. 3) There may be a way to do that, but you have to be willing to do the work for it. Changing a hate, to a like takes a lot of work, and effort on your part. The first is that you start with your own musk. Next time you take a bath, only use water to clean your own cock and balls. Then after you are done and dry out, get a jock and put it on. You are going to wear that jock and do that for about 3 to 5 days straight. Then here is what you do, watch any porn that turns you on, and Jack off, before you cum sniff the scent, just about the time you cum. It will take time, but in time you will start to associate the scent with pleasure. I like the scent of the balls, it is a turn on, however if they are too powerful, that can be a bit much, so that would be valid for you.
  14. Damn, I love when I start making out with a guy and slide my hand down his shorts and realize he's uncut. I was almost 20 by the time I saw my first one in person (I'd seen pics). I still feel sorry for my first guy; I pretty much did everything you're NOT supposed to do to a guy with a foreskin 🤣 Like directly rubbing his head. I tell guys that now and you can see them going into a fetal position. But I promise I've gotten better. Of course, one could always use more practice.
  15. I have a pic of a black man i met once and I chain to him, just busted load number 390 on him earlier 😵
  16. I’m envious of a lot of the guys here. I didn’t take my first load until I started PrEP in 2022. I was 50. Before that I was condoms only.
  17. Many people don't realize how important smell can be until they're between someone's legs and the stink hits them in the face. We may initially be attracted to someone by how they look, however it's the other senses, like smell, that determine whether we want to get closer, or keep our distance. For me, I have to say that one of the reasons I never fooled around with females is because the smell makes me nauseous. In general, the smell of a male does not bother me, however there are variations and there have been some guys whose smell made me hold my breath and gag when I've sucked them off. As a cocksucker, I've noticed that there are four main sources of smells that you may need to deal with. The first is, pubes. Guys with thick pubes tend to have a stronger smell because the hair traps sweat and heat and allows bacteria to breed faster, which intensifies the smell. Guys who are shaved or are less hairy in general, usually have a less pronounced smell. The second odor source is the foreskin of guys who are uncut. This is another area that stays moist and can harbor bacteria with stale piss, and smegma. The third source is ass. Kind of self explanatory what smells you get there. Finally, you may have to deal with someone's breath as they start to breathe heavy, or, want to pull you in to kiss. Unfortunately, I don't know of a way to start liking these smells. The best I've been able to do is ignore the odor by hyper-focusing on the cock and the task at hand. If that fails, there's the option to offer my ass -- which I'd do regardless. Since intense smells have a lot to do with hygiene, you might try changing how or where you are meeting guys and try to arrange something in or after a shower. Otherwise, just hold your breath and get him off as fast as you can. 😁
  18. Yes, part 2 please 🙏
  19. There are a lot of ways we can speak truth without crossing lines. BUT, I agree everytime we put arbitrary rules of "you can't say that..." we inhibit free albeit inappropriate perhaps expression. But rather than grapple with the inappropriate words we prohibit them. That might not be our best path....
  20. It's coming. Work in progress.
  21. Lets hear of next time
  22. short and to the point
  23. Why is it that you never find it when you deliberately go looking?
  24. I never kept a journal. 1,000 would not be unreasonable. 10,000 probably would be unreasonable.
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