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I woke early on Wednesday, as I usually do, to hit the gym. While making coffee and poking around on the apps, I was hit up on Grindr. The guy and I have been flirting online for a while, but we always connected while I was already working out and too close to when I needed to hit the shower and get my ass to work. I never thought we would have enough time for a good fuck. He was a man of few words on the app, responding to my descriptions of how I like to get fucked and used with only short answers. Through all of our chats, I had learned that he had a big beautiful black dick, and liked the idea of fucking me bare. Made my hole ache every time we chatted. At 5 a.m., he hit me up with, “Could today be the day?” “Yes, please,” was all I responded. I told him I would skip the gym and stop by around 6, and he was down for that. I finished making coffee, cleaned up and out, threw on my gym clothes, grabbed poppers, and was on my way. He sent his address and told me to go around to the side door of the apartment building. I texted “I’m here”. Moments later, a hot, tall, black guy opened the door. “hey,” was all he said as he turned around and walked away, and I followed. In the apartment, I stripped, he stripped – fuck, his cock was nice. 8”, hard, barely able to get my hand around it, sticking straight out. He grabbed my dick briefly, I sucked him briefly, then he asked “how you want to do this?” I laid on my back on his bed, spread my legs wide, and he got between them. We made out briefly as his dick poked at my hole. He horked a ball of spit, I did too, lubed up my hole and his dick, then he pressed against my hole. I grabbed poppers and snorted. The poppers took hold just as his dick entered me. He slid in balls deep as I writhed in the mix of pain, pleasure, and submission as a complete stranger entered me. He started pumping, full strokes, staring down at me. I opened up and he quickened his pace. Fuck he used me hard. Moments later “I’m going to cum” to got me begging to be bred. He bucked and moaned as he unloaded deep inside. After a bit, he pulled out, got up off the bed, and I took the cue that it was time to leave. He said “thanks and lets do that again” as I dressed and headed out. I texted “Thank you” as I walked to the car. Went to the gym, realizing I still had time to work out. Checked my phone and the time between texting “I’m here” and “Thank you” was 12 min. Felt so much longer…I learned a valuable lesson – there is always time for a fuck before the gym. Had some difficulty holding the load in while I worked out. Later in the shower I couldn’t hold it any longer and a huge load flowed from my ass and down my leg…

Masc Bottom (John) – Interlude “Oh fuck dude, cum in my ass. I want to feel it.” Moans John. An hour ago John was a masc for masc gay sports bro. He acted the top, called bottoms sluts, and was a ‘love ‘em and leave ‘em’ kind of guy. He had fucked the sexy twink in front of his friends just like a good top should do. He performed his duty as a man. Then, out of lust and an almost envious desire to be like the same twink he fucked, he let his friend fuck him bareback. Not that bareback was a big deal for John as a bottom. John let almost every guy that he took home from the bar hit it bareback. He always said things like, “Dude I don’t do this often. I don’t have condoms here,” or “sorry man, I’m out of rubbers,” or his favorite, “not like I can get pregnant.” Then he’d bend over or lean back or turn over – however the top wanted to fuck him – and he’d take their cocks bareback. He always begged those guys to cum inside him or just never asked them to pull out. John was 33. He’d lived in 4 different cities since college ended and a couple hundred guys had fucked him. He loved feeling the guys cum inside him. However, the pressure of pretending he was a top caused John to hate himself after almost every encounter. He’d love the sex until the next morning when he’d freak out about whether or not his friends would find out or, sometimes, whether a dude had HIV or not – a question John seldom asked his tops before spreading his legs. Now, here he was in a shower room of the campground, begging a guy to cum inside him. No secrets. No lies. It was daylight outside. John wasn’t drunk or high. He was a little buzzed and bent over getting railed by a dude he met 5 minutes ago. Fuck it feels so good. The first guy cums in John’s ass and pulls out. The second guy steps up and pushes his cock into John. John moans. John can see a campground worker staring at them from the toilet area. He’s watching John get railed bareback by two guys he just met. Normally John would be totally freaked out that his secret would become known. This time, John pushes his ass back and starts fucking himself on the cock inside him. His thrusts back meet the top’s thrusts forward and soon this top is blowing his load in John without asking. He pulls out and he and his friend leave. John stands there for a minute and lets the cum run down his legs. He reaches back and fingers the cum back into his ass as he jerks his cock. John realizes he has three loads in his ass now – one from his friend, two from strangers, and he has told two of his friends that he has let men breed him. Realizing he outed himself as a bottom, John strokes his cock, fingers the cum into his ass, and blows his load on the wall.

So here's a story I need to share. I always board the plane in the first zone. So yesterday I boarded a flight from Vienna to Amsterdam. Took my normal aisle seat at the front. I like to watch the "talent" as it boards and see if there are any nice big cocks hanging loose in sweatpants. It's a regional jet 2 seats on each side. About halfway through I spot cream colored sweatpants and it looks like a large swinging dick pushing through. My lucky day, it's attached to a very fresh looking, young kid...and his seat is right next to mine. I get up and let him into the window seat. He is one of those 22ish year olds that just looks like sex on legs. I sit back down again and he immediately starts adjusting his cock with his hand inside his sweats. I have a nice watch and he comments on it. He seems eager to chat. I normally hate talking to the passenger next to me but this guy is beyond sexy and has a great voice and overall attitude. So we chat for the full flight and about 10-15 minutes before landing his hand (which has been adjusting his cock the entire flight) slides over to my leg and he looks at me and says "I really like Dads. It's my weakness." So I put my and on top of his and he pulls it over and into his sweats...and guides my hand to his cock. It's just as thick and semi-hard as I had expected. He says "this is your boy's cock, do you like it"....well, I am a top...so I said "yeah but I'd really like to see what your ass looks like" he smiles and says, "oh yeah, definitely I need Dad to breed me" I get instantly rock hard....so here we are sitting next to each other on the plane both with rock hard cocks I ask him where he is going after the flight and the kid actually says "to your place" Long story short, I took this boy to my apartment and we fucked all night. He was a kinky fucker wanting lots of choking and bondage and deep assplay...I almost got my fist into him but definitely used his hole with my toys and shot three loads into him. This morning he slept in late. Woke up, asked to take a shower...I fucked his ass again in the shower. Then he dressed and thanked me for a great night and left. We never exchanged names or contact info. Fucking best flight of my life!

He rolled over to the side, and I couldn’t help but look directly at his slick hard-on. My gaze travelled up his rather nice, lightly hairy physique. He was coated in sweat and my mind once again went to licking it up. Then I met him with his returning stare. ‘Like what you see?’ ‘Oh shit. Sorry… Fuck.’ I quickly looked away. ‘Relax, man. I like it when people watch.’ Cindy hopped off the bed. I caught a glimpse of her moist pussy dripping with cum. ‘You didn’t wear a condom.’ ‘I’m a Christian. It’s against my religion.’ He smirked as he, too, hopped off the bed, went to his suit pants, pulled out a small plastic zip-lock bag with powder, and tossed it to me. ‘Pure this on the glass coffee table next to you.’ Then he flung a $100 bill at me. ‘Our night has only just started.’ Then followed Cindy into the bathroom, Hard cock swinging back and forth. It was like I was pumped for life. I knew I chatted Shawn’s ear off to the club. I was energised and eager, licking my lips for something grand. Something spectacular. The music was pumping, laser lights shooting in all directions, and the decor was a far cry better than the brothel. It was crowded, but Shawn seemed to know people, and we got a nice VIP lounge not too far from the bar. I recognised a few celebrities and immediately knew we were in a prestige place. I learnt something new about Shawn. He was a networker. ‘Steve. This is Matt.’ A large veining hand reached out to me. I looked up to see this incredibly handsome-looking man looking down at me as I slipped my hand into his. He was older. Older than Shawn, from what I can tell. ‘I said I would give you a good time, and Matt will help.’ He winked at me. I looked back at Matt, who seemed to be evaluating me. ‘Oh, I see. Shawn, you know I have a partner. I’m ok.’ ‘Shut up.’ Matt growled and lifted me off the couch. ‘You better do as he says, Steve. Matt does and takes what he wants.’ I had no time to contest and was dragged out of the VIP area through the dance flow and out the back through a side entrance to what I could only presume was a private area for VIP members. ‘Shawn told me about your situation.’ ‘Situation?’ He threw me into a dimly lit small room. It was cozy, and it must have been soundproof because the music from the club was muffled to a simple thump in the background. Matt went to a cabinet near the bed and opened what seemed like a mini fridge. He tossed me a bottle with a blue liquid in it. ‘Drink it.’ ‘What is it?’ ‘Shut up and drink.’ It had a horrible taste, but it was soon forgotten as I watched him unbutton his white shirt to reveal his solid, hairy body. Even in the dim lighting, I could see the grey mixed through his dark fur. At this moment, I realised I had not reached out to my partner. ‘Fuck! I need to make a call.’ Now wearing only his suit pants, Matt picked me up by my arm and threw me on the bed. ‘You ain’t calling no one.’ And pulled my black tee off over my head. He leant me down my back as he rubbed his large fingers over my smooth skin. He seemed mesmerised, and touching became firmer. I could feel the calluses on his hands. He must do some physical labour. He did this for a while. I guessed he liked what he was seeing. Touching. Then, he moved away and went back to the cabinet. I started to feel a little spacy, light, and kinder horny. ‘You drank a lot of G, boy.’ ‘What the fuck!’ ‘Relax.’ He turned back around, this time with a glass pipe in his. ‘No. No way. Nose candy. Sure. G well, I’ll go with it. But I won’t be having that.’ ‘SHUT UP!’ He pulled me off the bed and made me hole the pipe. It already had sharps in it. He tossed me the lighter. ‘Smoke until I tell you to stop.’ ‘No.’ He grabbed me around the throat and pulled me close. I could smell cigar breath on him. ‘Shawn said you will be resistant. That’s fine. Because I like to fight. I’m in control, and I like my young boys fucked up.’ He pushed the pipe into my mouth and moved my hand with the light to the bulb. I lit up.

Escorting through the AIDS pandemic … bareback! In the spring of 1988, I had finished my first year of college and was heading home for the summer to work with our small-town fire department. I had been volunteering with them since I was 16. By sixteen I had matured into a 6 foot, handsome, blonde, with a gym bunny body. It was a gift of pure genetics, I didn’t have to work to develop my six pack abs and muscular arms and shoulders. Well, other than the years of helping my dad milk the cows and other farm chores. Every year the fire hall chose a charity to support, and the guys posed for a beefcake calendar. You’ve all seen these, each month a shirtless fireman hunk in a suggestive sexy pose somewhere in the fire hall. They always wanted to include me, but my age was a problem. That was until the spring of 1988, and I couldn’t have been happier. On the day of my photo shoot the photographer had me strip down to my waterproof trousers and rubber boots. I hung off the back of one of the trucks. After a half hour of taking shots he told me it just wasn’t working for him. He suggested we go outside and hook up a fire hose, he wanted to capture me with more action. I was game. In front of the station glass doors he captured stunning shots of my half naked self spraying the hose full blast. My face was plastered with a mischievous smile from ear to ear. The calendars sold like hot cakes and the women who bought them wanted me to sign their copies. I took a razing from the other jealous guys, but it was all good natured. Fast forward to the next fall. I decided to volunteer with the fire department in the city where I was going to college. They jumped at my application when they saw all my experience. They too had a tradition of fundraising for their community. Being in a big city they didn’t feel as restricted in picking their cause as my small-town fire department had been. They had chosen to raise funds for an organization that supported sex workers; providing legal, health and counselling support. Rather than a beefcake calendar they were planning a talent show evening culminating in a ‘Full Monty’ style dance by six of the hunkiest firefighters. The calendar shoot had awakened me to my exhibitionist side and I was delighted to be chosen. The evenings of the next six weeks were devoted to working with a dance coach. It was a stretch to finish my studies, but I was committed to putting my best foot forward. By the last week our team of six were very comfortable mirroring each others moves and stripping down to our flesh-coloured jock straps. We were one hot looking line up by the end of the dance. Too bad the final reveal had floodlights flash on behind us blinding the audience, On the second last night of rehearsal, three days before the show, the dance instructor sat us down at the start of our evening. He informed us it was decision time. The group of us needed to vote on how far we were willing to go. Would we end the show in the jock straps, or in the spirit of supporting sex workers were we willing to go ‘all the way’, Full Monty, full frontal nudity! You can imagine, the debate went on for quite some time. Two of the family men were adamant they would withdraw if the group chose full frontal nudity. A secrete ballot was finally held. Two against going ‘all the way’, one spoiled ballot and three in favour of ‘full frontal nudity.’ In case you’re wondering, I didn’t spoil my ballot. None of my family was coming to this show. The two fathers left and four of us started into the rehearsal with some stretches and rudimentary movement review. The tension in the room was palpable. As it didn’t dissipate with time our dance instructor named the elephant in the room. “You’re all distracted by the thought of getting naked, aren’t you?” A couple of the guys looked at the ceiling, one guy looked at his feet, and I looked to the dance instructor and almost imperceptibly nodded my head. “Fair enough guys. I suggest you just get out of your clothes right now.” To emphasize his point, he pulled his tee-shirt over his head and released the draw string on his sweatpants. When we saw he was commando we all quickly shucked our clothes. If there had been tension before you could now cut it with a knife. We repeated some stretches and some dance moves, but it was clear this wasn’t getting us anywhere. We were handed skipping ropes and told to skip as fast as we could. We skipped naked for five minutes, at ten minutes I was dripping wet and sure he’d stop us, but we powered on to fifteen. When we were instructed to stop we all collapsed to the floor wet hair clinging to our scalp and wherever else our bodies were covered. The instructor must have anticipated this because we were each tossed a big fluffy towel. As we were drying ourselves, he wrapped his towel around his middle and began a sultry dance through our naked bodies. When he had our attention, he moved up on to our rehearsal stage and turned on some sexy saxophone recording. He continued to strut his stuff eventually loosening his towel and using it to perform the most erotic tantalizing performance I had ever witnessed. Eventually he tossed the towel all together and added stroking his member to the hypnotic dance. As the recording built to it’s climax, he had a ragging hard on and was beating off with a mission. On the final super seductive note his cum spewed all over the stage. The four of us stood silent for a bit. Then slowly began to clap and soon we collapsed in uproarious laughter. “Your turn guys. Who’s going first.” We all instantly flushed red with embarrassment. He looked directly at me and nodded. I pulled on my sweat shorts and wife beater t before mounting the stage. The sexy sax music began, and my inner exhibitionist screamed “let’s have at it!” I was so lost in the euphoria of this opportunity I didn’t even notice stripping off my shirt. Feeling the cool air on my hairy chest and nipples, I also notice my sweats were tenting a bit. I was already semi hard. I added playing with my dick through my shorts to my routine. That’s when the dance instructor starting hooting and adding encouragement. The others soon joined in. When I was ready to doff my shorts, I turned my back to the group. They cat called and whistled as I shook my naked ass at them. When I finally turned, I was jacking my 8 inch erection. I was so turned on I couldn’t hold back and roped after rope of my cum spewed over the edge of the stage. When the cheering died down the instructor spoke up. “That’s exactly what we need. Who’s next.” One by one the other three strutted their stuff. The next two didn’t cum on stage. But gave pretty good performances overall. The last guy, Ted, had grabbed the costume for the show and slipped into it. His strip tease was flawless. When he was down to his jock strap, he jumped off the stage and dance seductively among us. On the third pass through the group, he started touching, an arm, a muscular chest, he kissed one guys neck and touched my semi hard cock. He never missed a beat of the music. As the recording was building to it’s climax Ted moved in on our instructor. The instructor reached out and started jerking Ted’s magnificent ten-inch pole. Just before the last note the instructor leaned forward taking Ted’s cock deep into his throat. We watched in awe as pulse after pulse of Ted’s ejaculation pumped down the throat of our instructor. He swallowed every drop. After a long moment of shear silence our clapping and cheering broke out. When this subsided, we were informed that was enough for tonight. Tomorrow we’d practice our performance for the last time before the show. The final practice went extremely well. Everyone was totally focused, and we only needed to polish two our three moves before reaching the big reveal. I knew the moment was coming soon and had growing concern as I realized I was sporting a semi. The moment came to release the final strap of my jock and out popped my semi. I quickly covered my privates with my hands. “Don’t do that,” the familiar voice of our instructor. “Full Monte, remember.” I dropped my hands and looked to see two of the other guys were also semi-hard. Our cocks looked amazing! On the night of the show, I was so funkin pumped! So were the others, especially Ted. The crowd went wild the moment we danced out on stage. Our timing and coordination came off extremely well and the energy from the crowed was electrifying. Our backs were turned to the crowd when the rip-pants flew off. They now had an unobstructed view of our naked asses and went wild with cheers and cat calls. In the moment before I was to turn around, I realized I was fully hard. My eight-inch cock was peaking over the waist band of my jock. There was no time to adjust so I spun around. On the way around I noticed Ted’s ten-inch monster had escaped out the side of his pouch. The one full minute of dancing until the full reveal felt like an eternity to me. Our hats were moved to cover our crotches, the last strap released, the jocks fell to the floor, and quickly our hats were flung into the screaming crowd. The flood lights from behind us that were meant to blind the audience which had always worked perfectly in rehearsal didn’t illuminate. Four totally naked, full-frontal nudity, handsome men, two with raging hard ons stood front and center on the well lit stage. We eventually looked at each other and started our bows. The crowd was on its feet and raising the roof. We kept taking more bows. Eventually Ted took hold of my hard cock and guided me off stage. The other two slipped off the other side. To shouts of “encore, encore” we went out for three more bows. At the after-party Ted and I were approached by a photographer. He brought us a round of tequila shots and complimented us on the show. We chatted for a bit and were given another round of shots before he proposed we pose for him and the ‘naked men’ coffee table book he was currently working on. A week later Ted and I arrived at the warehouse with the photographer’s living space and studio. He was generous with drinks from his well stocked bar. He showed us three or four sets of shots of guys for his project. They were all very handsome and sexy. The photos were of excellent quality and very artistic. The cocks were at varying stages of soft and hard, some full-on raging boners. There was no deception as far as what he was looking for from us. It was finally time to get out of our clothes and in front of the camara. Classical music played loudly and Ted stripped and went first. It was clear he was every bit and more the exhibitionist than me. By the time he got to his hard on shots I couldn’t believe how turned on I was. I was already hard when I stripped for my turn. The photographer told me not to worry. He made me so at ease that a half hour later I had relaxed to a semi. As I’m a grower and not a shower so I was not disappointed he didn’t get any pics of my flaccid cock. We were encouraged to stay nude, and three more rounds of shots were served. “I’d love to photograph the two of you together. I loved the way you led him off stage pulling on his beautiful hard dick Ted. Might you be willing to get intimate in front of my camara. I’ll fully understand if I’m asking too much.” Ted didn’t hesitate; “Sounds fucking awesome man, I’m up for it.” I demurred and half chuckled, “Ummm …. I …. Um, I don’t know … you might need to ply me with more booze ….” The glasses were poured almost before I finished stuttering. Three more shots slid down my throat in quick succession. You need to know I had never been intimate with anyone before this moment. Small town firehalls are very homophobic, or at least they were back in the 1980’s. Long hours of work on the farm and with my studies, I’ve never been the sharpest pencil in the drawer, so had to study long and hard to satisfy my hard working conservative parents. And the AIDS epidemic! I had thought I might be gay. I loved being naked and seeing the other guys in the school showers. But even in my first year of college I had not allowed myself to do anything, even though there had been offers. Ted grabbing my dick on stage had been the first anyone else had ever touched my private organ. Ted leaned in and kissed me. My mouth responded eagerly and naturally. As he pulled away, he asked, “Is that OK? Might we continue?” “Can you guys do that again? Can I capture this on film?” I didn’t say a word, I quickly poured myself another shot, tipped it back, leaned in pulling Ted in for a passionate kiss and released any inhibitions that might have been clinging and holding me back. I was so swept up in Ted and my naked bodies exploring each other that I totally forgot about the rapped clicking of the camara. When Ted deep throated my hard cock, I immediately blasted my load deep down his throat. When he pulled off licking his lips I crumbled in embarrassment. “I’m so sorry! I couldn’t control myself!” Ted reassured me, “Fuck man, that was fucking amazing! You have nothing to apologize for.” “He’s right, that was amazing. And I’m certain I got great shots. So fucking hot guys, so fucking hot. Don’t stop there, please continue.” It felt a little awkward for a few minutes but soon Ted had captivated me with his passionate love making skills. We moved to a king-size bed and my body was being worshiped with tender passionate kisses. Soon I was on my back with my legs in the air and Ted was giving me my first glorious rimming. I couldn’t believe how amazing this felt. I was so turned on that this handsome butch man was willing to put his mouth on my ass. Soon his tongue was darting in and out of my hole and I blasted another load all over my belly and chest. Ted didn’t miss a beat lapping up the cum as he made his way up to kiss me on the mouth. I had tasted my cum before, just never on the lips of another human being. My head was spinning. “I want to fuck you. Can I fuck you?” Ted whispered in my ear I could already feel his mammoth cock tapping at my hole. When I didn’t respond Ted asked the photographer, “Do you have any condoms? I wasn’t expecting this and didn’t come prepared?” “Sure. But let me get some closeups of your naked cock teasing his hole first. Would that be OK?” They both looked at me and I meekly nodded. The photographer moved close, and the camera clicked away. Ted’s raw cock was being messaged against my wet hole and it felt amazing. I almost missed hearing the photographer suggesting; “Just push in the tip. This is too fucking hot. You’ll take the tip won’t you?” I meekly nodded. The pain of penetration was unbelievable, and I tried to push Ted’s monster out. He was clearly experienced with this response and far stronger than me. The photographer spoke; “I know it hurts now but give me a few moments to record this with pictures, the pain will subside. And it’s just the tip.” As closeup picks were clicked of my impaled hairy ass and grimacing face I noticed the pain was subsiding. I was further surprised to notice a strong thought forming in my mind; “I want more than the tip.” As if reading my mind the photographer spoke again; “Yes, go for it, let him in a bit further. These are amazing shots.” I looked into Ted’s questioning eyes, relaxed my ass and pushed further onto his raw cock. My mind was screaming at me, “He’s not wearing a condom, what the fuck are you doing.” But my body just kept sucking his huge tool in deeper and deeper. “Hold it there. I want to capture your pubes pressed against his ass. …. Great. Now pull out halfway so there is no question you are in him naked.” As Ted followed these instructions he spoke, clearly nervous; “Your ass feels amazing. It’s been so long since I was in an ass raw, I love this. … but I don’t know how long I can last. It feels so wrong, so fucking bad, and I love it.” “So do I … love it that is … just don’t cum in me. I need you to really fuck me before you pull out … I need to remember my first fuck as amazing.” “Give him what he wants!” from the photographer. Ted began to pound, and I pushed onto his raw tool with every bit of exuberance he was offering. Within a few strokes he was warning with ragged breath; “Fuck man, I’m so close!” “Don’t cum in me, … and don’t stop … this is amazing!” “Fuck … oh fuck!” He was flooding my ass. “Shit, did you just cum in my ass?” “I couldn’t help it. Fuck, I’m so sorry.” His deflating cock was still deep in my ass. “Let me get closups as you pull out. …. Great …. Can you push some cum out …. This is too rich not to photograph.” I followed the directions as I thought to myself, “I shouldn’t have allowed that, but fuck it feels great … all of it.” That’s when Ted dove to fletch out my hole. The camera kept clicking up to and including the moment Ted moved up dropping some of his cum from his mouth into mine. We moved into a deep embrace and kiss and got lost once again in each other. Before I could give it any thought his member had hardened and was sliding back into my now well lubricated hole. We fucked in a dozen different positions for the next hour. When I knew he was getting close I begged him to cum in me. Before we were done, he had pumped two more loads into me painting my gut walls. Ted and I chatted in the shower. I admitted how much I enjoyed the experience and how frighted I was until I heard him confess, he hadn’t fucked anyone raw in a long time. All the blood drained from his face. “Shit man, I’m sorry. I got carried away at a sex party last week. This hot guy I was making out with just wanted to put the tip in. My defenses were down. I left the party with four strangers loads dripping from my hole. FUCK, we should have used a condom!”

Best evenings are going out with a friend to a club, beat, park and watching each other getting filled with cum and piss by different guys. Sealing the asses with plugs after each fuck. Then going home together and using the jizz from each others ass to fuck the other , snowball the cum and to lube toys with your ass juices pushing them deep into the other guys guts making sure the seed is worked in completely. Adding the cum of your fuckers to the ones in the other guy and his loads coating your innards together with the ones that where deposited earlier in you.

Glad to see this thread revived after being dormant for a couple of years. I’ve had some experiences with a top that falls squarely in the “repugnant” category. For several years, I’ve been a readily available hole often found in a sling in a large army tent provided for 24/7 man-to-man sex at the annual Burning Man event. Some nights I give it up to 3 or 4 tops needing to unload. Other nights, it’s 7 or 8. Once in a while it’s even more than that. In no way am I super picky on which tops I give it up to. In fact, given that I’m attracted to a very wide variety of men, it’s pretty easy to get into me. Especially in the random, anonymous environment of that mansex tent where I really don’t know anybody. Over all tthe years attending Burning Man, I’ve developed more than a few favorite tops that I crave giving it up to. Because of the extreme remote location and environment where Burning Man is held, guys are dusty, often unshowered and let’s just say heady with manscent. My kind of guys. Conversely, there a few that I’ve consistently declined to put out for. One in particular. He’s one that I can undiplomatically refer to as “skanky”. Thin, gaunt, long greasy hair and—frankly—not at all attractive. He’s come at me time and again over the years, only to have me rebuff his moves with growing directness. He seemed to have gotten the message and stopped hitting me up. That said, he seemed to always be lurking and watching other guys fucking me. One night in the mansex tent at Burning Man 2019 all the stars aligned for me. I’d been in a sling giving up my hole to some regular tops and a few new anonymous ones. At one point, it was one top after another. The 5th or 6th top is really pouring it to me so magnificently that I’m just moments away from cumming when he unloads in me. In no time, he pulls out and walks away, leaving me with a cumflooded hole. Hugely gaping and horned as fuck for more, I look around the space from the sling for another top to fuck me. Right away, I see the skanky guy—who’d peeked in briefly while the last couple guys were fucking me—about 10’ away. Pretty common occurrence. What was different this time was he was completely naked with his hard cock in his hand….which I’d never seen. OMG. Big fucking cock. Like HUGE fucking cock. I couldn’t keep my eyes of it as he jacked and showed it to me. When I didn’t look away, he tentatively moved slowly in my direction, aiming his cock at my hole. Ignoring him in general and focusing only on his cock, my hole betrayed my previous declines to him and, instead, said that I wanted it. And did I ever. Never looking up at him, I reached down with both hands and pulled my hole open even more. At that point, he moved quickly to close the gap between us. Skinning back the ample foreskin of his cock, he revealed its large knob. Soaked in precum, that knob pushed my puffy, gaping asslips aside and his cock slid inside of me. I pushed lightly on his belly to slow down his penetration as I huffed some poppers. My hole relaxed even more. Focusing only on the cock inside of me, I closed my eyes, pushed out and took it balls deep. As our fuck started, he took my T-shirt hanging on the sling and used it as a blindfold by draping it over my eyes. As evidenced by how he started working my nips, he’d obviously observed while lurking just how they’re directly hardwired to my hole. Over the next 45 mins or so, I totally surrendered myself to the sensations of that and his cock. His cock! It never stopped moving! Alternating from working my outer sphincter to digging me out wider to plunging into the second hole deep inside of me. Slow then fast and from all angles. The extreme pleasure of the constant in and out over my butt nut and into “that spot” in my second hole gave me an assgasm in short order. The sensations of that was intense. Craving more, I gripped onto the sling and held myself so the swollen knob of that huge cock could impale me even deeper. Within a couple minutes I had another assgasm. The speed and sound of the fuck grew measurably. As another assgasm overtook me, involuntary groans and other sounds emanating from deep within my gut grew louder. At one point the pleasurable sensations in my butt nut suddenly became super intense. I could feel it growing bigger and harder. I pushed out more, fully exposing it to full length and girth of the cock rapidly fucking all the way in and out of me. Feeling it building and coming, I gave myself into an inevitable orgasm. Being locked and loaded for it from a few hours of being fucked several times that night, it was inevitable. I rode the wave for a couple minutes before I came hands free. Cum was spewing everywhere as I got my release. At some point in the throes of it all, I could feel—and hear—the top shooting his load in me. So, yah. I let a “repugnant” guy fuck me. One that I’d batted away several times. Only to have him—a master cocksman—rock my world with what I now know is a true 10x7 cock. Not just that one night in August of 2019, however, yet 1 or 2 times each and every year since at Burning Man.

Linda ran out of the room Sean following behind her. I tried to chase after but Sean stopped me in front hall. "Did you really think I wouldn't tell her about finding you naked on the street?" His question surprised me. "I don't care man fuck off and let me through" I push past him and try to get Linda's attention without going outside. The chains on my ankles prevented me from putting clothes on and I don't want to go outside in chains and a jockstrap around my ankles. I turn back to Sean screaming "she got away because you stopped me" he slowly walks towards me pushes me against the wall whispers in my ear while grabs my cock. "I saw how hard you were while a man unleashed his cum down your throat" a smile forming on his lips "she got a way because you wanted her to. You here talking to me naked because you want to, and when you accept that you'll take my load up your ass because you are going to beg for it." Was he right? I was naked outside earlier would it have been that big of deal to do it again. Sean grabbed my chin, pulled me in for a long kiss and then walked away leaving the house to find his mom. I run back to the bedroom (as best as I can) and get on my knees. "Please Master remove my chains and let me go after my wife." "Rule number 2 boi" Jackson responds coldly. I can't seem to remember these dumb rules but I know of he's not happy I'm not going to get anywhere. "I'm sorry master I can't remember the rules, but if you let me go after her I will not fight your rules anymore." I begged. "I don't think I will. I like you in your jockstrap and with out the chains you may take them off again. Besides with your wife's history I think you can expect divorce papers soon. Luckily Master Nate is a divorce lawyer and will take care of it. Why don't you clean him up to say thank you." The words ring in my head. Her ex coming out as gay really broke her. Maybe it's best for her to just leave me behind. I am not gay but I just swallowed a man's load and liked it. Sean has been trying to convince me to end it as to not hurt her so maybe me fighting for her will just make it worse for her. I look at Sir Nate and see his cum covered cock tinted pink with Master Jackson's blood. I turn to go get a towel and Jackson says "use your mouth you need more practice any way." A look of horror crosses my face as I stared at the rehardening cock. The blood and the cum repulsing me. But what about Jackson's cum, that tasted great and there is a part of me that wants more, maybe Sir Nates will taste good too? I move forward and put Nates legs on my shoulders. I inhale deep through my nose and Sir Nate's musk hits me, the fuzzy feeling taking over and I realize that I would like this feeling all of the time. I jerk forward an increase of lust pushing me to swallow the man in front of me. I get practically none of his cock in my mouth before I can't take any more but the taste sends shivers through my body. This is what I need, I hungrily lick the cock clean and a slight whimper comes from my mouth when there is no more cum for me. "Don't worry you'll get more later for now I will make your life better by dealing with your ex-wife." Nate pats my cheek as he stands up. "Take care of Master Jackson, while we figure out your life" Linda ran out of the room Sean following behind her. I tried to chase after but Sean stopped me in front hall. "Did you really think I wouldn't tell her about finding you naked on the street?" His question surprised me. "I don't care man fuck off and let me through" I push past him and try to get Linda's attention without going outside. The chains on my ankles prevented me from putting clothes on and I don't want to go outside in chains and a jockstrap around my ankles. I turn back to Sean screaming "she got away because you stopped me" he slowly walks towards me pushes me against the wall whispers in my ear while grabs my cock. "I saw how hard you were while a man unleashed his cum down your throat" a smile forming on his lips "she got a way because you wanted her to. You here talking to me naked because you want to, and when you accept that you'll take my load up your ass because you are going to beg for it." Was he right? I was naked outside earlier would it have been that big of deal to do it again. Sean grabbed my chin, pulled me in for a long kiss and then walked away leaving the house to find his mom. I run back to the bedroom (as best as I can) and get on my knees. "Please Master remove my chains and let me go after my wife." "Rule number 2 boi" Jackson responds coldly. I can't seem to remember these dumb rules but I know of he's not happy I'm not going to get anywhere. "I'm sorry master I can't remember the rules, but if you let me go after her I will not fight your rules anymore." I begged. "I don't think I will. I like you in your jockstrap and with out the chains you may take them off again. Besides with your wife's history I think you can expect divorce papers soon. Luckily Master Nate is a divorce lawyer and will take care of it. Why don't you clean him up to say thank you." The words ring in my head. Her ex coming out as gay really broke her. Maybe it's best for her to just leave me behind. I am not gay but I just swallowed a man's load and liked it. Sean has been trying to convince me to end it as to not hurt her so maybe me fighting for her will just make it worse for her. I look at Sir Nate and see his cum covered cock tinted pink with Master Jackson's blood. I turn to go get a towel and Jackson says "use your mouth you need more practice any way." A look of horror crosses my face as I stared at the rehardening cock. The blood and the cum repulsing me. But what about Jackson's cum, that tasted great and there is a part of me that wants more, maybe Sir Nates will taste good too? I move forward and put Nates legs on my shoulders. I inhale deep through my nose and Sir Nate's musk hits me, the fuzzy feeling taking over and I realize that I would like this feeling all of the time. I jerk forward an increase of lust pushing me to swallow the man in front of me. I get practically none of his cock in my mouth before I can't take any more but the taste sends shivers through my body. This is what I need, I hungrily lick the cock clean and a slight whimper comes from my mouth when there is no more cum for me. "Don't worry you'll get more later for now I will make your life better by dealing with your ex-wife." Nate pats my cheek as he stands up. "Take care of Master Jackson, while we figure out your life"

