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That is why I stay away from feminized gays... Some are so fucked up in their head... Give me a man... I am a bottom and a kinky cumslut bottom, but definetely not a sissy. Manhandle me, use me, fuck me - but don't treat me like a sissy boy. Sorry if anybody feels offended but this is my opinion. Don't like it? Fine.

I would love for you to loosen my ass and load me up with all your poz cum... Puffy cunt lips engulfing your cock, jizz dripping down your and my balls, mmm mmm mmm... That sounds exactly like me... Don't forget to invite your friends because I can never have enough rich creamy silky cum. And the some...

Exactly... Me too....

Yes me too... took intermittenly 2019 to 2022 some Prep if I had any at all. I did have some other treatable STD's.

I have been in GC a long time ago but not at LP... Would love to go, but right now I am in the proces of buying a property and building my house afterwards... a lot of work... but I sure keep it in mind and will let you know.

If the going was slow in the sauna, I would go around to find myself used condoms with cum from waste bins of the cubicles or on the floor of the darkroom... I would then empty them in my ass to be prelubed and to have the sensation of not knowing whom filled it.

Lately I have become more and more obsessed with beautiful cocks... to suck, but of course also to get bred by... A big head, nice thickness, piercings and big veins would make them more desireable. And let it shoot thick ropes of toxic or just plain vanilla cum...

Exactly this... the thrill is the high that I needed at that time... Another way to get my depression under control was to have a high stress level in my job during an important project. After the project would finish I would fall so deep, you have no idea. After I lost yet another job, and finaly after my divorce, I would go back to my old life; travelling as a nomad with my back-pack. At that period it was South America... and I would be so anxious in big cities, sometimes, not so safe cities and the anxiety would keep the depression away. Of course I would also visit gay bath houses and other venues to get my high from unprotected sex. That would definitely get me in a very high state of anxiousness and keep my depressions at bay. With the Cannabis Oil I conquered my depressions once and for all. I still crave the freedom of travelling and I definitely crave the unprotected sex. Not really bug chasing. But the high is still there. Earlier, the high from unprotected sex would be a great amount of fear and anxiety... the fear went away as I moved older and now without the depressions I just get the high but no more fear. I just feel extremely kinky and love to be used as a cum slut or dump. I haven't been depressed for over 8 years and this after over 50 years of living hell, I can tell you: it feels damn good.

I would love it ! ! ! Closest I got was when I am in a sling, I would drape my towel over my eyes / head giving my top maybe the idea of superiority as if I am blindfolded. Or when on my knees, ass up - again drape my towel over my head on the bench... But I would love to be blindfolded and then manhandled and gangbanged.

Don't really care and count... It's just never enough...!

I had a British guy eat out my ass for roughly an hour or so... Sometimes a top would come by to see what's happening and he would suck their cock hard and then direct the cock into my ass to unload so he could suck out the cum... In the end he even was able to fist my very sloppy and gaped hole... Best time I had in NZ Sauna in Amsterdam for a long time. Good and expert rimmers are hard to come by. When you find one, you have to give them your all as long as they want it.

This was me years ago... I can say now that with taking high THC cannabis oil - all my depressions are completely gone. However, I still take bareback cock and loads without asking ... After a year or so taking Prep, I lost fear completely, but getting Prep is hard so now I basically are completely taking bare loads - period. The fear is turned into adrenalin and I love the sexual high. Mind you - I like the THC high as well.

Sauna The Cube in Sevilla has a piss pit... Haven't seen used when I was there though.

I would love to join you in your local bath house and help you guide all those hot cocks in your ass while I suck on your cock. You can lie on top of me 69 and suck mine if you want and guide cocks into my hot asshole...

part 2: This went on for quite some tiime... and I got stiff from being bent over so I asked him if he would mind if we could go around the corner - where behind another rubber curtain there was a bench I could lie on with my leggs propped up and feet against the wall. There he continued for another - what seemed like a very long time. Some old daddies came looking in and I made it clear that I wanted more loads in my ass, so that the rimming guy could suck it out. He clearly loved the idea, and started to coach the daddies - sucking their cocks up to some hardness so they could fuck me. I don't think we did get much cummers. Suddenly the cleaning lights came on and we moved to another private cubicle... He kept rimming me expertly and I asked him to try to fist me. With a lot of sucking and me pushing my inside out, my hole was already pretty loose, and with some extra lubrication it didn't take long for his fist to slide right in... Soon he was able to slide in and out my hole and I must say I was quite surprised myself. His hands were pretty small but I haven't been fisted for a very long time. It felt very good though. After a while he wanted to go back to rimming and sucking my ass out... his tongue wentt extremely deep and I was in heaven. But after a while it was getting late and I had to get back to the hostel I was staying. I said my goodbyes to what turned out an old guy from Liverpool. I asked him if he was Poz but he said he was still negative. He asked me the same question but I told him I was recently tested negative as well. It seemed we both like to talk poz dirty but make believe. So no harm done, though still a very good time for both of us. A very good afternoon time well spend in the NZ Sauna in Amsterdam.

