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This story was original submitted to my old buds blog. It was written by MascBottomForTop (mugenk24euro@tmail.com) who describes himself as "21, 5'5, 120lbs, masculine and athletic, not a twink or boi. Can be sub or fem for the right guy..." Well I met this guy on adam around September of this year. He's a real cutie. About 5'11 160lbs athletic build. A jack of all trades, he could fix or replace almost anything in a house or car which turned me on bigtime. I love a man that works with his hands. He's older than I am by about 11 years (I'm 21). We flirted for 3 months sending texts and emails. I would drool over his cock picks. Its a monster 9x6 inches. The biggest I had before him was only 6.5 so I knew I was in for a world of pain but I wanted him and he wanted me. So this Christmas weekend he invited me over to his place in LA and I didn't really feel like driving that far after work but something in me told me to go so I did. And there he was, much better looking in person and the sexiest voice I've heard in a long time. He made me an awesome ceasar salad and cooked the best lasagna I've ever tasted (he knew it was my favorite). We watched Top Gear episodes on BBC for a while and chatted about all kinds of political and social subjects before I decided to make a move. I moved closer to him on the couch and put my head on his shoulder like I was tired (damn he smelled good) and he put his arm around me. I started kissing his neck and he must have known what I was doing because he grabbed me by the hips and lifted me up to carry me to the bedroom. Our clothes flew off then he put me face down and kissed me all over ultimately ending up tongue deep in my ass. The sensation felt so good I had goosebumps everywhere. Then he flipped me over and sat on my chest to present his fat cock. I immediately gobbled down as much as I could and let him probe my throat, thrusting his cock deeper and deeper until his balls were about an inch from my chin. I couldn't take anymore. I wanted him inside my hole and he could see it. So he flipped me over once again and slobbered all over my hole getting me soaking wet making me twitch it closed and open with every lick. He reached for some lube and a condom, put it on and slowly tried to stick me but it burned almost like icy hot. I told him to take it off and he said "I don't have anymore condoms..." Two things ran thru my mind, the first being I've never done it without a condom and the second I really didn't want to ruin the moment. I sat and thought about it knowing I had been tested negative 3 month prior and he had showed me his negative results before so what the hell... I said "I want u inside me now" that's all it took. He somehow someway managed to slide balls deep inside me. There was no pain at all. It felt so good without the condom. His smooth cock sliding in and out teasing my hole at first then slamming it in stabbing at my prostate. It didn't take me long to cum I didn't even touch myself. Just held on to the edge of the bed as he took control of my hole and made it his. I could feel his big balls slapping my ass and I squeezed my muscles tighter around his cock which he loved. It felt like we had been together for years. It wasn't a simple pounding, he made love to me and at the same time made it known this was HIS hole. I could barely keep myself from screaming. About an hour went by he started pumping harder, deeper, faster... I knew he was going to cum and as he pulled back to take it out I pushed back to keep it inside. Then it happened. He gripped my ass hard with his hands and let out the deepest moan I've ever heard. He leaned forward and layed down on top of me pumping slowly as the cum flowed out inside me. His cock throbbing with every shot. I knew from that day forward I would always let him cum inside me.

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Do you guys want a chat room feature on this site? I could get one an integrate it with the site, but it costs money so I want to make sure people would actually use it. I'm not sure we have critical mass yet, but maybe... If I did a chat room it would just be one big public chat room with the option of splitting off into a private chat with someone. The issue is there are usually only 5 to 15 guys logged into this site at any given time (plus about 10 times that who don't login) so the people in the chat room would be a percentage of that... Probably just 2 or 3 - maybe 5 when it's busy...

When guys say they're "D/D Free" or "STD Free" are they including HIV or can a poz guy say he's "STD free" as well? Sometimes guys say they're both neg and dd free, but what happens in the case where they don't say anything about HIV? I mean HIV is obviously an STD, but isn't "STD free" more about saying you've been tested for all the little things and don't have stuff like the clap or syphilis?

I see all these ads for guys saying they're "poz and healthy" (example). I can see where that had real meaning 20 years ago, but what exactly does it mean in 2010 when the vast majority of poz guys are on meds and doing fine?

WTF is up in Ontario? Look at this guy's face and tell me how in the hell he could be the one who's forced to plead guilty for assault? The guy (Jake Raynard) needed reconstructive surgery to fix his face he was beaten so badly... Yet he had to plead guilty to assault for kicking his attacker. Why in the hell didn't he go to jury on this one? I can't imagine anyone finding him guilty... I mean even if he over reacted, it was heat of the moment and none of it would have happened if he hadn't been attacked. Read more... http://joemygod.blogspot.com/2010/05/ontario-gaybashing-victim-pleads-guilty.html http://www.xtra.ca/public/National/Thunder_Bay_gaybashing_victim_pleads_guilty_to_assault-8694.aspx

That should tell you something... Sounds like you need to get fucked bareback more often

You you ever find that you can't resist barebacking? Or are you fine with it when the other guy wants to rubber up? But more than that - have you ever wanted to not bareback but just couldn't resist it? I know eventually we just give in and fuck raw, but how much angst did you have when you were just starting to bareback and was it something you just couldn't resist? Personally, it's a bit of a compulsion for me. But one that I enjoy

I just noticed aBBPigInSF uploaded some pics the other day and his ass is INCREDIBLY hot!! (The guiche is a nice touch) If you want to upload pics of yourself or see recent pics that have been uploaded choose the "My Albums" option under the "Community" submenu towards the top of any page...