2. I stared up at my roommate bleary eyed without stopping what I was doing. I gave him a sloppy grin, my mind too hazy to register how weird the moment was. Alec stood there and looked at me for a long moment. I must have been a sight, slumped down on the couch, naked and glassy eyed, drooling, my cock smearing precum all over my stomach, and my fingers desperately trying to penetrate my hole for the first time. He looked past me to the coffee table and noticed the open little brown bottle. Comprehension spread across his face, “Matt… Matt did you… did you open that little bottle?” He said, sounding concerned. “I didn’t know what it was,” I said, my words coming out slightly slurred. “I just felt so hot. It all felt so good. Alec it all feels so good.” “I’m gonna kill Jack. I told him not to leave those poppers laying around they’re too strong… Holy shit Matt!” While Alec was talking I had kept rubbing my hole and just at that moment I finally managed to get one of my fingers past my ring. It sank deep into my hole. I let out a long satisfied groan. “It all just feels so good,” I moaned, and with my finger still inside my hole I reached for the bottle on the table. For a moment it looked like Alec was going to try and stop me, but then another look came across his face. He came around the couch so he was standing in front of me now. His expression had shifted. He no longer looked confused and worried, now he looked hungry. “Is this the first time you’ve every played with your ass Matt,” he asked in a soft low voice. “Yes. I just felt… the heat… it led me there.” “It feels good doesn’t it Matt? You like having a something inside your hole.” “It all feels so good! I can’t stop.” “That’s because you’re high on Jack’s special poppers. They make everything feel amazing, but they don’t make you do anything you didn’t want to do… at least a little.” He paused looking me up and down. “Fuck, you look hot all gooned out on poppers playing with your hole.” “Thanks man. I feel fucking sexy.” “You are Matt, you are.” Alec grinned. Then he said, “Do you want me to help you feel even better?” “How?” I said desperately. The one finger in my hole felt so good I almost couldn’t imagine how someone could help me feel even better. “Do you want me to show you?” He stepped a little closer. I felt a shift in the dynamic in the room but didn’t understand it in my blissed-out state. “Yes!” I practically screamed. “Good… just remember. You asked me to do this.” With that he pulled off his shirt tossing it aside. I’d seen all my roommates shirtless at one point or another in out six years living together but I’d never really thought much of it. Now in my compromised state I found myself looking at Alec in a new way. He had wide shoulders and narrow hips. His pecs were round and plump with a little patch of hair growing right in the center and trailing down his trim but not overly defined stomach till it vanished in his waistband. For the first time in my life I thought… he looks hot. Alec unzipped his pants and kicked them off before he got between my legs and knelt down in just his briefs. “Alright,” he said, taking hold of my wrist and pulling my hand away from my hole. “One hand playing with your nips and one hand holding those poppers to your nose boy. Take a big long inhale for me and count to ten before you breathe out.” I did as he said. With the hand that had just been in my hole I started to play with my nipples switching between sides, and with the other I pressed the bottle to my nose and took a long deep sniff. My head swam. My vision closed in for a second. Heat rushed down through my body. Alec took hold my both of my thighs, and positioned me a little closed to the edge of the couch. Then while I was lost in the rush of a fresh his, started flicking his tongue around my hole. My mind exploded with pleasure as Alec went to work on my hole. I moaned and whimpered, unable to do anything but lay there. My jaw hung loose, my mouth just open, as he ate me out. It was like nothing I had ever experience. I couldn’t believe what was happening. My hole quivered under his assault. Steadily his tongue’s flicking motions became more and more pointed, pressing directly into the center of my hole. “That’s it,” he mumbled, “Open that straight boy hole up for me.” “Fuck! Alec. Fuck! That feels so good,” I said blearily. “Good boy. Give in to that feeling. I’m going to make you feel so good. Take another big his for me.” I did as he instructed and took another long hit. Closing my eyes as I held my breath letting the mysterious scent take me away. “Fucking beautiful,” Alec said, and pushed his tongue harder against my hole. He pushed and pushed and I felt myself opening up for him. My hole bloomed around his invading tongue, slowly relaxing till it was putty in his hands. “Fucking beautiful,” he muttered again, and started rubbing his fingers around the edge of my hole. My cock throbbed at his touch, and big globs of precum pumped from the tip adding to the trickle that was constantly leaking out. My stomach was sticky mess, all my hair matted down to my skin with smears of precum. “You’re almost there,” Alec cooed, “Just a little more Mattie. Relax. You want me to make you feel good don’t you.” “Yes! Please! Make me feel good.” “Good boy. Just relax then. I’m going to make you feel good in ways you could never imagine. Another big hit for me.” I pressed the bottle to my nose as he spit onto my hole, and smeared it around with his fingers. When I finally breathed out Alec pressed at my hole with two of his fingers. There was a brief second of resistance and then my hole just opened for them. As if by magic my virgin hole winked open and Alec’s fingers disappeared completely inside me. “Oh fuck!” I shouted. “Good boy. Good boy.” Alec said as he started to work his fingers in and out of me. My head was spinning. My body was on fire. I was sweating so much that the scent just hung in the air. I couldn’t focus on anything. The crashing waves of pleasure Alec was sending through my body were completely overwhelming. I felt like I should have cum right then but I didn’t. Instead my cock just continued to throb and leak. Alec worked my hole expertly, twisting his fingers in and out. He held two fingers from his other hand in front of my face and said, “Suck.” Obediently I opened my mouth and sucked down his fingers. Inexpertly I slobbered all over them till they were dripping with spit. Alec withdrew his fingers from my desperate mouth and started to alternate between which hand was invading my hole. He had me take another hit and when I did he pressed another finger into me, widening my hole even more. I just moaned. It was bliss. Everything that was happening felt so blissfully wonderful why would I ever give it a second thought, let alone resist. We repeated the process of me huffing deeply as he finally added his fourth finger to my hole. Some little part of my brain couldn’t believe what was happening. I’d never imagined playing with my hole even a little and now my gay roommate had four of his fingers crammed in ass and I was loving it. “Fuck yes,” Alec said, “You like that don’t you straight boy? You like me opening up your ass.” “It feels so good man! Don’t fucking stop!” “No that’s not enough Mattie,” he said, and pulled his fingers out of my now open hole. “You have to say it. Tell me what’s making you feel so good.” “You Alec. You’re making me feel so good… your… your fingers in my ass! Fuck! Finger my hole Alec!” I practically shouted. “Good boy.” He said, and rammed his fingers back inside me. “Your holes so open Matt. You look so fucking hot high off your mind on poppers stretched around my fingers. Fuck!” “Your fingers feel so good inside me. I never… I never thought having something in my ass would feel this good!” “Well,” Alec said with a wicked grin on his face. “Wanna try something even better?” “What?” “Flip over with your chest on the back of the couch.” He instructed taking his fingers from my hole again. “Perfect, now stay right there while I go and get something I think you’ll like even more than fingers. Take a couple big hits of those poppers while you wait.” I never thought of doing any other than what Alec instructed. If there was something that would feel even better than his fingers in my ass then I wanted to find out what it was. So I stayed bent over the back of the couch, my ass on full display and took two deep drags off of the bottle clutched in my fist. After a moment I head Alec coming back, “Eyes forward,” he said in a commanding voice I’d never heard him use before, “You don’t need to see what’s coming, just give in to the pleasure.” I obeyed. I could hear him setting several things down on the coffee table. Then there was a new sensation. Something blunt and thick was pressing against my hole. It felt cool and slick against my nearly virginal pucker. “Deep hit off the poppers boy.” I followed his instructions, flying so high I was likely never to come down. As soon as the scent hit my body my hole relaxed and whatever Alec was pushing against my hole slid easily inside me. We both let out load deep moans. “Holy shit, you just took that whole thing,” Alec said as he started to work the invading object in and out of my hole. “What a waste… a straight guy having such a perfect fag hole. Although,” he jammed the object roughly into my hole again causing me to whimper, “Get you high enough on poppers and apparently it doesn’t matter if your straight or not does it.” “Fuck Alec! What did you put inside me! It feels so good. Don’t stop! Keep fu…” I stopped… a little part of my mind that was still in control knew what I had been about to say and had pumped the breaks despite how good it felt. “Keep doing what? What did you say boy? Come on… let it out, or I’ll stop.” He slammed the object in and out of me a couple of times as if to drive his point home. “Don’t stop…” I couldn’t say it… but I wanted to… he started to pull the object out of me, slowly and deliberately. I panicked, what if he really did stop and then the pleasure would stop! “Don’t stop fucking me!” I practically shouted. “God damn that’s hot. High on poppers and literally begging to be fucked. Do you want to see what I’ve been fucking you with Mattie?” “Yes!” He pulled the object out and held it off to the side. I looked over my shoulder startled to see a thick black dildo. I stared aghast at it. It seemed impossibly thick and several inches longer than even any dick I’d ever seen in a porno. That thing had been inside me?! “I told you, you had an impressive hole. You took this one so easily, let’s try something a little more intense.” “Yes please Alec! Fuck me! Please Alec! Fuck me!” He leaned over, his hand between my shoulder bladed and his mouth right next to my ear. “Don’t worry straight boy… that’s exactly what I’m going to do.”

1. Beer in hand I flopped down on the couch and reached for the television remote. It had been a long day and I was exhausted. With the apartment empty of my three roommates for once I excited to relax and just enjoy the silence for one. I’d lived with the same guys since freshmen year of college when we’d all been assigned to the same suit. Then after college we’d all wanted to move to Chicago and so decided to get a place together. It was a good arrangement, at least we all knew we got a long and didn’t annoy the crap out of each other. People in college used to joke that we made an odd group. All three of my roommates had come out at some point freshmen year and I was like the token straight boy. We all found it funny. That day however, my whole universe had changed. Going to set my beer on the table I noticed a small unmarked brown bottle sitting on the coffee table. I picked it up, turning it over in my hand. It was about half full some kind of liquid. And then I did something that would have had a chemistry teacher screaming at me. I opened the bottle, held it directly under my nose and sniffed. It smelled almost like fuel, or cleaner, maybe like rubbing alcohol. It was a scent that told you this wasn’t something you were supposed to be inhaling, and yet… as soon as that first deep pull hit me I felt a lightness come over my body. It drew me back in for another sniff. This time I held it close to one nostril and plugged the other. I inhaled deeply pulling the mysterious scent deep into my lungs. Heat started to spread through my body. It started in my chest and radiated outward like a fire spreading across a log. I gasped. My head spun. I felt like my limbs were made of Jello but at the same time I felt full of electricity. I couldn’t help it. I took another sniff. This time I held my breath for a moment, holding the scent in my lungs before letting it out again in a gasping breath. The heat was now like a fire. I felt sweat trickling down my back. I felt lost in the heat. I pulled my shirt off, the fabric felt too constricting. I had to let some of the heat out. I breathed deeply a few times trying to calm myself, but I was still spinning. My heart felt like it was beating a mile a minute. I pressed my hand to my chest, as if to calm my heartrate, but felt something else entirely. Rubbing my hand across my chest felt good… better than contact with my own body had ever felt. It was almost sensual. I hesitated for a moment, and then took another long sniff from the bottle. My hand drifted, almost of its own accord to my nipple and started to rub at the pert pink flesh. A groan escaped my mouth, and I flopped my head back against the cushions of the couch. “Holy shit,” I said outloud to the empty room as I started to toy with my nipple. I’d never really been much into my own nipples. A few girls had tried playing with them while we fucked but it had never really done much for me, and I’d always just left them alone while I masturbated. Now, however, they felt alive and electric. I twisted my own flesh feeling the heat in my chest well up as I did so. What the hell was happening, I thought, but at the same time decided I didn’t care. I kept rubbing my nipples enjoying the sensation through the haze that now filled my mine. Slowly the warmth started to fade and desperate to feel it again I pressed the still open bottle to my nose again and inhaled twice more. I wondered somewhere in the back of my mind if this was dangerous but I didn’t care. It felt good. I ran my hands all over my body feeling little sparks of pleasure whenever my fingers touched my skin. I kneaded my hairy pecs and felt the firm muscles beneath the flesh. Sweat was starting to spring up all over my body, and I suddenly realized I was hard as a rock I took another long drag from the bottle, and basking in the heat that it brought, unbuttoned my pants. I shimmied them off and sat on the couch in just my tented boxers. I rubbed at my cock through the fabric, a massive wet spot quickly forming as my cock started to leak precum. I lay my head back again. With one hand I played with my nipple and with the other stroked my throbbing cock through my underwear. Eventually I couldn’t take it anymore. Without even considering that one of my roommates might come home and fine me naked and hard on the couch, I stripped off my boxers and sat down fully naked on the couch. I grabbed the bottle off the coffee table and took several long huffs from it. My head was spinning. Stars were popping in front of my eyes. My chest felt tight, and my body felt like it was on fire. I stroked my cock. Shivers ran up my spine it all felt so good. I leaned further back into the couch and rubbed myself. My whole body was on fire. The scent of sweat joined the mysterious smell in my nostrils, which only seemed to turn me on more. I didn’t understand what had happened. When I sat down I hadn’t been horny in the least bit and now I was alight with lust. I pulled on my balls, moaning almost uncontrollably. Precum was now flowing freely from the head of my throbbing cock. It glistened on my shaft and matted down my dense pubes. It felt like I was in heat. I couldn’t control myself. I was being led by horny compulsions. After another big sniff of the brown bottle my hand started to drift down from my balls. At first playing across my taint causing little gasps to escape my mouth. Then, as if lead by someone else, for the first time in my life, I flicked my fingers across my hole. I’d never felt anything like it. Erotic pleasure erupted through me. I moaned and slid down the couch so my hips were tilted up and I had better access to my hole. I pressed against the tender flesh, feeling the resistance my hole gave and willing my body to give in. I pulled my hand away from my hole only long enough to spit into my palm and take another big huff from the bottle. I rubbed my spit slicked fingers on my hole and my head spun. I had never imagined anything could feel like this. It was overwhelming. My head lolled backwards and my mouth hung open stupidly. I felt a little trickle of drool escape the side of my mouth but I didn’t care. All that I was focused on was pleasuring my hole. My dick was completely forgotten, leaking as much as ever, pressed against my treasure trail. I never heard the door. I was too lost in my horny haze to pay attention to anything other than how good it felt to press my slick fingers against my virgin hole. I didn’t notice my roommate Alec walking up to the couch, or the shocked and terrified look on his face. I had no idea he was there until his shout of, “Jesus Christ! Matt what the hell are you doing?” broke through my mind.

Yeah it was a strange feeling, just feeling them piss in my ass. Especially with the chems in their piss, i was flying like crazy

Never waste a drop! 🥵🤤

He y'all. I am traveling to a state that bans this site for a few weeks. I am posting two updates. I am starting to enlarge the cast of characters. The first chapter is about Matt. The second introduces a related character's story. Getting Away, Part 6 Rugby comes back with one of the clones – this one blond with an accent – and says, “Ready to eat?” Matt says, “Starving.” The guys get out of the pool. Matt grabs his shirt, towel and flip flops and says bye to Paul. Matt and the three guys guide Matt to their camp site which is at the farther end of the campgrounds. The sexual banter continues all the way to the guys’ campsite. When they get there, Matt laughs out loud. There is a large, long tent with three flap windows on each side and a large opening on one end. It looks like a Quonset hut. Matt says, “That has to be the biggest tent I’ve ever seen. I gotta admit I was kind of wondering how all four of us were going to fuck in a tent, but now I get it.” Rugby kisses Matt and the other two guys kiss. Matt pulls his half shirt over his head. Rugby is making out with Matt aggressively. In addition to Rugby’s insistent exploration of Matt’s torso, Matt feels hands on his back, lips on his neck, and someone untying the string of his swimsuit. For the third time today he feels a man slide his swimsuit off. Naked and not yet even inside the tent, Matt rubs Rugby’s cock through his swimsuit. Matt feels a cock rubbing on his ass crack. The guy with the accent says, “Lets get in the tent before we fuck in the dirt.” The guys get in the tent, Matt falls back on an air mattress. Matt is now making out the blond, accented guy. Then makes out with the first guy he was with. Then Matt is straddling one guy and making out with the other. All three are naked. Rugby is rummaging through a couple bags. Rugby comes back to the group and puts some condoms and lube on the air mattress. Matt rubs Rugby’s cock through his swimsuit and says, “Take it out. I want to see your cock.” Rugby drops his trunks and Matt sees a gorgeous 8.5/9” cock in front of him and starts sucking on it. The guys collapse in a pile of cocksucking and ass eating. Matt has a mouth on his ass, a mouth on his cock, guys rubbing his nipples; all while Matt is attached like a starving baby to Rugby’s cock. Matt is positioned on all 4s with Rugby in front of him and the other two behind him. The other two guys are taking turns eating Matt’s ass. Matt can’t help himself. He laughs around Rugby’s cock and pulls his mouth off the cock. While stroking Rugby’s impressive meat Matt says, “You guys are paying a lot of attention to my ass. What makes you think I’m the one getting fucked? I’m a top.” The guys all take a beat from what they are doing. Rugby says, “No way. Really?” Matt looks at their faces and laughs again. “Fuck no. I’m a total bottom.” The guy with the accent makes an audible sigh of relief and says, “Thank God.” They all laugh. Rugby leans down and kisses Matt. He says, “You are fucking hot and adorable.” Matt says, “And you don’t have a magnum among these condoms.” Rugby raises an eyebrow and Matt kisses him again. Matt can hear the lube bottle open and feels lube being applied to his ass. He feels a cock rubbing in his ass crack. Rugby says, “Fuck that cock looks so cook between your ass checks.” The condoms are right next to Matt’s hand. Matt picks up a condom. At that moment, Rugby’s cock pushes on Matt’s lips and Matt opens his mouth to suck his cock. Matt readjusts to take the man’s large cock in his mouth. As he does, the cock rubbing on Matt’s wet hole pops inside. The top moans. Matt groans around Rugby’s cock. Matt doesn’t realize that he is still holding the unopened condom in his hand. All three other men watched as the bare cock breached the twink’s hole. The guy whose dick slipped in Matt’s ass is usually a bottom, although his friends don’t know that. His friends also don’t know that know that most of the guys he meets fuck him raw. He’s a nurse and knows the risks of unprotected sex. But when he meets men at the bars he’s usually drunk and with his inhibitions lowered he gives it up bareback almost every time he takes someone home. The guy slips his dick back out and waits for the twink to give him the condom. The top doesn’t move to take the condom from Matt, but instead puts his bare cock back on Matt’s hole. The other two tops are watching, knowing this is a pivotal moment. They all know if the twink takes it bareback from one of them, they are all likely to get him bareback. This fuck has just taken an exciting turn. The top pushes his cock on Matt’s hole. Matt pushes back to meet the motion. The tops cock slides in bareback all the way to the balls. Matt groans around Rugby’s cock as the top’s balls touch his ass. Rugby says, “Fuck watching that cock slide in your ass was so hot.” The first top fucking Matt is awkwardly trying to find his rhythm. He hasn’t topped in over a year. The other top behind Matt makes out with the first top. Making out helps the top find his “top energy” and the guy starts long stroking in and out of Matt, almost removing his cock and sliding all the way back in. He likes this because the twink’s hole feels tight around his cock head and almost makes him shoot a few times. The top decides to see if pulling out and pushing back in the twink’s hole will increase the sensations. And it does the trick. In less than 10 strokes fully removing his cock from Matt’s ass and plunging back in, the first top shoots his load on and in Matt’s hole. Rugby pulls Matt up and kisses him and says, “That was so hot. Did you like it?” Matt says, “Yeah. That was a nice fuck.” Rugby pushes the twink’s head back down to his cock and Matt takes it in his mouth. The second guy pushes his larger cock on Matt’s hole. Once again the twink doesn’t hand the top a condom. The second top had an HIV scare a few months ago. He woke up at a man’s house he had met at the bar and had been fucked bareback by the man and two of his friends – just like Matt is doing right now. He tested negative and vowed to only practice safe sex. But with his bare cock pushing on this twink hole, he says fuck it and pushes his bare cock inside. Matt moans this time. This cock is thicker and longer. It feels good when it’s all the way inside. This top is an aggressive fuck. Matt must put both hands on the mattress to steady himself. As he does, Matt feels the unopened condom beneath his palm. He realizes that for the fourth time today Matt is taking a bare fuck from a man he doesn’t know. Matt moans both knowingly and from pleasure as the cock hits his prostate. The second top is turned on by the sensation of a raw ass on his cock. He used to wonder why the three men he took home in April had fucked him bareback. Now he knows. This is the first time he’s fucked a guy bareback and it is a beautiful twink with a ripped body. Just the thought of it is going to make him……and he shouts ”ohhhh…fuckkkkkkkk……CCCUUUUUUMMMMMMMM!” He buries his cock in Matt’s hole and blows a very large load inside the twink’s ass. As the second top pulls out, Matt decides he’s already broken his “safe sex” rules again so it’s time to go for broke. He pulls off Rugby’s cock and pretending he isn’t aware that he’s just taken two loads, lies on his back and puts his feet on the bed on either side of Rugby’s large frame. He feels Rugby come in for a kiss. Rugby’s body almost engulfs Matt’s small, twink frame. He’s got to weigh at least twice what Matt does. He feels the mans cock between his legs. They make out fiercely for a minute. Then Rugby leans back on his knees, grabs the lube and starts lubing his cock. Matt can no longer pretend he doesn’t know that he’s taking it bareback. Matt says, “I don’t see a condom big enough for your cock.” As he says this, Matt strokes his cock and some precum leaks on his abs. Rugby lifts Matt’s legs and says, “Nope. You’re right.” Matt says, “Do you want me to suck you off or would you like to cum by teasing my wet hole?” Rugby lifts Matt’s legs and positions his cock to rub on Matt’s freshly fucked and loaded hole. At this point, Rugby can’t tell if Matt knows or doesn’t know that he’s taken two bare cocks in his ass. He doesn’t want to “blow it” and not get his cock inside the twink so he rubs his cock on Matt’s hole. The other two are also thinking the same thing….does this guy not know we’ve cum up his ass? Rugby kisses Matt again as his cock rubs on Matt’s beautiful twink hole. Matt feels for the large cock rubbing his hole and strokes it. Matt aims the large cock at his hole and rubs the tip directly on his hole. He feels it breach his hole a bit but keeps the cock aimed at his hole and doesn’t move it out. Rugby says, “If I cum by teasing your hole, some cum might get inside your ass. Want me to cum somewhere else?” Matt reaches back to his ass and spreads it and says, “Cum wherever you want.” Rugby pushes his cock head inside Matt’s hole. Matt moans and doesn’t stop him. Rugby says, “Fuck your ass feels good.” Matt responds, “So does your cock.” Rugby, still unsure if the twink wants to get fucked raw, slides half his cock inside Matt. Matt moans and bites his lip. Matt looks directly into Rugby’s eyes and locks eye contact. Rugby slides the rest of his cock up this amazing twink hole. Matt is stroking his cock. Rugby says, “Your ass feels so good without a rubber.” Matt says, “We don’t have one that fits you right?” Rugby nods. Matt says, “Fuck me.” The two previous tops get hard hearing Matt ask to get fucked bareback by their friend. Rugby begins to slowly move his big bare cock out of Matt’s ass and then slides back in. He is starting a slow fuck. Matt and Rugby hear the lube bottle open and looks over to see the first two tops lubing their cocks. Rugby’s slow fuck continues for a few minutes. He wants to enjoy this twink’s raw hole. Guys he fucks usually want to feel him bare so he doesn’t usually have condoms with him anymore. Ever since he and his friends started a “cherry popping” contest in college and gave extra points for cumming in a dude’s ass; Rugby has perfected his ability to get his cock in a bottom bareback. Rugby has a clean cut image so most people think he plays by the rules and would only practice “safe sex”, but he loves breeding bottoms. This twink is no different. Rugby picks up the pace of his fuck. Matt is moaning and feeing every inch of this really nice cock open his ass. Matt sees movement to his left. Top 2 is mounting top 1 from behind. Top 2 asks, “Do I need a rubber?” Top 1 thinks for a second…..first, he’s about to be out himself as a bottom, and second, his friends will know he lets guys fuck him raw. Top 1 hesitates. He looks at the sexy twink getting pummeled by his friend. He wants to be fucked like that. So, top 1 releases the burden he’s carried by pretending he’s a top and says, “I trust you.” Top 2 helps relieve top 1 of his burden of being a closet bottom by sliding inside his friend and hearing him moan like a slut. Top 2 starts fucking his second bareback bottom of the day. Rugby says, “That’s so hot.” Rugby slides out of Matt, flips him on to all fours, and reenters the twink’s ass. He says, “Work my cock with your ass while I watch my friend become a bottom.” Matt starts working his ass back and forth on Rugby. Matt is a little annoyed that Rugby is making him and Top 1 feel less than a man because they like getting fucked. Matt pushes the thought from his mind so he can enjoy this great fuck. Matt pushes Rugby onto his back. He takes Rugby’s cock, sits down on it, and takes in a breath because he did it too fast. Rugby says, “Fuck yeah boy. Ride my cock.” As Rugby says it, he squeezes his ass muscles on the tops dick and Rugby moans loudly. Rugby looks up at this twink who is 10 years younger than him, who is making his cock feel fantastic, and he rubs his hands over Matt’s tight muscles. He says, “You’re such a sexy fucker.” Matt continues to ride the bigger man’s cock. The moans from the other bottom in the tent are really turning Matt on. It’s the first time he has heard a man enjoy getting fucked as much as he does. He looks over at the other couple and sees the bottom loving the cock in him. Matt strokes his cock and looks down at the big man. He starts working his ass muscles riding the cock and the man is moaning. Hearing all the moaning, feeling the cock work his ass, and stroking his cock. Matt says, “I’m going to cum.” He shoots all over his tops chest and belly. Matt slows his hips to recover from the orgasm. He leans down, without letting the cock out of his ass, kisses Rugby hard and says, “Fuck into my ass.” Rugby grabs Matt and flips him onto his back. He lifts Matt’s legs over his shoulders and starts fucking Matt’s ass at a good pace. Rugby picks up speed and Matt sensing he is close squeezes lightly on Rugby’s cock. Rugby says, “Oh fuck. I’m gonna cum. Where do you want it?” Matt’s response is the same as before, “Wherever you want.” Rugby says, “Fuck yes. I cumming in your ass.” Matt says, “Do it. Cum in me.” Rugby cums with a loud guttural groan and blows his load into Matt’s ass. The other bottom is watching as Matt so freely accepts his partner’s load. He is so turned on watching the sexy twink take his third load that he has to stop stroking his cock for fear he will cum before Top 2. Top 2 grabs his bottom’s cock and starts stroking it. Top 2 is close. He says, “I’m going to cum. Where do you want it?” His bottom, totally relinquishing any reputation as a top and a practitioner of “safe sex,” moans and almost screams, “Cum where everyone else does. Cum in my ass.” As he says in my ass, the sensation of letting go causes him to cum all over himself. Top 2 cums in his bottom’s ass, now knowing he is certainly not the first man to do so. Matt and Rugby collapse together. Matt has three loads leaking from his ass. Top 2 pulls out of his bottom and lays back. Top 2 and Rugby kiss Matt. Rugby says, “Fuck that was SO HOT!” After a minute, the other bottom turns to Matt and asks, “Did you know we fucked you bareback and came in you?” Matt says, “I figured it out after you came in me and I was taking the second fuck. My hand pushed down on the unopened condom I was still holding. I realized I hadn’t given it to you.” Rugby groans and says, “Wait! You knew and still made me work to get it in you bareback? Fuck that makes it ever FUCKING HOTTER!” Rugby says, “I think I might love you.” Matt slaps Rugby’s ass and says, “Come on. I heard there is a DJ tonight. Let’s clean ourselves up and go.” Matt asks the guys where the nearest bathroom is. He and the other bottom head out together to clean themselves up. As they are walking over Matt says, “Do you know you said other men have cum in your ass? I mean…..um…..I say a lot of stuff when I am about to cum. So, no judgment….y’know. I thought it was so hot.” The other bottom says, “Oh yeah. I totally said that huh?” Matt looks at him with raised eyebrows, pushes the guy’s shoulder with his own, and chuckles. The other bottom asks, “Was that your first time bareback? With us.” Matt says, “Fuck no.” The other bottom asks, “Do you mind me asking how many others have cum in you?” Matt looks at the other bottom, a guy who just 30 minutes ago dumped a load in his ass. Matt realizes this guy just wants to be told its ok. Matt answers honestly, “Dozens of guys. What about you?” The guy looks at Matt and says, “Same.” They smile at each other. In the bathroom, the boys clean up in the showers. A couple other guys come in to use the showers. Matt and the other bottom say hi. One of the guys grabs the other bottom’s ass. Matt goes over to the mirror to see if he looks alright. As Matt is leaving the bathroom, he sees the other bottom leaning against the wall and one of the men they just met sliding (what Matt assumes is a bare cock) up his ass. As Matt walks back to the campsite to get the rest of his things, he can hear the other bottom’s moans echo off the bathroom walls. Matt thinks he hears the man beg for his top’s load just before he steps out of earshot. Matt smiles.

All tops and btms want raw sex and to breed or be bred.

I've never been diagnosed, but shoot huge and frequent loads, especially if I haven't cum in a couple of days. I still cum 3 times a day most days at 55, but it was typically 5 to 7 when I was in my 20's and 30's. I've had men accuse me of pissing in them. I have filled condoms to the point cum was being forced out at the base of my dick.

Day off slutting around. Found a bbc on sniffles from the cruise ship that just docked for the weekend, 7X6 raw dick. Looked at my pics and he wanted in, on one condition. He needed to know if I suck dick good. He just doesn’t want an assup deal but get his dick suck good. I told him I don’t use lube and I’ll Ass to Mouth for him. He seems flakey especially when he ends the conversation after I give him my address, “maybe later”. Promising “if you suck food, I’ll destroy your boy pussy.” Im getting ready to hit my favorite glory hole in Waikiki. He says he’s ready and will Uber to me. He finally makes it. A heavy set black dude. We get down to business. He pulls his shorts down. It’s thick as a soda can. I get to sucking, I can’t even get it all in my throat. I’m slurping and throating gooing. Spiting on my fingers and shoving pre-cum and spit from my mouth to my hole. Stretching my cunt knowing, I will be taking this monster up my ass. he’s lying on bed while I suck him and I spin around I slowly lower my hole on his dick reverse cow girl style. I impaled my hole onto his rock solid black meat all the way down and start fucking myself. He’s groaning as my wet raw hole is banging his drawback dick. His legs are shacking as I pull off and on. Then… ass to mouth several times. I’m destroying his dick…. He’s moaning “ nasty bitch, take that dick.” He then had me on doggy and start fucking me and stretching my daddy hole with his black meat. It’s an endless rhythm for the next hour of non stop, “thump thump thump” from behind as he grabs and stretch open my hips, pull all the way and slams back in. Trying to smash my daddy Asian hole. It’s now 90 minutes of non stop fucking. Still hard as a rock. He is sweating and it’s a hot Hawaiian day. My hole is gapping open. He has me on my stomach giving it to me bad. Fucking my bladder and making me “gush”. Then he pulls out shoves his dick in my mouth and says he is about to cum. Spins me around cums on my hole but then shoves his raw black dick in covered with his baby batter back in and continued to fuck. I always ask my tops before the cum,”where are you coming.” “I’m coming in your boy pussy! Good boy!” And he coats my fuck hole with his hot cum, I can feel it, felt burning hot as he was cumming in me.” He pull out and I suck clean his dick up. He says he never had ass to mouth, nor anyone take his dick without lube. He said,”you take black dick good, most guys stop after 10 mins.” I told him, “my ass is made for black dick and cum.”

