BigBearSean

Yes, 700,000 is unusually high. I'm not sure when "high viral" starts. But guys off meds can easily reach 350,000 vl. And 1.5-2 million are the highest I've heard of. So 700,000 is pretty infectious and increase your odds of converting. So take those loads and have fun, or get on prep.

How? After 1 hour, there's permanent damage. After 4 your balls are dead. At the 6 hour mark they should be completely dead lumps and your sake black from deoxygenated blood and vessel ruptures. Especially if you used 6 bands and completely cut all circulation off. That looks like you banded 10-20 min. before cutting the bands. But maybe I'm wrong? I haven't done it yet. Working on convincing a daddy to push those limits with me.

I've never met a top that thought that way, sadly enough...

Part of me finds it fucking hot. Part of me is worried that it'll kill my sex drive. Maybe the various testosterone and other drugs I'd be on would help? If I did get it done, I think I'd want large, silicone filled balls implanted to make my package look bigger in jockstraps and powerlifting singlets. Especially during competitions. But secretly be completely impotent and useless. I do love the idea of being a roided up muscle freak with big, swinging bull "balls" that are the envy of the locker room. Be careful what you wish for, boys! If I found someone knowledgeable and willing to do it, and help me get the medication and steroids needed after, I'd definitely consider it. Might never go through with it, but the idea has been in my spank bank for years now.

Lidocaine injections are typically given. 1 or 2 injections to numb the balls. Wait about 20-30 minutes. Squeeze them. If the feeling is mutated or gone completely (not sure if possible), then they are ready for cutting the sack open, banding, and harvesting. One thing to not use, or at least know the dangers of using, are castration bands long term. Within the hour, they'll start to cause long term damage. Within 4 the balls are dead. Human testies don't fall off like bulls and horses. They have to be cut or they'll rot and cause blood poisoning. And they may cause blood clots as well. So if that's the prefered method, then make sure to see a doctor after to ensure there's no complications. Which is good advice regardless the method used.

Definitely agree about getting a professional to do it. I'm a bottom that's starting to try out my switch side. But getting fucked will always be my main desire. I'm also very much a grower, not a shower. Would love to be a shower, and a bigger one at that. Chastity play would be more interesting too with a thicker member squeezed into a small, tight cage. I'm losing weight and getting back into powerlifting. Ultimately want to do bodybuilding as well. So looking impressive in a singlet or posing thong would be amazing. Never had anything to feel vain about before. I want to now. Muscles and body, but maybe cock as well?

Thank you. I'm technically on discord for a tabletop gaming group. But I barely understand it and how it works. Obviously I wouldn't want random others to see my kinks. Would that mean setting up a second account? It would help if you would explain how discord works in DMs.

Does anyone have any experience with this fetish? I've got a fairly average sizdd cock. 5-5.5" long, average thickness, etc. And my balls hang tighter up to my body instead of swinging down or "filling out" jocks, underwear, or pants. I see guys on twitter that have done silicone injectiond in their dick and balls and think it's pretty hot. I even wore a chastity cage that apparently had something I was allergic to and my dick swole up nice and plump. About 6.5" long and cucumber thick. Thankfully, it went back down without causing a medical emergency. But I've got to admit, it was pretty fucking hot having a plump sausage to play with for a couple days. I guess I might be a bit of a size queen, but I'm trying to see if silicone is a fun, safe way to make that change permanent? What are the issues and complications for silicone injections in your covk and balls? How do you properly maintain them and your healthcare? Does it need any special maintenance to keep evenly distributed instead of lumpy? Where do you get it do professionally by medical experts? How do you deal with clothing and real life environments like office jobs? And how has it impacted your sex life? I'm a bottom but trying to transition to being more versatile. Would be fun to be more plump fucking a guy. But not sure how that affects being hard or getting off?

So far? 6.5. The half is where he shot on my back and pushed it in. I'm likely to make one of them a regular. And his husband's been messaging me independently. So maybe being both their cumdumps is in my future? Considering that for about a decade I was averaging 1 fuck/load every 8 months, I'm doing pretty damn well this year. Want more, of course.

Never been diapered. I'd love to try someday. Especially with a kinky dom that refused to let me remove them to piss or shit all weekend.

My one question is if he's been hetting fucked by Devon all along, why isn't he pozzed already? Or did the contract require him to come off meds? Or is it simply that the bottom will take poz loads, and he can figure outif he prepsor not on his own?

The same reason why women tend to want a female gynecologist or why I want a male doctor checking my prostate health: Comfort. Part of anything is comfort. Especially when it's a long, invasive process that exposes yourself to another. So it's not bad or wrong to have criteria for who you want doing it.

Another question, just in case, is whether or not you're on any steroids? Medically prescribed or otherwise? Those can raise your liver enzyme levels too.

Loads taken: 3 Loads swallowed: 4 I'm working on trying to build up those numbers. But it's hard to find anyone that will ACTUALLY meet in my city.

I'm pretty certain all those names are real life twitter handles from poz guys with videos. Lol. Yeah, I fantasize about getting group fucked by them too. >;)

I'd say that's just about the perfect way I want to get pozzed. Subservient. Obedient. Restrained. Helpless to resist. Accepting my fate. The only change I'd make is to have a pierced Master/Owner be extremely viral too (1 million+) and viciously ram his way inside me and tear me up for the first poz seeding to infect my bloodstream. Growl in my ear as he shoots that he just ruined me as I whimper "Thank you, Sir!" with each blast through the gag.

