ffWhole
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I think I prefer a sling but getting fucked ass up on my knees works quite well for me too. The later is really good for getting plowed real deep and receive a load deep inside without having to be afraid the load escaping your gaping ass. -
Being introvert isn't your problem... neither is being bisexual. I am both but with gay sex as a bottom I become a cumslut whore. It's in your head and you're just not ready. It's a mental proces and with some it takes longer... Once you get the mood right and let go of all the mental brakes, you will get the hang for it. No advice or anything written will really help you. You have to get it straightened out in your head and you alone can do that. Keep watching porn and by all means keep going to the sauna. It will either get to you - if not ... well then stick to what you are doing with 1-1 hookups and/or female.
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Deep inside...
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My fantasy would be 21 again in the early eighties but with all the knowledge and wisdom I have now... At that age I was backpacking through Australia and New Zealand and had quite some adventures, and near sexual experiences that in hindsight I wish I did gone through with it, but backed out of them at the time... I was young and quite a catch for gays... hitchiking around and staying at campgrounds, visiting sleazy movie theaters, I have gotten very close to what I now consider great opportunities of very hot sexual encounters. I was already very much a bottom, but not quite gay yet. Scared of following through. If I could do it all over again I would really be the cumpig I would like or are [to be] now. The rest would not be a fantasy, because I know I already find any opportunity to get fucked and loaded by a lot of men. Taking all loads no questions asked. I know because at that time I already gotten so close to these opportunities. OMG, imagine the life I could have had. Now I can only live with regrets at 64.
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I was a - No load refused... and intermittently on Prep... I tested negative and totally clean this summer and then the unthinkable happened; I found a wonderful woman and we both fell in love. She's sexually very nice but only with me, doesn't know that I used to have sex with men as a bottom. I would still love to bottom but I don't want to jeopardize my relationship with her, so my gay sex life is on hold for now. If the relationship would falter, I would definitely seek gay sex again. Honesty and truth is worthwhile - although I don't need to tell her about my gay escapades if they are in the past.
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Shit... don't know what I do first... Get the cum in those condoms or at least one in my ass for lube and then shove my ass on that hot cock. When he unloaded deep in my ass, I would put the remainder of the cum in those rubbers into my ass, hoping there would be another cock appearing through the hole...
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Here is me getting a big load from a Poz Daddy in Merida, Mexico. [think before following links] https://thisvid.com/videos/pozdaddy-load-in-mexico/
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Don't know his name but found him on thisvid: [think before following links] https://thisvid.com/embed/2388950/
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POLL: How many guys have YOU FUCKED or have FUCKED YOU in ONE DAY?
ffWhole replied to a topic in General Discussion
Why not a 1000...? Imagination going rampant here... Whatever works for you mate... -
Exactly so.... I don't need drugs... hardcore anonymous bare - preferably gang bang sex and loaded up with heaps of cum in my ass is all the drug I need. I need to feel used, and not knowing who or status is enormous exhilarating. No fear just pure adrenaline.
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Do you refuse tops that insist on condoms
ffWhole replied to jcklvrga's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
With all the posters that emphatically refuse them: I agree with them. If it's not raw and bare, it's not really sex... Those condom jockeys probably don't suck your cock or let their cock sucked without a condom either... Ugh the rubber taste alone... brrrrr. But all that said... I'm 64 and of course I would always ask; Please no condom... But when the going is very slow and hardly or no bare tops available to fuck me, I would take the condom covered cock. My cunt is often pretty slack anyway and when they use enough spit, the hurt is minimal or none. If the top is ready to ejaculate I would ask him to remove the rubber and jerk off and shoot his load on my hole, which I would pull open with my fingers to receive the load. Or I would try to retrieve the filled condom, and empty it in my hole... Preferably while him watching, getting all kinky and hot again - maybe I get a second chance, maybe even without the rubber... -
Every been scared or freaked out by what happens to you?
ffWhole replied to Sub-Cocksucker's topic in General Discussion
I'm really kinky... I started slow but in years I have become more and more of a cum dump. Never been really scared. Anxious yes but that diminishes in time and becomes just hot and excitement. And trust me I have been in some really crazy places and situations. -
Can someone tell me where I can buy Prep in Lisbon or Maspalomas. I am a traveling nomad without adres - staying in hostels, etc. but I do have a recent negative blood test for HIV 1 and 2.
