faggotsub

It s just how it goes here....ive been on for months posted a lot and interacted a lot and i can only make 5 replys and or submit a post per day Be patient it will change as long as your dedicated and willing to put in the work

thats a problem for me, i rarely cum...i like being hungry ....i serve better that way...ive gone as long as two months without cuming..and unfortunately that long without a MAN MAKING me cum by fucking me

isn't that how you GET a loose hole..by being raped?

it is if its a BBC

always been a loner..and a slut I can't imagine having someone here all the time .let alone putting up with their parents or worse their kids or grand kids in my yard im not anti social...guys are welcum to cum and GO when i find the DOM or MASTER that needs to see other guys plant their charged seed in me and makes it happen then maybe i could submit to a relationshit....getting too old to even get my hopes up for that to happen.. guess i'm old school...never got the guys getting married thing....

I consider myself a total slut and run across a lot of MEN that want to feminize me to the point of putting me on hormones and in chastity to reduce my cock size and make my tits grow. I never wanted to be a woman but have worn panties to get MEN to fuck me but i have always wanted a real set of tits. I will say i am attracted to MEN who want to control both my mind AND body and make me prove what I will do to get their cum in me . It's good you found out what your are at such a young age and that you acted on it. I think it's in our DNA and inevitably turn into what we are supposed to be and if we don't we are never ever happy. We are all wired differently

it depends on the psychological aspects of the DOM, if he's has some ATTITUDE, has a superior DOM mentality, and is somewhat abusive and puts me in my place to remind me what i am and what i am for then size doesn't matter But if it's just a vanilla fuck then i like something 7" plus to keep me in the mindset of what i am even after they are gone. it's suppose to hurt isn't it??? I guess i don't feel right when it's over if something doesn't or there's no evidence i was used such as marks on my ass from being whipped. So does size matter? NO the situation does at least for me in my old age. Lucky for me there are a lot of young TOPS out there these days that WANT an old experienced sub they know will do what they want. So if you got 5 inches just make sure you bring the cuffs with you. I've only got one set! The only other negative aspect is that i can't choke on a 5 inch cock but again being FORCED to settle can still be rewarding and fun with the right DOM

Thye older i get the more i'm willing to do to prove to a MAN what i will do for him to get his cum in me

Daily doesn't feel right if i don't

YES!!! it's not my choice how im used

my house

Fate indeed...some of us were meant to be poz..its what we are for...you will crave poz seed as the years go by and find out that the only time you feel good both physically and mentally is when you have taken a charged load....you ll crave it the rest of your life. Your suppose to be poz

Raped at 12 by a bud camping..it was BB and has alway's been since. 3 condoms in me in over 40 years. i won;t hook up with guys with rubber dicks, i got dildoes for that if i want it.

Just like Nov 22 1963 and 911 I remember exactly where i was and what I was doing. i was taking a bath and when I jerked off and came the first time this big thick wad came out...no wonder i couldn't cum it had been plugged My bud had been cuming for a year before me..When i told him he said "Took you long enough" HE always liked keeping me in the mindset i was inferior. Turns out he was right!

it's not up to me whether im rimmed or not. when i offer my charged hole to a DOM it's up to HIM how its used. If he wants to open it up by rimming me first and lubing it with his spit thats hot. i love MEN who are into hole. For me i love sucking hole as much as cock esp if its got a charged load in it. I consider it one of the most submissive acts up there with being fisted and it keeps my mind focused on what i am.. but if they want to eat mine that's hot too. its not my choice now is it?

being a sub i feel possessed to have a new strain of a man's seed growing in me FOR REAL i rarely cum and prefer to stay hungry all the time to be ready for any opportunity that cums along if i cum i can't stay focused on what's important...charged seed

I think it's in my DNA to be a total sub for MEN i get no enjoyment from fucking or even having my cock sucked. Over the years I was groomed by MEN to TAKE cock not give it. So now it's psychological. I don't hook up with versatile men, I consider them bottoms and I don't understand the "flip fuck" mentality. I had the first cock in my mouth at 8 yrs old..didn't think much of it other than it was just exploring with a friend..i didn't even know what sucking cock was all about. When i was 12 a buddy and i were out in the woods camping one night..we wrestled and i lost, he forced his cock in my mouth and raped me. A week later we we wrestled again..I won pinned him down but i didn't do anything sexual to him..It didn't seem right. That same friend convinced me to suck off a friend of his he was using on a regular basis. They told me they would give me 10 bucks if i did it. It seemed right...Turned out the kid only had 2 bucks. He still owes me 8$. I was USED. After being married for 3 years I started hanging out in the rest areas..MEN always wanted to use me..i got conditioned to go in the woods stand behind a tree and drop my pants so they could see my ass. MEN would walk up behind me and either push me down to suck their cock or just fuck me up the ass. There were a couple times when a guy would beg me to fuck him, I DID but it never felt right, they liked my dick, the same with getting blown. Now some of the MEN i see or talk to tell me my cock is too big and steps should be taken to reduce it's size. I'm in total agreement with them and am embarASSed at it's size. Lucky for me there are a lot of young MEN out there with hard cocks that don't give a shit about my cock and just want to unload in a hole. i gravitate to MEN who like to control a sub both its mind and it's body. If they are in my head, the body follows..I just don't understand and can't embrace the "Versatile" mentality. It's not a choice for me.