I was numb for the next three days. I scratched together enough funds from my dwindling student loan to rent a cabin on the edge of a secluded lake. I limited my alcohol consumption to a bottle of red wine per day. I cooked good meals for myself. I hiked, did stretches and skinny dipped. I totally surprised myself and spent a significant amount of this alone time reading. I ripped through ‘Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance’. I jerked off to the amazing erotica gay novel Totem, about a young guy that services the men that don’t want to use the women in a turn of the century brothel. I deeply related to the promiscuity of this lead character and was jealous of his opportunities to be fucked and bred freely long before the AIDS pandemic. I would have done far better in school if I’d been free to write a book report on a novel like that. And I skimmed through ‘The Joy of Gay Sex’. Of course, I spent a lot of time lusting over the erotic sketches. After the third day the numbness started to melt from my body and mind. A Zen attitude of calm acceptance and ‘observing the observer’ as they say settled more deeply into my bones. When I got home, I went into my volunteer shift at the fire hall. Things were very quiet that evening, no calls. Most of the guys were either doing maintenance chores on the trucks and hoses or working out in the well stocked gym. I folded some hoses, stored them away safely and then found myself lifting weights in the gym. The fire fighter I lusted after most came along and offered to spot me. I could feel every cell of my body warm as I gazed up at this handsome silver fox daddy. He was in workout shorts that emphasized his well muscled thighs, and a low-cut muscle t that showed off his densely haired muscular chest, bared his rugged shoulders and his well-developed arms. He was my dream fuck and I was afraid of sprouting a boner every time I saw him. With him standing over my head I was losing the battle with my chub. As we worked out, he warmly started our chat. He cut right to the point letting me know he was impressed with the change in me. I thought I knew what he was talking about but asked him to ‘say more please.’ He wondered what I had done to be so much calmer and appear more self confident. I told him about the ‘time out’ I had just given myself. He was full of questions about where I’d gone and what I had done to make the time useful. I told him about reading ‘Zen and the Art …’ and he shared how much he had enjoyed that book. How it had helped him clarify own and accept his own unique value system. Then he asked if I’d read anything else. I was relieved when he didn’t know the novel, Totem. I didn’t mention ‘The Joy of Gay Sex.’ That’s when he dropped what felt like a bomb to me. He freely shared that he had just read the underground diary of a ‘Gay Escort’. He had loved it and felt deeply affirmed! “So, you are gay?” I bluntly asked. “You hadn’t guessed?” He seemed genuinely baffled. “Well, I might have hoped.” I confessed. “So, are you expecting me to believe you didn’t take any gay porn magazines to this secluded cottage, or have an adventure or three on you hikes?” “How I wish.” I began confessing morefully. I opened up about the erotic nature of the novel I had read and I told him about ‘The Joy of Gay Sex.’ He let me know this was one of his favorite coffee table books along with an Andy Warhall collection of erotic gay photos. I blurted all about the breakup with Fred which spurred my time out. He listened so well I told him everything. The fire hall calendar shoot. I reminded him I was part of 'The Full Monty'. I even confessed about the extra curricular photo shoot that led to me loosing my virginity. I wasn't going to let on about getting bred that first time. But he asked if it had been safe sex. I couldn't lie to him and he showed no judgement or surprise. He did pry and ask how many guys had fucked me. I confessed I'd lost track, but admitted to quite a few. Had they all bred me? My 'yes' was a combination of hesitation and boast. “Do you want to come by after our shift and have a look at my coffee table books ?” He asked “Honestly? I could do that?” my boner was very obvious. “By the look of that tent we may do more than look at coffee table books.” He grinned. Our shift flew by, and I was soon following him to his place. “Do you drink?” He asked as I settled in at the coffeetable. “How about a cranberry, vodka martini?” “Sounds great!” I responded enthusiastically. After the second martini he put his powerful hand on my thigh and asked if I wanted to see his ‘playroom.’ I gulped and he took my hand saying; “I’ll take that as a yes.” I was led into the basement. The first room was a well-equipped home gym. We passed through this and a heavy door into an amazing sex dungeon. I’d read about these and seen pictures, but had never been inon.e. My skin crawled with lust and my ass felt a magnetic attraction to the St. Andrew’s cross and fuck bench. That was until I saw the sling in the farthest corner. ‘Holy fuck’ I though, ‘This is amazing!’ I blurted. “So, what captures your attention? We’ve got all night, I’m off for the next four days. Let’s start by getting naked.” He watched as I started to unbutton my shirt, so I made it a slow reveal. Same with my jeans and briefs. He was mesmerized and never took his eyes off me.. When I stood before him stark naked I said; “Your turn.” He performed a delightful strip tease. The crescendo finish was his sizable cock springing from his briefs, and the sight of my first Prince Albert other than in pictures. It was my turn to be mesmerized. “Do you like the PA?” he asked. “That and the member it presents with.” I responded. “Right answer. Now come over here and let’s establish any rules or boundaries we might need.” He led me to a long slim table along the wall. He reached into a drawer and pulled out a box of condoms. “Yes, or no?” he queried. I pulled a bottle of Vaseline out of the same drawer and placed it beside the condoms; “You only get to use those if you use this for lube.” I responded and smiled. “I like the way your mind works.” He picked up the box and tossed it in a waste basket. “I was pretty sure we wouldn’t need those nasty things from your earlier confessions.” He opened the next drawer and there was an assortment of dildos. “I’m pretty big soft, but I am a grower. I’m going to need you to choose which of these I’ll use to open you up.” I didn’t choose the smallest, about 4 inches and quite thin, nor the largest, 16 inches and forearm thick. My selection started at 7 inches with an average cock girth, 9 inches, definitely thicker and a 12 incher, as thick as a beer can. “Excellent choices. Those should work quite well.” He proclaimed this before pointing at the things hanging on the wall over the table. “So which of these would you choose, or would you prefer my bare hand, or are you not into getting spanked? I do like to play a bit rough but you need to decide and let me know your limits.” “Spanking? I’ve never given it much thought. That said, any bare part of you is always welcome, … and lets experiment with this paddle and this flogging leather.” “What are your limits. Lite enough for no reddening, red welts ok, or are you into getting marked maybe even leaving with a whip cut that could scar?” “Fuck man, do some guys like that?” I was more than a bit flummoxed by the enquiry. “Some do. But we’ll start gentle and work up to your limit. Now where? St. Andrews cross? fuck bench? I think you are probably a sling kind of guy.” “You read my mind. Although I’d like to try all three at some point. Especially the cross when it comes to bondage.” “Oh, we have time for all three and more. Let’s get you into this sling.” He helped me in and lowered the top of my body, so my mouth was in the perfect location to service his cock. When I complained about the PA hitting my teeth, he took it off. I insisted he would need to put it back on when he went to fuck me. “Oh, I have a bigger gaged one for that, I assure you.” I went to work with my mouth and was glad I had chosen such a large dildo. His member was mammoth, bigger than anything I had ever managed in my ass before. Satisfied he was hard he moved and dove in to rim my hole. Fingers and tongue were soon penetrating my happy ring. The first dido slid in quite easily with only spit for lube. I’d never had a dildo in my ass before this. I thought ‘if this is what a condomed cock feels like I want no part of them.' The second required lube. I was amused he used Vaseline. There was no way the third was going in even my stretched hole. After three aborted tries he introduced me to poppers. Heat flooded my body, my head spun, and my heart started pounding like a deasil engine. I was terrified, that was until my ass relaxed and sucked the big dildo in to the hilt. I had never felt so full in my life, but the fear had vanished and the rush from the poppers had me panting; “Fuck yeah, more, more.” He was spurred on to pull the big dildo out and drive it back in a dozen times. He then coached me to take three big huffs of the poppers. I was glad I was held safe by the sling, I never could have kept standing. He inserted his biggest gage PA through his cock, lubed it and worked it into my vulnerable hole. The cold on my hot ass was such a unique experience. My ass couldn’t wait for me to savour this experience and sucked his monster in balls deep. During the best fuck of my life so far, he would popper me up every few minutes. I didn’t want this to end, but I also grew impatient to experience his climax. I began to beg; “Breed me, cum in my ass.” I was devastated with his response. He pulled completely out. My ass gaped and cool air flooded in. What was he doing? Then I realized he was jerking his big tool with the slit at my hole. Soon he bellowed “I’m cuming!” And at the same moment he plunged back into me deep flooding my insides with rope after rope of his hot load. Even before his member deflatied he pulled out and my mouth was presented with his slime covered tool. I sucked and licked it clean with fervour. I was no sooner done than he feltched out my creamy hole and snowballed what seemed like a gallon of his cum tainted with my ass juices and a hint of Vaseline. “How be we move you to my St. Andrew’s Cross for an introduction to bondage, spanking and if you’re up to it whipping? That will give me time to recharge” I wasn’t going to turn down an opportunity for another fuck. I was soon strapped onto the cross. My inner exhibitionist was disappointed there wasn’t an audience it felt so good to be strapped up naked for show. He started by gently tapping my ass cheeks with his hand. I laughed and told him I could take harder. He slapped my ass, and it felt great. “Sure more!” I encouraged. My cheeks were turning red and to my amazement I loved the sting. He came very close fed poppers to my nostrils and whispered seductively in my ear, “I think you are enjoying this. I think you’d enjoy it even more with witnesses. What do you say?” “Fuck, you’ve read my mind. Is there anyone you can invite over quickly.” “I knew that would be your answer, there are five of my fuck buddy friends waiting in my home gym.” “You’re mocking me.” I don’t know how he signaled them, but they came through the door. Five muscular hunky men all attired in only jock straps. I couldn’t believe my eyes. They all came close and petted my naked prone body. Two kissed my red hand welted ass. My senses climbed very closely to overwhelm. “OK guys, you’ll all get your chance later. First, the show.” He proclaimed. Two of the guys brought him the biggest dildo I had already experienced and a ping pong paddle. He ceremonially worked the dido into my well lubricated ass. Then he started to hit my already red ass checks with the paddle. The first smacks were substantial but I asked for more. The smacking and pain kept growing and the audience was groaning in sympathy for my red ass. I knew I had my audience hooked and I had no intention of passing up the opportunity to perform. “Harder!” I yelled. The next smacks reverberated throughout the room. When I didn’t faint from the pain, I made a request; “Fuck man, I need your biggest dildo. And, I want you to whip me while one of these guys fucks it into me.” The guys cheered and a volunteer grabbed the toy from the drawer. Actually, he first pulled the second biggest and I shook my head. “Are you sure?” he asked. “Bring me more poppers.” I demanded with determination. As the head of the 16 inch very thick dildo penetrated my ring my fireman friend lightly kissed my back with his leather whip. “I said whip me, not stroke me.” His intensity increased as the massive artificial cock inched its way into my super stretched ass. I was now being fed poppers non-stop and sucking them in like life-giving oxygen. I managed to growl, “Harder, for fuck sake, harder!” My torturer asked with deep concern; “I’m starting to leave welts, I don’t want to scar you.” All I could think was, ‘I’ll never do this again and I’m not giving up in front of this audience.’ So I cried out; “Slay me until that thing is into me too the hilt.” The beating began and the moment I heard the guy fucking the dildo into my ass say it was to the hilt I fainted. I couldn’t have been out for more than a few seconds. I awoke with my torturers in my face asking if I was ok. I took a brief moment to assess. The stinging on my back was at an 11 out of 10. My ass and guts felt like they were being torn apart. I moaned; “Is it still in me?” When the answer was yes I asked cockillie; “How many of you want to fist me when it comes out? No need to waste this ass stretching.” One of the voices spoke up; “You should be careful what you ask for.” ‘You’re up first!” I crowed As I feasted on a steady diet of poppers gallons of Crisco lubed my ass as three muscular arms were worked into me up to the elbow. The fourth was a little guy who almost got in to his armpit. He assured me he’d done this a few times before. He pulled back leaving his fist inside. He inserted his cock and began to masterbate himself. He announced his release for all to hear. Nothing had ever felt so fucking intimate before nor since. I began to wonder if my insides would ever shift back to there normal locations. I was ceremonially released from the cross and the group of men tenderly bathed me in a huge soaker tub. I was given a sedative and pain killers and slept soundly for the next 10 hours. I never left his house for the next three days as a none stop string of his friends stopped by to raw fuck and breed my ass. He’d kept a tally. 64 loads had been pumped into me by him and 24 of his friends. As I finally left, he tenderly asked me how I was doing. “I’m a little worse for the ware and tare. I went to far pushing you to flog me. I learned a lesson there. And I won't be requesting fisting again. Although if they all ended with a cock jerked in me ... that was fuckin mind blowing. But the rest of it ... honestly I feel like a million dollars.” “Sounds like you’ve found your calling.” He assured me

If you ever had fucked with someone you found "repugnant" ( for some reasons, maybe repulsive face, homeless, bastard, rude men, offensers, disrespectful...), did you accept them to enter inside you, if so, what about to getting creampie from them? Is it OK taking a ugly top's load inside your sex and let him reproduced inside your most intimate place? Asking for this cause since Last year I'm "choosing" tops that I normally would never let fuck me, uncovered sexual contact teases, got those cocks pressed against my hole, help them to slide "half way" in and make some moves or eventually going balls deep for some seconds ( "fake fucking" my hole before asking to pull out. I don't want this to happen to me and had them to fuck my hole, just want them to know how ring and pussy felt. So, Last week, did it with that man that I've refused before, surprised him giving him the access. Let him pounded it longer than expected. Even if I do no love him and extremely dislike him, I've never need someone's semence so hard, I really appreciated it. So, we fucked for real, kissed passionately, already making love like he was the Best man in the world. I promised to let him to have my pussy totally Next week and make him reproduced into it, most of all, I will let him sleep in me (cock in my cunt, tongue and saliva in my mouth) and I'm terrified I will damaged my self esteem and no more love myself after this. How to deal with it if I have regrets after it? Problems when you are a too much emotional bottom...

A red light illuminated the dirty grey walls. Dark, shadowy figures moved in around me. The room felt small. Or was it that the dark figures filled the space? It was hard to tell from how I was positioned. The tingly feeling in my feet was so strong that they were numb and overpowered my train of thought. My arms stretched far above my head, held tight by what I could only imagine were restraints, equally adding to the interrupting pain, preventing me from focusing on what is, and I would presume, a shitting situation. How did I get here? ‘Not tonight, Steve. Let me sleep.’ Muffing into his pillow. ‘Common, we haven’t fucked in months… I think we are pushing on a year.’ I move my hand over the side of his waist, only to be swatted away. ‘Uugh.’ I tossed and turned, trying to settle my restlessness. ‘Fuck. Steve. Just go and watch TV or something.’ I logged onto my computer. Like routine, I searched for some of the most fucked up porn I could find while I jerked off. Real piggy shit. Nasty men gangbanging guys close to my age. Messy throat fucking porn and hardcore bondage and BDSM play. But it is getting to a point where the porn is just not satisfying. I reflected on how long I had been doing this monotonous routine porn searching and jerking off. I got with my partner soon after I turned 18. I’m 26, and our sex life dried out not long into our third year together. I’m a traditionalist, and I believe in monogamy, and I believe in commitment. Thick or thin, as they say. But here I am. Needs not being met and alone jerking off to what people see as fucked up and completely wrong. I start flicking through hook-up sites, feeling completely guilty for it. I struck up a few chats with a couple of blocks here and there; occasionally, I would get a dick pic and the odd arse hole here and there. I don’t understand why guys sent pictures of their arse holes. They’re not very attractive when you can’t see the grand vision of a nice butt. Something about chatting with blokes online just felt… Soulless. The routine kept on and on. As I was about to call it, I stumbled across one profile of an older guy I found hot. He was in decent shape and a bit rough-looking. I’m not much for clean-cut guys. But what his profile said struck my interest. He was openly poz, and he seemed a little proud of it. I realised I was jerking harder than usual. I couldn’t control myself and emptied my balls over my smooth, defined chest. ‘What are you all dressed up for?’ ‘Far well drink with work mate. You know Lisa. She’s finished up with the firm… You were invited, remember.’ I straighten up my belt, checking my appearance in the mirror. Looking sharp, I thought. I could feel a shift in my partner’s energy, ‘Well. Long are you gonna be?’ ‘I don’t know.’ The guilt crept up inside. I grabbed my keys and headed for the door, checking myself in the reflection of the splash back in the kitchen as I strutted past. ‘What about me.’ ‘I won’t be long.’ I gave him a peck on the lips and left. The bar was hustling, and my work colleagues were in a party mood. I was torn between wanting to be part of their level of party and the guilt of not returning to my partner. My boss pressed another beer into my chest. I have a good friendship with my boss. I had worked with him for about three years. We spoke about personal shit, and I have opened up about my sex life and he… Well, he isn’t shy about his. Shawn was a married man. Two kids under 14. But he isn’t innocent. For an older bloke, he can get any pussy he likes, and he does. Our after-work chats always end up with him telling me how he banged some bird the other night. And I’m telling you, I thought I had a fucked up perverted sense of taste. He would have to be just as fucked up, if not worse. He’s told me stories of sharing his wife with other men. He gets a real kick seeing strangers shooting their load into his wife and then going in after. I’m always rock hard when he tells me, and he knows it too. Tonight is no different. We sat out on the deck with Shawn telling me yet another one of his conquests. ‘Fuck. I must have drunk too much.’ My eyesight was blurry, and I felt a little drowsy. ‘Shut up. I’m taking you out on a good night, Steve. No calling it early like you always do.’ And he didn’t let me leave. The crowd thinned out, and I was beginning to feel shitfaced. Soon, there were only the two of us. ‘Common mate. It's time to really party. I’m going to introduce you to a few fellas that I know. But first. We need to make a pit stop.’ And sure enough, we stopped by a brothel. ‘Jacob. What are we doing here… Mate? I can barely keep my eyes open.’ ‘Shh.’ We were on the couch as the ladies came out of the back room one by one, as though they were Jacob's personal catalogue. ‘Hi, I’m Cindy.’ The brunette bombshell said, flirting with Shawn. ‘Shawn. You remember I am gay, right.’ ‘Shh… Hi Cindy. Wanna play.’ ‘I sure do. Come with me. Shawn got up to follow, nudging me to come with them. The room was what you would expect when going to a brothel: distasteful and over the top with velvet and oddly chosen furniture. I slumped into the chair in the corner. Shawn wasted no time getting busy with Cindy. I must have passed out. The sounds of thumping and muffling moans and groans first caught my consciousness. My lids scrapped against my dry eyes. And like I said earlier. An arse hole is not very attractive when you can’t see the grand vision of a nice butt. And Shawn’s arse is one of those grand visions. It was like it sobered me up as I watched his cheek flex every time he pumped his cock in Cindy. I was instantly throbbing and felt the strain of my cock pressed hard against my stomach from my tight jocks. He picked up pace. I couldn’t help but imagine licking the sweat built up in the matted bit of hair just above his arse crack. Trails of sweat wept across his burning skin as he held Cindy tight to his body while pumped away like it was the last fuck of his life. ‘Haah… Uugh.. Aaah...’ He moaned, and I knew. His arse cheeks held firm. Cindy’s legs wrapped around him tighter. I had to do everything in my power not to… Release.

I kept me smoking, and I was spun. His grin told me he was satisfied and took the pipe away from me. The cocktail of drugs fucked with my consciousness. I felt the need to fuck. I wanted to fuck. But I kept zoning out and coming back to it. Matt slipped his pants off. He wasn’t wearing jocks, and he was ready to fuck by the looks of his thick cock standing to attention. I was on the bed as he leant over and grabbed my pants, yanking them off and rolling me to my front, revealing my peach arse. I heard Matt growl under his breath. He pushed my legs apart using his legs. He was above me, and I was inebriated. I didn’t think I was going to be in this situation. A fleeting moment crossed my mind realising I didn’t prepare to be fucked and hoped I was ok down there. He grabbed my arse cheeks with his rough hands and spread them wide. He wasn’t playing around. My hole was exposed, and he dove in deep. His tongue was long, thick, and strong. I felt it piercing me. For all the drugs I had in my system, my hole still resisted. Possibly because it was close to a year since I had anyone entertain it. God, I hoped it was clean down there. He didn’t complain. I kept hearing him moan within his muffled mouth and my arse. His hands held my arse cheeks tight. It hurt. He didn’t care. He knew what he wanted and wasn’t worried if I was comfortable. ‘Mm. A little dirty… And tight.’ Matt moaned while slightly lifting his face from my arse as he adjusted himself to get a better grip to dive deeper. My back arched in the air with my face buried in the sheets. Matt wrapped his big arms around my legs and pulled my arse cheeks even more expansive, holding them tight with his strong arms; his mouth was like a suction cap to my hole as he forcefully drove deeper inside. I must have passed out at times, losing track of how long we were in this position when I was startled to a semi-conscious level by Matt tossing me onto my back and spreading my legs wide. He held me tight. I could feel his body heat radiating on my skin and the head of his cock pressed against my moist hole. He looked down upon my no doubt bloodshot eyes. I could smell my arse on his breath as he pressed his lips onto mine, pushing my mouth wide open. His tongue dove deep. I could hardly breathe except for the recycled air between his breath and mine. I struggled to pull away, but Matt was too strong and held me tight. I was desperate for air and began to lose consciousness when he pushed his thick cock into my hole, driving it to the base of his cock. I passed out.

Absolutely, I don't care what they look like, I just want to get fucked and bred. Some of the best fucks I've had have been from guys I wouldn't call attractive.

This was pointed out in some other, similar thread ... Don't forget that when hiv appeared, almost everybody simply stopped fucking. I don't mean slacked off - I mean stopped. Period. While guys that had paired off at least had their other halves to have sex with (after testing, of course), single guys either bagged it (not all that many resorted to condoms - the normal, backroom-kind of sex just dried up seemingly overnight) it or didn't have sex at all. Lots of guys didn't dare trust condoms (they can break, obviously). It was the worst for guys that were single, and had no one to get through the hellscape with. "Having sex" went from Nirvana to Hell-vana, and very, very quickly, unless a guy was in a closd, trusting relationship. One guy from our neighborhood simply laid down and died right in our driveway. One of the gay newspapers went out of business (they carried all the announcements of "Celebration of Life" services) because no one wanted to pick it up, go through all the pages of horror anymore. That kind of mortality really kills the fun of wanton breeding. For most of us that experienced it, those scars have crusted over by now, but we'll never forget, either.

mine

My journey to not giving any fucks for how a guy looked who wanted to fuck me started later in life. I was very picky when I was younger, and I regret not getting more dick in my 20s and early 30s. But something snapped in my late 30s and I became an insatiable cock hungry pig, so it didn't matter to me who the guy was, how he looked, or anything else, so long as he had a hard dick and wanted to fuck. And I work on making myself as attractive as possible so I can turn any of these men on. It started for me in the ABS. I'd been many, many times before, but was a little too shy. I generally would just go, beat off while watching some porn, panic every time someone pulled on the door, nervous I'd forgotten to lock it, and then leave. The thrill for me was being in a place with so much sexual energy and access to so much porn at my fingertips. I don't know what came over me, but one night I went into the booth, stripped down to a jock, put some magno clips on both nips, and got on my knees in front of the GH. I was determined to suck anon cock. And then this real pushy, really old, probably married, tall and skinny guy just stuck his huge dick through the hole and demanded I suck it. "Here goes nothing," I thought, and did my best, but this thing was huge. He kept saying he had to get back to work and couldn't come through the hole. That he needed to come into my booth with me. OMG! I'm not into really skinny, really pushy, really old guys (at the time) but eventually I agreed to let him in my booth. He came in and took total control. He had me sit my bare ass down on the dirty and cum-soaked floor while I sucked him off, and honestly I struggled a little because he was rock hard and long. I would guess an easy 11". Oh, he also changed the porn to straight porn for his entertainment. It was clear we weren't there for me. Then he said the only way he could nut was in a tight pussy. So he had me stand up and bend over the bench at the back of the booth. He went in hard, fucked furiously, and came quickly, I guess he really did have to get back to work. He told me to come back the next day at 6pm for a repeat, which I did, and this carried on for about a week until he said he was going home. Guess he was traveling for work. Nevermind, during that encounter a rather fat and large man had slid into his old booth and was watching the action through the glory hole completely naked except for a harness and combat boots, stroking a short but girthy dick. He told me to put my hole up, and then fingered it before telling me to turn around. I guess satisfied that I was both clean and well lubed by another man's cum he asked if I wanted to go to a private booth. At this point I figured I was in for a penny, and in for a pound so I just offered to come over to his booth and didn't care if someone else watched. So there I was in his booth while he sat on the bench watching hot gay porn. I figured the reason I was there was to provide service, so I straddled him on the bench, holding onto his harness for support, and slid down on his fat dick. I rode him until he said he was ready to cum, and was so loud I know everyone in that arcade knew what was going on. After he left, a rather goofy looking guy with thin, scraggly hair and super skinny slid in the booth, offering his flaccid penis. I took it in my mouth and began sucking, not caring that a new man was in the next booth watching through the GH. Eventually he said the only way he could get hard was to tongue my hole. So he sat on the bench and I bent over in front of him. While we both watch the gay porn on the screen, he licked and invaded my flooded hole, but unfortunately was unable to get hard. Oh, well, it happens. Feeling like a filthy whore I figured I should go home and think about what I had done. But for the first time in a long time I didn't feel shame or guilt, just euphoria for being "of use." And that's when I knew that being with men I previously found repugnant just increased the number of dicks I could service. I never looked back.

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I agree

In a jail cell with a guard. I was working as a clerk and had been flirting with a guard for a while. We went down to an unused cell block so I could get a "tour" and had some fun.

Chapter 8 – And Then There Were More Chapters 1 through 7 describe meeting a new guy at a party recently. We hit it off, so I invited him over for dinner. Dinner turned out to be a feast of T, cum, fists, toys, and more. He went to his house the next morning and invited me there. We’ve done all sorts of wonderful things with each other, and now he’s looking for someone else to join us. We each pulled out our phones to get on the apps and see who was out there that we might know. I was wary of inviting someone Jeff didn’t know to his house, but he told me he trusted my judgement. We agreed that we’d keep it a surprise if we asked someone to come over so the other didn’t know who it was until they got here. I found a few guys I had played with and trusted that I messaged. Jeff did the same. We each had a few nibbles but acknowledged that getting someone to actually come over right now might be tough. I messaged three different guys and got positive responses from two of them. I gave them Jeff’s address, and they knew my car, so they would recognize it in the driveway. Jeff had a few bites, too, that he invited over. While we were looking, we were fondling each other too. I put down my phone and knelt in front of Jeff, sucking his cock into my mouth. It wasn’t getting hard, but I still like sucking on it, savoring the smell of his bush and the feel of his cock in my mouth. After a bit, he decided he wanted me in the sling again. “First, we do a booty bump.” I was putty in his hands, and he knew I would agree to almost anything. We pulled the plugs out of our asses and bumped each other. Then he walked me over to the sling. I laid back in it, feeling the burn as the T melted into my body. Jeff sat on the stool and fingered my hole, giving the T time to work its magic. Jeff stood up and looked through the drawers at his selection of toys. I was playing in my hole, using fingers from both hands to open and explore it. When he saw what I was doing, he smiled and said, “That’s what a good ass pig does. Keep it busy.” I pointed out that his hole was empty, and he said that he would fix that once he found what he was looking for. He pulled out a toy and then walked over to the couch. He picked up the plug he had in him earlier and inserted it into his ass. He looked at me to make sure that I knew he was plugged, and I smiled at him. My fingers were still working my hole. “Think you can take it?” He held up a dildo I recognized as Pegasus. I guess he thought if I liked the dog dildo with the knot, then a horse cock would be OK with me too. “Only one way to find out!” I replied. He nodded his head and began to lube the dildo. Then, he packed some Crisco into my ass to make it more slippery. He placed the lubed dildo at my entrance. “Ready?” I nodded. The booty bump had taken full effect, and I was completely ass focused. I think at that point, he could have inserted almost anything in my ass, and I would have taken it. Jeff had to swivel the dildo around to get the flared head to enter me. This toy has an almost flat tip with a ridge around it. That ridge now slid past my sphincter and entered my ass. Then, it was a mostly smooth ride until about 2/3 of the way down, where there was another set of ridges. My ass was so greedy by this time that those ridges slid in easily. Jeff kept pushing and soon had the entire toy in my ass, with the base resting at my hole. “Fuck, I’ve never seen anyone take it that easily!” Jeff marveled. Well, I was spun out and turned on, so it felt right for me to submit my ass to his hands. He just left the toy in me, occasionally giving it a little shake. Then, he decided to fuck me with it. Jeff slowly pulled the toy back out of my ass. He didn’t take it all the way out the first time but stopped when the flared tip was just inside my hole. He drove it back down again. This time, he pulled it all the way out and then sunk the entire toy into me. Feeling that flared head enter was stimulating, and my cock responded by pumping out some fluid. Jeff fucked me at a leisurely pace, letting my ass and hole get used to the toy. I figured that he was getting me ready for more. “Hold it in you.”, he demanded. I reached down to feel the toy stretching my hole and held it in place, making small in-and-out motions. Jeff stood up, came to the head of the sling, and opened the poppers. He held them under my nose and had me do three hits. Fuck, I could only imagine what he was planning to do to me when those hit. He put the bottle down and returned to the stool. His hairy ass was so fine looking as he walked away that I pumped out some more precum. Then, he took back control of the dildo. Jeff kept steady pressure on the toy as the poppers invaded my brain. I was flexing my ass on the dildo and started to swing the sling to get some fucking action going. Jeff told me to hold still, and he would drive. Twisting and turning, he began to pull to slowly pull back on the toy. My ass was in overdrive, feeling every ridge and vein on the horse cock. Once he had it about halfway out, he slammed it back into me. The next pull-out was fast. He still twisted it as he pulled back but went much faster this time. Again, he drilled it into my depths. He’d vary the pace of the extraction, but the insertion was always fast. My popper-addled brain was loving every stroke of the dildo, and I had my head thrown back in ecstasy. Putting my hands behind my head, I discovered the alluring aroma of my own pits and began to sniff those. Jeff was really working the dildo in my ass when the doorbell rang. “Fucking bad timing! Oh well, hold it in and fuck yourself while I let this guy in.” Jeff stood and went to answer the door. I couldn’t easily fuck myself in the position I was in, so I slid further down in the sling, allowing my legs to be raised higher. I used the straps rather than the stirrups to stabilize my feet. I got into a pretty good rhythm when I heard them approaching. When I turned my head to see who was joining us, I noticed it was one of my guys. “Hey, Dan, how’s it going?” I said. “You guys know each other?” asked Jeff. “Yeah, I invited him over.” “Holy shit, so did I!” Jeff exclaimed. Dan said he was chatting with both of us and was amused when I sent the address, which he recognized as Jeff’s. We had played several times, so he was a good addition to the team. Like us, Dan was hairy. He was wearing a leather harness across his chest, and his pierced nipples protruded around the straps. Other than that, he was naked. Great ass, nice cock, and a good guy. Oh yeah, he also had a PA. This would work. “You need to catch up,” said Jeff, indicating the bubbler and torch. Dan went over and expertly melted the crystals, generating a nice cloud. He sucked it in and repeated this a few more times. Meanwhile, Jeff sat on the stool, and I slid back to a more normal position in the sling. Jeff grabbed the dildo from me and leisurely fucked me with it. Jeff and I put on a show for Dan. He kept drilling my ass with the dildo, and I was squirming around as the horse cock filled my ass. Dan walked over with the bubbler and held the stem to my mouth. I took in a huge cloud, which I blew out over Dan’s cock. Then, he did the same with Jeff. We each got another hit, and Dan took one more and put down the pipe. He walked over and nudged Jeff to let him take his place on the stool. Jeff stood, and Dan took control of the dildo. He started to pull it out and was surprised by how long it was. He looked up at me as it fell out of my ass and smiled in knowing acknowledgment. Dan inserted the toy again, letting my hole feel the flared head enter again. He pushed steadily, getting it to bottom out. With his free hand, he was rubbing Jeff’s ass. Jeff bent forward to give Dan better access, and Dan found the plug in Jeff’s hole. “You guys have been busy!” He really had no idea. We had been playing in each other’s asses for hours now, and I hoped we’d continue for a long time. Then, the doorbell rang again. Jeff went to let the new guy in, and Dan kept using the dildo on my ass. I offered him some poppers, but he declined. I didn’t want any more right now either since I was fully enjoying the experience. Jeff came back with two more guys. One of them was carrying a large bag that held another sling. Nice! We’d be able to fuck or fist two guys at the same time with this. I’ve only had two slings at the same time a few times, but it was hot. Dan and I decided to take a break and join the others as they assembled the sling. Then, we all took a smoke break, letting the two new guys have the lion’s share of the clouds. They were Neal and Pete, a couple that Jeff played with before. They were younger, probably in their 40s. Both handsome and well-built. Neal was hairier than Pete, who only had a dusting between his well-formed pecs and a sweet treasure trail. Neal also had a trimmed beard. As we were putting the sling together, I noticed that Pete had a nice dense line of fur in his ass crack. While I love an ass that is covered in fur, this is also enticing. I looked forward to getting more familiar with both of their asses over the course of the evening. The room was more crowded with the slings next to each other and more guys in it, but we were fine with that. Once we were ready, Neal asked if anyone wanted to do some G. “Of fucking course,” was Jeff’s answer. Turns out that Neal is a doctor. He carefully measured out doses of G into the cups that Jeff brought in. We topped that off with some sports drinks and then raised our glasses in a toast. “To ass!” We all drank down the G and decided to put the two new guys in the slings. They both got situated, and then I sat down at Pete’s ass, and Dan sat down at Neal’s. Neal was hairy all over, and his ass was no exception. The whole thing was covered in light brown fur, with the hair getting denser and darker as it neared his pink hole. His cock was a little above average in length but very thick. It looked like a great ride. Seeing this hairy stud splayed out with his ass open in the sling was enticing. Pete also had a nice cock. His was a long one, and he had low-hanging balls. In fact, I wondered if they’d get in the way when I was working over his hole. As I noticed before, his ass was mostly smooth, but there was a sweet line of fur in his crack and around his hole. That looked very alluring, and I dove in tongue first. Pete was responding well to the rimming. His ass was opening nicely as I licked and probed it with my tongue. His hair held some great scents, and I detected a bit of lube in his hole. At one point, he reached for the poppers and took a few snorts. The fumes made him grind his ass into my face, and I responded by digging my tongue as deep as I could into his tasty ass. “I want your fist in me,” he stated. Oh yeah, we had another guy who was serious about ass work! I first shoved a good bit of Crisco up his ass, taking time to spread it around his insides with my fingers. His hole was already loosened up, and I was able to get four fingers in easily while I was prepping his hole for my hand. Then I added some lube to my hands, slathering it all over. Pete looked down at me and told me to lube my arm up to my elbow. Nice! Once I was all lubed up, I looked over at the other sling. Dan was getting ready to fist Neal, and Neal and Pete were holding hands. It’s sweet when a couple enjoys playing together like this and I hoped that Jeff and I might get to that point. But now, it was all about Pete’s ass. His sweet center looked so sexy, pulsing with desire in its nest of hair. I circled around it with my lubed fingers, delving into it as I passed over. I quickly had all four fingers from both hands inside him, stretching his hole open. Then, I placed my folded hand at his hole and applied forward pressure. Pete’s ass opened to swallow my hand. I slid in beyond my wrist with ease. Once there, Pete and I worked together to get my hand deeper in his cavern. I was pushing forward, and he was working his ass to pull me in. This guy was a master at taking a fist, and I looked forward to seeing what else his ass could do. I felt the curve of his second hole and rested my hand there. Pete again picked up the poppers and took a few huge hits. I waited a moment for the rush to hit and then started to probe further into his ass. He accommodated my hand nicely, and I was soon through his inner sphincter and was nestled in his colon. Pete was moaning as he enjoyed my fingers massaging his innermost areas. I pulled back a bit, and Pete told me to pull slowly all the way out. This is always fun for me as a top since I get to learn more about the guy’s ass as I work through it, and I know how much I enjoy it as a bottom. I took it painstakingly slow. Pete was writhing on the sling as my hand retreated, creeping slowly through his ass, feeling my way along his canal. Once my hand was at the point where it was really stretching his hole, I paused again. He could feel the stretch and I was flexing my hand and doing some small rotations to give him a great feeling. Then, I pulled all the way out. When I went in this time, I went in with a fist. I knew his ass could take it, and he again swallowed it with ease. I ground my fist deep into him, twisting as I went. I paid special attention to his prostate as I worked down, first using my knuckles, then bones from my wrist to rub against that sensitive gland. Pete’s cock responded as expected and pumped out some sweet precum, which lay in a pool on his tight belly. Again, a slow extraction, then a re-entry. I was working over Pete’s ass with both my fists when I felt a hand reaching for my hole. Jeff was behind me, playing with my hole. I slid back on the stool to give him better access and felt a toy at my hole. Jeff was inserting the Chute plug from earlier into my ass. I rose off the stool a bit to let him get it started, then sat back down, forcing the plug into my ass. I realized then that Jeff was also plugging Dan’s hole. Now, the two of us who were fisting the guys had our asses filled with a plug. I hoped Jeff’s hole was also filled with something. We were all pigs in heat with the T and the G we had ingested. Neal wanted to fist me, and Dan asked Jeff or Pete to fist him. We got the guys out of the slings, and Dan and I crawled in. Pete was looking for a plug or toy to use on his ass while we all got ready for another round of fist play. Neal saw the plug in my ass and twisted it around a bit. He then stood and placed his cock in the groove of the toy. One of the great things about this toy is that a top can fuck you with it and his cock at the same time, and Neal was about to do that. He shoved his cock and the dildo into my ass. It was nicely opened, so it was an easy entry for him. He spent some time fucking me like this but told me he really wanted to fist me. I noticed his hands and arms were very hairy, so he spent some extra time lubing them. Pete came over to play with the toy while his partner got ready to fist me. Then, Pete stepped aside, Neal pulled out the plug and sunk his hand into my ass. He went in quickly and somewhat aggressively. He was watching me for any signs of discomfort, but, seeing none, he kept going. He was in almost to his elbow before starting to pull out. He popped his hand out and dove right back in, going as deep as possible. He did this several times, then told me to sniff some poppers. I did as instructed, and Neal began to seriously pound my ass. His hand went in deep each time and then was quickly withdrawn. He switched hands, too, sometimes having both in me at the same time as he pulled one out and started to shove the other in. The T, the G, the poppers, and the overall sex-driven vibe in the room had me riding his hands along with him. My ass had rarely been this used or this happy. Pete had lubed up his hands, and now he and Neal started trading off. First, one of Pete’s, then one of Neal’s, and back to Pete. These two worked together well, and I could tell this was not the first time they had done this. Then, they each slipped a hand inside me at the same time. My ass was prepared for this, but it’s always an intense feeling when I take a double. They played around together in my ass for a bit, then Pete took the seat and took over. Where Neal was fast, Pete was slow. He was a very sensual fister, taking the time to feel his way through my ass and pausing as he explored every part of me. He had beautiful green eyes that I enjoyed watching as he probed my ass. He looked up at me and smiled, then told me to take some poppers, and he would work my ass. Again, I did as I was told, and Pete began to crawl further into my ass. I could feel his fingers extend out, feel around for the best passage, and then pull his hand through it. It was intense and highly arousing for me. Shuddering wildly, I had another assgasm, spewing my cum out of my cock. Pete grinned at me as the sensations of the orgasm and the poppers subsided, and he began his withdrawal. Once he was out, he shoved the Chute plug back in me. Then, he helped me out of the sling, and we walked over to the couch. I took a moment to recover as Pete licked the cum off my body and cock. He played with the plug in my ass as he did this, and I reached back to find his hairy hole filled with a plug as well. I twisted it around and pulled it back and forth, but it was well embedded in his ass. Meanwhile, Neal had taken over the stool and was now fisting Dan. Jeff came over to us and sucked Pete’s cock into his mouth. I moved around so that I could get Jeff’s cock in my mouth. We had to move to the floor, but now Jeff was sucking Pete, Pete was sucking me, and I was sucking Jeff. This was a night to remember!

