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  1. I think your response to this is the best i ve read and I totally agree with everything you said here. I think religon of any faith is merely an attempt for the powerful to control society. Personally i don't think there's anything after life here and if there is i don't think think i'm going to a place called hell because of it. i think mankind has elevated itself thinking we are so important that weit can't accept this is it when it's over and we will answer to a higher being for what we do here. There is the question of what started the universe or who. There are scientific explanations for all the miracles in the bible if you believe in all that ..but the question remains what about all the souls from BC? i live a good life, help people when i can am responsible for myself and pay my bills so i don't think im destined to living a life for my sexual activity with my soul burning for eternity. Most people just need something to hold onto when there's nothing or no one else so they reach out to religon. Your reply reinforces my beliefs, i'm glad you wrote it.
  2. only have fucked a 3 guys in my life..just didnt feel right just like it didnt feel right fucking any of my 3 wives over the years. found out early in life what i am and what i am for. total bottom here always will be at least for the time thats left.
  3. 1 INCH About as long as what i just wrote and a pencil dick at that. Warned me ITS SMALL...he was a good lookin guy..again a rest area un the 80's..said to myself how small can it be?? Told him i didnt care...Dropped his pants and i couldn't believe my eyes..smaller than i could imagine..smaller than YOU can imagine.. was there any compensation? Big Load? NO 3 drops probaably a full load capacity Big balls to suck? If he had balls i couldn't find em Was i proud of myself NO Did i enjoy it even the slightest NO Was there anything added to make up for it..little attitude, NO He thanked me. for the 20 seconds it took him to get off..i doubt ANYONE EVER had that cock in their mouth up until then except me and i bet it was his last blow job...at least in daylight.. Now if they said i got a little cock i say HOW LITTLE? and if its less than 5" my truck is in reverse and i'm pulling out of the parking lot. You can down vote me all you want for this but you know that question everyone asks? Does size matter??? You bet your ass it does...at least to me, butt then again i like seeing stars choking on cock
  4. Back in my day....70's 80's no one used a condom on me..then Aids came along and a couple guys fucked me with a condom, 2-3 times was enough..never let anyone fuck me after that with a condom. Just does't feel right if it isn't raw; I was at the recreation road park on the charles off the MA pike last year and this guy in a pink shirt and plaid shorts walked up to me on the stump i was sitting on pulled his cock out and asked if i wanted to blow him..i said YES! He said sorry i got to put a condom on... I laughed and said I don't suck rubber dick..i got dildoes at home if i want that. FOR A BLOW JOB EVEN!
  5. Nothing like BBC Ive been with several over the years and I have a MAN that visits every two weeks or so who cheats on HIS husband who is white. HE only fucks white ass. This particular guy loves being serviced orally first not only his cock but loves his ass eaten, this past week and every time so far for almost an hour. For me black MEN are superior I brought a 36 YO POZ trucker home with a BBC a year or so ago. Had met HIM on the Silverdaddies site. Ive been i touch with HIM ever since. Unfortuately hes in NORTH Carolina HE wants me to move down there to be with HIM but that isn't posssible.HE told me HE told me HE was undetectable and it just so happened i was in for my 6 mos check up, i never miss my meds , and i was toxic and i hadnt seen anyone for a couple months before that. Thye biggest I've taken is 10 inches and thick and every single one of these MEN knew how to fuck. HARD
  6. Cheating isn't the correct term for your dilemma. This isn't a lover, all this guy is, is a good friend. Find someone(s) to have sex with or you will regret it the rest of your life. Put your cards on the table and if you lose the friendship then so be it. Chances are if you DO have sex with this guy it's going to be lousy. Jerking off is no substitue for sex. This situatio is NOT normal. Its primal and in your DNA to be the way you are, NOT what someone else wants you to be. Life goes by fast. when it's be happy for the things you DID, not for the things you didn't.
  7. It s just how it goes here....ive been on for months posted a lot and interacted a lot and i can only make 5 replys and or submit a post per day Be patient it will change as long as your dedicated and willing to put in the work
  8. thats a problem for me, i rarely cum...i like being hungry ....i serve better that way...ive gone as long as two months without cuming..and unfortunately that long without a MAN MAKING me cum by fucking me
  9. isn't that how you GET a loose hole..by being raped?
  10. it is if its a BBC
  11. always been a loner..and a slut I can't imagine having someone here all the time .let alone putting up with their parents or worse their kids or grand kids in my yard im not anti social...guys are welcum to cum and GO when i find the DOM or MASTER that needs to see other guys plant their charged seed in me and makes it happen then maybe i could submit to a relationshit....getting too old to even get my hopes up for that to happen.. guess i'm old school...never got the guys getting married thing....