6 There's only been three condoms in me and that was 30 years ago Any guy that comes at me with a condom and i pull my pant(ies) back up a year after i got divorced the second time i kept a journal how many loads i took 112 all different MEN

I use to struggle with it. i got married the first time at 19 yo. Took her cherry...sex was ok for a while but i always wondered why i didn't like looking at pussy in the mags, only thing i fixated on was men's cocks..First three years read a lot of porn and started to read stories about men who enjoyed seeing their wives fucked by OTHER MEN...that caught my interest..then i read about what went on in rest areas so I went to one and within a few minutes a guy sat down on my bench next to me and nudged my knee and asked "Do you know what that means?" I replied yes and got up and left but i was back the next day and for a few days i watched what was going on and eventually ventured out into the woods to see there there were these guys pairing up some sucking cock and some getting fucked up the ass...after that I'd go behind a tree when I could see a man kind of following me. I'd drop my pants facing him ass out and sure enough I would feel a hand on my ass and sometimes they would push me down on my knees and put their cocks in my mouth and sometimes they would just mount me BB and put their seed in me. Hurt but my mind kept telling me to go back. I became a fixture there. I didn't care about fucking my wife anymore..I still don't think I accepted being gay...I was married to the first wife 19 years and one day we were sitting on the deck of a lake house we had built just a few years before. and she asked me what i was thinking and i replied I think we should get a divorce and she said I was thinking the same thing so we did. The emotional fall out was hard to take but I stuck with it. i started having a lot of sex from hook up ads in underground magazines in Boston, Drummer and of course the rest areas. I travelled the country a few times a year and went to the bath houses and Adult Book Stores...Then I met this woman at a convention who heard I was single and she chased the hell out of me..I resisted. I eventually told her I had had sex with lots of men and she seemed ok with that ..I fell in love with her..she was beautiful, she had her own little local TV show she had a good job and made a lot of money. So we got together but she said I needed to be tested for AIDS, it was 1994 so my sister is a Doctor and I had her test me. I was POZ saw a real doctor who told me I was going to die and that she would make sure I was never in pain till the end. Honestly it hit me like a ton of bricks. But Liz my second wife still wanted to get together and get married so thinking i wouldnt make the year 2000 we did. Sex was awful but told myself i could to this. She entered me in trials for new drugs and read everything she could about saving me. Who couldnt love someone like that? Then the cocktail came around and i responded well to the drugs. My cd4's were always 1200 or better. Liz might have had the opinion it was going to be a short marriage but it wasn't. And i wanted cock. It wasn't long before I was in the rest areas again. No one I knew thought i was gay and with the exception it's still pretty much the same. Things deteriorated I didn't like sex with her with a condom or her squirting up some HIV killing foam in her cunt every time we had sex. And the only way she could cum was from being taken care of orally and I hate the sight and smell of pussy . I'd much prefer having my tongue up some guys ass. She moved back to England and missed her terribly and flew over there on a July 4th weekend begging her to come back. THANK GOD SHE DIDN'T So now i sell my second lake house that i built with her and buy an old farm in my hometown with 60 acres of privacy and open a bed and breakfast. thinking I got privacy and guys can fuck me in my front yard if they want and im renting out the old caretakers quarters to guys having orgies every two weeks or so. This woman from my past that I worked with when i was 15 and she was 13 in he cousin's restaurant come looking for me. Shes fucking gorgeous tiny little thing..and I fall in love with her. She's a nurse and I tell her i got some things to tell her..she accepts it all...and says she thought i was HIV+ from my wasting. We date for a couple years sex is pretty good..i tell myself I can do this but my interest dwindles but we get married anyway. SHES THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. but i still need cock ...the night before we get married I suck off 3 guys in the rest area. All goes well for the first 3-4 years but sex with us dwindles and she thinks something is wrong and puts a tracking device on my truck and follows me to a rest area one night and catches me with a guys huge cock in my mouth. We separated that night after a long talk and a lot of tears. We are still married 10 years after that incident and very close but haven't lived together since. She's there when I need her and i try to be there for her for whatever she needs. I tried to get her to have sex with other men when we were together and almost got her to do it. I'm a pig so I would have loved to have eaten other mens cum out of her..She just isn't wired that way and i've cum to accept who and what I am. Which is a sub to be used by any man. I have lots of regrets but I have come to terms that i'm submissive and that the only thing that makes me happy is pleasing men. If i didn't own property I'd be some MASTER or DOM'S slave..that is if HE was the type that wants to see HIS sub used by other MEN especially POZ MEN i love the idea of a real MAN;S seed growing in me for real. i know I'm queer but also that i'm a slut. One MAN'S cock is never going to be enough. And where I am from POZ men are hard to find at least one's that aren't undetectable. I guess I was in denial most of my life..Things were different back in the 70's and gay people are still frowned upon by my generation to a large degree. Society doesn't embrace abusive relationships and don't understand that some of us WANT to be in one. The thing that puzzles me is that now that being gay IS accepted more by society is that now the gay population has all these rules about what is proper to be gay..they have all these rules..and for some of them if your not gay they way they think you should be then it's not ok. The world is so fucked up these days. I should have moved to a more populated area when I was young and lived the life i was meant to..Almost over for me..

is this a rhetorical question

I'll take a blue SIR i get mistaken for a TOP sometimes i HATE dealing with bottoms that think i'm gonna feed em my cock in their mouth or ass...only thing i want then to eat...IF THEY WANT TO...is my cum filled hole. when i did the rest areas guys would tell me i looked like a cop personally i think i just look like a fag and an old one at that

DON'T SHAVE I like lasting impressions don't care much for beards but stubble FUCK YES

Spits fine so is dry fucking which is better if im REALLY being bred.... and it's also a reminder when they are done what i am and what i am for and it always fuels me to want MORE ....its more than just the act...its the mindset it creates and reinforces..it's not over after i get the reward and it keeps me focused on the only thing i care about... my hole bleeds easy their DNA is always a direct deposit so i becum part of them.