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It is called the Hawaii of the Atlantic... nice weather, nice place to live.

Well yes, I like to be seen as well... but most tops don't want to be seen fucking an older bottom past his prime... Nothing beats being fucked in a semi-lit space by other sauna or club guests... I get highly spun on the fact that everybody can see what a dirty cumslut I am, getting used by whoever needs to give me a load in my hungry hole. Hell it might even turn into a frenzy gangbang orgy.... But that that often doesn't happen to me anymore, so I seek out the dark... or if I am lucky to find an older top that is as eager to unload as me trying to get a load up my ass, I would take him to a cubicle where there is enough light to see what's going on... we either leave the door ajar or I notice other guests loking over the walls to see what is going on... That is because I love to moan and be loud and tell the top to fuck me harder or give me his [toxic] load. Sometimes the top loves the attention as well and plays along, trying to get more guys to fuck me. Me getting really dirty and verbal often attracts the right crowd and most stop worrying about looks and concentrate more on my hungry ass, dripping cum. And then they don't want to be left without getting a similar chance to fuck me.

And it sure is a beauty... If you ever get to my place on this rock in the univers, my hole is ready for inspection and load.

That is why I so like dark rooms, labyrinths, dark steam rooms and glory holes... I don't need them to see me. Only feel a wet hungry hole to plug and seed. I'm not seeking love, I don't want to be judged for not being Mr. Univers. They can see my arse and greedy hole, and that should do it for them. That is also why I love daddies and bears and general older cocks that are past their beauty contest... as long as they can get it up and are desperate to breed a hole, I'm their cumslut object to use.

Oh I do have control alright... I use my ass muscles to milk his cock -- creating a pulsating action to make him cum... And I use my hands to grab his hips to make sure that when he is ready to ejaculate, he is not pulling out.

In Seville, Spain - Sauna The Cube - I can remember they had a box with padding andin the door at the level of the bed there was a big hole. The bed was at waiste level. I couldn't see any leg straps. It was very quiet when I was there, meaning no action. But I went so often to NZ Sauna in Amsterdam where there are two slings in the dark and also plenty dark room labyrinths... It was often hit or miss getting fucked and loaded there. Plenty of bareback. On a good night, I would often get some unknown loads.

If you don't going to host in your room, I would stay in the Stayokay Hostel Amsterdam Vondelpark... Cheaper and take a bottom bunk - I'll always do. Get a tram card and go to the Sauna Nieuwezijds or any of the other Gay clubs and check them for special venue nights... Sauna NZ is a great place for getting loads, every night. Grindr is the most used App in Amsterdam I heard but also BarebackRT. Be careful for pick pockets in the Tram and streets. Head on a swivel and at night don't take to much cash, etc. Leave jewelry and watch at home. Be street smart, and you will be fine.

That is why I stay away from feminized gays... Some are so fucked up in their head... Give me a man... I am a bottom and a kinky cumslut bottom, but definetely not a sissy. Manhandle me, use me, fuck me - but don't treat me like a sissy boy. Sorry if anybody feels offended but this is my opinion. Don't like it? Fine.

I would love for you to loosen my ass and load me up with all your poz cum... Puffy cunt lips engulfing your cock, jizz dripping down your and my balls, mmm mmm mmm... That sounds exactly like me... Don't forget to invite your friends because I can never have enough rich creamy silky cum. And the some...

Exactly... Me too....

Yes me too... took intermittenly 2019 to 2022 some Prep if I had any at all. I did have some other treatable STD's.

I have been in GC a long time ago but not at LP... Would love to go, but right now I am in the proces of buying a property and building my house afterwards... a lot of work... but I sure keep it in mind and will let you know.

If the going was slow in the sauna, I would go around to find myself used condoms with cum from waste bins of the cubicles or on the floor of the darkroom... I would then empty them in my ass to be prelubed and to have the sensation of not knowing whom filled it.

Lately I have become more and more obsessed with beautiful cocks... to suck, but of course also to get bred by... A big head, nice thickness, piercings and big veins would make them more desireable. And let it shoot thick ropes of toxic or just plain vanilla cum...

Exactly this... the thrill is the high that I needed at that time... Another way to get my depression under control was to have a high stress level in my job during an important project. After the project would finish I would fall so deep, you have no idea. After I lost yet another job, and finaly after my divorce, I would go back to my old life; travelling as a nomad with my back-pack. At that period it was South America... and I would be so anxious in big cities, sometimes, not so safe cities and the anxiety would keep the depression away. Of course I would also visit gay bath houses and other venues to get my high from unprotected sex. That would definitely get me in a very high state of anxiousness and keep my depressions at bay. With the Cannabis Oil I conquered my depressions once and for all. I still crave the freedom of travelling and I definitely crave the unprotected sex. Not really bug chasing. But the high is still there. Earlier, the high from unprotected sex would be a great amount of fear and anxiety... the fear went away as I moved older and now without the depressions I just get the high but no more fear. I just feel extremely kinky and love to be used as a cum slut or dump. I haven't been depressed for over 8 years and this after over 50 years of living hell, I can tell you: it feels damn good.