I'm on the outside looking in, so keep that in mind. But I think Black male culture, BROADLY speaking - not in all cases, certainly - is more misogynistic than white male culture. There are evangelicals on the black side just as there are on the white side, for instance, and black preachers tend to be as conservative, publicly speaking, on sex as white ones. Separately, I've noticed that there's also a sort of resentment of Black women for the fact that they've had to step up, across the board, to head a lot of Black families given that so many Black men aren't part of the family unit - whether because they're incarcerated, lack the resources to support the family, find that public assistance programs discourage nuclear families, or what have you. (I'll note that a lot of these problems are ones caused by White people, who wrote the laws that locked up so many Black men, who write the public assistance rules that favor single mothers over intact families, that make it difficult for Black men to find good jobs in many areas, and so forth.) That's not to say white men are much more likely to support Harris - far from it. But I think Obama's point is that where some might think Black men and women, both, would want to come together to support electing a Black woman as president, it's not as simple for a lot of the men. Again, outside looking in, so I may be completely off-base in this.

Part 6 The pozzing of Tj Tj woke up alone in his bed like every day, although he had already gotten used to the drug use he still felt crappier, that was because in the last session he had received heavier doses than usual after all, also his pussy felt different than he was used to. He noticed that the last session had forced his cunt to its limit and he realized that he was not yet a total slut, otherwise his cunt would not feel the way it felt now. Tj looked at his nipples and saw the gauzes on his nipples and although he had experienced the whole session as a huge horny rush he remembered that Marcus had pierced his nipples at the end. He was curious about the result, somehow it did make him extremely horny. Now his body was no longer at all unspoiled as he had arrived here, but was transforming bit by bit into his new personality. Suddenly his last words that he said to sir popped into his mind. He had asked him to pozzen him. Tj felt himself getting nervous again for the first time in a long time. He was made nervous by the thought that he had asked sir to make him pozz and by that he didn't know what to expect next. How would he become pozz, when would he become pozz, what next, did he really want to become pozz, was he really ready to give his life completely or was this now just a fit of horny desire. He laid back down and let all thoughts wash over him and quickly came to the realization that he really did love sir and that this was not a whim. He also knew that this was his new life, he could not go back to his old good life. For should he do so he would become deeply unhappy. As a result, he also knew that becoming pozz could only free him and completely liberate his inner slut and that this would also allow him to give himself completely to sir. When he thought of Peter he got completely hot inside again and noticed that he had spontaneously started finger-fucking himself. That was proof that he had to give himself completely to sir, that he was completely his and that it would be an honor to offer his negative pussy to him. This was going to change his life tremendously though but he felt that his nervousness was beginning to ebb away and was giving way to desire. Desire for sir, desire for his new life and for what sir would still teach him and make him experience. He straightened up and crawled out of bed because he still felt lousy. He went to the kitchen, took his vitamins and drank something. When he felt a little better he went to the playroom and only then saw what a pig he must have been yesterday. Tj had quite a bit of work to get the room back in order in his lousy condition but when he was finally done he got to look at all that had happened last night as a reward. He plopped down in the couch, turned on the TV and watched the session. Had he been able he would have squirted at least three or four times, but luckily for him he had his penis cage on and couldn't play with his cock. Fortunately for Tj, his cunt was playable, although his cunt still felt rough and sore. Still, he could not restrain himself and played with a dildo in his opened cunt. It felt so blissful to ram that dildo into his hole while watching it being used like that the night before. When he got to the moment he asked sir to pozzen him he got hot inside again and felt a huge amount of pre-cum running out of his cock. This time there was no more nervousness but only desire. As the session neared its end his watch vibrated. He turned off the TV and knew he had to get ready because sir would be there in half an hour. He quickly rinsed his pussy and took his dose of G went back to the playroom took his blindfold, pig plug and got ready. When sir came into the playroom Tj was already flying all over the place and the pig plug that was still snug in his cunt at first spontaneously fell out of his cunt because he had gotten so horny and that his sphincter had completely relaxed and was coming into its new relaxed shape. Tj had not had a tight pussy for a long time but the fist training had ensured that when he got horny now his pussy opened up completely. Peter gave Tj a firm pat on the ass. P: hmmm look at that pussy. Your pussy looks beautiful boy. I'm proud of you. You did that very well yesterday. That opens up a lot of possibilities for later. P: are you still sure about you what you asked me yesterday. Because you get one last chance to go back on your decision. Tj was horny as hell but if there was one thing he was sure of it was this. T: I am absolutely sure sir. I thought about it very carefully today and am 100% sure that I want to give myself to you completely. I want to stay with you, to feel your DNA and your virus flowing through me. I want you to infect me with your toxic load and make me as I am supposed to be your pozz pig. P: I can tell you're totally confident. You make me feel fucking hot about it. It makes me tremendously horny boy that you want to give yourself completely to me. I'll make sure you won't regret it. Tj felt the pipe being placed against his lips and he needed no more instructions and sucked in the fumes. He felt himself getting warmer and warmer and sinking deeper and deeper into his dark thoughts. Sir let Tj enjoy cock, fist and at the end let him swallow his cum. After Peter squirted his cum into Tj's mouth he fell down on the bed and took Tj in his arms. Tj didn't know where he deserved this because this was the first time he had spent a moment in the arms of the man who had taught him to discover his true self and whom he had begun to love so much. For the first time he didn't just feel like a slut or a pig but felt love and warmth. P: boy, in a few days I will give you my gift and once you are transformed we will be connected forever. I am really looking forward to this because then we can stop your training and we can let ourselves go completely. Then I will take you with me so you can enjoy what your new life has to offer you. T: I'm looking forward to it sir. Peter let go of Tj and took him to his room. Tj would not see the sir for the next few days. Because his daily letter stated that he would only return when his cum was back toxic enough to transform Tj. For the first few days Tj was still able to keep himself busy, taking care of his nipples and they were already healing nicely. He also thought they looked beautiful and he couldn't wait to be able to show them to sir. The days went by and Tj was still able to restrain himself fairly well but after the 5th day Tj almost started to run up the walls and his desire had become so great that he couldn't get away with his feelings. But on the 6th day his long wait was rewarded because his watch began to vibrate and light up. Tj spontaneously got hot inside and felt his nerves come to the surface. The time had come, sir would soon come and give him a load of his toxic cum and then the wait would be on to see he had become pregnant with sir's babies. This was a tremendously exciting moment for Tj and with knees buckling he went to the shower, rinsed his ass and cleaned himself for this important moment. He took his dose of G and knew it wouldn't be long before the G would make his nerves disappear and give way to tremendous horniness. Tj went to the playroom, put on his blindfold as usual and stuck his plug in his ass and got ready. Tj felt the G taking away his nerves and getting hot. His thoughts grew darker and hornier and now he thought only of sir and his toxic charge. The charge that would transform his cells, make him pozz and connect him to sir forever. Tj felt sir's hand caress his body. The tiny hairs that had grown back by now spontaneously straightened and he got goosebumps. The gentle caress was only short-lived because without cause he suddenly felt several hard slaps on his ass. Peter took Tj's ass firmly in his hands and then gave a few more slaps which caused the jaws of Tj's ass to start looking nice and red. Tj felt that sir was standing fiercer than usual and that made Tj even hornier than he already was. This was going to be the session of his life, he felt it. P: hmmmm, fuck boy. What a nice horny pig you have become. That ass of yours is just perfect and your new nipples are beautiful. I can't wait to start playing with them soon. Peter was hornier than usual because being off medication had increased his libido and having saved up his cum for this moment he was actually unstoppable. He gave a few more pats against Tj's ass and then stood in front of Tj and took hold of his head and took off his blindfold and looked into Tj's flying saucers P: my viral count is through the roof boy. I'm going to make your cunt radiate with my toxic load. Peter looked at Tj with a devilishly horny and dominant gaze. P: do you want my Toxic load boy. T: hmmm yes sir I have been longing for it all week. I want to feel your DNA flowing through me. P: I have been saving my cum all week so I can properly fill that cunt of yours with my dirty cum. Tj felt that sir was tremendously horny and more dominant than usual, but for some reason it only made him even hornier and brought him even more under sir's spell. Sir's horny words caused the plug to spontaneously fall out of Tj's pussy. Sir saw it and gave him another pat on the ass and then inserted 3 fingers into Tj's gaping cunt. Tj started moaning. T: oh fuck sir, I want you so bad. Use me, infect me and make me completely yours. Tj felt his cunt begin to glow. Peter had just inserted a shard of Tina into his cunt and Tj felt the Tina working its way into his body. P: I will definitely infect you, you dirty pig. Because that is what we are here for and I will make sure you do not dodge your true fate. But first I want to play with that negative body of yours one last time before it transforms into a real pozz pig. T: oh yes sir, use me I am fully yours. P: give me your arm pig I can shoot you into the stars. Tj gave his arm and felt the tourniquet being tightened around his biceps. Sir knew well where to poke the needle and it wasn't long before Tj started coughing and was shot in the stars. Tj felt sir begin to piss on his face and he opened his mouth and took sir's pissing cock in his mouth and let the golden nectar run down his throat. Peter took Tj's head firmly and pushed his cock even deeper into Tj's throat. In the past he would have gagged but now Tj was much more used to it and was able to slide sir's cock deep down his throat. Peter growled loudly P: fuck yeah boy, let it run deep down your throat like a real pig. Fuck yeah. My dirty pig, I'm so proud of what you've become. You have completely blossomed into the pig you had always been. When sir finished pissing he took hold of Tj's head and began to kiss him firmly. Peter tasted the taste of his own piss in Tj's mouth but that only made Peter hornier. Peter broke the kiss and looked at Tj's new nipples and gently licked at the jewels. Tj's nipples were still enormously sensitive, the caress of sir's tongue, his sensitive nipples and through the Tina, Tj began to moan and pant enormously. Tj immediately realized that his new nipples would also give him new sensations later and he liked that new sensation. Peter freed Tj's cock from his cage and also pushed a viagra into Tj's mouth. P: Just swallow this one boy. I want you to have a stiff cock later when I transform you. Tj was put on all fours and sir came and sat on Tj's ass and lubed his pussy well with lube and immediately pushed all five of his fingers inside. Tj's cunt opened like a flower and allowed Sir's hand to enter smoothly. P: hmmmmm, your cunt is ready pig. You have the cunt of a real slut, it is asking to be filled because it gives absolutely no resistance anymore. I feel you have taken your training seriously and that this is what you really want because otherwise you could never get such a cunt in such a short time. Tj: Thank you sir. It's all because of you, you showed me my true nature and I can't deny that I don't like having a stuffed cunt. Tj: hmmmm push your fist all the way in sir. I want to feel you all the way into my bowels. Sir pushed his fist over the thickest point through Tj's sphincter and Tj gave a moan of pleasure as he felt the fist slide over his thickest point into his cunt. Sir began to spin his fist inside Tj's cunt. Tj fell down on the bed due to the tremendous feeling of pleasure and began moaning heavily. Peter took advantage of the moment to begin scratching deep into Tj's hole with his nails so that his virus could soon penetrate Tj's body and begin its transformation there. Tj did not feel this, all he felt was supreme ecstasy and enjoyed every inch that sir's fist went deeper into his pussy. After sir had done enough damage in Tj's hole and pulled his fist out of his cunt he saw that his hand was covered with a nice layer of blood. Peter wiped his hand clean and offered Tj his cock again. Tj was still flying but felt the Tina was already loosening his grip on his mind somewhat sucked sir's cock eagerly into his mouth and tasted sir's pre-cum. That made the slut inside him take over and he wanted to taste even more of that heavenly fluid in his mouth. He began to firmly suck sir's cock and he got an extra portion of pre-cum in his mouth as a reward. Sir took Tj's head firmly and pushed his fat cock deep into Tj's throat. Tj could not breathe for a moment the tears sprang into his eyes and drool began to run from the corners of his mouth.... P: hmmm fuck yeah pig. Also that throat of yours is so heavenly. Peter started fucking Tj's throat firmly and saw that Tj's cock was starting to get stiff. P: Good pig. I see that cock of yours really likes having sir's cock in your throat too. Tj could do no more than moan once in confirmation. Peter withdrew his cock from Tj's throat, spit in his face and licked up his spit, pushed Tj onto his back lay down on him started kissing him fiercely. Tj was already getting more and more back out of the stars and put his legs around Peter's body and pulled him even closer to him. He felt Sir's cock tense against his and Tj took hold of Sir's cock with his hand and pushed it toward his pussy. Peter let Tj do it. P: yeah boy, push the cock that will transform you into a pozz pig into your cunt yourself. Show me you really want this and once it is in your cunt there is no turning back pig, then I will fuck you until you are pozz. The words made Tj even hornier and he placed the tip of Sir's cock against his gaping sphincter. Peter looked deep into Tj's eyes with a devilishly horny and longing look. Tj pushed his ass forward and felt Peter's fat cock slide past his gaping sphincter into his cunt. Peter growled P: fuck yeah boy. Show me you want my toxic cum. Tj tried to control his sphincter and tighten his sphincter around sir's fat cock but his sphincter had been so open that sir felt what Tj was trying to do but didn't really feel Tj tighten his sphincter around his cock. P: hmmmm you horny pig. Your cunt has already become so wide that your my fat cock has already become too small for you. P: that's how I like my pussies boy. Nice and wide and asking for a fat cock. Peter took over from Tj and pushed his cock deep and hard inside. Tj closed his eyes and placed his hands on Peter's chest and began to play with his nipples. Peter quietly began thrusting into Tj's pussy and dropped onto Tj and began kissing him back firmly. The idea that he would soon pump Tj full of his toxic cum and make him pozz made him extremely horny. He already longed for the moment when he would get the fuck flu, then he would ask him if he would stay with him forever because he had begun to love Tj immensely in that short time. The boy exceeded all expectations and he was the pig he had always been looking for. Tj took Peter's head firmly and kissed him fiercely. Then he placed his hands on Peter's back and looked into Peter's eyes longingly. T: hmmmm harder sir. Fuck me harder. Show me you want to take my negative cunt and transform it into a pozz cum hole that refuses no load. P: fuck boy. What a horny dirty slut you have become. The words only made Peter even hornier and confirmed to him once again that Tj was a born pig. Peter began to fuck Tj more forcefully but now Tj took over and he pushed Peter onto his back. T: This is my party P: Fuck yeah boy, suck that toxic load with your cunt out of my dirty cock Tj winked at Peter. A grin appeared on Peter's face and he put his arms under his head and let Tj have his way for a while. Tj sat down on Sir and like a real slut pushed the fat cock into his pussy and started riding it. Tj's hands went wild over his body, he played gently with his new nipples, he closed his eyes and had his mouth hanging wide open and was moaning loudly. From his own stiff cock there was pre-cum running which he took up with his finger and wanted to put it in his own mouth with a slutty look. But was stopped by sir. P: your last neg cum is for me pig. i want to be able to taste your transformation. Tj put his finger in Sir's mouth and felt his tongue lick his finger clean. It only made Tj even hornier and with the jaws of his ass he began to knead Sir's cock in his ass. Sir took hold of Tj's ass and gave a few pats on it. He straightened up , Tj shifted his legs and continued riding sir's fat cock. Sir took Tj's head back and kissed him firmly. Peter felt it would not be long before he would infect Tj's pussy with his toxic cum and he pushed Tj back onto his back. It only made Tj even hornier and with the jaws of his ass he began to knead sir's cock in his ass. Sir took hold of Tj's ass and gave a few pats on it. He straightened up , Tj shifted his legs and continued riding sir's fat cock. Sir took Tj's head back and kissed him firmly. Peter felt it would not be long before he would contaminate Tj's pussy with his toxic cum and he pushed Tj back onto his back. He took hold of Tj's cock and began to gently jerk him as he continued to fuck Tj's pussy. Tj couldn't hold back anymore and cried out. Peter sensed what was about to happen and momentarily withdrew his cock from Tj's pussy and placed his mouth on Tj's stiff cock. Tj was now all smiles as he felt sir's warm moist mouth around his stiff cock. T: I'm going to squirt my load, I'm going to squirt . P: then squirt pig, squirt sir's mouth full of that last neg load. Tj moaned very loudly and he squirted his load into sir's warm moist mouth. Peter neatly swallowed the large load of cum and then kissed Tj. P: hmmm just taste one last time of your neg load pig. Next time you will taste your cum it will be a load of pozz pig because now it is my turn. Tj felt sir's cock slide back into his cunt but this time it felt different. His cunt felt over stimulated by the fact that he had just cum himself and with every thrust he could not control his body because with every thrust he got a dose of tremendous horniness and felt like he was going to cum again. Sir looked deep into the eyes of Tj with a horny, longing and devilish look at every thrust. P: Do you like it boy. Do you like it sir will pump your pussy full of his toxic load. Tj moaned uncontrollably and loudly T: fuck yeah sir. Give me your toxic load. I want it so bad. Load my cunt with your dirty toxic load, make my cunt shine. Free me from my negative life and make me a fricking dirty pozz pig. Peter stepped up the pace one last time and Tj was now completely in a trance and could only moan with every thrust he felt from sir's cock in his cunt. T: Pozz me sir I want it so bad. I want to be yours so bad. P: here it comes boy, here comes the toxic load you have so been craving. Peter growled very loudly and thrust hard and deep into Tj's hole one last time. Tj felt sir's cock spurting jet after jet of toxic cum into his cunt, he closed his eyes and tears sprang to his eyes. T: oh fuck yeah, thank you sir. Thank you P: you're welcome my boy. Peter lay down exhausted at Tj's side his limp cock fell out of Tj's gaping hole and he noticed cum running out of Tj's hole. With his fingers he pushed it back deep into Tj's cunt and with his fingernails he scraped well into Tj's cunt wall a few times in the meantime so that he would certainly not escape his fate. His cum coated fingers he put into Tj's mouth and let them lick him clean. He took a fat plug and pushed it into Tj's gaping and pozz cum-filled cunt P: just taste the cum that will make you a nice pozz pig boy. Tj eagerly licked sir's fingers clean and then lay down in his arms. Peter took Tj tightly and hugged him tightly and then began kissing him again. After the two enjoyed each other some more Peter took Tj back to his room, this time he did not put his cock cage on him or close the door, but this Tj did not know. The next morning when Tj woke up he had a morning erection for the first time in a long time and although he wanted to jerk himself off, still he didn't do it because he didn't want to lose his horniness in case sir did plan to pay him another visit. Tj was right because like every day sir paid a visit to Tj to further fill his cunt with his toxic cum. But Tj felt the sessions were different than before. The sessions before his first pozzing were mainly to train him and let him know his place and his true self. But now when sir came to play and fuck him, Tj felt that sir was showing more and more his true feelings for him and Tj could not deny that he enjoyed this immensely. He enjoyed how sir more and more and more lovingly treated him like a pig. Not like a pig from some stable but his own pig. After the first week, Tj began to lose his patience. Had he succeeded in making him pozz or had sir's dna not been able to damage his immune system. But after every session he had had with Peter, Peter had told him to be patient and that he would soon transform into a pozz dirty pig. But the moment Tj had almost lost hope, he got up that morning and felt himself getting tremendously sick. At first he thought it was because of the chems but it wasn't long before he realized that his transformation had finally begun. Although he really didn't feel well, he was still glad that he was in his transition and that when he felt better, his bond with sir would be complete. Peter followed Tj's doings every day and he had immediately seen that Tj's transformation had begun. He sent a message to Tj that he should just stay in bed and that he would come and take care of him as long as he was sick. Tj stayed in bed and before long sir was in his room to take care of him. Peter took his fever and saw that Tj had a seriously high fever and that confirmed that he was transforming. Peter took good care of Tj and after a few days when he started feeling better again Peter took a blood sample and took it to a center to have it checked. The next day Tj received a notification on his watch that the results had come in. Peter entered Tj's bedroom and handed him the letter with the results. Tj's heart beat in his throat as he opened the letter because what it would say would turn his whole life upside down. Together they looked at the results and there they could read that sir's dna had done its job well and that Tj could now really call himself a dirty pozz pig. Tj and Peter looked at each other and felt how they both got extremely horny from the positive result and they started kissing fiercely. T: do you want to be the first sir to use this pozz dirty pig. P: oh fuck yeah boy. The first, the second and the last. P: we are going to have a good time. I want you to move in with me and stay with me forever. But the decision is yours boy. T: I want nothing more than to stay with you, surrender myself to you completely and learn everything from you that I can. P: I like to hear that pig. I will teach you everything I can. P: I'll take you to our pozz party tomorrow because the others are asking for you. P: follow me boy, you don't have to stay here anymore Peter took Tj's hand and together they went outside. It was the first time in months that Tj went outside and to his great surprise it was night, in his perception it was now noon somewhere but because he had been inside all this time and had no contact or sight of the outside world his sense of time was completely gone. Peter took Tj back inside his house and escorted him to his bedroom where Tj made love to Peter for the first time as a Pozz pig. That night he did not sleep alone either and when he woke up he was in the arms of the man who had made him Pozz. Tj felt satisfied and complete. But this was only the beginning because now his life would really just take off. He still had so much to learn and so many things he was going to experience. Peter also woke up and kissed Tj. P: hmmm how I have longed for this boy. To wake up here with you as pozz pig in my arms. I would like to take you straight to one of our pozz parties. But first let's enjoy each other some more before I have to share you. T: hmm fuck yes sir. P: hmmmmm fuck boy I get such beastly sensations looking at you. I would like to have you riding my cock all the time. T: mmm, what are you waiting for then. This pozz cunt is there to serve you cock. Tj pulled his legs open and offered his pussy to Peter, who didn't have to be told twice. After the morning fuck, they got up and had breakfast together for the first time. P: Boy, I want you to address me as sir or master only when we are in a playroom or group session. otherwise I want you to address me by my name, or a pet name. Because although I want you as a slut and pig in my life I also want you as a partner if that is what you want. Tj felt his heart beat faster at the last words. He had not experienced this much his life. These were not feelings of a whim but were deep loving feelings. He stepped towards Peter, took hold of him and kissed him tenderly. T: what will it be then, daddy , darling , baby, pig daddy Peter laughed P: we'll see. P: would you like to stay here dear. T: very much, but do think I will have to go and put things in order first. P: I will help you with that. Also if you need help telling about your new self to your friends and family. Tj took a while to let that last one come in because he also realized that he would have to start telling his family about this. But that's for the next part

Getting Away, Part 5 As Matt walks back to the cabin, he feels more activity around him. He realizes that the camp is filling up with more people for the weekend. Matt is conflicted about the sex he’s been having. It felt good to get fucked by Snake and by “July bottom.” However, there are now two groups of guys, about 20 in total, that know Matt took it bareback twice today. Matt came here to get away from a group of guys that would judge him for being slutty and he had vowed to use condoms multiple times and then hadn’t. Matt can’t tell if he’s angry at himself for not using condoms with these guys or angry at himself that he let himself be fucked with an audience both times. Paul catches up with Matt and says, “Matt you look like one of those kids in movies kicking rocks because he’s upset. You just got fucked twice and it’s not even dinner time. When we met, this would’ve made you happy. Did something go wrong with the last guy?” Matt doesn’t really know how to respond and says, “Nothing happened....that was.......wrong. I mean maybe. I mean, I don’t know. I let that dude bareback me and asked him to cum in me. I feel like I am getting really reckless.” Paul puts his arm around Matt’s shoulders as they walk and says, “Matt, I understand what you’re saying. It feels scary at times. So many guys have died. It’s 2000 and it still doesn’t feel like we have a handle on HIV yet. Trust me when I say this though. I see your face when you take bare cock. You love it. You want guys to cum inside you. You love that too.” The boys arrive at the cabin and Matt goes to shower, cleans himself inside and out. When he comes out of the bathroom, Paul says, “Matt if you really feel like you are being reckless, there are ways to take calculated risks. You know how to do it. It’s not fool proof, but you can still get fucked bareback all you want. We just need to set things up at home like before….proof of HIV results, only guys we know, etc. Or you can ride my dick as often as you want. I’d happily breed your ass daily.” Matt takes off his towel, lies next to Paul on the bed and cuddles up for a bit. Paul runs his left hand over Matt’s sexy body. Paul softly says, “Fuck! You are so hot.” Matt turns and kisses Paul. Matt says, “Thanks for the confidence boost. And thanks for being my friend. You’re a great guy.” Matt smiles and says, “A great guy especially given that you are the biggest ‘love ‘em and leave ‘em’ top anyone knows.” Matt chuckles and pokes Paul in the abs. Paul chuckles too. Matt and Paul get dressed for the pool again. Matt holds up the football lace up box style and the white speedo and asks Paul his opinion. Paul asks, “Matt you’re gorgeous. Guys want to fuck you no matter what you wear. However, those football lace ups make me want to destroy your ass.” They both laugh. Matt puts the football lace up trunks back on and a half shirt. Paul says, “You look like a total slut. I love it.” The boys fill their cooler and go back to the pool – vodka sodas. The pool has more people this afternoon. Matt and Paul set up near the same bears they met earlier. The bears welcome the guys back. There are lots of guys mingling and it seems like most guys know each other. Matt and Paul are introduced to friends of the bears. Guys compliment Matt on his outfit and how it shows off his body. It’s not long before Matt can see guys pairing off to go into the woods, the field or their campsites. He sees the neighbor from the cabin next door feeling another guy’s ass as he walks back toward the cabins. Matt can see a couple guys in the field clearly getting together even though they are mostly indistinguishable at this distance. Matt really likes how the guys here carry so little judgment about sex. He never thought a campground would be such a hot place to be open sexually. Matt is horny again. He gets in the pool. He continues socializing. Someone starts tossing a beach ball around and guys are trying to keep it in the air. Matt meets a lot of new guys this way. He feels many hands on his ass, abs, shoulders, back. He is getting very turned on. Then he sees the group of guys he met yesterday and, again, this morning on his run. Matt goes over to them. They make small talk. Matt does a shot with them. Paul brings Matt another drink. Matt is feeling his alcohol now and getting flirty. The guy who loosened Matt’s swimsuit laces in the pool yesterday leans in and asks Matt, “Did you wear these same trunks for me?” Matt smiles and says, “You already know what to do to get them off me.” The guy turns the flirtatious twink around, slides his hands down Matt’s body to the top of his swimsuit and tries to push it down. He says, “Looks like the suit is tied pretty tightly.” Matt feels the man’s cock getting hard on his ass. Matt reaches down undoes the laces a bit and leans back and says, “Try now.” The man pushes Matt’s trunks down in the back and feels his ass. Another guy, watching his friend and the twink flirting hard, slides up to them in front of Matt. He is big. Like football/rugby player big. The guy behind Matt feeling his ass says, “This is my friend. He has a nice cock.” Matt says, “Really?” and reaches down to feel the front of the rugby players’ swimsuit. He says, “Nice cock.” Rugby says, “Thanks. You’re sexy.” He feels Matt’s body and kisses him. The three guys swap kisses for a few minutes. Rugby and his friend exchange a look. Rugby asks, “Would you want to come back to our tent for dinner?” Matt looks at their group of 5-6 other friends and asks, “How many for dinner?” Rugby laughs deeply. Then he says, “How much can you eat?” It’s Matt’s turn to laugh. Matt looks at the group and can barely differentiate the guys – they are all the same version (tight gym bodies with a hint of edge to them) just in different packages (tall, short, with beard, cleanshaven, red hair, etc.) says, “How about a double date?” Rugby raises and eyebrow and says, “One more guy?” Matt says, “Sure. It’s dinner time. I’m hungry.” Rugby disentangles himself from the threesome, smiles and says, “Got a preference?” Matt, looking back at the crew of clones, says, “You pick.” As Rugby turns away, Matt grabs his forearm and says, “But pick a guy with a decent dick. If someone goes after you, I want to feel it.” Rugby turns back to Matt and says, “You mean I am getting your ass?” Matt smiles and shrugs. Rugby kisses Matt hard and says, “Got a condom big enough for me?” Matt says, “Nope. Do you?” Rugby smiles at Matt and shrugs. All three guys laugh. The banter between Rugby and Matt has them all turned on. Matt turns around and starts making out with the guy who lowered his swimsuit. His bare ass is now facing the rest of the pool, below the water. A staff member comes over to the side of the pool and asks Matt to pull up his swimsuit. Matt apologizes and pulls up and ties his swimsuit again.