Thought these were pretty funny - There's Scott's "Pump 'N Go" and then Bug Chaser insect repellent... I want the Pump 'N Go logo made into a t-shirt... Know of any others?

Get this, the judge gave them the maximum sentence... Make sure your conservative friends hear about this case... Talking to people and making them understand that people a lot like you are getting thrown in prison just for being themselves does make a difference...

One of the big problems with US immigration policy is that children who are brought here illegally by their parents, and grow up in the US, are often deported back to their home country - a place they've barely lived in and often they can't even speak the language. They've never known a life outside the US, yet they're illegal and constantly face deportation. There's currently a case like that that has layered on top of it the fact that the illegal is a gay Iranian. If he gets deported there's a good chance he'll be put to death in Iran. His name is Mohammad Abdollahi and he was part of a sit-in protest in McCain's office which brought him to the attention of the authorities and now he's under arrest and will be going in front of a judge on June 16th. Here is a post with more information on his case... http://www.towleroad.com/2010/05/undocumented-gay-iranian-youth-jailed-fears-deportation-after-sitin-protest-at-john-mccains-office.html And here's a YouTube video he made where he explains his situation... He's cute, isn't he? If the US sends him back to Iran it would be horrible given that he could face death in Iran. Hopefully they'll work something out - even if it's sending him to Canada. Speaking of Canada - how he would be handled wouldn't even be up for question there. The fact that he could face bodily harm for being gay would qualify him for asylum. It's incredibly sad the same isn't true in the US. For more about the plight of undocumented students go to DreamActivist.org...

The bottom is the guy I fucked a few months ago... Great bottom. Highly recommend you give him a load if you can... http://www.rawtop.com/blog/2010-02/fucked-another-blogger-barewhore24

I've attached one of the only studies I know that has quantified how risky barebacking really is. When I say bareback tops are nearly as safe as safe sex bottoms - this is the study that backs up those numbers, but it says a lot more than that... Read it over and see for yourself. If you know of other more recent studies that have similar data, let me know. varghese2002-29-1.pdf

I've thought about asking my doc for the test. Knowing would make a difference psychologically. I heard there's a place on the Internet where you can get a complete genetic analysis and it includes the CCR5 mutation test. When I heard about it they were charging $400, which I didn't feel like paying. If it were just the one test and more like $40 or $50 I'd do it in a heartbeat. BTW, I think it's CCR5, not 35...

You may know by now that the people that are immune or resistant to HIV tend to come from countries that were hit hard by Smallpox. Their ancestors were the ones whose bodies fought off the disease and then that genetic adaptation was passed on to their offspring. Once Smallpox was eradicated they phased out vaccinations between the 1950s and 1970s. Even though HIV had been around for something like 100 years it was in the late '70s that HIV started spreading and then in '80/'81 they started noticing a wave of people getting ill. That means Smallpox vaccine might be an effective HIV vaccine and even a treatment for people with HIV... Read more... http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-1279237/End-smallpox-vaccination-linked-spread-HIV.html

I'm keeping this as a separate forum for a few reasons. First, some people don't want to think about HIV when they're jacking off, but also some of the stuff is important and it's better if it not get lost in the other discussions...

This isn't a bad marriage joke about marriage being like a prison sentence - it's the real deal... A gay couple in Malawi (Steven Monjeza, 26, and Tiwonge Chimbalanga, 20) married each other and now they're being sentenced to 14 years hard labor for "unnatural acts and gross indecency"... Read more... http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/may/18/malawi-gay-couple-jailed

A lot of the guys who come here are looking for things that are sexually arousing, so I think political discussion should be kept separate since injustice can sorta kill a hardon, but I also think it's important to talk about the ways we're still not equal 'cause we should never forget we're not "there" yet - not even close, actually...

I really could care less. To me the bottom's dick is irrelevant. Hell, I think it would be hot if the bottom were a eunuch. That said, when a bottom gets hard and stays hard without touching himself it is a signal he's enjoying himself and that's always good feedback. So I'd say if you don't get hard be sure your top knows you're enjoying yourself. That said, my bf is a top and he not only likes the bottom to get hard, he likes it when they have a big dick. So it depends on the top. I think a lot of bottoms wear jockstraps to hide the fact that they're not hard. It takes their dick out of the equation and makes the top focus on their ass and not notice their dick. I added a poll to this thread to get feedback from tops...

Yeah, it's a multiple choice question... The results so far tell me I should try to gain muscle since almost everyone likes muscle bears, but i shouldn't bother trying to lose fat... Chubs are doing better than athletic guys... Go figure. If you compare the responses to the other one about which bottoms people want to fuck it's clear it's all about older guys with some meat on them breeding younger thinner guys...

Just wondering how many guys discuss HIV status before a bareback fuck? Are there times when you do and others when you don't? I know for me I never bring it up. I used to, but it's just not an issue anymore. I do have some bottoms ask - usually "neg" guys who want to know if I'm neg, but generally guys don't seem to discuss it. In fact I'd say less than 1/2 of the guys who list their status as neg in their profiles ask me if I'm really neg...

This is the companion question to the one for tops (versatile guys can vote/comment in both). The question is what sort of guys do you like to get fucked by and why? It sorta goes along with the earlier thread about what bottoms look for in a top...

"Type" is a pretty personal thing. I remember when I was younger and "hotter" I'd see these really hot guys going home with what I thought were ugly old men, and as I get older (and fatter) I see hot jocks and athletic guys who totally like a guy with meat on his bones. So curious what types you like. This one is just for tops - there is another thread for bottoms. Versatile guys can vote in both...