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PozTalkAuthor

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  1. I love this story more and more - a balanced set of sex, emotions, family and relationships - it encounters my tastes so well, and recognize the big efforts it costs to you.
  2. True! And when I was 18 I have used a deodorant bottle. Always inserted by the bottom - it's not the first time a person remains with a bottle top stuck inside their anal cavity and must go to hospital, with all consequent embarrassment. I have a sexting buddy here on bz who loves playing with stuff and I always remind him, be careful - fun but never hurt yourself
  3. A broom can be something you can fuck yourself on, if you stick it into something and make it stand, or at least position lined with your hole. But the handle is long and you literally impale yourself then... Talking to my partner about this - he has had his first experience at 53 with me, so, I've had to work hard before making him aware his anus could be an entrance door
  4. Wherever you go around and around, it's the behaviour to be unsafe, not the person. I mean: if we rely on our partner for our health's protection, we are at risk because of many factors which could not depend on us - including a person saying "I'm on Prep" but in real they've had never and never tested. Especially if it's a one-time partner we can't expect to have a medical-psychological talk! And we can't expect our partner is confident with us immediately on such sensitive data. Not in this world, at least. All we can involve in, is our own personal protection, being it condom, being it Prep. I should have been the best conservative-based model of monogamy before 2013! What if I were less aware? What if my best friend (now partner) didn't pull me "this flu is not normal" and boosted my intentions to test... "Me? Poz?" I could have got rid from all my responsibilities (like forgiving a serial cheater), never test or care, and go on. Giving a damn of the world and my list of infected people would have increased in years, replicating the bad things I experienced. Only for what, for the wrong assumption that monogamy and safety are the same thing?
  5. It's a side effect of embracing a fantasy as an author. Matter of surviving, I sometimes feel the same about my topics of interest -not necessarily sex or poz-. When you literally dive into a topic and use all your enthusiasm there, you reach a dead point where you have to stop or you bump into a wall! And it hurts!
  6. Felt attracted by men since I was 12-13. My stepfather was the first male human whom I felt something physical for, but it has never been sexual. I then thought it was "feeling loved/safe" after having my main male model who had no empathy -my biological father-. Then I felt attracted more from male characters than female, meaning singers, actors, sport players... I had a thing for Brandon Lee, the actor who died during "the crow" movie. I became hard by watching men, but with just hand stimulation I felt like my pleasure was half. So I started playing with pencils, then pens, then the glue recipient. Let alone that once I pressed the glue bottle and it came all out on the sheets... Glue and cum it was a mess! What I said "mom, I forgot the bottle on the bed, I had to repair the wooden pen box..." Someone mischievously says "you have simulated a bareback session without knowing it", but then I innocently used the glue bottle inserting it in me by its bottom - it was the smallest size, of course. I was 13-14 then. I remember it because one year later or so, Freddie Mercury died and my biological father's horrible joke was "this happens to people using their ass as entrance instead of exit only" Nothing I knew about sex then, but I knew that I was inserting objects inside my hole, it caused me pleasing sensations and I did it. I've later learnt that being attracted by men and wanting to be penetrated could mean being "gay". I did not properly know the word "gay" except my stepdad everyone at home used bad words. The f-word and synonyms. I'm talking about years from 1988 to 1994 at least! But until I was mature enough, I didn't offer my butt to anyone in real. And I don't regret to have had my complete gay versatile experience at 21. Been side, at the most oral, till then.
  7. Good morning honey!!! 😘😘😘☣️💞