Chubby grandpa with toxic pierced horsecock sounds like an absolute dream especially if he’s uncut id be bent over spreading my cheeks in a heartbeat

As tempted as I was to be livid with myself for making the effort to go to a safe sex party and then with my first encounter totally destroy any credibility of my pledge, I remained calm and accepting. I had tried depression and despair, I hide tried judgement and shame. They had only fit like heavy energy wasting cloaks. Accepting the needs of my exhibitionist seemed to be far more life giving. Then I met Fred. I met him at a Saturday morning farmer’s market. There was something about him that emboldened me to invite him for a coffee after he was sold out and his truck was packed away. He was like the dark-haired opposite to my blondness. From the tuft of hair at the throat of his shirt I was pretty sure he shared my bodies hairiness. Our chat was relaxed and enjoyable, with just a hint of mutual flirt. We exchanged numbers and committed to a follow up date. On that date we both expressed our amazement that we had not ended up in bed having animalistic sex. Then we committed to taking this slow, whatever it was meant to be. No sex until at least the fifth date. I was astounded I had not only agreed to but even proposed such a preposterous thing. On my way home from that very date my car pulled into the cruising woods parking lot all on its own. I lied to myself that I had only meant no sex with him until at least the fifth date. I left the parking lot with three loads in my ass. The next night, in a cozy booth, in an Italian restaurant Fred laughed about how hard he had fought to keep himself from putting on some porn and masturbating after he got home. He’d had a long hot bath instead, slept like a baby, and woke incredibly proud of himself in the morning. He thanked me for my preposterous proposal. I smiled and cautiously asked, “So you think no sex means no porn?” “Yeah, of course.” He laughed, “Don’t worry, if you didn’t think that’s what you meant and beat off last night I can forgive you. You get a do over. No sex starts now. No porn until after our fifth date. Two to go after tonight.” “Rriiiiggghht!” I stretched the word hoping for comedic. He seemed to buy it We both desperately wanted to fuck so rushed the next two dates into breakfast the next morning, and drinks and a game the next day. We bee-lined to my student digs as soon as we could. The moment the door closed we ripped each other’s clothes off. My back was on the bed and heals in the air before he could say ‘Bob’s my uncle.’ He smiled at me, kinked his head, and it was his turn to stretch out “Rriiiggghht!” This didn’t stop him from diving for my hole with his mouth. Fred knew how to rim and tongue fuck. My ass almost went into orgasms this oral treatment felt so good. When he stood and teased my hole with the tip of his seven-inch erection he was smiling again; “You love my naked cock head teasing your hole don’t you?” “Mmmmm, yeah.” Was all I could manage. “Next thing you’ll ask me to just put the tip in before I suite up. Right?” “I can’t lie. I love skin on skin. I’m so fuckin turned on by you right now. Just the tip?” “First the naked tip, then balls deep, then just a little fucking and you’ll ask me not to cum in you. I know how this goes.” He was not annoyed but he stepped back and asked where I kept the condoms. Only then I remembered they had never been brought in from my car. “Ummm … they’re umm … out in my car. I’m sorry, but I’m okay with doing it without. We both want this.” He leaned in to kiss me and I thought the fuck was back on. After a sweet peck he pulled back and said “We do. Just safely.” Like a petulant child I wined; “But I hate condoms. I want to feel you skin to skin. I want you to shoot your baby makers inside me.” “You sweet talker. Sounds like a great plan.” He responded. “Great, fuck me now!” I blurted “I’d love to, but my cocks not going into you without a condom. Well at least not until we’ve both had time to be tested. So, either one of us go to your car right now or we’ll have to go to plan B.” “What’s plan B?” I wondered out loud. He engulfed my hard cock in his mouth and three fingers began to vigorously fuck my ass. When he pulled off to catch his breath he asked if I liked plan B. “I love plan B if it includes a chance to suck you off. Could that be arranged?” He was already climbing on the bed moving us into 69 position. With his cock deep down my throat I felt him reposition my tool in his mouth and a finger slid into my ass. His finger soon found my prostate and messaged away. It was not long before I was blasting deep down his throat. He moved up and laid beside me kissing me with his cummy lips. I went back to work on his beautiful erection for the next ten minutes. It was all I could do to keep myself from climbing up and mounting his cock with my ass. I swear he could read my mind, “You’re thinking about sitting on my raw cock and riding me like a bareback horse aren’t you.” I pulled off his cock long enough to say, “You can’t blame me, can you?” and I went right back to work with my mouth. “And you want to ride me until I unload painting your guts, right?” I didn’t have time to answer. His geyser was flooding my throat. “Let’s get tested tomorrow.” He said enthusiastically I was so proud of myself as I closed my door when he was leaving. I’d finally had sex and not ended up with the guys load in my ass. I’d had safe sex. Furthermore, he was willing to get tested so we could have condomless sex. This was a brilliant solution. As long as I only had sex with him, I wouldn’t need to worry anymore about safe sex. The two weeks wait for the results of the tests were excruciating. As well as my terror, I was certain my test would come back positive, there was holding off on our sex lives. Plan B was fine, and we used it often, but it just wasn’t real fucking. And we both ached to do it. We counted the days like waiting for Christmas. I had a further burden. My car kept wanting to go to the cruising forest. I lost the battle on the last night of the wait. At least I managed to restrict the sex to sucking down one guys load before I fled to safety. We got together for lunch so we could go to the clinic to get our results. As he predicted his tests were all clear. To my amazement so were mine. We made plans to meet at my digs that night and fuck like rabbits. His instructions were clear; “Don’t bring those fucking condoms up from your car.” I didn’t. I would never tell Fred, but the next day I went to another clinic and used a false name to have a second check. I was certain the first had been a false negative. This however didn’t stop or inhibit me for our celebratory fuck. Before the door was even closed we were tearing each other’s clothes off. I was no sooner naked than I was on my back with my feet in the air. He moved to dive down and eat my ass but I stopped him. “I prelubed with Vaseline just in case you tried to fool me with your own condoms. Get that naked cock in my starving ass right now.” He spread out the cock tip tease at my hole as long as he could. He was driving me crazy, and he loved it. “You ready for the tip?” he asked. “I was ready two weeks ago.” I complained. He breached my ring. The pain was exquisite. “Ok, ready for half my raw cock before I pull out and suite up.” He teased. “Vaseline! The condom won’t last two minutes.” I teased back. “Then I’ll just have to …” as he pushed in balls deep. After so many weeks it felt amazing to have the heat of a man’s cock resting inside my ass. We kissed passionately and then he asked; “Are you ready for more?” He didn’t wait for my answer and started pounding away. His hands had a vice grip on my shoulders and held me solid against his piston blasts. Only a dozen pumps in and he was grunting as his hot cum filled my insides. We cuddled for a half hour and we were ready for round two. I got him hard with my mouth and then sat on him guiding his naked cock into my dripping hole. I road him for a full hour before he blasted the second load into me. As we cuddled, I asked if he was good for three. He wasn’t very confident but said he would try. I worked his cock forever with my mouth until he admitted he was close. I jumped up and mounted his cock and he was soon spewing his babies all over my gut walls. He collapsed into a deep sleep beside me. I fingered my dripping ass and sucked off all the cum and asa juices.This satisfied me for a few minutes, but I was soon craving more cock and cum. As great as sharing my bed with him was, I couldn’t get the cruising woods out of my mind. I finally fell into a fitful sleep. The next two weeks were terrifying as I secretly waited for the results of the second test. This didn’t stop me from our daily unsafe sexual exploits. The sex with Fred was great, but I knew it also bored me. Every time I passed the cruising woods I had to fight the car from pulling in. I was so relieved when I left the second clinic with a negative result that I leaned against my car to regain the breath I had been holding. When I opened my eyes I saw the clinic shared their parking lot with an adult bookstore. Even though I had never been to one before I decided what better place to celebrate. I could suck a cock or three through a glory hole, have a great time, and Fred would never be the wiser. Within moments of entering, I was in a booth with a big fat cock in my mouth. I hadn’t bothered to peek at the body attached to the cock. I just sucked on it with relish and abandon. I got some sense that he might be getting close and without thinking stood, spun around, and backed my ass onto his naked cock. He unloaded in me immediately. When I came to my senses I thought; ‘Fuck, what a waist of that second test.’ “Fuck it!” I said out loud to no one. I heard him leave his booth and someone take his place. A small flaccid cock came through the glory hole and my mouth instinctively glommed onto it. When it was hard I quickly pushed into my ass. Through the gloryhole on the other side of the booth I could now see a guy’s face. He called quietly, “So is he doing you raw?” I responded, “Stick your boner through that hole and you can find out firsthand.” Within moments his long slender hard on was poking through the hole and just as quickly I spun and pushed my ass onto his naked cock. He unleashed deep inside me as we coupled. The guy through the other hole was now watching and suggested I open my door. I followed instructions and he entered my booth leaving the door wide open. He was a middle-aged fat man. I didn’t care. I bent against the back wall and he fucked me with great relish. After he deposited his load three more guys were watching through the open door. I motioned for them to come in and one after the other they quickly fucked and added their loads. No one said anything about condoms. I crawled into bed with Fred that night with six strangers’ questionable sperm in my ass. I was relieved when he didn’t start with his mouth at my ass. When he reached for the Vaseline I cracked and told him we wouldn’t need that. With no further questions he plunged into my sloppy hole balls deep. “So, how many guys fucked and bred you today?” He was calm as a cucumber. “Six.” “No wonder it’s making such a sloshing sound. Well, mine will make seven, and it’ll be the last load you ever get out of me. I’m not mad. I’ve known your true nature all along. You’re not the monogamous type. And I’d be willing to open our relationship, but I also know you couldn’t commit to using condoms. I should have just listened to you the first night and gone ahead and fucked you while the condoms were in your car. But then we wouldn’t have had these awesome few weeks.” He proceeded to make such gentle caring love to me. He was jerking me off as we came together. Him as promised in my ass, me all over my hairy tummy. He collapsed into a full body hug on top of me and I collapsed into tears. He just kept holding me and the tears progressed to wailing. He just rocked me like a baby. He kept this up until I was gasping to get my breath. He wiped tears from my eyes and cooed; “There, there my pet. You’ll be alright.” When I was completely over my cry he said to me, “Come along, get dressed, I know just what you need.” I had no idea what he was suggesting but was too drained to put up a fight or resist. He drove me to the cruising woods, had me strip and lean against a tree. As guys fucked and bred my ass he went and scouted out more coaching them to take me raw and egging them on until they made their deposits. We left as the sun was rising and I had seventeen guys cum marinating in my ass. Fred dropped me back home and I never saw him again. So much for a relationship and monogamy to keep my sex life safe.

Getting Away, Part 1 Matt and Paul seemed to have packed everything from their apartments and half of Target into Paul’s SUV. Matt always laughed at Paul’s SUV. It was a Jeep and reminded Matt of the Brian character from Queer as Folk who also owned a Jeep. Matt rolled his eyes sometimes at what a stereotypical top Paul could be. During the three hour drive, the boys listened to music, talked, laughed, ate lunch, etc. At McDonald’s Matt ordered a salad. At McDonald’s….a salad. Paul laughed and said what a stereotypical bottom Matt could be. The boys both laughed. They arrived at the campsite. There was a check in area and the boys were informed of the weekend’s events. It was Mardi Gras weekend! Matt and Paul asked what that meant. They were given a calendar of events and a bit of guidance on where different events were held in the park. Then a dirty hot, skinny, mid 20s guy showed up and offered to take them over to their cabin. The guy flirted pretty hard with Matt and Paul on the way to the cabin. He introduced himself as Adrian, but said some of the guys call him Snake. Paul laughed and started taking in their supplies. Matt stayed to talk with Snake for a minute. Snake said Matt had a nice ass in his shorts. Matt smiled and said thanks. Snake got closer and said, “I love meeting you new guys when you come here. All shy but by the end of the weekend, you’re all fucked out.” He took Matt’s hand and rubbed it along the bulge in his shorts. Matt looked up at Snake and said, “Nice cock.” Paul came out of the cabin and laughed. He said, “Matt already. Seriously? If you think I’m going to unload this car and set up the cabin while you suck this dude off, you’re crazy.” Matt, Snake, and Paul laughed. Matt shrugged his shoulders and started unloading the car. Snake sauntered off to his golf cart. After the boys set up the cabin – one bedroom, but that’s not a big deal given how often they’ve fucked. They had brought two sets of sheets because they assumed there would be two beds. Paul said, “Good now we can change the sheets after you leak cum on the first set.” Matt slapped Paul’s upper arm playfully. Matt still hadn’t told Paul about his new “good boy” lifestyle. The guys decided to look around the campsite. They walked through the RV area and the pool area, then kept going to more RV areas. The place was much bigger than either boy expected. The boys were popular. Guys waved and said hi, welcomed them for the weekend, asked if they were going to the pool, or the midnight swim later, etc. By now, it is midafternoon, blazing hot, and Paul wants to go to the pool. Matt says he is going to explore the camping areas and meet Paul in a bit. No sooner is Matt under the trees and walking along the camping areas than he sees Snake. Snake is helping a couple guys with their tent. Matt walks over to say hi. The guys are in their 30s and very attractive. Matt holds a tent pole in place for them as they get it set up. The thing is huge. Matt says, “Wow, this thing is huge. It’s like magic.” Everyone laughs. Snake asks if this is Matt’s first time camping. He admits that it is. The guys introduce themselves – Eric and Dave. They are a couple and have been coming up here for years. Matt asks what’s fun and they guys say – “we are.” Everyone laughs. Matt realizes his “good boy” lifestyle might be tested some this weekend. Matt says goodbye to the guys. He gets into a more wooded area when Snake catches up to him. Snake asks Matt if he wants to finish what they started earlier. Snake is rubbing his dick through his shorts. It has gotten hard and Matt bites his lower lip. Matt is about ready to protest when Snake unzips his shorts. Matt sees the very impressive cock before him, takes a quick look around and reaches for it. Matt wraps his hand around Snake’s cock and Snake steps closer to him. Matt thinks they are about to kiss, but Snake guides Matt to his knees. He says, “You know what to do.” Matt takes the cock into his mouth. It's the first cock in his mouth since he decided to be a “good boy.” Matt tells himself, “good boys give good head.” Matt sucks the large cock head, then pushes his mouth down to take in about half this impressive cock. Matt is getting his mouth used to the cock when he feels Snake’s hands on his head and hears him say, “Fuck man. Suck that cock.” Matt starts going to town on Snake’s cock. Soon Snake is guiding Matt’s mouth and the cock is in his throat. Matt is loving this cock. Snake then says, “Oh fuck.” Matt feels Snake cum in his mouth and the cum hits the back of his throat. He shoots 6-7 times in Matt’s mouth. Matt swallows all of Snake’s cum. Snake pulls his cock out of Matt’s mouth and says, “Fuck you give great head for a preppy boy.” Matt gets off his knees. Matt is hard as a rock in his shorts. Snake reaches to stroke Matt’s cock in his shorts and says, “If you can meet up later tonight, I’ll take care of this for you.” Matt smiles and says, “When?” Snake looks at the preppy, attractive twink who now looks a bit disheveled and flustered and realizes he needs to play this kid softly. He strokes Matt’s cock through his shorts and says, “I have a long day today. I can get away during the Moonlight swim though once we start the camp fire.” Matt smiles. Snake leans in and Matt thinks they are going to kiss, but Snake pulls Matt close, turns him around, rubs his cock on Matt’s ass and licks his neck. Matt is a ball of sexual energy as Snake says, “I hope you give me this ass later.”

It's been awhile writing the next few chapters. I know Matt's path, but the story wasn't making sense without this interlude chapter. Not a lot of new sex here, but Matt is at a crossroads thanks to Travis's behavior. Frustration “FFUUUCCCCKKKKKKK!” Matt screams as he runs past the 10 mile marker. The frustration is boiling over. It’s mid-summer and the sweat is pouring down his body from a hard run. His last few dates have been insane. The college guys went home in May and June leaving Matt to his old haunts – online and the bars. It’s like bllllaaaaahhhh! That guy John has fucked him a few times this summer. Jeffrey can’t get enough of blowing his loads in another bottom. But Matt feels like neither of them treat him like a person. Even though John is a total top and Jeffrey is a total bottom (except with Matt), they both treat Matt the same way – a receptacle for their loads. Matt doesn’t mind that role. In fact he enjoys it. But he doesn’t enjoy how they treat him after they cum. That attitude reminds Matt of so many other men he's met. All during the run, Matt’s been pushing through these feelings. But the memory of yesterday’s coffee date is pushing back. Matt ran into the police officers who searched his place. He agreed to meet the senior police officer for a coffee. Yesterday Matt was bent over his bed giving his ass to the senior officer while their coffee cooled on his desk. Once again, Matt didn’t ask for a condom. He let this man blow his load in his ass again. FUCK! Well, Matt reminds himself he begged this man to cum up his ass. Begged him for his cum! FUCK! Also Travis has been a fucking asshole. He’s been spreading rumors that Matt has crabs. Matt found out one night at the bar when a guy he was talking to told him that was why he wouldn’t go home with him. Matt was stunned. One minute he was making out with the guy; then Matt went to the bathroom and returned and Travis was talking to the same guy. Matt interrupted but the guy was clearly no longer interested. Travis walked away. Matt tried to take the guy home and he was immovable. Matt was stunned and asked why. The guy told him that Travis said he had crabs. Matt denied it but not only was this guy no longer interested, but it seemed like the entire bar was staring at Matt. Matt was so embarrassed. Matt left the bar. Matt was so mad. He called Paul the next day. Paul told Matt that Travis was telling everyone that Matt was a diseased slut. Paul said they’d had a few arguments about it and Paul was firmly on Matt’s side. However, that didn’t make Matt feel better since Paul fucked every bottom that moved and fucked them bareback. As Matt turned back for home he passes the tree where he let that older guy breed his ass while he watched the college guy suck down the jock's load. Matt was turned on my it, but his thoughts returned to his reputation. It was one thing to fuck a guy bareback but it was another thing when everyone else knew that you fucked him bareback. Matt’s reputation as a bareback bottom was getting solidified among the guys he knew. Matt realized that his reputation as a cumdump was going to make it almost impossible for any guy to want to date him. It had been like 6-7 months since Travis had broken up with him outside the HIV testing clinic. Matt has been fucked by dozens of guys since, but not been on a single viable date (yesterday's coffee date was not a date). By the time Matt finished his run, he was devastated. He wanted to be so mad at Travis, the cop, Jeffrey for being so careless, John for treating him like a piece of meat, but instead Matt realized that he had been a participant in each of these situations and made the decision to have unprotected sex. He called Paul to bitch about life, but as he started speaking his voice cracked and he started to cry. Matt heard a dial tone and realized Paul had hung up. Matt just kept crying. Why was this all so hard? Why did having men cum in his ass turn him on so much? Why did guys judge him for doing something they all did or wanted to do themselves? The buzzer went off like a bomb in Matt’s apartment. FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! Matt thought about not answering, but it went off again. It was so loud. Matt answered. It was Paul. Matt buzzed him in. Paul came in and pulled Matt's sweaty and exhausted body into a hug. Matt started crying again. Paul held him as he cried. As he cried himself out, Paul got Matt to tell him his biggest fear – that no one would want to date him if he had a reputation as a cumdump. Paul looked at the sexy twink crying in his arms and almost laughed. Matt was so charming, smart, witty, sexy, athletic, had a good job, and friends who cared for him that Paul didn’t know how Matt's fear could ever be true. Then Paul thought about it more – how judgmental gay guys are, how scared people are of AIDS, how guys try not to identify as bottoms because even gay men think bottoms aren’t as studly as tops. Paul sighed. He understood Matt’s concerns. He rubbed Matt’s back as he thought of what to do or say to his friend. Paul eventually turned to Matt and said, “You are a young, sexy little fucker. Guys are going to want to fuck your ass whenever you want. Don’t worry about that part of it okay. The dating thing….dude I got no answers for that. I’m single too, remember? I think there are some things to think about. Do you enjoy sex with different men or do you want sex with just one man? Do you want to go back to having sex with condoms or do you think you’ve been careful enough having bareback sex? Do you want to change your behavior in any ways to get past the judgment and hypocrisy among the gay men we know?” Paul then waited for Matt to respond. When Matt didn’t say anything, Paul said, “Listen I’m sure these questions are only part of it. But basically, I don’t know Matt…..are you generally happy being who you are and doing what you’ve been doing the last year or so? If the answer to that is yes, then fuck the rest.” Matt laughed softly. A couple weeks later, Paul called Matt and said he had an idea. There is a gay campground about 3 hours away and one of the older guys from the bar can’t use his cabin reservation, does Matt want to split the cost with Paul and go? Matt said, “Camping? Me? Are you nuts? I don’t know how to light a fire and I don’t want to shit in the woods.” Paul laughed. He said, there are guys who do camp at the campground and there are guys who have RVs and things, but there are a few actual cabins with bathrooms and kitchens, etc. They would have one of those cabins. Paul also said, “Matt its 3 hours away. Be slutty. Don’t be slutty. Most of these guys are from other cities, other states, and they don’t know us. Let’s just go have fun.” Matt agreed. What Paul didn’t know is that Matt had gone to the HIV testing clinic since their heartfelt conversation. Matt received his negative result again. He vowed to use condoms from now on. He was going to be a “good boy.” Matt even took two handfuls of free clinic condoms with him when he left the clinic. Matt had called Jeffrey and told them that they had to take a break from sex. Matt didn’t know exactly how he would deal with the college boys when they got back from summer break, but he was definitely going to be a “good boy.” This camping trip was going to be a good time to test Matt's new "good boy" lifestyle!

I have an annual goal. I want to get 1000 loads of cum this year. There are three ways I can receive a load. Facials, breedings and, by far the most common for me, swallowing a load. I have been very active this year and on pace to more than meet this goal. I am currently at 901 loads.

I'm staring at his ass. I need a release but fucking him is going too far. "Come on man I can't do this" my cock is still rock hard as the latex covers it. I'm not gay but God I'm horny. "Are you sure?" He responds over his shoulder. "I a ...." I inhale deeply things start to go a little fuzzy. There's a noise at the door but I don't really hear it. "He isn't even going to make up for his failure. He has a long way to go if you want him to replace you as a fag" Sir Nate says as he walks into the room. Completely naked, his massive cock fully erect. Maybe it's for the best. He walks in front of me and lines his cock up with Master Jacksons ass. I instinctually move to the side so I can see better. He smiles at me widely as he thrusts in harshly. Master Jackson winced but accepts the way too large cock. He slowly starts to thrust and I can see red streaks on his cock, Master Jackson is bleeding. His thrusting increases as Jackson pushes back taking the entire cock every push. With out even realizing I started Jerking off. "Tell me if you're about to cum boi." I nod in compliance. Nate picks up his pace putting his arm around Jackson's neck, and Jackson moans so load as he rolls his hips accepting the cock. I feel my balls start to tighten. "I'm about to cum" I say without even realizing it. "Stop jerking off" Sir Nate says. I freeze. "No please let me cum" I say my need to cum over powering the submission that seems to happen whenever he is around. He stops thrusting, straightens up and turns his head towards me. "I'm sorry Sir" I bow my head avoiding eye contact. I put my hands behind my back. He starts thrusting again. "Come here boi." Nate says sternly. I slowly inch my way towards him as he picks up his pace. Nate lifts his arm exposing his hairy pit, the closeness makes my head go fuzzy. "Inhale deep and then luck it clean" the thought of licking his pit makes me gag a bit but I move my head in as he fucks Jackson all of his muscles tensing with every movement. I stick my face in his pits and inhale. My mind goes blank almost immediately. I get this hunger running down my back. It moves throughout my body. I need as much contact as I can. I start licking him without thought I want any part of him inside me. I'm consuming as much of his sweat as I can and Nates pace is at full force again. My hands start stroking his chest as his thrusts become erratic. He grabs the back of my head with his other arm as he groans cumming inside Jackson. "Good boi, now suck Master Jackson off." He pushes my head down and I crawl under both of the men. Nate keeps thrusting a but slower now that he has cum. I roll onto my back and can see his cock sliding in and out, his cock is still hard as the slimy pick fluid lubricates everything. Jackson reaches an arm down and he guides my head towards his cock. My head starts to clear a little now that my face isn't in Nate's pit. "Come on fag, I know you want to" I hear Master Jackson encouraging me. I stick my tongue out and taste the precum dripping out of his cock. To my surprise I love it. I pop about half of his large cock in my mouth before I can take any more. I start stroking the rest with one hand and massaging his abs with the other hand. I can feel Nates thrusts getting erratic again and Jackson's balls seem to tighten up. "OH GOD" I hear a woman screech. Nate practically screams as he cums and Jackson is almost silent as cum starts shooting down my throat. Jackson and Nate collapse on the bed as I stand up. I look at the door and standing there was Sean with a smirk on his face and Linda staring in terror.

Part 4 I put on the singlet I was handed. I was lucky if this thing went 3 inches down my thigh and it's tight enough you can see the contours of my cage in it.... the cage in it, it's not mine I'm going to do what it takes to get it back to the one that owns it. I look at the rest of myself now and again it's really tight so it shows off my body you can see the muscles I already have. Nothing too special but with the neck line going down pass my pecs and arm holes are big enough that if I had decent lats they would would shoot out perfectly. But for now it's just slightly toned and pretty boxy looking. I start putting my shoes and socks on when Sir Nate walks up and stops me. "I think you look better bare for don't you agree?" I nod "I'm sorry I didn't quite hear that" I look up at him. He is wearing a dark green singlet with a similar cut to mine the big difference is his size. You can see cleavage his pecs are so big and the neck line is so low you can see part of his bio hazard tattoo. His bulge definitely goes lower than the legs and his lats are so massive if he didn't have such big arm holes he'd probably tear the shirt. "Sorry Sir. Yes Sir" "Yes what?" "Yes my feet look better bare Sir" "So bare is better?" "Yes Sir. Bare is better Sir" he got a wicked grin at that response. "Are you sure we won't get in trouble Sir" "No no no. I know the owner I helped him out in the past and he let's me wear what I want at the gym. As long as it's early enough in the morning." We walk out of the change room I assumed no one would be there because of the time of day, but boy was I wrong. I walk out and there is about 20 bodybuilders working out doing various work outs around the gym. "This is body builder hour it started half an hour ago. I like to show up late so all the guys check me out." We walked over to some machines not in use and everyone stops and checks us out. Sir Nate gets some head nods of approval while I get glares at best. I don't think they are hostile towards me I'm just intruding on their time. We work out pretty hard for an hour and a half. Which is longer than I'm used to so my singlet is drenched and I'm sore all over. Sir Nate leads me to the change room and as I'm about to take the singlet off he recommends I wear it to fag school. I wanted to protest but the smell he gives off is to much for me and just throw my jeans and t-shirt on over top. "You did a really good job today boy. I think even after your done fag school you'll be joining me for work outs." He said to me as I left the change room. His compliment made my face grow flush. Why did this guys opinion matter to me so much. I get to Jackson's house and he let's me in right away. "Before we begin fag school. I figured you would be hungry let's cook breakfast." I follow him into the kitchen and he gives me a more hands on lesson on how he does breakfast. I remember some of what he told me from the first time and I even pick up on some basic food stuff. We eat rather quickly (he was right i was starving) and we go to his bed room for our 'lesson'. "So I want to explain the set up for what's going on here. I'm pretty sure you've had at least one rule so far that refered to a master. If you want the rest of the rules until that cage is off I will be acting as your master." I nodded not wanting to speak with out permission. " you follow the rules and when you learn them all I take the cage off. Does that make sense?" "Yes" I said quickly. "Good so what was rule 2 again" fuck I was actually going to have to learn these wasn't I. "I don't remember." He looked at me disappointed. "I will give you a pass this one time but moving forward rule 2 is in effect at all times do I make myself clear?" "Yes" "Good. Rule 2: if you ever dare ask for something you must offer something grater in return." OH great if I want a rule I have to offer something greater in return. "Do you have anything to offer?" "My cock Sir?" "I'm glad you offered me you cock. The conditions for it this time is I get to tie you down" oh great I guess he thinks I'm gonna run for it. He was right of course but still. I think for a moment. "Fine" I said it's been too long since I've cum. I'm a twice a day kind of a guy at lease. Now having 0 a day is brutal. I lay on his bed and he ties my wrists to his head board and my feet to the bottom of his bed. I'm spread eagle in the singlet. He pulls my dick through the leg hoel so he can get access to it. He doesnt unlock my... his cage right away because he doesnt care about it yet, he had one goal. He goes to work right away kissing smelling licking just enjoying my state after the workout. "I love a good himbo. When you get the size you'll be a perfect little tool. It feels really good and it relaxes me to the point I almost fall asleep but that's when he unlocks me and I get hard instantly. It strains so much it almost hurts that how desperate I am to cum. And then he starts sucking. My God it felt like he went for 5 hours on me but after seeing the clock it was only 3 min. When I erupted it was like a volcano. His mouth clamped down on me but I could feel that I shot the biggest load of my life. The climax makes me a but dizzy and I start to drift off. I feel him putting the cage back on and I'm out like a light. I wake up half an hour later. When I wake up I was untied and it a thong similar time what body builders wear during competitions. It does wonders for my ass, even I would want to fuck the furry thing. But it does nothing for Mt cock. I pull down the underwear and see he had changed caged again. I realize I woke up not from being rested but from discomfort. He has locked me in a nub an inch at most maybe even half an inch. Fuck. I go down stairs and he's gone already there a note on the table. *I hope you didn't sleep too long you have to go home to your wife to make sure she doesn't get suspicious it is Sunday after all. Here are some ground rules as well if you fail any of them I won't tell you any new rules for a full week. 1 you will only wear jockstrap and thongs until the cage is off and I will require photo proof of this. 2 you will only wear what ever Sir Nate tells you to at the gym and when at the gym you must treat him as your master in my place. 3 you will keep coming to my place and the gym every day until the cage is off. I'm sure Nate has already informed you of some of them but I wanted you to know nothing he says is optional. I also give you a key to my house so that you can lock up or come in when I need you to and I'm not there. Talk soon, Master Jackson* He was right Sundays are usually my day with my wife, we watch TV shows together. She might get concerned if I'm not home soon but she also can't see me in a bright yellow thong. I take it off and throw on some boxer briefs and head home. We were a few hours into our shows when I got a text message. *10 min face and thong together* It was from Jackson. He wasn't serious was he? I left the thong at his place so the earliest I could do a photo would have been 30 min so I chose to ignore it. 11 min later I got another message *have it your way*

In about 20 days I'll be hitting my 1 year anniversary of locking up. So I'm getting really horny and writing these seem to help curve my desires when I can't get bred ______________________________________ Part 3 I'm standing in the stall and I hear the team all pile in. I can't leave because in maked but if intake too long they are going to start asking questions "You doing ok in there man" one of them asks. "Yeah something I ate" I replied. I decide to just wait until they leave. When I hear silence I rush out and throw my gear on and head out to the field. I take a beating on the field. I'm really off my game because of this cage, but I make it through. No one questions anything just chalking it up to the food poisoning i eluded to, but I have to figure this out or people will realise something is up. The next I start going to the gym in the morning so I have an excuse to not change in front of Linda while she's. I get there and the man that Jackson was talking to at the gay bar, with the fancy hat, also seems to go here. We are in the change room and I catch a glimpse of him checking me out. Great this is what I need. Another gay man in my life. He is older maybe mid 50s very well built, similar to Jackson. He is pretty hairy and all he seems to wear while working out is a singlet. He walks over to me and I can smell him right away, sweat, a bit of leather and something that smells vaguely familiar and conforting that i can't quite figure out. "Your that good friend Jackson was telling me about." It was a statement not a question. The smell is strange and I can't think straight. "Yes Sir." I said Sir just to be polite, I think at least. "He's a good man, and surrounds himself with good people it seems" he steps closer almost touching me "I'm Nathan but most people call me Sir Nate or just Sir" "I'm Jason, Sir" just being around him makes me want to do what he says. He starts taking off his singlet so it's just around his waist and legs now, seeing his fully exposed torso I can see all his chest hair and he has a pretty cool tattoo on his left pec. He sees me staring at it. "He told me he's teaching you some rules, when your done with those you'll known what this means" I look away. "I've seen enough medical shows to know the biohazard symbol" looking back at him is see thensinglet is off completely now. Looking him up and down I notice for the first time what he's packing and I hope he's hard right now because if he gets any bigger he's going to hurt someone. "But do you know what it means?" I say nothing, partly because i dont know what he means partly because i just want to see his cock. "Didn't think so. It's always gutsy choosing a straight guy to be your 'rock' after a break up, but I think you'll be good for him." He definitely meant something else but with how my head is I really can't concentrate. He strips naked and his monster just flops forward and sags down. He is not hard. I look up and see him watching me. I change into my work out clothes and run to work out. The work out clears my head, and I go home. Linda is already at work and I'm surprised to find Sean watching TV in the living room. "Hey man, how's it going?" I answered casually. "Better than you I suspect" I freeze. I haven't seen him since that first day so I forgot he was looking at me weird. "What do you mean?" "I just came out to my mom but I have hooking up with men for a while. I've seen a lock fag before" "I'm not a fag, he put it on me in my sleep and I can't get it off" he stands up from the couch, and he walks over to me. This is the first time I really got a scope for his size, I'm intimidated for some reason, hes never made me feel like this before. This cage is really fucking with me. I'm not a small man and yet all these men seem to put me in my place. "The only reason I'll let this fly is after talking to my dad yesterday for the first I think I understand how hard it is to be gay and be married to a woman." "I'm not gay, I promise you, if i could i would take it off." "I don't care just tell her soon, the longer you wait the more it hurts. My Dad is a lawyer if your a good boy I'll get him to help you with the divorce" "You really think your Dad would do... wait no I'm not gay I love your Mom" Why would his dad help me out he doesntn know me. He doesn't say anything. He puts his shoes on and leaves. I guess he was only here to call me out, great another person hounding me. I go another 2 days with out any major incidents I still see Sir Nate at the gym every day as he leaves. As the weekend approaches I get a text from an unknown number. *Hello Jason. This is Sir Nate. I got your number from Jackson.* Why did he want to text me. Another text comes in. *I know your wondering why I'm messaging you. I think I can help you with your cage issue.* Oh great Jackson told him. Another text. *start coming to the gym an hour and a half earlier I'll give you physical training and with a few other steps I think you'll have it off in no time* Finally a break. The next day. I'm at the gym at fuck in the morning. I go into the change room and he's waiting for me. "Good morning Sir." I say with a spring in my step. "Good morning" he throws a piece of fabric at me. "Rule 4 a fag doesn't get to choose what he wears, If anything" "What? I thought you were helping me get the cage off not encouraging him" I look at what he threw me. It's a singlet. The legs don't go down very far but the neck and arm holes do great. I look at him with confusion. "I am helping you. He says that he will take it off when you know alll his rules and he's asked me to start telling you some of the rules." He walks over to me and the smell is back, just with out the sweat. "So you will wear singlets at the gym from here on out no exceptions to satisfy rule 4 and if you're with me every morning I can help you with rule 5." "And what is rules 5." "Rule 6 a fag will not talk until indicated that he can talk. Which I encourage you Stat acting on or I won't help you get the rules faster." "Sorry Sir." "No worriws you're learning. Back to Rule 5. A fag will do what it takes to keep their body the way their master likes it." I look at him, my confusion compunding. "I will help you get your body to be that of a himbo, pushing you to your full potential every morning moving forward. And after your work outs you'll go to fag school at Jackson's for an hour." Fag school? If this is what it takes to get the cage off I guess I'm going to fag school, fuck me I'm screwed