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Yes - same here... getting fucked is nice, but getting used and feeling you're a cumdump for more than just one gay top is bliss... Don't need to know their names or where they're from, their live, etc. Just a hard bang fuck, unloading a huge amount of cum in my warm hole and then: NEXT !
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Yes... taking all loads, anonymous at best, no questions asked, as long as they dump it in my ass. And of course, the more the merrier... gang bangs are the best.
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Oh this brings back great memories... I had this happening to me when I was in NZ Sauna in Amsterdam. I was on my knees on a bench next to another wasted old guy and a top was fucking me and then the other guy and back and forth... It was so hot knowing the cock was also in the other bottom. At the end the top shot part of his cum in me and the rest in the other bottom.
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I don't understand the desire to get pozzed
ffWhole replied to btmdad's topic in What's It Like To Be Poz?
In my case; I like the thrill of danger and feeling getting used as the ultimate bareback submissive cumdump... I'd rather do it without the Poz consequences. Therefor the path with Prep and without the consequences of becoming Poz and still being able to play hard is of course the logical and safer way to go. I am a bit afraid that with Prep, you're kind of cheating and therefor the thrill of danger is a lot diminished... Regarding the above post from @BootmanLA... I agree with point 2 and 3 [for myself] and agree that the "belonging to the Poz club" - point 1 is a real silly one. But that is my own opinion. -
Yes, and also as an older guy... tops will have less of a hesitation to judge on looks... It will all about the hole and how wet it is and how good it will suck in any size cock.
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Yes I think, the most I gotten were also about two loads, and whatever I try... and I really try... to get loaded up with a lot more is still a dream of mine. I'm really insatiable... It's never enough. I guess it is the dream of any barebacking cumslut to be the ultimate cumdump.
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Fav type of cock? Veiny? mushroom ,purple ? Etc
ffWhole replied to Explorer10cs's topic in Cocksucking Discussion
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Any cumdumps here that are neg and drug free?
ffWhole replied to Openmouthpolicy's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
I'm exactly the same really. Was intermittently on Prep but lately run out... Still the urge to get loaded up and have steamy hot anonymous loads is so huge and the thrill getting better and taking over the scary feeling. I don't really feel like calling myself a chaser. Don't really want to become positive. The priority is having a lot of cum loads. Recently I had my bloodworks tested and I did a HIV I & II test as a by the way. Still negative. The result did not give me any positive or negative relief, just okay... fine. Will continue on the same road then. -
I have been fisted before... double dicked, but not yet cock and fist - where the fister is jerking his cock... Definitely on my high priority to do list...
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How often do you get something extra?
ffWhole replied to cheatingjock's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
I am a 63 travelling nomad without residency. Lately, well that is almost every time I visit a sauna, I get the flu... no fever, just running nose and sometimes from that a cough. I used prep, but lately I have run out and I haven't tested myself for quite a long time now. I also know using Prep without being properly tested is wrong. It's just very inconvenient since I travel and have no domicile. In Amsterdam you could just pop into the test centre and get a quick test done. But here in foreign countries it is just not that easy. Since I am not "out in the open gay", I also try to avoid getting noticed, which makes it extra tricky. So call me stupid, lazy, irresponsible... every time I get sick I take my vitamines and flu medications and try to get better again. And every time telling myself that once I am at a place for a longer period of time, I WILL get tested. If still negative I will try to get my stash of Prep pills, so I can at least get fucked reasonably protected. Get a peace of mind eh? I don't want to get sick at all... don't need the stuffy nose and cough or let alone any STD. I just want to be a dirty cumslut being used anonymously by a lot of tops, filling me up with a lot of cum. ---------------------------- Next month I will halt my travels for a while and live in a shared house in a room of my own. I will seek a local health service and have my blood tested for a lot of diseases, HIV as well. The area I am residing then is not known for a lot of gay activity [to bad], so I will have ample time to get everything sorted out and be smarter about myself. -
OK Olissipo was dead and the steam bath was broken as well so no way I was going to pay 6 Euros for that... Walked all the way to Trombeta and that was wel worth it...
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I can only speak of Trombeta really but yes there were pretty always lots of people when I was there in April.