  8. Saying it frankly, I'd not bother worrying to modify a story for making others feel comfortable; stories come from author's fantasy fitting with author's tastes. It's like if someone comes to me saying "please, more sex and less emotions in your stories"; instinctively I would just reply with a 🤫🖕 message but then I'd rationally answer as "well, thanks for feedback but this is my style. I'm not able to do something just for the sake of satisfying others" and would address them to other authors. I personally love this site because there is a variety of stories and tastes. With or without smoke/chems, feet play, fist, whatever. Except for too hard fetishes such as HIV and substances, I would find quite unreal to have fiction stories concerning just one sexual activity at a time, otherwise people complain... Btw, smoke or not, I'm curious to know where this leads. In this case, smoke might also alter perception of what the newbie is really doing at the party. I personally have learnt to look beyond the obstacle when something in a story or a book doesn't satisfy one of my tastes. Only things disgusting me are violence (excessive pain, broken bones, etc) and body discards - no, I don't mean urine, despite I'm not into watersports too much. Those other things are thankfully prohibited here.
  9. Oh fuck! This one makes me horny AF! Curious to see how it goes on
  10. how silly I am, I spoiled the name and behaviour of my story's Mr. President to a sexting buddy of mine. Oops!!!

    1. myDNA4u

      myDNA4u

      You should be able to edit that

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      LOL!!! The world knows it, but that's a secret 😘🔥🔥🔥🤣🤗

  11. hey good morning honey! Just a hello before heading out. 

    Take care, and stay horny. Love you! 😘☣️

  12. The safest. As I already said on the first page of this post. Some years ago, when UEqualsU started to spread around the web, there was a social network campaign saying "fuck me, I'm poz" - it was a good campaign but brought a lot of conservatives to rise against it -without knowing what it was all about-... I'm so fucking proud to be U+ To be precise: not being proud about having HIV or taking pills for life. I'm proud because I am super-controlled for sexually-transmitted infections while we cannot be sure at all about many self-claimed "straight" "faithful" but who knows who they unzip their pants with. People who never test, and then say "I don't discriminate poz, but keep him away from my bed". Serophobia and serosorting SUCK.
  13. Oh, DAMN! This is not good. In fact I don't know how I manage not to get angry with folks saying "I want to stay off meds". It's not a game.
  14. This is the hottest story I have read since I logged in here for the first time in 2019 with my lurking nickname. Shortly after I caught my ex reading poz channels and stories. Such a weird memory - me and my ex cuddling on the couch for our very first poz roleplay trying to relive this story's scene. Little I knew it was the beginning of the end between us. Now that it came up again, I'll try to make it read to my current partner and wash it from old dusty memories.
  15. or he gifts his wife and they become a prolific gift giver couple
  16. Never been into master-slave relationships in real life but I have a lot of subs sexting with me here! And this excites me quite a lot! Love exploring new fantasies through this site.

  17. Risked to cum at work. Waiting for part 2, if any!
  18. Sorry folks, I've had plenty of activities here around and my studio is a mess so it's difficult to concentrate on writing new contents. I'll be back to this one soon!!!
  19. Last evening I was roleplay sexting here with a guy, while I was half asleep. Was it me writing, was it my HIV taking control? As far as I know, with me undetectable, HIV sleeps deeper! I have super powers! Thankfully my half awake part was dominating but I couldn't avoid/correct grammar and spelling mistakes. Not bad, at least I wasn't writing a resume or some other formal document for work purposes. Sexting buddies would ignore some awkward epic fails.

  20. Such a surprise I found here! I just had to clean my message box but we can get back in touch soon
  21. 🔥🔥🔥😘☣️

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    2. marriedsub

      marriedsub

      😘💋👅 mmmm,,, sloppy, with lots of saliva. want to meet!

    3. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Let me finger that hole of yours! You're so hungry

    4. marriedsub

      marriedsub

      mmm... get my hungry hole ready for more ...

  22. same here for smoking. Never been into it - but no matter. A good story is a good story and overall a talented author knows the effort it takes to satisfy readers' tastes. And it's normal not everyone is "covered".
  23. the easiest way... But better is "no worries, I'm poz undetectable"
  24. sorry honey I was nervous today! I've been unpolite. 

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      some issues at my partner's house. Nothing serious, but annoying. Concerning electric wires

    3. diaperboy

      diaperboy

      I'm a handyman could show up shirtless to fix the issues

    4. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      you know how to deactivate my nervous mood!

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