It was my first time with a man after a long hiatus during my marriage and was with a married guy hosting during the day while his wife was at work. He, fully clothed, made me strip just inside the door when I arrived and follow him naked to his bedroom. He stood by the side of the bed, pushed me to my knees in front of him, pushed his shorts down and shoved his half hard cock in my mouth. Took him about 30 seconds to get fully hard and just as I caught sight of a picture of him and his wife on the nightstand behind him, he said, "That's it you faggot cocksucker. Get that big cock nice and hard so I can breed your faggot cunt." To this day, I love "straight" tops talking nasty to me and calling me a faggot while they use my holes

I'm trying another something new. A collection of one off stories, all centered around a few common characters and themes, all a little bit in the world of science fiction. I hope y'all enjoy my new stories of transformation and change! Part 1: The Experiment Week 1: The ad had been simple, yet it had attracted Jonny’s attention right away. Of course, that was its intention. Jonny was young, and just out of college. At 22 he considered himself to be in his prime. He was cocky, he looked good naked and he knew it. His round pecs had in the last two years started to grow an ever-expanding patch of hair right in the center that now spanned from round pert nipple to round pert nipple. He worked out often, and had the high bouncing butt to prove it, not that it ever saw any action. In his freshman yes of college Jonny had found himself dating a waifish insatiable bottom which had done two things for his psyche. First, he came to think of himself over the course of that relationship as a strict top; an opinion that he carried to this day. Secondly, that all bottoms were smaller and weaker than him. It was part of what had driven him to the gym. If he was going to be all top he had to look the part. Over the next for years he had sculpted himself into his idea of the perfect top, and when he stood naked with his seven and a half inch monstrously thick dick sticking out from his dense pubes it was hard to argue with his self-assessment. Looking for young gay men for a sexual health study, and possible experiment. First session is an interview, if applicants qualify they will be contacted for further interviews or experiments. Applicants should be self-identified as “tops.” This is a paid study. That simple paragraph had changed the course of Jonny’s life. Like most people right out of college he was hard up for money, and looking for a job. He’d used almost all the money he’d gotten at graduation to move out of his college apartment and into a small place just outside the gay neighborhood with two other guys he knew from college. They had both found jobs fairly quickly but Jonny was struggling. After almost a full month of sending out what felt like hundreds of resumes the fun part of “fun-employment” was wearing off. The prospect of being paid to talk about his sex life seemed almost too good to be true. After seeing the ad online he’d quickly clicked on the link to sign up. He’d entered his name and age, a few other stats and then clicked submit. After only just a few minutes an email came through with an appointment time and location. It all seemed so easy. Two days later Jonny walked up the steps of an uninteresting looking office building. He got in the elevator and pressed the button for the third floor. In the elevator bay a sign with rearrangeable white block letters read “Queer Sexual Health Study Room 709” with an arrow pointing down the nondescript hallway. About halfway down the hallway he found room 708 and feeling just a little bit nervous, knocked. “Come in,” said a light voice through the door. Jonny opened it and found himself what looked like a small doctor’s office waiting room. At a desk across from the door sat a blond twink with shaggy hair and a thin narrow face. He flashed a big toothy smile at Jonny and said, “Come on in and close the door.” He had a soft floating voice with a hint of a lisp. He was a the exact kind of guy Jonny loved, and he felt his cock stirring in his pants. “You must be Jonny?” asked the twink. “Yeah. I have a… uh…” he checked his phone for the appointment notice, “three o’clock appointment for the study.” “Perfect.” He grabbed a clip board from a stack and passed it over the desk with a pen. “Go ahead and fill this out. It confirms the information you submitted on the webform and then in a consent for the study. Take your time and read through it all if you like.” He flashed another big smile. Jonny eyed him up and down, undressing him with his eyes. Jonny quickly filled out his information again, his eyes frequently flicking up to the twink behind the desk. Every once in a while, they caught each other’s eye and the twink would grin. Jonny barely read the consent form, if he had read it a little bit more he might have understood what he was signing up for, but as it was he found himself more than a little distracted. Having scribbled his signature across the bottom of the consent form, Jonny got up, tried and failed to hide his erection, and handed the twink back the clipboard. “Thanks, give me just one moment.” The twink got up and went through a door off to the side of the desk. Jonny eyes his narrow hips and pert butt as he walked away. He was practically drooling. Jonny was left alone, his mind full of thoughts of lust for the twink. After a few minutes he was back and holding the door open said, “follow me please.” Jonny got up and adjusted his boner again, sticking it up into the waistband of his briefs. The door opened on to another corridor. Lining one wall were a series of door that all opened onto little rooms. Each one was fitted out with a desk, a comfortable looking couch, and an exam table. It was like a cross between a doctors exam room and a therapists office. The twink lead Jonny down to the last room at the end of the hall and said, “Doctor Marks will be with you in just a moment. Feel free to make yourself comfortable on the couch.” Jonny sat down and looked around, the twink gave him another winning smile and then left, closing the door behind him. The room was a clinical blue green color, and the exam table had a thin sheet of paper over it. Had it not been for the couch, and the dimmed lighting it would have felt exactly like a doctor’s office. Jonny found himself starting to get nervous. What had he signed up for? Just a minute later there came a light knock on the door and a man let himself in. He was tall and broad shouldered. His handsome face sported a close cropped beard, and fleck of gray at the temples of his short hair. He was certainly handsome but not Jonny’s type. This was the sort of man Jonny hoped he’d grow into, not the kind he hooked up with. “Hi,” said the man extending a large hand to Jonny, “I’m Doctor Marks. You must be…” he consulted the clipboard in his arm, “Jonny. Nice to meet you.” Jonny shook his hand, “Hi, its… it’s good to meet you too.” “You must be wondering what our little study is about,” said Dr. Marks moving around the room to sit at the wooden desk. He gestured to the couch and Jonny sat back down. “Yeah kind of.” Jonny admitted with a sheepish grin. “Well, I’m a psychologist first of all, and I’m interested in what drives people’s sexual desires. Ultimately, I’m hoping to understand where sexual fetishes come from, how do they form in the mind, how do they evolve, how do they relate to the rest of our lives and psyche, and can they be changed. However, for this part of the study we’re starting with something more basic, the building blocks if you will. Before delving into kinks and fetishes and the more specific aspects of sex we’re looking at what defines roles in gay sex. To put it plainly, why are some people tops, some bottoms, and some vers. Is it something innate, something learned, is it both, can it change over time, can stimulus change it.” “Cool,” said Jonny, genuinely interested, “But I don’t think anything can change me from being a top.” Dr. Marks smiled at that, and continued, “So, todays interview is to assess if you’re right for the study. From your answers on the questionnaire, it seems likely that you are. You will be paid one hundred dollars for the session no matter what the outcome is. If we decide you’re a good fit we’ll have you watch a little informational video and then schedule you for your next visit. How does all of that sound.” “Sounds good to me,” the thought of a hundred dollars for just answering questions sounded amazing to Jonny. “Great. Now these questions are obviously going to be very personal in nature, I’m sure you saw that in the consent form. Please answer honestly, that’s the only way for us really to get good data.” “Understood.” Dr. Marks looked down at the clipboard now resting on his knee, picked up his pen, and cleared his throat. “It says on here that you consider yourself to be a strict top.” Color rose in Jonny’s cheeks. Somehow hearing that said out loud in such a clinical tone made him embarrassed, but he said in as strong a voice as he could, “correct.” “How long have you been sexually active?” “Six years.” “That would have made you how old when you lost your virginity?” “Sixteen.” Dr. Marks made a note on his clip board, “can you tell me about that first sexual experience?” “Well that was, this guy in high school, we had both just come out. It didn’t really mean much but we blew each other in his car parked at this old baseball field a little out of town. Then I fucked… I topped him once.” “You can say fucked,” Dr. Marks gave Jonny a reassuring smile and a nod. “Where you the top in that encounter because you already considered yourself to be an exclusive top?” “No… not really, its just sort of how it played out.” “When would you say you started to identify as a top?” “My first boyfriend in college, this hot little twink. He only wanted to get fucked, and I found that I loved it. I started going to the gym because I wanted to bulk up and pound him harder. I loved hearing him moan when I slid my dick in his hole.” His dick was getting hard again thinking about it, he shifted trying to hide his erection. “Its alright if you become aroused, many of our subjects do when talking about their experiences. It’s nothing to be worried about or ashamed of.” “Oh… uh… thanks.” “You were saying?” “Yeah. Right. So I was the top in that relationship, and when we broke up I just kept going. I think the fact that I had bulked up made the other guys at school see me as a top and that’s how I started to see myself. Now, honestly now I can’t ever imagine it differently. In four years, I’ve never been interested in being fucked. Plus, I’m only really into guys much smaller than me, so it would be weird to be fucked by one.” Jonny let out a little nervous laugh and waited as Dr. Marks stopped scribbling his notes. “Great. What’s your relationship to protection and safe sex?” “Well…I probably should be better. I’m on PrEP, but still. I usually fuck raw. It just feels so good sliding into a tight hole, feeling it open up around my shaft and then pumping my load inside.” “You said that in four years you’ve ‘never been interested in being fucked’ does that mean you don’t like it or that its never happened?” “There have been a few guys who were interested, one guy even started eating my ass, but… its just not my thing.” “So you’ve never been the bottom?” “Nope, gold start top.” Jonny was proud of that fact. He may have been a slut in college but his hole was untouched. “Great. How many sexual partners would you average a week?” “Two to three.” “Now are you on any of the hook up apps?” “Yeah, um… Scruff mainly, but sometimes Grindr and Sniffies.” “How often would you say you are on the apps?” “At least once a day.” “And how often do you meet someone from there?” “Probably once a week.” “If you make it into the study would you be willing to let us look at your profile as the study progresses.” “Sure… not that I change it often.” “No most people don’t. Alright. I think that’s all of the introductory interview questions. I’m going to step out and confer with a colleague about your responses and I will be back in a few minutes.” Jonny was horny as hell now thinking about all the twinks he’d fucked over the years. His cock was leaking a steady stream of precum matting his treasure trail down. He put his hands behind his head and leaned back into the couch imagining the reception twink between his legs right now sucking on his hard dick. Dr. Marks knocked on the door again before letting himself in. Jonny jumped a little and say up straight, trying in vain to make it look like he hadn’t just been fantasizing about sex. “Right,” said Dr. Marks, ignoring the compromising position he had just caught Jonny in, “after talking it over we feel like you are the perfect candidate. So, next thing for today is watching the introductory video. A lot of this information is in there but I want to just say some of it to you personally. “By agreeing to be in the study you are committing to four sessions with us. They will all involve and interview portion, getting more and more in depth each time. Each will also include a short video to be watched before leaving. The first and last sessions will involve a physical examination. This is mainly to collect accurate stats on participants to see if there are physiological factors in determining tops and bottoms, or physical manifestations of those preferences. You will also be paid three hundred dollars for each of those sessions. Meaning for completing the whole study you’ll be paid a thirteen hundred dollars. Sound good?” “Sounds amazing!” “Great. I’ll just set up this video and leave you to watch it, please do pay close attention. I’ll come back when it’s over.” Dr. Marks picked up a remote from his desk and aimed it at the wall. A projector flickered to life and the entire wall across for Jonny was filled with a title screen reading “Welcome to the Gay Men’s Fetish and Sexuality Study.” “Title’s a little different from the hallway sign,” Jonny joked, “Queer Sexual Health?” “Yes, we try to keep a bit of a low profile in the building. Not everyone would be thrilled about a gay sex fetish study on their floor.” “True.” “Alright, I’ll click play here and leave you to it.” He got up and crossed to the door. He pointed the remote at the projector again and the play icon appeared in the corner of the title card. He gave Jonny one more smiled and then dimmed the lights and left the room. For a moment the room was silent except for the whirring of the projector fan. Then a low, warm, resonant voice filled the room. It started out seeming as though it was only coming from the wall being projected on, but quickly spread out till it felt like it was surrounding Jonny. For a moment, feeling this voice surround him was alarming, but there was something in the warm honey tambour of the sound that soothed him. “Welcome to the Gay Men’s Fetish and Sexuality Study,” the voice said, “we are so happy you’re here, and have agreed to be part of our study.” A low hum joined the voice, it ebbed and flowed, a slow rhythmic tempo like the water of a lake lapping at the shore. “Please listen carefully. As you’ve been told the study will consists of three sessions. Each session will have an interview, a film segment like this one, and the first and last session will have a physical examination. It is important that you are honest and open with us. Only complete honesty will provide us with the results we need. The hum had gotten louder and without thinking about it Jonny had noticed his breathing matching the pulse. It was calming. “During the physical examination you will be required to be nude in front of one of our technicians. They will take measurements of different parts of your body, including both your flaccid and erect penis.” Jonny’s dick gave a throb, he hoped that technicians meant the twink from the lobby. “You will also be required to give us access to your online dating profiled and hook up apps. We will examine your profile itself, along with the stats on the those you contact most often. “This portion of the study is looking at what makes a top a top, and a bottom a bottom. It is our goal to determine if those differences are innate, and if they can be changed.” There was a long pause in the narration and the title card faded to black. It was just the thrum. Jonny felt himself slipping back into the couch. He felt all tension leaving his body. “Focus closely on the center of the image in front of you,” the voice said. Then a small white dot appeared. Jonny trained his eyes in and focused. The dot started to ebb and flow with the drone, it grew and shrank. It made his eyes feel heavy. “Though you may think your role as a top cannot be changed that is not true. It’s not true because you are not truly a top. You are not truly vers. You are a bottom. Seeing a bottom being fucked turns you on because you see how good it would to be fucked yourself. You know this to be true.” The voice was washing over Jonny. He was no longer conscious of what exactly was being said. It was all just a wash of sound and light. The pulsing of the dot, and throbbing of the drone had overwhelmed his mind. He understood what the voice was saying, but was completely unaware of its message. The dot on the screen grew. It was no longer just a point of white light, but a glowing disk that grew till it seemed to envelope Jonny. He was falling forward into the bright white abyss. Then a new sound was added to the drone, the grunting of men. It was the unmistakable sound of two men having sex, and amongst it one man saying over and over “Yes, please, fuck me, use me, fuck me.” “You long to be fucked,” the voice said and from inside the white void came an image of a hot muscled jock on his back his face contorted in pleasure. The image filled the whole screen and then flashed to a video of a fat cock sliding raw into a well fucked hole. “It’s easier to surrender. We will help you surrender.” More images of dicks sliding into loose holes, the sound of skin slapping against skin was so loud now it had almost drowned out the drone, and in the background the voice of a mysterious horny bottom continued to plead for cock. “Give in. Take your place as a bottom. Service the men around you. You long to be fucked by them, to be bred by them. Your hole is desperate for cum. Let go. Let your mind go. Release yourself. Become the bottom you’re meant to be.” ---- When the lights blinked back on Jonny found himself slumped into the couch, his mouth hanging slightly open and a little trail of drool running down his chin. What had just happened he thought. He looked at his watch. He’d been in that room for over an hour, but it had seemed like just a few minutes. Had that intro video really been an hour? He shook it off and got up. His dick was soft, but there was a wet spot in the front of his pants where he had leaked precum. He tried to cover it with his hands. Just as he was about to open the door the handle turned and Dr. Marks came back. “You did great! Alright. Stop and see Toby out front and we’ll get you booked up. No more than a week between sessions but five days is optimal. Toby will also cut you a check. See you in a week!” Then he was gone. Jonny felt shaky and uneasy as he made his way to the front desk. His head seemed to be buzzing slightly, as if his mind were full of bees. He blinked almost unseeingly at the twink when he got back to the reception room. The cute blond just smiled knowingly and handed him a check then said “How about this coming Wednesday at 2pm? That work.” “Yeah… uh… yeah sure…” “Let’s put that in your phone now so you don’t forget shall we.” Toby added the appointment to Jonny’s phone and then he was out of the office and back on the street. What the fuck, he thought. Week 2: Five days later Jonny was once again sitting in the small waiting room across from Toby. It had been a strange five days. After he’d left the office the last time he’d felt out of it for the rest of the day, if he really was honest he still felt a little strange. Now, back in the waiting room, he felt nervous and excited. His heart was beating quickly and his dick refused to go completely soft. Something about all of this turned him on immensely but he didn’t really understand what. It was Dr. Marks who called him back this time. Sticking his head around the door he’d called Jonny back to the row of exam rooms and led him once again to the last one at the end of the hall. “Its good to see you again Jonny,” Dr. Marks said, gesturing to the couch again for Jonny to sit. Jonny sat down, the couch felt safe and familiar now, some of the tension went out of his body. “Thanks. You too.” “How was your week?” “It was good…” “What is it?” “Nothing… do you have questions for me?” “After the initial interview this part of the study is a little less ridged. We can have more of a conversation than just question and answer.” “Oh, right. Sure.” “So, your week? You said it was good but you kind of hesitated, was anything odd?” “I mean it was fine, I’m looking for a job so that occupies a lot of my time.” “Of course, I can imagine.” “But I was also so fucking horny all week. It was probably just talking about sex, and then thinking about the study.” “That’s understandable, analyzing your sex life, and asking why you are attracted to things can lead to an increase in libido for sure. Did this result in an increase in sex drive, or sexual encounters?” “Yeah.” Jonny chuckled a little embarrassed, “I had four different guys over this week.” “How did you find them?” “On the apps.” “And what role did you play in those encounters?” Jonny paused, this was what had been weight on him, “I was the top in all four…” “Feels like there’s a but hanging there.” “It was weird,” and with that a series of thoughts he hadn’t quite put together all tumbled out of him. “They were all hot, these bottoms. All twinky guys like I like, all horny as fuck and desperate to be bred. Something was different in the energy. I wasn’t as… the connection wasn’t there. Like I fucked them and I got off but it wasn’t as satisfying as usual. Does that make sense. I would get off and it would be hot but afterwards I was still not horny but unsatisfied, like I needed something more or something else. I’ve never felt that before.” “That’s very interesting.” Dr. Marks scribbled a long note on his clip board. “I’m intrigued to see if this carries into next week and how you feel after this session.” “Do you think it had something to do with last week?” Jonny asked nervously. “No. I’m sure you just had an odd week. You were super turned on talking about yourself and your love of topping and it through you off for a few days. Nothing to think too much about.” “Sure. I’m sure you’re right.” “Now, did your increase libido come with an increase in masturbation as well as sexual activity?” “I seriously jerked off like four times a day.” “Is that unusual?” “I’m normally a one or two kinda guy… but this week… this week its like all I could think about was sex.” “Fascinating. What do you use for stimulation when you masturbate?” “My hand…?” “No,” Dr. Marks chuckled. “Do you look at porn? Read erotica? Just imagine things?” “Oh! I usually watch porn.” “What sort?” “Anything with a twinky bottom usually.” “And this week? The same? Anything new?” “Well… yesterday I was scrolling through Twitter and I ended up stroking to a couple of muscle jocks getting fucked.” “Interesting? Who were the tops in these videos?” “One was kinda a bear type and another was also a jock.” “And that’s unusual for you?” “Yeah. I almost exclusively watch twinks get fucked, though I’ve watched them get fucked by all sorts of guys.” “So jock bottoms is an unusual choice for you?” “Yeah… it was really hot though.” “I’m sure it was. Alright, I think that’s the whole interview portion for today. Next my assistant Max will come in and he’ll do your physical and set you up for the video then you’re done for the day. I’ll see you when you’re all finished up.” “Thanks Dr. Marks.” “Sure think Jonny. Just sit tight.” Talking with Dr. Marks had gotten him aroused again. His dick was throbbing in his jeans, and a small dark spot of precum was forming. Fuck, Jonny thought, how was he this fucking horny. A soft rap on the door broke him out of his thoughts. “Hello,” said Max as he entered the room. He was younger then Dr Marks, probably in his late twenties early thirties. He had floppy brown hair combed over to one side and a stubby chin. His eyes were bright and kind, and he gave Jonny a big reassuring smile. “I’m Max, Dr. Marks assistant.” He held out his hand, and Jonny shook it. He felt a little bolt of electricity shoot through him at Max’s touch. Max, like Dr. Marks, was wildly different from Jonny’s type but his broad shoulders and thick arm stirred something in Jonny. “So has the process here been explained to you?” Max said sitting down at the desk. “Yeah. You’re going to take some sort of stats on me?” “That’s right. Mostly some basic stuff: height, weight, blood pressure, resting heart rate. That sort of thing. Then we’ll also do some other physical measurements. We’ll measure your chest, waist, arms, legs. I’ll get an accurate measurement of your erect penis. Then I’ll do a visual inspection of your anus. I understand you’re one of our top subjects so no real measuring back there just a little look for the records. Sound good?” “Yeah… I guess. Very thorough.” “We are that.” Max laughed. “It was all covered in your consent document, so no surprises and nothing to worry about.” Jonny thought back, and realized he really hadn’t read or absorbed anything in the consent document. It was too late now though he supposed, he’d signed, been accepted to the study and taken his first payment. “So if you don’t mind, take off everything but your underwear and jump up here on this table for me.” Jonny was suddenly very aware of how hard his dick was, but then he thought he was apparently going to get his erection measured so it didn’t really matter. He stood up and stripped down to his briefs, trying to keep one hand in front of his crotch but failing miserably. “Well, it looks as if you’re ready to have your erection measured. Why don’t we just start there. If you’ll pull your briefs down.” Jonny took a deep breath, and the hooked his thumbs into his briefs and pulled them down. He didn’t know why he was nervous in front of this man. He worked hard on his body, he was proud of it, he was proud of his cock. Yet still, he felt butterflies flapping in his chest. Max moved quickly and efficiently. He had a cloth tape measure in his hand and rolled the desk chair towards Jonny. He took a soft grip of the base of Jonny’s cock and pulled the tape along it the top. Allowing the end of the tape to drape across Jonny’s mushroom head, he bent low to read the number. “Great,” he said making a note on his clip board, “Seven and five eights inches long, and...” He wrapped the tape around the base of Jonny’s now dripping dick and leaned back in. “Six and a quarter inches around, that’s… just about two inches thick.” He made more rapid notes on his clipboard. “Right, since were here, why don’t you step out of those briefs for a second and bend over the table for me.” “Uh… sure.” Jonny kicked his briefs off and set them on the exam table in front of him. He lent forward from the hips resting his arms on the paper covered table top. “Man you really are a top,” Max chuckled, “arch your back a little, you’re so clenched up I can’t see anything.” He put one hand on the small of Jonny’s back and pushed lightly. A tiny whimper escaped Jonny’s mouth and he gave into the pressure, and he clapped a hand over his mouth in surprise. If Max had noticed anything he didn’t react. He just pressed down a little more till Jonny’s chest was basically against the table and his ass was thrust out. Jonny had bent plenty of boys over into this position but he’d never been the one to assume it. He felt exposed, but also, and this scared him a little, he felt good. It felt hot. There was a man behind him looking at his exposed hole. His dick gave a little throb. Max let up the pressure on Jonny’s back and moved both of his hands to Jonny’s butt cheeks. He pulled the furry mounds of muscle apart revealing the jock’s winking pink hole. Dense hair ran down his crack, and swirled around the untouched sphincter. “Not that you can really tell from looking but that certainly seems like the hole of a total top.” Max said. His breath felt warm on Jonny’s ass, and he involuntarily bent forward just a little more hoping to feel it again. Max grinned to himself, and let out a long slow breath. Jonny sighed and closed his eyes. Max ran his finger along Jonny’s crack, swirled it around his hole and then lent back to take notes. “Alright, you can stand up and put your briefs back on now.” Jonny felt like he was coming out of a trance. He stood up shaking his head to clear the clouds away. Blinking he pulled his briefs back on, and tucked his still throbbing dick off to one side. “Right, now, for the more standard measurements.” Max had Jonny up on the table and took his pulse, and blood pressure. He listened to Jonny’s chest with a stethoscope. He used his cloth tape to take measurements of almost every part of Jonny’s body, and then took him across the hall after assuring Jonny it was critical he be weighted in his underpants to get an accurate number across the hall. Jonny stood, his dick now resting at half mast, in his underwear on a scale in the hallway. Then he moved over to the measuring stick mounted to the wall. “Amazing,” Max said, putting one hand on Jonny’s bare shoulder and leading him back into the exam room. “You’ve done great.” Max’s hand felt warm on Jonny’s flesh, and he involuntarily pressed himself into it. “Go ahead and have a seat. I’ll just turn this on, and then leave you to your video session then you’re all done for the day.” “Thanks man.” Jonny said, sitting down, still in his underwear, on the couch. “No problem.” Max turned the projector on, dimmed the lights, started the film. The title card appeared on the far wall, the drone low in the speakers. Immediately Jonny’s entire focus was on the film in front of him. He never even noticed Max leave and close the door. “Gay Men’s Fetish and Sexuality Study Week Two.” Read the white letters on the wall. The drone swelled and Jonny’s breath almost instantly matched its pulse. The letters faded and the small white dot appeared again. It pulsed with the drone. “Welcome to week two. You’re doing so well. Focus on the dot in front of you. Yet your mind go blank. Let your vision shrink to just the dot. The dot is drawing you in, pulling you down, and opening you up all at once. Your hidden mind is opening as the dot grows in front of you. Your subconscious desires rising to the surface. A new understanding of yourself and your place in the world is growing.” The dot had started to expand. It grew till the whole was a blinding white. Then the whimpering pleading sound returned. “Please, yes, use my hole, fuck me, fuck me please,” over and over it repeated. “As you fall you come to know the truth,” the soothing resonant voice said, the words filling the room and echoing inside Jonny’s head. “The truth that no matter how much you’ve tried to be in the past you are no top.” The image of a boy on his knees in a jock strap with his mouth hanging open appeared in a small dot of its own, growing till it took over the vast white expanse before it faded to another image. A wet dripping uncut cock filled the screen, then a video of a boy suspended in a sling slurping hungrily on a bear’s dick. Images came quickly. A jock with his face shoved in a man’s armpit licking. Guys on their backs being fucked. Toys sliding in and out of used holes. Men’s faces coved in cum. “You know the truth. You are bottom. You long to be fucked. You long to feel a man’s meat slide inside your hole. You long to give in. You know that once you do you will be hooked. Once you allow a man inside of you you’ll never be able to go back. Once a man has cum inside you, you will be a cum dump forever, and you long for that release. Give in. You want to make men feel good, you want to please them. You want to be a good boy. “Take the first step. Rub your hole, feel it pucker against your fingers. Make it wet with spit. Press them into yourself. Feel how your hole blooms open. It was made to be fucked, made to be used, made to be open. Open yourself. Give in. Become the bottom you’re meant to be.” Week 3: Jonny shifted uncomfortably on the couch waiting for Dr. Marks. His heart had been pounding since he’s entered the waiting room. He was going to be expelled from the study he just knew it. When the gentle knock came at the door Jonny’s stomach dropped. He tried to muster a smile for Dr. Marks, but only managed a pained grimace. Maybe he just wouldn’t say anything about it. He really needed the money and if he didn’t complete the study… he didn’t want to think about it. It wasn’t just about the money. He didn’t want to disappoint Dr. Marks, or Max, or even Toby. “Hello Jonny. Five days already. Man, how the time flies.” Dr Marks settled himself into the chair and leaned back. He had his clip board on the desk, and sat leaning to one side to write with his legs wide apart. For the first time Jonny noticed the sizable bulge in Dr Marks pants. “Hi Dr. Marks.” “How was your week?” “It was… it was fine.” “That’s good, and how about your sex drive? Still in feeling revved up?” “Honestly yeah,” now that Dr. Marks was here he felt more relaxed. Dr. Marks was so nice, surly he’d understand. “I’ve been jerking off like crazy. Four, sometimes six times a day.” “That is a lot. You said you usual was once a day before?” “Yeah, maybe twice occasionally.” “Well, that is a marked increase. What about sexual partners? Any encounters this week?” “Just one. I didn’t… I didn’t really find myself looking for partners this week.” “That’s ok, and were you the top with this person?” “Yeah.” “How was that?” “Fine, I don’t know. It was sort of the same. He was hot, and I still got off but…” “But it didn’t fulfill you.” “Exactly.” “And what about your solo sessions, anything different besides increased frequency?” “Well… I… I hope this doesn’t hurt the study or bar me from it… I…” “Jonny the only thing that could hurt the study is if you’re not honest. There aren’t right or wrong answers.” “Ok. Well. I kept finding myself wanting to touch my… touch my hole. I’ve never done that before but…” “Go on.” “At first, like right when I got home after my last session actually I started to jerk off and my hand just sort of drifted that way. Without really thinking about it I started rubbing my hole. Then the next day I thought, what if I got my fingers wet, so I sucked on them and then started rubbing myself.” “How did that feel?” “It felt… it felt great, but still not quite what I was after. So then I got my fingers really wet and I started to try and work one inside me. It took a long time but once it was in I came immediately. In the last three days the only time I’ve cum without a finger in my butt was when I was with that guy.” “Well, that is fascinating. Thank you for your honesty Jonny. Truly, this doesn’t break the study or anything like that. In all honesty it makes it more interesting. Now did you feel satisfaction once you ejaculated with your finger inside you?” “Yeah! It felt great.” “And was it always just one finger?” “Um… well…” “Remember honesty Jonny.” “Well, no. After I got the first one in I felt this feeling of accomplishment and well I felt really sexy. But after getting off like that a couple of times, I felt like I needed more. So I… I started to work in a second one.” “This was the third day after your last visit?” “Yeah, in the evening. Then yesterday, like the fourth time I got off I decided to go for three.” “Did you enjoy it? Getting off while fingering yourself?” “Yeah. Fuck. It felt so good. I just felt so hot too. I kept pushing back, riding my fingers. It was totally wild and new. I’ve never felt anything like that.” Jonny was completely hard again. “That’s good. Thank you for telling me all of that. Now, since your practices have changed a little bit would you consent to Max giving you another quick exam. He doesn’t have to talk all the measurements again, but now that you’re engaging in anal play I’d like him to take another look at you hole if that’s alright.” “I… well yeah I guess. I’m just… wow. I was so nervous that I’d fucked up and you were going to kick me out. I just. Thank you Dr. Marks.” “No need to thank me, just keep being honest with what you’re experiencing... both here and out in the world. It does the study no good for you to deny an impulse you have because you think it will affect something here. We want real data from your real life. You have to give in to those experiences.” “Yes Doctor.” “Very good. I’ll tell Max about the changes you’ve described and he’ll be right in. You can strip down to your underwear if you like he’ll just be a minute.” With that Dr. Marks got up and left the room. The thought of waiting for Max in nothing but his underwear made Jonny both nervous and excited. In the end it was excitement that won out. He stood up and stripped off his clothes, tossing them to one side of the couch. Then he sat down in his straining briefs and waited. Max didn’t take long. Jonny had really only just sat back down when Max rapped on the door and walked in. “Well,” he said, “seem’s like ‘Mr. Never Been Topped’ has discovered the joys of fingering is that right?” Jonny blushed. “I… well…” “It’s ok, don’t be shy. I’m just giving you a little bit of a hard time. Anal stimulation can feel amazing. Anyway Dr. Marks just wants me to have a look here, and make a few notes about the condition of your hole as a base line marker.” “Base line marker?” “We take notes like this on all our subjects who engage in anal play to track any physical changes that may come from penetrative acts.” “I… oh.” Jonny hadn’t thought about what he was doing as penetrative, but of course it was. “Alright, come on over here, take those briefs off, and bend over.” Jonny did as he was told. He dropped his briefs, leaving them on the couch this time, and walked over with his cock semi hard and leaking to the table. He bent forward, this time arching his back a little bit naturally. He’d found himself arching more and more as he’d worked his fingers into himself, and it felt far less alien now. Max put a hand again in the small of his back and pushed down forcing Jonny to arch even further. When Jonny’s chest was pressed into the table and his ass presented to Max he let up the pressure and spread Jonny’s cheeks apart. Jonny’s hole winked a little and Max ran a finger along it. Still tight and pink, it hadn’t changed too much, but there was an obvious shift in how it reacted to stimulation. As soon as Max’s fingers made contact Jonny’s hole relaxed and Jonny let out a little moan. Max blew a soft stream of air across the winking pucker and watched goosebumps spread up Jonny’s back. He picked up his clip board and made a series of notes. “Perfect,” he patted Jonny on the butt cheek, “You’ve done great. Video time. Go ahead and have a seat.” Jonny’s cock was completely hard after Max’s examination, and leaking. He made no effort to cover it though, he felt sexy though he wasn’t clear why. He sat back down on the couch, still naked. “Have fun.” Max said, knowing that Jonny was already locked in to the video trance. He turned off the lights and closed the door. The drone filled the room. A title card appeared, “Gay Men’s Fetish and Sexuality Study Week Three.” When the title faded the dot appeared, and grew into the blinding void. Over the sounds of a hungry bottom begging for dick the soothing voice began. “Welcome to week three. You’re doing so well. We are all so proud of you. What a good boy you are. Feel yourself relax. Feel yourself let go. Feel your walls falling. Feel everything that’s kept you from being who you are fall away. Let it go and drift off into the void. Once you let it all go your true purpose becomes clear.” Images and videos of men being fucked and loving it start playing across the screen. “You’re a bottom. You’re a cock hungry bottom. You want to make the men around you feel good. You want to please them. You’re a pig. You’re a cock whore. You’re a cum dumpster. All you have to do is give in. All you have to do is let go. Find yourself on your true path. Jonny was too lost in the trance to realize he’d leaned back into the couch and brought his legs up. Slowly he spat into one hand, his eyes never leaving the screen, and began to rub his hole. “You need it. You need to feel your hole opening. You need to feel your hole being stretched. To feel yourself blossoming open. Give in. Fingers are no longer enough. You must push yourself, open yourself more. Jerking off isn’t enough anymore, you need to feel full. You need to feel something push past your hole. You need a dildo. Long and thick, you need to feel it inside yourself. Nothing will feel right until you do. Open yourself up on with a plastic cock, and when you do the bottom inside you will be released. Soon even the dildo won’t be enough. Give in. Week 4: “Hello Jonny.” Dr. Marks said sitting down at his desk. “Hi Doc.” Jonny was all smiled today. Something had changed. After Dr. Marks reassurances last week that following his impulses was the right thing to do Jonny felt like he was riding a near perpetual high. “You seem to be in a good mood today.” “I am. It was a… it was a really good week.” “Did you find a job?” “Oh… well no. That’s actually… that’s still on going.” “Sorry to here that. What made your week so good then? Did you find your grove again with being a top?” “Not exactly. I didn’t actually. Well I didn’t have sex with anyone this week. I hope that’s not bad.” “Like I told you last week, there is not right or wrong with this.” “Right. Well, you said to follow my impulses so. You know I just keep feeling more and more horny. Like I really can’t stop thinking about sex. I’ve started watching all sorts of new kinds of porn. Some filthy stuff, gang bangs, and cumdump stuff. And… and I’ve started watching guys who look more like me getting fucked almost exclusively. Its weird, since I’ve been here I’ve also started paying more attention to the tops. The guy getting fucked is interesting, but its not about his face its about watching the dick go into his ass and the top having fun…” Jonny paused to catch his breath. He was excited, and filled with a frantic energy. He felt like he had to get everything he’d been experiencing out or he’d burst. “Fascinating, tastes change all the time.” “Yeah of course. Its just interesting timing.” “No, it certainly is that. Now, last time you were here you had just started experimenting with fingering. Has that continued?” “Well. In a way. I guess the day after I was here last I was jerking off… more playing with myself I suppose, I wasn’t really doing much with my dick… anyway, I had three fingers in hole and it just didn’t feel like it was enough.” “What did you do.” “I got on google found a sex shop and bought a dildo.” “Really?” “Yeah!” “Something small to start?” Jonny looked a little abashed. “I guess that would have been the smart thing to do. No, I… I bought one the size of my own dick. I wanted. I wanted to know what all the guys I’d fucked had felt.” Dr. Marks consulted his paperwork, “So around seven and a half with about a six and a quarter circumference?” “Yep!” “Well, that certainly is jumping into the deep end. How did it go?” “It was really difficult at first. It took a lot of lube, and a really long time, but then all of a sudden… it just popped inside me. It felt like some kinda damn burst and it just slid right in. I sank all the way down to the bottom and just sat there.” “What day was this?” “Tuesday, they day after my last session.” “Right, your last session was just on Monday. You’re on a truncated turn around this week as it would have had you here on a Friday to do the full turn around. Wow, so in just three days really you’ve started playing with anal toys.” “It was… this will sound odd. It felt like this need. It was like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. I’ve never been interested in putting anything in my ass before and then… this week… I just felt like I needed to.” “How did you feel one you got the dildo in the first time.” “Fucking amazing. It was so good. I just bounced up and down on it till all of a sudden I came all over myself.” “You experienced a spontaneous ejaculation from anal stimulation?” Dr. Marks shifted in his chair. Jonny’s eyes landed on the Doctor’s crotch. Was it his imagination or was Dr. Marks hard? “I guess that’s what you could call it.” “Was that your only one this week?” “No… I… I’ve had two more. One a day. But I’ve been riding that dildo like crazy. I can’t get enough of it. I spent two hours riding it this morning before jerking off to come here.” “Good, that’s very good. I’m really impressed Jonny. You’re doing so well.” “Thank you Doctor.” “Alright. So, just like last week because you’ve integrated another sexual habit into your life I’d like to have Max do an exam really quick before your film. Sound good?” “Absolutely.” “Alright, go ahead and strip off and Max will be right with you.” Jonny didn’t hesitate this time. As soon as the door closed behind Dr. Marks he was up and tearing off his clothes. He sat back down, this week not in a pair of straining briefs, but a tight white bike jock. He relished the feeling of his bare cheeks against the couch, and resisted the urge to slip and hand under himself and feel his hole. “Hey Jonny,” Max said, knocking and opening the door at the same time. “How are, oh…” he caught a sight of Jonny in his new jockstrap that he had also bought at the sex shop. “Well. This is a switch up from the briefs. You don’t even have to take them off for this exam. Come on over, I think you know the drill now.” Jonny got up and practically flopped forward onto the table. He didn’t need any encouragement to arch his back this time. He lay forward and pushed his ass back towards Max. “Perfect,” Max said. “You’re learning.” “Thank you.” Jonny said, looking over his shoulder. “You like being bent over like that don’t you? It feels good.” “Yeah… it… it makes me feel sexy.” “That’s good. Lean into that feeling. Alright. I’m going to just take a look here, and then I’m going to do a little manual stimulation of your hole to see how it… and you… respond.” “Alright!” Max repeated the same process he had before of spreading Jonny’s cheeks, running his fingers over his hole, and blowing lightly. Jonny whimpered as Max’s fingers pressed against his now pink and slightly puffy hole. “You’re doing great. Just relax.” Max took his finger and slicked it with lube. He ran his finger along Jonny’s hole, rubbing at the pink lips. Jonny groaned and pushed his ass back. Very slowly Max slid a finger inside of Jonny’s desperate ass. The near virgin hole was tight, and it took a moment for Max to be able to press his finger full in. Despite what sounded like a whirlwind seventy-two hours of dildo riding, Jonny was still a novice and his hole clenched as Max’s digit invaded. Jonny however, didn’t seem pained, or distressed, in face he was moaning into his arms and Max twisted his finger around. “Good,” Max said knowing not to push Jonny too far. “That’s just perfect. Alright,” he withdrew his finger. “That’s all the information I need for today.” “Oh, uh… great.” Jonny said a little sadly still bent over the exam table. “You can take a seat and I’ll start the video.” “Ok.” There it was, Max watched it happen in Jonny’s eyes. It was like a switch was clicked on in his mind. His eyes lost focus for a second and then he spun to sit on the couch staring at the wall laser focused. Max grinned, and clicked play. “Gay Men’s Fetish and Sexuality Study Week Four,” flashed on the wall before being over taken by the dot, then the void. The drone resonated in Jonny’s skull, and the whimpering of a desperate bottom filled his ears. Images of men in slings, tied up, fucked, and bred flashed before him on the screen. Videos of cock sliding into holes dripping with cum, wrecked asses being stretched with massive toys, gaped cunts winking back at the camera played in rapid succession as the voice echoed throughout the room. “Good job boy. Welcome back. You’re doing an amazing job. You’re giving in. You’re finding yourself. The fact that you’ve made it here just shows that we were right all along. You are a hungry bottom. You’re starting to admit it to your conscious self.” Jonny’s legs were already in the air, his ass exposed, and his mouth hanging slack. With his eyes locked on the images in front of him he spat into his hand and started to work three fingers into his hole. “Fingers aren’t enough now. Soon the dildo wont be either. You know what you need. You know what you need to do to take the final step. You need to be fucked. You need to be bred. Once you feel a man cum inside you there will be no going back, and you want that. You want to let go. You want to become the pig that you are. You want to be a good boy. You want to make men happy. To make them feel good. You want to feel them inside you. You want them use you. You want to be open and used. You want to be wrecked, gaped. You want to be the best cum pig you can. Give in. Let yourself go. Give in.” Week 5: “What?” Jonny said. He realized suddenly he hadn’t been listening to anything Dr. Marks had said. In truth his eyes had been locked on the bulge in Dr. Marks’ pants. “I asked how your week was.” Dr. Marks repeated. He shifted back in the chair causing his pants to bunch tighter around his crotch. Jonny felt his mouth go dry. “It was good.” “Still feeling an elevation in sex drive?” “God yes. I’m so damn horny. I just… I cant get enough. It never seems to go away. I have this. Its like a primal desire that I can’t get met.” “What have you been doing to try to ‘meet’ it” “Well after I left here last week I spent most of the night riding that dildo. I tried it in every position and eventually got a myself to cum again. But after that… well I tried all day the next day, Saturday, and it felt good… it felt amazing really, but I just couldn’t get off. I must have had that dildo in me most of the day. So I… I went back to the sex store.” “You did? What did you get?” “I got another dildo… bigger this time, and something I saw online. A… a butt plug. The dildo hitting against my prostate just feels so good that I wanted to be able to feel it all the time, and I thought having the plug would do that for me.” “And does it.” “Kind of. Its really intense but it does feel good. I tried that out first. Like right when I got home. I ran into my room stripped off and lubed it up.” “Completely naked?” “No, actually, I’ve been wearing jockstraps mostly now, so I just leave it on when I play with my hole.” “Do you get your penis out usually?” “I…” Jonny paused, he hadn’t thought about it, but he hadn’t been. Since his last session he hadn’t touched his cock hardly at all. It had all been about his ass. “No, actually. Its just been…” “About your hole.” “Yeah.” “Very interesting. Alright, so Sunday you went to sex shop again, two days after our last session.” “Right.” “You’ve got it home, and you can’t wait to try it out, so you strip down to a jock and…” Dr Marks rocked in his chair a little. Jonny’s eyes flicked down to his crotch. He was definitely hard. Jonny found it momentarily hard to concentrate knowing that there was an erect dick in such close proximity to him. He paused, shook his head a little and went on. “Well, I lubed it up, and sat on it. It took forever to get in. I just kept bouncing up and down feeling myself slowly open up, till all of a sudden, the base just shot into me. It was crazy. I started to cum, like big slow shots of cum bit I wasn’t even hard. My whole jock was soaked and my body was shaking. I just lay there on the ground for like an hour with the plug still inside me. It felt so fucking good.” “What did you do when you too the plug out?” “I ended up riding it again till I forced another load out.” “This is a very interesting development.” Dr. Marks adjusted his obvious bulge. “What about the dildo you purchased, did you end up using that?” “Not till the next day. I ended up playing with my plug most of the day Sunday. The on Monday I decided to try and take on my new dildo.” “How big is this one?” “Its nine inches long and two and a half in diameter.” “That is certainly not a beginner dildo either.” “No, I saw it and… I needed it. I probably spent too much money on it but… I don’t know it was too good.” “Understandable, carry on.” “Well, Monday after playing with the plug for a bit I switched to the dildo. I ended up riding it for almost three hours before I punched a load out of myself. It took a little longer but I managed to the same thing yesterday. Then before bed…” “Before bed what?” “I got this urge to put my plug back in. So I lubed it up and sat down hard on it. I lodged it as far as it would go in my ass and went to sleep like that.” “You slept plugged? All night?” “I wouldn’t say it was a great night sleep but… yeah.” “Fascinating. Now when you’ve been engaging in all of this anal play, what have you been thinking about?” “Thinking about?” “Yes. Have you been fantasizing? Or watching porn?” “Some of both.” “What kind of porn?” “A lot of toy play porn, and some dom sub stuff, a little light bondage.” “Is that out of the norm?” “Yeah it’s a pretty big shift.” Jonny laughed a little. “And when you were fantasizing?” “Well… um…” “Go on.” “Well… for the first time in my life I was thinking about… I was thinking about getting fucked.” “Interesting. Just in the abstract as something you’d want to try or…” “About getting fucked. I kept wondering how different it would feel if one of my dildos was a real dick. What would it be like to have a guy cum in me? It was all I could think about. Yesterday after I came I scooped all of the cum I could out of my jock and smeared it on my dildo before fucking myself again with it.” “How do you feel about your changing interests?” “I feel… a little unnerved, like what’s brought this on, why now? Being a top’s been my identity for so long, but also… it all just feels so good. Why should it matter? Maybe I never was a top. Maybe I always was a…” “A what?” “A bottom. Maybe I’m actually a bottom.” “How does that make you feel?” “Sexy, and horny.” “Very good. So listen Jonny, today was meant to be our last session; however, given your recent journey I would like to offer you a place in our long term study. It will mean weekly sessions for the next three months, at four hundred dollars a session. Does that sound like something you’d be interested in?” “God yes!” “Great. I will tell them to cue up the next video in your track really quick and I will be right back. I always do the week four physical so if you want to strip off we can do that in just a moment.” Jonny’s heart started pounding at those words. He’d been prepared for a physical but had assumed it would be Max. Now it was Dr. Marks. He shifted awkwardly on the couch. He hadn’t told Dr. Marks the last part of his overnight plug session… he’d never taken it out. He still had a big silicone plug stuffed inside his ass. He took a deep breath and stood up. He’d wanted Max to see it, to impress Max with its size, why shouldn’t he want Dr. Marks to see it too. He pulled off his shirt, kicked off his shoes, dropped his pants and waited. A few moments later Dr. Marks came back in. “One of your new jocks I see. Very nice. Well you can keep it on for now I think, most of the focus of our exam is going to be on the rear. Go ahead and get comfy bent over the table please.” Dr. Marks, crossed and sat down in the desk chair and Jonny bent over the exam table. He was a natural now, his back arched high and his ass presented outward. He leaned his arms and chest on the table, looking back over his shoulder. Dr. Marks hadn’t noticed yet, he was reading something on his clip board. After another beat he turned and saw Jonny’s plugged ass. “Is that your new plug?” “Yeah,” Jonny grinned wiggling his ass a little. “Did you put it in before coming here?” “Not exactly. I never took it out after last night.” “I see, very impressive, but I have to ask… why?” “Why?” “Why did you wear your plug here?” “I… I wanted Max to see it.” “You wanted Max to see it. Did you think anything else would happen?” “I… uh…” “Did you want Max to fuck you?” “I…” “Remember, honesty.” “Yes. I wanted Max to fuck me.” “Just Max? Is he the only man you’re interested in?” “No…” “No?” “No! I just… I need fucked so bad. Dr. Marks I think it’s the only thing that will help me. Its all I think about. I’m so fucking horny all the time, but nothing makes it stop. I need to fucked. I don’t understand it but I need to feel a man inside me. I need to be fucked. I need to be…” “Need to be what?” “I need to be bred. I need a man’s load inside me.” “Good boy.” “What?” “Doesn’t it feel better to admit that?” “Yes.” “I think its time you take the plunge and say goodbye to pretending to be a top.” “The plunge?” “Yes boy, where I take this plug out of your hole and give you the breeding you’re so desperately craving.” “Oh please! Dr Marks! Fuck me! Breed me! Use me!” Jonny’s rational mind was gone. He was consumed with lust. All he wanted in the entire world was to finally feel what it was like to be fucked and bred. He watched over his shoulder as Dr. Marks stood up out of the chair and took off his sport coat. His arms bulged under the thin material of his button down and Jonny noticed his prominent nipples sticking out for the first time. The Doctor took his time unbuttoning his shirt revealing a thick pelt of hair spreading across his chest and down his stomach. He cast off the shirt, then removed his shoes followed by his belt. He made a show of undoing the first button of his pants. Jonny’s mouth was watering. Dr. Marks slid his trousers off and presented himself in his own straining jock to Jonny. “Is this what you need boy?” He said grabbing at his crotch and shaking the bulging pouch of his jock. “Yes! Holy shit yes! Please… please Dr. Marks, fuck me.” “As you wish boy.” Dr. Marks dropped his jock and allowed his girthy cock to spring up. It slapped him just under the belly button leaving a big smear of precum in the dense hair. Jonny gasped. “Please,” he pleaded. He felt high, his mind was swimming in a fog. The only clear thought was that he needed to be fucked. Dr. Marks walked over to where Jonny was bent over and grabbed hold of the massive plug. He gave it a tug, and Jonny moaned. The boy was a slave to his hole now. Dr. Marks pulled a little harder, watching Jonny’s ass lips cling to the narrow shaft. He released it again. Then pulled one more time. Slowly, very slowly Jonny’s hole opened up, sliding along the slick plastic of the plug till the knot was almost out. Then suddenly the plug rocketed back into Dr. Marks’ hand, and Jonny’s hold gaped around the toy’s narrow tip. Dr. Marks had read the reports Max had made on Jonny’s hole. It had made fast progress following the hypno sessions, but this past week had been the ticket. For a long moment after the plug flopped out Jonny’s lips hung open, spasming. The boy made no attempt to clamp down or close his gaping hole, he just stayed there in front of Dr. Marks hungrily wigging his ass. “Beautiful,” he said, running a spit slicked finger around Jonny’s ass lips. “Are you ready for your first cock?” “Please… please… fuck me… I need it so bad…” “Good boy.” Dr. Marks dropped a big wad of spit on the fat head of his dick, rubbed it down the shaft and then lined up his cock. He grabbed Jonny by the hips and pressed forward. There was the briefest moment of resistance before he slid into the velvety almost virginal guts before him. They both moaned. In the back of his mind Jonny heard a voice, a deep resonant voice saying, “You long to give in. You know that once you do you will be hooked. Once you allow a man inside of you you’ll never be able to go back. Once a man has cum inside you, you will be a cum dump forever, and you long for that release. Give in. You want to make men feel good, you want to please them. You want to be a good boy.” “I want to be a good boy,” Jonny moaned, in little more than a whisper. “You are a good boy, you’re a very good boy. You’ve got my whole cock inside you now.” “Please, yes, use my hole, fuck me, fuck me please,” Jonny said, repeating unconsciously the words he’d heard so often now. “You know what you are now don’t you?” Dr. Marks pulled his cock out till just the tip was inside Jonny’s quivering hole. “Yes.” “What are you?” He slammed his cock back in. “A bottom.” “What are you?” Another rough thrust of his cock.” “A cock hungry bottom.” “What are you?” Slam. “A pig.” Another rough slam of Dr. Marks’ cock. “A cock whore.” Slam. “A cum dumpster.” “Good boy. Your hole feels so good around my cock. You’re going to make lots of men very happy.” “Please… use my hole. Breed me.” Dr. Marks drove his cock into Jonny’s hole over and over. His fingers dug into the flesh of Jonny’s hips as he dragged the boy back into his thrusts. The sound of skin slapping against skin echoed around the room, and the stench of sweat started to swirl. Dr. Marks was growling, as he railed his latest experiment. He hammered roughly into Jonny’s hole. Getting a boy over the last hurdle took a little brute force. You had to truly fuck the top out of them. He bent low and grunted into Jonny’s ear, “I’m going to breed your fucking hole boy.” “Fuck! Yes please! Breed me! Fill me! Use me!” “Take my fucking load you bottom slut!” With that Dr. Marks buried his cock to the root inside of Jonny, breaking past his second hole and began to flood his guts. Jonny moaned, his own load dribbling out of his cock as his hole spasmed. They were both shaking as their orgasms subsisted. Slowly Dr. Marks withdrew his cock, and Jonny slumped against the exam table. “Thank you Doctor,” Jonny planted. “How do you feel Jonny?” “I feel amazing.” “And what about what you just said? How do you feel about that?” “I feel good. It felt… it felt right.” “Which part, be specific.” “I’m a… I’m a bottom, I always was, but its more than that… I’m not just a bottom, its not just that I like to be fucked. I need to be fucked. I’m a... I’m a cock hungry bottom, a cum dump, a cock whore.” “Good. Now I’m going to tell you something very important and then I have to ask you an equally important question. You didn’t come to this on your own.” “What do you mean?” “Well, we may have released something inside you, or we may have changed something in your mind I’m not really sure, but the point is we made you into a cock hungry bottom. The videos you’ve been watching every week have actually been hypnosis sessions. Something you might have picked up on had you read the consent form a little more closely. But, that is why you’ve been so horny, why you were suddenly interested in anal, why you bought those toys. Its why you came here begging to be fucked. So, the question is, knowing that… do you care? Does that change how you feel about what’s just happened or who you are?” Jonny thought for a moment. He looked the still naked Dr. Marks up and down. He took in the the cock that had just bred him, still slick with cum and ass juice. He felt the slickness in his crack, the cum in his jock. “No. I don’t care how it happened. This is the most important moment of my life. I’ve found my true purpose.” “So even knowing what I’ve just told you, you still think you’re a bottom.” “A cock hungry bottom.” “Good boy.” “I love it when you say that.” “I know. Now, you have two choices. You can sit down and I’ll start the hypno video for your next session…” “More hyno… what else…” “You may have taken your first load my boy, but there is much more depravity to be found within you. So you can sit down and start your next session or…” “Or…” “I can have Max and Toby each come in here and pump a load in you before you go under.” Jonny wanted Max there was no question about that, but Toby. He was a twink, the kind of guy he would have been fucking a month ago. Then he realized that didn’t matter. If Toby had a hard dick Jonny wanted it inside him. “Dicks first, then hypno,” Jonny said grinning. “I thought you might say that. Bend back over then, and I’ll let them in.” --- “Welcome to Week One of Bottom Boy Training. You’ve done so well. We are so proud of you. You’ve come so far. You’ve given in. You finally understand the truth, and now you know there is no going back. You are a bottom, a cock hungry bottom, a pig, a cock whore, a cum dump. Your hole is full of cum right now and that is how it should be. That’s how you need it to be. You need cock. You need to be bred to get off. Your own cock isn’t of any use, isn’t of any interest. Ignore it. “Play with your hole. Stretch yourself out. Make yourself gape. Your hole is made for use. You want to be ready for any man or any size. Relax, let yourself fall deeper. Deeper into your own depravity. Deeper into your own lust. Deeper into your own destruction.”