I would love it ! ! ! Closest I got was when I am in a sling, I would drape my towel over my eyes / head giving my top maybe the idea of superiority as if I am blindfolded. Or when on my knees, ass up - again drape my towel over my head on the bench... But I would love to be blindfolded and then manhandled and gangbanged.

Don't really care and count... It's just never enough...!

I had a British guy eat out my ass for roughly an hour or so... Sometimes a top would come by to see what's happening and he would suck their cock hard and then direct the cock into my ass to unload so he could suck out the cum... In the end he even was able to fist my very sloppy and gaped hole... Best time I had in NZ Sauna in Amsterdam for a long time. Good and expert rimmers are hard to come by. When you find one, you have to give them your all as long as they want it.

This was me years ago... I can say now that with taking high THC cannabis oil - all my depressions are completely gone. However, I still take bareback cock and loads without asking ... After a year or so taking Prep, I lost fear completely, but getting Prep is hard so now I basically are completely taking bare loads - period. The fear is turned into adrenalin and I love the sexual high. Mind you - I like the THC high as well.

Sauna The Cube in Sevilla has a piss pit... Haven't seen used when I was there though.

I would love to join you in your local bath house and help you guide all those hot cocks in your ass while I suck on your cock. You can lie on top of me 69 and suck mine if you want and guide cocks into my hot asshole...

part 2: This went on for quite some tiime... and I got stiff from being bent over so I asked him if he would mind if we could go around the corner - where behind another rubber curtain there was a bench I could lie on with my leggs propped up and feet against the wall. There he continued for another - what seemed like a very long time. Some old daddies came looking in and I made it clear that I wanted more loads in my ass, so that the rimming guy could suck it out. He clearly loved the idea, and started to coach the daddies - sucking their cocks up to some hardness so they could fuck me. I don't think we did get much cummers. Suddenly the cleaning lights came on and we moved to another private cubicle... He kept rimming me expertly and I asked him to try to fist me. With a lot of sucking and me pushing my inside out, my hole was already pretty loose, and with some extra lubrication it didn't take long for his fist to slide right in... Soon he was able to slide in and out my hole and I must say I was quite surprised myself. His hands were pretty small but I haven't been fisted for a very long time. It felt very good though. After a while he wanted to go back to rimming and sucking my ass out... his tongue wentt extremely deep and I was in heaven. But after a while it was getting late and I had to get back to the hostel I was staying. I said my goodbyes to what turned out an old guy from Liverpool. I asked him if he was Poz but he said he was still negative. He asked me the same question but I told him I was recently tested negative as well. It seemed we both like to talk poz dirty but make believe. So no harm done, though still a very good time for both of us. A very good afternoon time well spend in the NZ Sauna in Amsterdam.

I just couldn't help my self. I was so horny and I wanted desperately some cock and cum. So in the afternoon I took the tram to the last stop before Central Station and quickly walked into the alley where NZ Sauna had its entrance. Paid my fee, and got buzzed inside. Quickly undressed and found a toilet to clean out. The sauna sells plastic tubes but most people leave them in the bin, and since I'm not squeemish, I just one left behind. Did a quick deep clean, then took a hot shower and first did my rounds in the steam room. At the showers I already spotted some excellent hard meat and some nice fat cocks, that I would loved inside of me. Inside of the steamroom I already heard the slapping of two boddies - a tell tale of some fucking going on. I sat next to the couple and when one of the guys shot his load, he moved away, but the bottom wanted to come too, so whe I started stroking his cock, it was obvious he wanted to dump, so I offered him my ass... and very soon he was done and I felt the sticky substance already oozing out of my hole. I quickly took another shower but being careful that I didn't clean my ass out. I wanted the lubrication for other tops to plow my hole. I one darkroom i spotted one bottom on the bench and when I got a 'feel' I noticed a nice thick semi hard cock, who needed special attention. So I started sucking and made sure that I was heard and my ass was up for possible tops. But no takers, so when I got the cock in my mouth hard enough I turned around to show the top where I wanted it. To my frustration he moved away. Damn... So I walked away and started towards another section where there are gloryholes. In the back behind a rubber curtian I heard some moaning. In the dark I could feel a bottom bend over, but to my susprise he wasn't getting fucked but rimmed. The guy came screaming and when he came he moved away. I saw my chance, and offered my still cummy ass to the rimming guy and to my and his delight he loved the cum in my ass and started sucking hard on my asshole.

I agree with those without regret... I have no regrets either but while stretching, I also trained my muscle to contract again... So serious squeezing is involved. So when I can handle an regular mans' fist, I can also squeeze my hole very quickly to a closed state... If I over stretch and also for longer periods of time I have to be careful with farting. Diarreah is always a problem but then I wear a male diaper for a couuple of days.

I really can't remember anymore. Such a long time ago. I do believe my first time was not a sauna but a video booth in Sydney where I got sucked off... But I think my first bathhouse / sauna experience... Yes I am pretty sure I got fucked nicely. Mind you that I visited cruising areas before that and gaining enough experience and confidence.