  12. faggotsub

    My story

    I consider myself a total slut and run across a lot of MEN that want to feminize me to the point of putting me on hormones and in chastity to reduce my cock size and make my tits grow. I never wanted to be a woman but have worn panties to get MEN to fuck me but i have always wanted a real set of tits. I will say i am attracted to MEN who want to control both my mind AND body and make me prove what I will do to get their cum in me . It's good you found out what your are at such a young age and that you acted on it. I think it's in our DNA and inevitably turn into what we are supposed to be and if we don't we are never ever happy. We are all wired differently
  13. it depends on the psychological aspects of the DOM, if he's has some ATTITUDE, has a superior DOM mentality, and is somewhat abusive and puts me in my place to remind me what i am and what i am for then size doesn't matter But if it's just a vanilla fuck then i like something 7" plus to keep me in the mindset of what i am even after they are gone. it's suppose to hurt isn't it??? I guess i don't feel right when it's over if something doesn't or there's no evidence i was used such as marks on my ass from being whipped. So does size matter? NO the situation does at least for me in my old age. Lucky for me there are a lot of young TOPS out there these days that WANT an old experienced sub they know will do what they want. So if you got 5 inches just make sure you bring the cuffs with you. I've only got one set! The only other negative aspect is that i can't choke on a 5 inch cock but again being FORCED to settle can still be rewarding and fun with the right DOM
  14. Thye older i get the more i'm willing to do to prove to a MAN what i will do for him to get his cum in me
  15. Daily doesn't feel right if i don't
  16. YES!!! it's not my choice how im used
  17. Fate indeed...some of us were meant to be poz..its what we are for...you will crave poz seed as the years go by and find out that the only time you feel good both physically and mentally is when you have taken a charged load....you ll crave it the rest of your life. Your suppose to be poz
  18. Raped at 12 by a bud camping..it was BB and has alway's been since. 3 condoms in me in over 40 years. i won;t hook up with guys with rubber dicks, i got dildoes for that if i want it.
  19. Just like Nov 22 1963 and 911 I remember exactly where i was and what I was doing. i was taking a bath and when I jerked off and came the first time this big thick wad came out...no wonder i couldn't cum it had been plugged My bud had been cuming for a year before me..When i told him he said "Took you long enough" HE always liked keeping me in the mindset i was inferior. Turns out he was right!
  20. it's not up to me whether im rimmed or not. when i offer my charged hole to a DOM it's up to HIM how its used. If he wants to open it up by rimming me first and lubing it with his spit thats hot. i love MEN who are into hole. For me i love sucking hole as much as cock esp if its got a charged load in it. I consider it one of the most submissive acts up there with being fisted and it keeps my mind focused on what i am.. but if they want to eat mine that's hot too. its not my choice now is it?
  21. being a sub i feel possessed to have a new strain of a man's seed growing in me FOR REAL i rarely cum and prefer to stay hungry all the time to be ready for any opportunity that cums along if i cum i can't stay focused on what's important...charged seed
  22. I think it's in my DNA to be a total sub for MEN i get no enjoyment from fucking or even having my cock sucked. Over the years I was groomed by MEN to TAKE cock not give it. So now it's psychological. I don't hook up with versatile men, I consider them bottoms and I don't understand the "flip fuck" mentality. I had the first cock in my mouth at 8 yrs old..didn't think much of it other than it was just exploring with a friend..i didn't even know what sucking cock was all about. When i was 12 a buddy and i were out in the woods camping one night..we wrestled and i lost, he forced his cock in my mouth and raped me. A week later we we wrestled again..I won pinned him down but i didn't do anything sexual to him..It didn't seem right. That same friend convinced me to suck off a friend of his he was using on a regular basis. They told me they would give me 10 bucks if i did it. It seemed right...Turned out the kid only had 2 bucks. He still owes me 8$. I was USED. After being married for 3 years I started hanging out in the rest areas..MEN always wanted to use me..i got conditioned to go in the woods stand behind a tree and drop my pants so they could see my ass. MEN would walk up behind me and either push me down to suck their cock or just fuck me up the ass. There were a couple times when a guy would beg me to fuck him, I DID but it never felt right, they liked my dick, the same with getting blown. Now some of the MEN i see or talk to tell me my cock is too big and steps should be taken to reduce it's size. I'm in total agreement with them and am embarASSed at it's size. Lucky for me there are a lot of young MEN out there with hard cocks that don't give a shit about my cock and just want to unload in a hole. i gravitate to MEN who like to control a sub both its mind and it's body. If they are in my head, the body follows..I just don't understand and can't embrace the "Versatile" mentality. It's not a choice for me.
  23. 6 There's only been three condoms in me and that was 30 years ago Any guy that comes at me with a condom and i pull my pant(ies) back up a year after i got divorced the second time i kept a journal how many loads i took 112 all different MEN
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