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Chapter 6 Feeling the pulsing cock in my one hand while impaling my face and throat again and again on the second one, I was in love with these two beautiful dicks and couldn´t get enough. Then Jamal tapped me on the head and withdrew his cock while standing up and so did Taron. I looked up at these beautiful black gods above me, their seeing their cocks from underneath, seeing them from this angle hang just over my head. Then suddenly Jamal slapped his cock down at my lips and Taron grinned and joined him. I was confused for a second, but then laughed and put out my tongue to lap at their cocks when they came swinging down at my face. Then they stopped with their cockheads both right at the corners of my mouth and I started alternating between slurping at their cockheads. I felt really slutty, but these men seemed to like it and I did, too! I put a hand down to jerk my cock and was surprised to find it soft, despite my intense horniness. The guys noticed my confusion (well, it probably wasn´t that hard to nice, because my mouth went down, away from their cocks. “No worries sweety, it happens to some cocks when smoking.” “But not to the ones, that are supposed to be used…” Taron chimed in and nodded towards their still rock hard dicks. I kind of blushed a little, but understood the underlying request and continued, this time going down further on his dick and trying to get it in as deep as possible. Jamal used this moment to walk behind me and kneel down. He casually slapped my but cheeks and said “Up!” I got into a kneeling position to push my ass towards him. Apprehensive, but excited that he would finally take care of my ass, while at the same time a bit sad that Taron´s cock went out of the reach of my mouth with that, me just being able to wrap a hand around it and jerk it from below. Jamal´s big hands pressed onto my but cheeks and spread them and he dove with his tongue at my hole. “Ughhh!” I could just moan, surprised from the sudden assault. Usually guys took their time with fingers first, right? I had closed my eyes for a second, when I felt something at my lips. While opening my eyes I also opened my mouth, feeling the stem of the glas pipe being slightly pressed against my lower lip, while Taron handled the lighter. “Suck it, baby…” he murmured. Surprised again I registered, that the smoke was already coming out of the pipe. In my joy I must have missed the click of the lighter. So obediently I sucked in the smoke that would surely make me tinge again and… free me? “Very good. A little more… that´s it. Hold it in. You know what to do, right boy?” He stated this more than really asked, while swinging his hips slightly, his knees a bit bent, so his cock was swinging right before my eyes. Of course I knew! So I sucked his cock into me with force, choking myself a little and freely blocking my path for air, giving him and his cock control over my breath. My head. And somehow, of my life. I tried to give Taron the kind of feeling Jamal was giving me through my hole. Fuck, I think never had a rimjob felt this good! So I tried to go back and forth on the beauty in my mouth, getting more and more of it down my throat, massaging the head with my throat muscles and the underside with my tongue to the best of my ability. And that´s when it happened: Jamals suddenly pierced my hole with his tongue and my yelp (that of course was barely any noise at all to anyone but me) seemed to give Taron the opportunity to do his stab and really burying his cock in my throat, bringing my head into his pubes. My eyes bulged and I struggled for a second, feeling overwhelmed by so much cock in me. But Taron quickly held my head firmly in his hands, while caressing my face and telling me how good it felt, to relax my throat, stay there for just another moment and what not. And I actually managed just that for a couple of seconds, feeling a sense of pride starting to rise in me. Accomplishment, mixed with this feeling of utter sexual euphoria from feeling the pubes of this hot fucking black god scratching ma face and… well, maybe it was also the smoke that made my lungs scream for release and my head tingle. Probably all of it? Finally Taron released his grip and I quickly breathed out and taking a raspy breath in quickly afterwards, to get some oxygen into my system, before breathing out again, some smoke still coming out. Fuck, that was hot, but I can´t do this more often or I would pass out, I thought. That´s when I registered, that both Jamal and Taron had stopped their action and stood on their feet, sternly looking down at me, not moving a muscle, suddenly looking intimidating. My eyes widened. Fuck! Taron finally spoke up: “You know what you were supposed to do, right?” I meekly nodded. “Say it, boy. What were you supposed to do?” asked Jamal in a hard voice. “I, hmm…” My voice cracked, but then I quickly added “I was supposed to hold in the air for long, which I did! But I think I should have blown it down the cock slowly…” “You think?” “I WAS supposed to blow it out slowly, around the cock.” I said, more strongly. While looking down. What situation had I brought myself into here?! “Right boy.” Taron said, nodding. “You didn´t do what you knew you were supposed to. So there will be a punishment.” My head jerked up. What the fuck?! “Don´t worry, Jakey. Since it’s the first time, we will find something suitable to help you not disobey us again, but not too harsh. In fact, you might come to like it.” Jamal´s lips went into a curl, before he turned around and got something out of a drawer. Then he came back and knelt down before me, hiding whatever he held in his hand. “Eyes up! And keep them there!” I felt anxiety kick in, but obeyed. They wouldn´t harm me, would they? I felt Jamal´s big hands working my ballsack and something cold slide along my cock, but kept my eyes up. After like ten or fifteen seconds I heard something turn and click and Jamal stood up again, a small key in his hand, grinning widely down at me now. “It suits you perfectly! Now have a look!” I did and when my eyes saw the small (very small!) band of circular metal rings that encased my cock, I´m sure they also widened in shock. My hand flew to my cock and just felt cool metal. There was also a ring going around my balls, preventing the other rings from just being taken off. “What the…?” “Fuck baby, this is a little punishment, but it also looks so fitting to see you cock caged and kept in that small stage! I wouldn´t be used anytime soon anyway, right?” Taron said, while jerking his big dick, as if for comparison. “I´m, uh, I… what is that?” I was completely dumbfolded. “It´s a cock cage baby, to make sure you´re not trying to use that little dick while there are so much better dicks around. And so much better ways to use your body…” Jamal trailed off. I looked down again and couldn´t believe how tiny this thing seemed. My cock was a grower, but If you had asked me before if it would fit into that cage, I would have laughed at you. But there it was, securely held around my cock. An unfamiliar weight between my legs, like my cock was as big as theirs and filled with blood, ready to go. Was that how having a huge dick like theirs felt, when you had it swinging between your legs? And why the fuck was I thinking about their cocks instead of mine, when they had just literally locked it up? I wanted to rise to my feet, demanding the key, but Taron´s hand on my shoulder stopped me firmly, while immediately starting to knead my flesh with a strong, but wonderful grip. I sighed and looked up. “Don´t you worry baby. This is just the start, no need to stand up. Let´s get back to where we were before and try that again, huh?”

Yesterday started well. My boy, Drew ordered me to go to the bathroom and clean out. I get real horny when he takes charge. Then he fingered and lubed my hole. He said he had a surprise for me. He’d invited my horse-cocked mate, Hamish over in the evening to pound my arse so I’d need my hole stretched out before then. I was horny as fuck. Drew mounted me and shoved his cock deep inside me in one thrust. He fucked me roughly for ages then shot a hot load of seed up my chute. I really felt it. He pulled out and while I was still open and lubed with his sperm he pushed our biggest butt plug into me. I had to wear it all day. Hamish arrived and stripped down to his jockstrap - he knows I love seeing him in his military green jock. Drew took out the butt plug and put me down doggy on the bed with my shoulders down and my back arched, legs spread and my arse high and wide open presenting my hole. Hamish mounted me and thrust into me without a care. Yeah it fukkin hurt taking his shaft in one thrust but he needs that. He’s a big brawny guy and I felt his full weight on my back and arse with each thrust. After about 20 minutes he grunted “I’m gunna breed ya” then “I’m seeding ya” I felt his seed filling my hole. He stayed inside my until he’d drained his balls then ordered “suck me” I turned round and he shoved his still hard cock down my throat so I could taste his sperm and my arse and sweat. Yeah, my hole was destroyed but fucking great day.

A few things to note: 1. The way it was in really, really big cities like NYC, London, Berlin, Los Angeles, etc. was not typical of how things were in the rest of the world, or even the rest of the countries involved. The vast majority of people - gay and straight - lived in places where there were not only no leather studs cruising the streets, but gay bars were still under constant threat of being shut down as public nuisances, and that was BEFORE HIV/AIDS hit the community. In plenty of "liberal" cities, gay bars still had door buzzers with someone watching on a CCTV camera from inside, only letting in people who appeared to be "safe" to let in. I didn't mention San Francisco because although it was also a very liberal and liberated city, it's actually not a "really big" city. The SF Bay area is large and has a huge population, but the city itself - where the gay community was based - is not all that large (less than 47 square miles) and the city population was only about 700,000 people in the mid 70's. 2. Once HIV/AIDS hit, things changed, rapidly - in many places, bathhouses were shut down, public cruising enforcement stepped up, and much of the "goodwill" that we'd enjoyed as a byproduct of the Sexual Revolution era evaporated. That didn't stop people from going out to bars, etc. - but there was a pall hanging over everyone, as this unknown disease/killer was out there and for a few years, at least, we had no idea what it was or how it was doing what it did. And even when science became sure it had to be a virus, there wasn't a test available to even determine if one had been infected. Once there WAS a test, results from those willing to be tested indicated that in some of those large cities, fully half of the gay male population was HIV+. At a time when there were no medications that could even slow the virus down, much less repress it to undetectability. And for many years, the alt-weeklies in those big cities (which were the only form of mass communication in the gay community anywhere close to "real time" were full of obituaries, every week, of members of our community dying. 3. You say you were "unlucky" to be born so late, in 1999. If you'd been born in, say, 1960, making you 20 in 1980, and you'd lived in one of those big cities, by today you'd very likely have been dead for more than 30 years. That's the reality.