I just couldn't help my self. I was so horny and I wanted desperately some cock and cum. So in the afternoon I took the tram to the last stop before Central Station and quickly walked into the alley where NZ Sauna had its entrance. Paid my fee, and got buzzed inside. Quickly undressed and found a toilet to clean out. The sauna sells plastic tubes but most people leave them in the bin, and since I'm not squeemish, I just one left behind. Did a quick deep clean, then took a hot shower and first did my rounds in the steam room. At the showers I already spotted some excellent hard meat and some nice fat cocks, that I would loved inside of me. Inside of the steamroom I already heard the slapping of two boddies - a tell tale of some fucking going on. I sat next to the couple and when one of the guys shot his load, he moved away, but the bottom wanted to come too, so whe I started stroking his cock, it was obvious he wanted to dump, so I offered him my ass... and very soon he was done and I felt the sticky substance already oozing out of my hole. I quickly took another shower but being careful that I didn't clean my ass out. I wanted the lubrication for other tops to plow my hole. I one darkroom i spotted one bottom on the bench and when I got a 'feel' I noticed a nice thick semi hard cock, who needed special attention. So I started sucking and made sure that I was heard and my ass was up for possible tops. But no takers, so when I got the cock in my mouth hard enough I turned around to show the top where I wanted it. To my frustration he moved away. Damn... So I walked away and started towards another section where there are gloryholes. In the back behind a rubber curtian I heard some moaning. In the dark I could feel a bottom bend over, but to my susprise he wasn't getting fucked but rimmed. The guy came screaming and when he came he moved away. I saw my chance, and offered my still cummy ass to the rimming guy and to my and his delight he loved the cum in my ass and started sucking hard on my asshole.

I agree with those without regret... I have no regrets either but while stretching, I also trained my muscle to contract again... So serious squeezing is involved. So when I can handle an regular mans' fist, I can also squeeze my hole very quickly to a closed state... If I over stretch and also for longer periods of time I have to be careful with farting. Diarreah is always a problem but then I wear a male diaper for a couuple of days.

I really can't remember anymore. Such a long time ago. I do believe my first time was not a sauna but a video booth in Sydney where I got sucked off... But I think my first bathhouse / sauna experience... Yes I am pretty sure I got fucked nicely. Mind you that I visited cruising areas before that and gaining enough experience and confidence.

69 me on top or 96 me on the bottom... or bend down in front of him and hoping someone will plow my ass.

I will be back in AMsterdam afternoon 22nd until night of 23rd

Sorry. Just see your reply. Was in NZ sauna on Thursday night.

Was intermittenly on Prep for years but as a Nomad it has to get a prescription and when the need was too high, I would just take the loads without protection... It is so fucking addicted - so far after years and years of being a 6, I'm still negative. I'm also bisexual although for sex I sometimes prefer gay sex. For love and affection I prefer women. Since 5 months now I have found a beautiful woman and we fell in love. Planning to life together. She is very sexual but doesn't know about my gay life. Have been gay celibate since I know her. My problem as a bottom is that I can't get it up or not for very long and can't orgasm with her. In a couple of days I go to Amsterdam and the addiction is high to go to NZ Sauna and take loads up my ass, but I don't really want to jeopardize my relation.

I am passing by Amsterdam Thursday evening until Saturday night... Would love some fisting, toys and or cock. Age >40 top or versa.... Me: 64, bottom, kinky Of course I could go to NZ Sauna, but some private action could be fun too... Staying near Vondelpark but can't receive. I've got no transport so only use of tram in the City. Send me a DM.

What do you crave most? Cock or loads deep in you? I need those loads deep, deep, deep inside me. But in a pinch, cock, anyway will do. The key is that no load should ever go to waste Do you ever feel satisfied or are the cravings insatiable? Insatiable. The more loads, the greater the need for still more loads How many loads does it take to turn you into an “any cock, any hole, any load” guy? Depends on the circumstances. Generally, if there is a group (like at a party) after about 2-3 loads, i am in "any cock, any hole, any load" mode How old were you when you first realized it was about your hole/pussy/cunt and not your cock? Was it innate and there from the beginning or did you learn it over time? As a young kid I was always fascinated with my asshole... The older I got and when I started to travel and backpacking, I started to focus on gay men as well as girls, but gay men being more accessable, the choice to bottom became more prevalent. The hottest opening line I ever heard was, “I don’t care about my cock.” Do you even think about cumming? Do you have a need to? Yes cumming is important to me but since getting hard is a problem, I preffer to leave it for last. When you are home alone, do you play with your hole or your dick? My cock but occassionaly I play with my hole too... in the shower more... Are you afraid of how deep your cravings are and the levels you will submit to in an effort to satisfy them? I am not sure that this is a fear. Rather, it is life's challenge -- to see just what I will do to satisfy this need. I'm now even at the point to accept unmedicated loads. Do you tell your friends about your cumdump desires or are those separate and secret? My life is a secret double life. What would you choose…sucking a hot guy’s huge dick or taking a taking a heavy-set Daddy’s load up your ass? In my ass please... Anonymous sesssions or do you prefer to see who is fucking you? I love dark rooms and group sessions... I don't really need to know or see the person. But if so desired I look him in the eye.

And I for one would love to take on your cock to slide right inside of my ass...