Part 20 Somehow I woke up before Colt did. I was still being held tightly in his arms, his face buried deep in my neck. I relished this calm before the storm. I had to piss, not bad, I could hold it. I didn't dare piss without his permission. He told me that already. The clock said 10:00 and I debated about waking Colt. But I decided to leave him be after such a long drive. I cherished the feeling of his naked skin against mine and I wanted to enjoy every second of it. I reached back and grabbed his soft penis, and just held it. The motel was alive around us as the college kids were coming to life after partying again all night. I honed in on the loud, masculine ones and started to get hard in the cage. And it was really starting to hurt. My dick was sore from the spikes. But I knew my suffering was what Colt wanted. And pleasing him made me happy. My pussy started to ache as I thought about all the hot guys right outside my door. And their cocks. And wanting their cocks breeding my pussy. I was lusting for cock like a whore, and I knew that would make Colt happy too. It was 10:45 before Colt finally woke up. "This is how I should wake up every morning." He whispered in my ear, his big arms squeezing me tighter. "Naked, with my whore, and his hand on my cock. Because my bitch can never get enough of daddy's cock." I moaned instinctively as I ground my ass against him. "But I gotta piss bitch. And I need a toilet. So get that toilet mouth on my cock!" He grabbed my hair and shoved my open mouth on his dick. I clamped it shut and he let loose with a torrent of hot, rank piss. I gulped it down as Colt rubbed my head and made little grunting sounds. When I had swallowed every drop, Colt gave me permission to relieve myself. Of course, I had to crawl to the bathroom and back on my hands and knees. "I'm hungry bitch." He declared. "Find us some breakfast." I grabbed my phone and quickly found a place to get breakfast to go about three blocks away. I ordered us food and Colt tossed me some items; flip-flops, a white tank, and those black shorts. "If it were my choice, I'd send you to get it naked, like the fag whore you are." He laughed as I put the meager clothes on my body. When I was ready to go, Colt looked me over. "Hmmm, needs something more." He grabbed his bowie knife and proceeded to turn my tank into a crop top, with it resting just below my nipples. He then took a sharpie and wrote COCKSUCKING FAG in big, bold letters on the front. He also wrote something on the back that I would later learn was FUCKHOLE with an arrow pointing to my ass. "It pays to advertise!" He explained. "Hurry back!" He laughed as he shoved me out into the hallway, locking the door behind me. I stood there for a moment, trembling, before I mustered up the courage to continue. As I walked through the motel, I ignored the taunts and jeers I heard. The "faggots", the "queers", and the other sordid comments. At first I was humiliated and blushed a deep red. But then I said fuck it. I was proud to be a faggot. Most importantly, to be Colt's faggot. I held my head up high and walked proudly, my dick trying to get hard in its cage as I was humiliated. I walked to the restaurant and continued to get laughs and stares from everyone that passed me. I didn't even realize that a man was following me. I got to the restaurant, got the food and coffee and was returning to the motel when I heard someone yell "Hey faggot" in a thick spanish accent as I passed an alley. I don't know why I paused. I should have kept walking. But I did. I looked and saw a Mexican dude. Well, he could have been Cuban, this was Florida after all. I don't know. But he called me again. "I said hey faggot." I got nervous and started to keep walking when two other men appeared out of nowhere in front of me. "Someone is talking to you, punta." The second man said. "It's rude to ignore people." "I'm sorry." I stammered. "I'm just trying to take breakfast to my friend." I tried to move around the men, but they blocked me. "Look punta." The third man said. "You're being rude to my friend. I think you need to apologize to him." Now I was scared. I didn't know if these guys were going to rob me or what. "Please Sir." I begged. "I just want to get back to my motel." "Not until you apologize to my friend." The man said as he grabbed my arm. He started dragging me into the alley and I got really scared now. This guy was my height, but not nearly as strong. Truthfully, I could have taken him, but with two other men there, I didn't want to incur a beat down. He dragged me further into the alley where his friend was. "Look, what do you want? I only have a couple dollars on me." I pleaded. "You think we want your money, punta?" The man in the alley asked. "We don't need your fucking money. Now you're not only rude, you're insulting us as well." "Then what do you want?" I asked, the fear evident in my voice. "What do we want? What do you think we want? You stupid faggot." Asked the alley man. "You walk down the street advertising your ass as a cumdump." "Like a fucking whore." Added the second man. "We just want a piece of your pussy." I relaxed a tiny bit as the alley man took my food and coffee and set them aside. I at least knew they weren't going to rob or beat me. At least I hoped not. Alley man pulled me behind a dumpster and started pulling my shorts off. "What the fuck?" He asked as he saw my cock cage. "Why you got that on?" He wanted to know. "My Master put it on me." I told him. Oh my God. Colt. What was he going to say when I got back to the room? I decided I couldn't think about that at the moment. "Your Master?" Alley man laughed. "Your Master shouldn't be letting his faggot bitch run around like this. He should know it's an open invitation." "Yea." Agreed the second man. "He really should keep better track of his property." They all laughed as they shoved me face first into the wall. "Stupid little puntas like yourself could get into a lot of trouble walking these streets!" I knew they were right and regretted my decision to even have left the room. Then again, it wasn't my decision, it was Colt's. But it was too late to worry about that as I heard the second man spit on his cock a couple times before he started to force it into me. I cried out as he pushed his decent sized cock into my teenage high school cunt. He covered my mouth with his hand and growled into my ear. "You better keep quiet or we'll hurt you for real, faggot." I gritted my teeth and stifled my cries as he raped me behind the dirty dumpster. Mercifully, he didn't take long to cum, and soon the alley man was pushing his slightly larger dick into my wet hole. Neither man talked much as they fucked, they just did the deed. Oddly, this total disregard of me made my cock push against its confines. Or, maybe not so oddly as I accepted the fact that I really was just a cumdump, getting raped behind the dumpster. When the alley man finished pumping his load into me, he picked up my shorts and wiped his dirty cock off on it as the third man entered my now loose and dripping hole. The first guy had already done so. I found myself being bummed that they didn't let me clean their cocks with my mouth, like a good slave should. Fuck, Colt had really twisted my brain around. I was actually wanting to please total strangers who were raping me. After the third guy came in me, he shoved me to the ground. I just laid there looking up at my rapists as he wiped his cock slime off onto my shorts, joining the others mess. All three men spit on me, then just walked away laughing as if nothing had happened. I slid the shorts back on, grabbed the food and coffee, and hightailed it back to the motel. I could feel the cum trickling down my thighs. This did not go unnoticed by the other motel guests who saw me, and the demeaning, humiliating taunts increased. So did the straining of my locked up cock. When I got to our door, it was still locked. I jiggled the handle, but nothing. I pressed my face against the door and pleaded softly while knocking, trying desperately not to attract more attention to me. "Colt, let me in. It's me. I'm back with breakfast." Silence. "Please Colt," I begged a little louder. "Please let me in!" The door opened as far as the chain lock would allow it. I could see Colt glaring out at me. "What the fuck did you call me?" He growled. Oh shit! I had fucked up big time! And I knew it! "Sir!" I corrected myself. "I'm sorry Sir. Please let me in." The door just slammed shut and I felt a panic wash over me. How pissed was he? I could feel tears in my eyes as I was frustrated at myself for being so stupid and using his name. People were passing me in the hallway and laughing and the pathetic fag, dressed like a whore, cum running down its thigh. "Please." I tried again as the tears ran down my cheeks. "Please Sir." The door opened slightly. A paper and a pair of nipple clamps were shoved through before slamming back shut. I picked it up and read it. "If you want back in, do as instructed. Kneel opposite the door. Put on the clamps. Lock your hands behind your head, elbows out. Display yourself like the slave you are. Then say, "Master. Please let your pathetic faggot slave back inside. It's sorry it disobeyed you." You will say this loudly. You will count to twenty, then repeat the words. You will do this ten times." That was it. No further instructions. I knew Colt wasn't fucking around. I did exactly as I was told and got into position. I hissed as the alligator clamps sharp teeth bit into my tits. Then I took a deep breath, and loudly said, "Master. Please let your pathetic faggot slave back inside. It's sorry it disobeyed you!" People immediately took notice of me. Some immediately stopped in the hall to see what was going on. I flushed a deep red as I counted to twenty, then repeated the words. More people started to gather around as they laughed and pointed. I fought back tears and tried to hold my head high for my Master, as I just knew he was watching through the peephole. I couldn't help but notice there were a lot more guys than girls that were stopping to watch. When I said it the third time, my audience was getting bolder with their taunting. Guys were making all kinds of jokes and a couple tugged on my clamps. But it didn't deter me. I looked right into the peephole and said it a fourth time. Almost proudly. More guys joined the growing crowd, and the taunting continued. They were daring each other to do things to the stupid fag in the hallway. One guy stuck his ass in my face and farted, causing an outpouring of laughter from the crowd. After I said it the fifth time, one guy grabbed my hair and forced my face into his crotch as he rubbed it around. More laughter ensued. After the sixth time, a guy pulled his shorts down in the front and stuck his soft cock in my mouth as his friends cheered him on. Without a second thought I started sucking as my instincts took over. My cock hurt so bad in its cage it was almost unreal. I spit the dudes cock out long enough to say my required words for the seventh time before my open mouth was searching for that cock again. He was now half hard as he shoved it back in. "Fuck yea. Use that fag. Fuck his mouth." I could hear various guys shout from the crowd as the guy actually started fucking my face. It's amazing what straight guys will do when their friends egg them on. The guy grabbed my hair and started to vigorously pound my face. My mouth was full of cock when I needed to say the words an eighth time. I did the best I could as I mumbled around the dick. Thank God it wasn't huge. More laughter and taunts were rained down on me as the guy fucked my face faster. The nineth time I could barely squeak out the words, but I knew as long as Colt knew I was trying, he would be pleased. After the tenth time, the guy fucking my face let out a groan as he unloaded his sweet, sweet college bro cum into my mouth. He buried himself in my throat and held me tight against his crotch as he shook in extasy and the crowd cheered more. Straight guys are weird. But I guess that's what this whole trip is about. As I gently coaxed the last drops of cum out of college boy, the door finally opened and there stood Colt, in all his glory, wearing just his boxer briefs, which outlined perfectly his hard cock. He picked up our food and ordered me to crawl inside. As I did, he looked at the crowd and announced I'd be available all evening after 7pm. Then he shut the door as the crowd dispersed, talking amongst themselves about what they had just witnessed. "Well that turned out better than expected." He said as he sat on the bed. I remained on my hands and knees as I hadn't been given permission for anything else. "Now, what the fuck took you so long, faggot? Fucking food and coffee are cold!" He griped. I knew they would have been cold regardless. He was just looking for excuses. "I'm sorry Sir. I, uh, I was raped." I told him hesitantly. He stopped picking through the eggs. "What was that again, slave?" He asked, lifting up my chin, looking into my eyes. "I was raped, Sir." I repeated. "Three men took me into the alley and raped me." Colt actually had real concern in voice when he asked me, "Did they hurt you?" "No Sir. They didn't hurt me, they just fucked me." "And they all came in you?" "Yes Sir. They did." "Show me. Let me see your hole!" He ordered me. I turned around, pulled off my shorts and showed him. He saw the cum streaks down my thighs for the first time. He stuck a couple fingers into me. "Mmmmmm. That's nice. An already wet hole. I guess the advertising is paying off." He continued as he moved closer behind me. I could feel the head of his big cock pressing against my hole. It popped in easily, sliding its full depth into me. "Tell me about it, fag. Tell me everything." I told him the story as he fucked my hole deep and hard. I gave him every dirty detail. "Did you like it?" He wanted to know. "Did you like those men taking you against your will? Forcing themselves on you? Taking away your rights as a man?" "Yes Sir." I groaned as I relived it in my head. "Why slave. Tell me why you liked it." "Because," I began, as always, lost in Colt's powerful spell, "Because I knew you would like it." Colt just let out a menacing laugh. "I knew you would be pleased that your advertising me like a whore worked. I knew you'd be happy knowing I was in my place serving as a cumdump. That you would love knowing I was taking strangers loads in my pussy. Strangers even to you." "Oh that's right little whore." He groaned as he grabbed my hips and pounded me. "You fucking sick, disgusting little faggot cumdump. That's all you are. A fucking hole for men to use. Whenever, wherever, however they want." He grabbed my shorts and covered my mouth and nose. "Smell that faggot! Smell the cum of the men who raped you. Breath it deep whore! Relish that smell! YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF FUCKING RAPE MEAT, YOU FILTHY, FAGGOT PIECE OF TRASH!" He shouted as he buried himself in me, adding his big load to whatever was still in me from the rapists. He collapsed on my back, causing me to collapse on the floor. We layed there for a bit. Me, still breathing in the smell of the men who raped me as the love of my lifes full body weight practicallycrushed me. He eventually pulled out and said, "Now, let's really get this day going!"

Happy new year all! So the only resolution I made this year is to commit to finishing the stories I have started. Most of them anyway. I never intended to leave Colt and Austin for so long, after all, I dearly love these two characters. So I will do my best to post a new chapter at least once a week, hopefully sooner. Their journey together is far from over! Part 19 We had been cruising down the highway on our way to Ft. Lauderdale for a couple hours when Colt pulled over to the side of the road. I assumed it was just to piss, which of course we both had to do. Colt surprised me by grabbing my arm and twisting it behind my back. He used his other hand to grab the back of my neck and slammed me forcefully against my truck. "Now listen closely, faggot." He growled in my ear. His voice was cold and I knew he was in total top mode, and not to be fucked with. I shivered a bit knowing Colt had something planned. "It's payback time, you little bitch. You thought this was going to be a nice little vacation for us. Well, it will be for one of us at least." My dick grew hard in my pants at the mere idea of what Colt had possibly planned. I knew to never underestimate the depravity of his brain. "You see, faggot," he continued, "I still owe you for that little weekend you made me your bitch. And this trip is going to be my retribution." My heart pounded as I remembered everything I had done to Colt, and knew he would give it back to me 10 fold. "From this moment on, I control your existence completely. You will not piss, you will not shit, you will not do anything unless I allow it. You'll be lucky if I let you breathe, understand cunt?" He used his large body to push mine harder into my truck, forcing air out of my lungs to prove his point. "Yes Sir." I managed to gasp out. "That's right cunt, I'm your Sir, your Master. And from here on out, those are the only two ways you will address me. Do I make myself clear?" "Perfectly clear, Sir!" Colt reached around to my cock and felt it's rock hardness. He laughed a sinister laugh. "You already love it, you sick little fag. We'll see how much you love it by the end of the week." He pulled me off the truck and onto the ground. "Now get your fucking clothes off!" I was oblivious to the passing traffic as I stripped off what little I was wearing. "On your knees bitch!" He shouted. I scrambled to comply and he said, "Open your mouth!" I did and he let loose with a torrent of piss. He sprayed me from head to toe, making sure I swallowed plenty of it. Then he grabbed a large empty Gatorade bottle from inside. "If you gotta piss, do it now, you dumb cunt!" As hard as I was at the moment, I knew better than to disobey. I pointed my dick down, and after a few moments I started to dribble a stream. My dick softened slightly, and I filled the bottle up. Colt then grabbed it from me. "Piss is all you'll be drinking till we get there." He declared. "Now get in the truck!" He ordered me. I scrambled into the passenger side as he climbed back in the driver's seat. Then he peeled out and got back on the highway. He gave me the bottle of piss and I chugged it down as he smiled approvingly. "Now, first things first." He started. "Grab our treat bag and the black leather bag from the back seat." As I followed his instructions he reached out and gave my still hard cock a good slap, laughing while he did it. I placed the bags between us. "Sarge kinda messed up my plans a little bit." He continued. "Now instead of the leisurely two day trip I had planned, we need to drive the entire 18 hours in one go. After all, we don't want to miss out on those horny college boys, now do we?" I just shook my head in agreement. This wasn't good enough as Colt reached over and backhanded me. "I asked you a question!" He yelled. "No Sir." I complied as my cock throbbed. "We don't want to miss out on those horny college boys." Colt just grinned at me. "Oh this is gonna be fun. Now, reach in the leather bag and find the new cock cage I purchased." Doing as I was told, I quickly found the new cage. It was a metal one that opened down the middle to reveal little studs that lined the entire thing. It also had a tube down the middle to put in your piss hole. It looked diabolical and I shuddered a bit. Colt continued to grin as he saw the apprehension in my face. "Scary lookin, huh? Now grab some ice out of the cooler bitch. Get your faggot cock soft!" He ordered me as he handed me a ziplock baggy. I grabbed a handful and put it in the bag before placing the freezing pack on my genitals. I gasped at the sudden shock, and in just a couple minutes, my dick had gone soft and shriveled up a bit. "Now, put it on." He said in his cold, masterly tone. It took a moment to find the right ring size, and when I thought I had, Colt just calmly said, "Now get the size smaller." I did and quickly had it around my base, ready to attach the cage. Colt grabbed my hand and spit into my palm a couple times. "That will lube up the tube." He explained. I lubed it up and inserted it into my piss hole. I had never done this before and groaned as it slid into me. It was only slightly painful as it stretched my urethra open. "I like knowing my spit is inside your dick." He said. "Just another example of me owning you." My cock had started to harden again, so I quickly closed the cage, only wincing slightly as the studs dug into my cock flesh. I locked it, and the deed was done. My cock was now Colts prisoner. He reached over and gave it a hard slap which elicited a small cry from me. "Oh, daddy likes this. Daddy likes this a lot!" He laughed. "This is going to make my little bitch miserable very soon. Now load up a fat pipe faggot." He instructed me. "I hadn't planned on smoking yet, but we're behind schedule and will need to stay alert." I loaded one up as he took off his shirt and we passed it back and forth till it was gone. He pulled out a little envelope that had a sheet of paper in it. I had no idea what acid was as he tore off two little squares and placed them on my tongue. "Now, put the blindfold on." I did and he pulled me into him, his arm around me as my back rested against his strong, bare chest. We traveled down the road like this for a while as I enjoyed the feeling of my big strong Master's arm holding me, lightly stroking my chest and nipples as the truck gently swayed on the highway. After a while, I started feeling strange. Like I was floating out of my body. I realized the acid was starting to kick in, but didn't freak out. I trusted Colt, my best friend, my lover, my Master, implicitly. If anything, the acid was taking my love and devotion to Colt even deeper and I felt it way down in my soul, filling me with peace and warmth. Colt could tell this new drug was taking effect on me. I didn't even notice he had pulled the truck over until he was removing his arm from around me. I whimpered at this loss of connection. I could hear him rummage around in the bag, then felt something pressing against my lips. I parted them and a penis shaped gag entered my mouth and was quickly buckled tight. I moaned onto the gag as he spread my legs apart and fingered my hole. My nostrils were assaulted with the unmistakable odor of Icy Hot as a plug was pushed into my pussy. The burning started immediately as I moaned louder. The quick sudden pain on my nipples told me Colt had attached clamps to them. Finally, he placed noise canceling headphones on me. Pulling me back against his body, he pulled back onto the road. I started hearing stuff through the headphones. At first it was just sex noises. The sounds of men moaning and groaning as flesh pounded against flesh. The sounds of whips being used as men cried out in pain and pleasure. A rag reeking of poppers was placed over my nose. I breathed deeply, further melting my mind. Then his voice started. "You are my slave. You live to serve me. You are a pathetic faggot bitch whose only purpose is to satisfy your Master. You live for my cock. You live to worship my cock, my body, my feet, my musky asshole. You are just a lowlife fag who is thankful to serve your Master. You want my cock inside you. Deep inside you. You want my cum and piss filling your faggot slave holes. You would do anything for my cock. Anything I say. You want other men's cock deep inside you. You want their cum filling you up. You are a cumdump. A receptical for men's bodily fluids. You are a toilet. A urinal. You are a whore. A slut. A pig. You want to degrade yourself for my pleasure, my entertainment. You want nothing more than to please me. You will do anything I tell you to do. You will never question me. You will only obey." I was lost in a trance, falling deeper and deeper into Colt's dark, demented world, and I let out a surprised yelp as the plug in my ass came to life. It started vibrating and thrusting into me, hitting my prostate over and over as Colt's hypnotic voice continued on a loop. My hips started gyrating and my moans increased as reality slipped away and I entered a new plane of existence. I could feel the pain in my cock as it strained to get hard in its confines, pushing the studs deeper into my tender flesh. Colt would randomly reach down and smack my cage hard, causing me to yell while sending fireworks throughout my entire body. He would yank on my tit clamps which would only make my cock strain harder. After God only knows how long, many hours no doubt, (time was meaningless to me) we pulled into a gas station to fuel up. Colt removed my gear, except for the cage, and gave me a pair of tiny, nylon running shorts and the flip-flops. "Go in the store and buy a pack of Marlboro lights." He ordered me, handing me cash and my i.d. This was odd because Colt didn't smoke, but that honestly didn't even register in my brain at the time. Nor did it register that I was practically naked and high as a kite. Colt ordered. I obeyed. Even in my fucked up state I could feel all the eyes on me as I walked in. I didn't pay attention to them as I glided up to the counter. Maybe I should have, but I was too high. If I was paying attention, I would have noticed all the eyes on my ass and the giggles and pointing. What I had no idea of, is that the tiny black shorts I was wearing had white letters on the back that said 'cumdump'. If I had known that, I probably would have feared for my life as we were deep in southern hillbilly country. But I was totally oblivious. But Colt was looking out for me. He watched the whole time as he filled up the truck. I returned with the cigs, still oblivious to the strangers watching me walk away. But Colt wasn't. He keenly observed the reactions. "Go to the pisser." He told me. "Stand at the urinal. Wait for me. Don't turn around no matter what." I was too high to even care and simply followed instructions. I didn't know that Colt was following one guy in particular. And that this guy followed me into the bathroom. It was a small bathroom, just a stall, urinal and sink. And it wasn't clean at all. The sad little air freshener that was hanging up did nothing to dispell the foul odor. I stood at the urinal, staring at the wall as I felt the strange man come up behind me. I broke out in a nervous sweat. Colt pulled the truck around back and entered the bathroom to find this man behind me, groping my ass. I didn't know he had walked in, and I was whimpering in fear as the stranger behind me continued assaulting me. "I'd get out of here if I was you friend." The man said to Colt. "This here faggot is about to get raped." My blood ran cold as I heard these words. But then I heard my Masters voice. "Good. That's my faggot and I want you to rape him. Rape him hard!" He said as he locked the door. I felt a sense of relief when I knew my Master and protector was there. A relief that quickly vanished as I felt my shorts being ripped down. The man meant business as I felt his hard cock pressing against my hole. "Don't be gentle." Said Colt. "Hurt that fucker!" The man laughed as he grabbed my throat and slammed himself into me with one deep, hard thrust. Every nerve in my body exploded as the acid gave me sensations I had never felt before. His cock wasn't that big, but it still hurt as he had no pretense of being gentle. He started pounding me and pushed my face into the wall as I whined and cried. "Oh yea, that's it." Purred Colt, as he held poppers under my nose. "Use that stupid faggot. Fuck that queer pussy. Don't hold back! Shove that cunts face into the urinal!" And the man didn't hold back. He pounded the shit out of me as Colt urged him on. The smell of stale piss filled my nostrils as I was raped. Lick that urinal faggot!" Colt ordered. I didn't even think as my tongue shot out and started desperately licking at all the crusty, dried yellow stains. I'm sure some of it was old cum. It didn't take long before he was pumping his anonymous seed into my hungry guts. I was flying as I felt his cock throb and flex inside me. As soon as he pulled out, I instinctively dropped to my knees and started sucking him clean. "If you gotta piss, the fag will drink that down too." Said Colt. The man just laughed and started his flow into my toilet mouth. Colt snapped pics of my first official use as a truck stop urinal. When the man finished, he just zipped up and left. Didn't even say thanks. We followed and jumped in our truck and drove away. "That was hot, slut!" Colt praised me. "Wish we could have stayed longer, but too risky." We drove a bit and Colt pulled off onto a country road. He dragged me out of the truck and pushed me against it as he pulled down my shorts. With no warning he slammed his hard cock all the way into me. I screamed as much from pleasure as from pain. "Oh yea, you dirty little whore. Scream for me. Scream for your Master, you disgusting truck stop whore! You're such a filthy faggot, taking strangers dicks in a dirty bathroom. Taking strangers loads in you nasty pussy. You are a fucking pig, you piece of shit!" Colt plowed me hard as he fucked my mind and my ass. It was only a couple minutes before he was blasting his load into me to mix with the strangers. Then he quickly plugged me, clamped me, blindfolded me, gagged me and we were off again down the road, his homemade hypno playing in my ears. I could smell a cigarette and I knew Colt had lit one up. I continued to float on acid and T, and the cigarette smell aroused me. I was surprised as I hated smoking. But my logical mind wasn't there. Only my drugged up, sexually charged one was. And it liked it. A lot. Just another unrealized fetish. The rest of the trip was pretty uneventful. I kept the gear on me, and occasionally Colt would have me hit the poppers. When he had to piss, I dutifully drank it down. Then he'd let me relieve myself into the bottle. Nothing happened the next couple times we got gas, and we finally arrived at 1am Tuesday morning. We checked into our motel. It was pretty cheap and sleazy, but like Colt said, that's the kind of place a whore like me deserves. And he was right. It was full of partying college students, so not very quiet. But that didn't matter. Colt of course made me carry everything in wearing just my skimpy shorts. The college kids snickered and pointed and called us faggots. Colt would just smile and pull the back of my shorts down, showing them my ass, even smaking it. The kids went crazy and hooped and hollard. "This cumdump will be available tomorrow for use." Colt announced out loud to anyone listening. This only made my cock strain more in its cage. Colt let me take a quick hot shower before he had me draw him a nice hot bath to relax after 18 hours of driving. He had me sit in there with him and wash his body as we smoked weed and chilled. When he was done, he had me give him a full massage before we crawled into bed for what he told me would be my last night of rest for the next several days. Of course, he gave me one more fuck. He placed my legs over his shoulders as he entered me again. This time as I wore the headphones, he made me look him in the eyes and repeat back to him the words as they flooded my brain. Of course, after hearing it hundreds of times, I practically had it memorized. "I am your slave. I live to serve you. I am a pathetic faggot bitch whose only purpose is to satisfy my Master. I live for your cock. I live to worship your cock, your body, your feet, your musky asshole. I am just a lowlife fag who is thankful to serve you Master. I want your cock inside me. Deep inside me. I want your cum and piss filling my faggot slave holes. I would do anything for your cock. Anything you say. I want other men's cocks deep inside me. I want their cum filling me up. I am a cumdump. A receptical for men's bodily fluids. I am a toilet. A urinal. I am a whore. A slut. A pig. I want to degrade myself for your pleasure, your entertainment. I want nothing more than to please you. I will do anything you tell me to do. I will never question you. I will only obey." My eyes never left his beautiful green ones as he bored into my very soul, claiming me, dominating me, owning me. After the 4th time of repeating these words, he finally said, "Good boy. Here's your reward." as he gave me his most precious gift. "Thank you Sir." I whispered as his lips covered mine. I drifted off to sleep, my cunt leaking his cum. My Masters strong arms holding me tight as his voice played endlessly in my ears.

Well I didn't stop thinking about it - Next Saturday I woke up with a massive hardon. When the afternoon came I headed to the bathouse fully expecting not to see the blonde lad. When I arrived I went to the bar for a drink and last weeks guy came past and said "thanks for making me yours". I told him he was welcome. Then I took a shower and went to the steam room. I couldn't believe it as there was the blonde lad sitting in there and as I walked across the room I could see his monster stir beneath his towel. He told me he overheard the other guy begging for my poz load and he knew it was wrong but he also knew it was time and he needed it. I asked him his name and he told me it was Danny. I took his hand and led him to my cabin. We made out and sucked each others cocks. Eventually I said - "do you really want this. I'm not on meds and I'll probably poz you". Danny sat up showing his abs glistening with sweat and said "more than anything - make me pregnant - make me yours". I kissed him as I slid my cock into his tight hole. I licked his ear and said "I'm going to make love to you" and he groaned and slid back on my cock. I picked up the speed ploughing into him and sometimes slowing down to kiss him. I took a sniff of poppers, offered them to Danny who greedily inhaled and then said "poz me sir" and that pushed me over the edge and I shot into his hole - a strong load. Without even touching his cock he shot a massive load of cum onto my chest. I held him in my arms and Danny turned his blue eyes to me and said "I think I love you sir".

Chapter 3: Changed. Back at his own place again, Steve was about to shower off, cleansing himself of the bender to the bathhouse and thereafter to Daddy’s apartment the night before. He smelled of sweat, cum, and booze, and he was tired. After peeling off the clothes, he admired himself in the full length mirror. Through his haggard, blood shot, steel blue eyes, he still appeared as he had 24 hours earlier, an athletic hunk of a man. He noted how the gym and tanning bed had paid off. Although his hole was worn out at the moment, he looked at his bubbly ass and thought cockily “How the fuck could Zack walk away from this?” But he knew that inside, a toxic brew was already changing him. By Daddy’s own words, HIV was likely taking hold, and who knows what lesser STDs the other 18 or so guys deposited in his previously clean ass: Herpes? Gonorrhea? Syphilis? Hepatitis? Only time would tell what fate he’d imposed on himself. Reality set in: Steve’s life had changed permanently in a matter of hours. He would now be a different sex worker: few would want to pay for his services if they caught wind of his afflictions, and no longer could he be a player in lucrative, “pretty” “jock” porns--There was no placed for diseased dick or ass there. And no longer did he have even a remote chance of winning back Zack: Zack was a painstaking prude about keeping himself STD free, and wouldn’t even fuck a guy with a condom who he knew to have anything. Instead, Steve would have doctors’ visits, he’d have pain, he’d have medicine. But he’d also have freedom. Steve was in a haze all day contemplating his situation. He couldn’t stop fixating on how good Daddy’s cock felt in him that morning, wondering how Daddy’s load tasted, and thinking about how Daddy made him feel desired and complete in a way that Zack never had – with Zack it was always kind of a game. He was also oddly excited about the potential forces at work in his bloodstream – could he possibly look forward to painful piss, sores on his cock, and the terrible fuck flu he’d heard so often about? No way. What the fuck was happening, and how could he possibly sustain such a life or eroticized thoughts over something so many people fear? Steve reported for work at the club at 9 that night. He was always a crowd pleasing stripper. He’d whisper sexy shit in guys’ ears, let them caress his thick calve muscles, and would let fingers wander across his Viagra-induced hard-on as the desperate men stuffed dollars in his thong. But that night, he wasn’t into it. All he could only think of was Daddy, the man who’d planted his poz seed in him hours earlier. So at the second break, he grabbed his shit and left, to his manager’s dismay and protest. Daddy opened his door after Steve’s knock and was pleased. “Last night changed me. I can’t pick up where I left off.” “Good. You couldn’t even if you wanted to” and he ushered Steve inside.

Reese had just seeded his new fuck boy Christopher with three loads of his toxic seed after introducing Christopher to G and T. He laid on top of Christopher with his- softening prick still buried deep in the boys ass when he heard a noise from the living room. His roommate and the guy who had done to him (almost 2 years earlier) as he did to Christopher introducing Reese to G and T came in the apartment that they shared. His name was Brad. Brad was a tall, muscular leather type who loved to use and abuse a hole. Although Reese was one of his conquests, he was not the only one that Brad used this way. Brad often visited the baths and college johns where he could easily prey on unsuspecting college boys willing and unwilling holes that he would poz up any chance he could get. Reese informed Brad of his consequence and Brad wasted no time in fixing himself a slam to share with Christopher. While Reese began to smoke some T from a pipe he kept handy, Brad prepared to slam himself then used the same needle to slam Christopher for the second time that night. When Brad was ready to give Christopher the slam, Reese took a big hit off the pipe and kissed Christopher, exhaling the smoke into the boys lungs and Brad stuck the needle in his arm and shot in the young bucks second slam of his life. Reese felt the cough from Christopher as they kissed and moved out of the way so that Brad could get between Christopher's legs and take his well seeded ass. All Christopher could say was fuck, fuck, fuck! Brad looked down on him and rammed the entire length of his 9 and a half inch cock deep in the boys hungry ass. Christopher could only moan as Brad fucked him hard and deep. Pushing Reese's cum deeper into his ass. Reese went out and got water and Viagra's for all. Upon returning he slipped 2 little blue pills along with some X in Christopher's mouth and gave him some G laced water and told him to swallow. Reese then gave Brad the same just before taking his own similar dose. Reese knew that with T it would take two 100 mg Viagra's to get Christopher and himself hard and help Brad keep his death stick rock hard for hours. Christopher was feeling really good. He was getting into being fucked and looked over to Reese who was still sucking on the pipe. He reached up and Reese leaned in to kiss him as they again shared the smoke as Reese exhaled. Reese broke off the kiss and moved down to take Christopher's dripping cock into his mouth. As he did this, Christopher turned his head and pulled Reese over him so that he could get at Reese's cock. As the Viagra took effect, both Reese's and Christopher's cocks began to respond and grow. Reese was impressed with the sucking skills of the young buck. He wanted to give Christopher his first taste of cum and hopefully Christopher will be addicted to it and be the cock and cum whore that Brad had turned him into a couple years before. Brad began to breath heavier and asked what Christopher wanted. Christopher paused his cock sucking to simply say he wanted more of what he's been getting all along that night. Brad took that as a sign and hammered home his seed deep into the former virgin hole. Brad was a heavy cummer and knew that he shot a lot of his charged sperm into the teen. At that moment Christopher resumed sucking on Reese's cock and felt his own balls churning. It didn't take long for Reese to begin swallowing the young buck's neg load. That sent Reese over the edge and he shot his seed into the willing mouth of the teen. Brad did not slow down. He kept up a good pace, and whispered into Reese's ear as he rose up from his position sucking Christopher's dick. Reese disappeared as Brad continued to fuck he seed deeper into the young studs hole. Without missing a stroke, Brad picked up Christopher and flip over so that Christopher was now riding his dick. Reese came back with a large, needle-less syringe. When Brad saw that Reese was back he stopped fucking into the boy. Reese came in behind Christopher and massage his shoulders, slowly moving his hands down his back till he reached just above his eager hole when he inserted the syringe around Brad's dick and shot a good booty bump into Christopher. Christopher could feel the burn as the T took its effect directly on his already hungry ass. As Brad waited as the T soaked into Christopher's well fucked ass, Reese resumed massage Christopher's back and as he moved back up to his shoulders and then down to his low back Brad nodded, giving Reese the signal to make his move. Reese pushed down on Christopher's back as Brad pulled him in to his chest. Christopher was really tweaked now and was not really aware what was about to happen until he felt Reese push his cock in along side Brad's. Christopher looked back over his shoulder at Reese as he moaned out more from the pain then the pleasure he was experiencing earlier. The two wasted no time in fucking into the well stretched hole as Christopher began to moan and simply said that this felt great. Brad was a lot close to cumming then Reese was since Reese had shot 4 loads already and Brad had only deposited 2 loads. Now they were going to give Christopher multiple loads at the same time. After 2 good slams a booty bump, smoking some T and an X, Christopher could barely hold himself up. That's when Reese grabbed him from behind and held him close as the 2 fucked his ass without mercy. Load by load was shot into the studs ass as he floated through his chemical and sexual high. After almost 2 hours of constant fucking, both Brad and Reese needed a break and a shower. They pulled out and carried Christopher to their large shower and turned the water on. Brad and Christopher entered the shower and after they rinsed off, Brad placed his hands on his shower mate's shoulders, pushing Christopher to his knees. Christopher wasted no time in taking Brad's soft cock into his mouth to suck. As he was sucking on Brad's dick, Brad slowly let Tina piss slip from himself into Christopher's mouth. The unsuspecting new cock whore swallowed the Tina piss without even realizing what he was doing. The Tina piss found its way into his system giving him more of a high. As Christopher sucked the piss from Brad's dick, he also was bringing life back to his cock. Brad then pulled his new cock whore to his feet, turned him around to resume fucking him, but before he slid his now erect cock into the boys ass, he slid his fingers in to massage the already plentiful cum into Christopher's ass. Brad had 4 fingers easily in his hungry ass then he went for broke and placed his thumb along side and tried to gain entry with his fist. It was almost in when he gave up, knowing another slam would get his fist deep in the boys rectum. He positioned the boy and slid is dick in as Reese climbed in the shower to rinse off. Brad fucked another load into Christopher before the water started to get cold. They climbed out, dried off and went the living room where they sat and chatted for a while. Reese asked what Christopher thought of Gina and Tina. Christopher told the two studs that he loved it and wanted more. Brad asked if Christopher wanted some more right then, he replied that he did. Brad and Reese looked at each other and knew that hey had a knew cock whore for the coming fall. Another slam was prepared for all to share, but Brad had a plan for this slam. He discussed his idea with Reese and then they had Christopher get on his back as Brad began to finger his hole. It was very easy for Brad to get 4 fingers in Christopher and as he went for the fist he nodded and Reese gave Christopher a very strong slam. As the slam hit Christopher hard Brad slipped his fist inside the very hungry and willing ass. Christopher moaned in pure pleasure, pleasure he had never felt before. Reese began to stroke Christopher's leaking cock as Brad proceeded to move his fist deeper. As Reese was laying next to Christopher, Christopher reached over and took Reese's hardening prick into his had and pulled it towards his eager mouth. Reese took this signal and once again the 2 were in a 69 position. As The two mutually sucked the others cock into their hungry throat, Brad worked more of his fist and forearm into the hungry ass of the new cock whore. Brad suddenly felt Christoper's ass spasm and knew Reese was swallowing another load. That sent Reese over the edge and he shot his seed deep in the willing and eager mouth of their newly educated cum hound. Slowly Brad pulled his forearm and fist from Christopher's ass. Once Brad was all the way out, Christopher looked up and simply asked, who was going to fuck him next? Brad and Reese definitely knew then that a cock whore was born!