The cruelest torment would have been to leave his balls but cut his cock's nerve and stretch his ass beyond breaking. Or take his entire cock off but leave the balls. Make it so that he feels horny all the time, but can never get hard again and has a hole too loose to experience pleasure from as well. Make him eternally sexually frustrated.

Cumming as no surprise here, but raw. Ever since I lost my virginity. Maybe in part because that's how I lost it. I want him to cum in me. I don't even ask him. And don't expect him to ask me either. It's just assumed if it's raw. If he does ask, tell him to dump it deep.

"Religious freedom" is a dog whistle for hate. Just like "states' rights." It's ONLY EVER used when assholes need an excuse for assholes to abuse minorities and women. Seriously. Just look at 235+ years of court cases and you'll find, over and over again, that those screaming "religion freedom!" are always doing it to push hateful conservative christian bullshit against blacks, asain ancestry, women, LGBT, abortion rights, etc, etc, etc while time and time again those groups trying to use it get dismissed in court. "Religious freedom" is shit in America where are first goddamned RIGHT is the freedom FROM religion.

I'm a sub in the bedroom. So getting my greedy ass fucked and breed ALWAYS sounds appealing. There's something that's just primal and possessive about blasting a load in a hole. So getting mine filled really ticks off some boxes for a good fuck. As for the poz element? For me, I think it's the thought of being injected and changed. Something that's deeply personal and also ultimately submissive. Once a dick's inside my ass, I can't resist anything that the other guy does in there. Can't make him go fast or slow. Hard or soft. Be aggressive or passive. There aren't really any muscles strong enough to resist or deny what's happening. I don't have control. It's sub heaven. So having a poz top use me means that once he's entered, I'm helpless to him forcing a load deep up my ass and altering me, marking me permanently, with his DNA. He'll leave behind a part of himself that will forever stake his claim on me. I haven't gone through that yet. But that's a large part of my kink behind wanting a poz top to own my ass some day.

One of my most memorable times getting fucked was by a Master I used to have a decade ago. One day he was just horny and didn't have time to spend on the build up. So he had me come over, strip down, grabbed the back of my neck, and pushed me onto all fours, face first into the carpet. Then he rammed 7" in me without lube or prep and kept riding me down further and further as my body involuntarily tried to escape the pain. I tried not to yell or cry out since he didn't like noise while fucking. And he simply barked at me to shut up anytime noise escaped. It hurt like a bitch and he just did not care. It took most of my concentration not to clamp up and to simply accept what was happening to me. A couple minutes later he blew his load inside me, told me to get dressed and leave, and said to leave Saturday (4 days away) open for him. I never once told him "no" while he was forcing himself in me. And I thanked him properly for using his fucktoy. May not have been the best fuck I've ever had, but I'll damn well remember it for the rest of my life.

Raw from the beginning. Level 3 from the beginning. Been that way for 13 years. But the amount of action I've found in my city is small. Lots of guys on sites never ACTUALLY want to hook up. Moving towards a 4.5. Not actively chasing. But not asking their status either. What cums, cums. Been playing off and on with a guy that claims he's undetectable. Never bothered verifying. Swallowed a few loads of his, but he hasn't shot in my ass yet. I'm trying to work my way up to a 5.5. Knowingly taking raw loads from poz guys. But not necessarily all loads. Recently started talking to known poz and infectious tops. Sadly they're out of state. Loosely working out something with at least one of them. Reasonable chance that if we meet (I'm still nervous and trying not to be flakey), he'll poz me by Christmas when he's in state to visit family. It's a big step to intentionally choose, though. So I'll need coaching and coaxing to bring me to that point by any top near Indianapolis and interested.

I always check to see who. If they are within 20 miles, I'll respond. Yeah, nothing ever comes from 90% of them. But I'm a horny bastard and they get me worked up so I can shoot. On rare occasions something more gets put into the works. That's when finagling schedules and seeing if we can meet happens. And about 5% of the time I end up with their load in my ass. Since I'm becoming poz-friendly/not-quite-chaser-yet, I figure it's only a matter of time until some Indiana gifter sets his sights on me, wears down my defenses, uses me as his proper cumdump at least until the deed is done. So I don't complain about winks, oinks, or whatever. I just consider them part of the chase and building up a list of "passbys" and "near hits" until a load lands and I become an active chaser and hunting the right ones to bury deep. Assuming one didn't find me first.

Any big bladdered (and big dicked) tops in Indianapolis need a urinal, hit me up. I'm a novice looking to be trained to take piss any way you want to supply it. Into bladder injections. 😉

Can we all first admit that "constitutional originalism" is a load of horseshit conservative christians made up to "justify" claiming thhat the Constitution says whatever the fuck they want it to say? After all, Scalia CHANGE THE MEANING of the 2nd Amendment, which clearly mentions "a well regulated militia, being necessary for the security of a free State," and which was ruled 9 times before 2008 as being ONLY in regards to a State's right and NEVER a personal one, as being for personal rights of everyone everywhere regardless of what a state wants or how "well regulated" they choose to make them. So that line of bullshit is meaningless from these hate-mongerers. Secondly, no matter what puedo-legal nonsense they slapped together in the recent ruling for effectively destroying a HUMAN RIGHT, the simple fact of the matter is that none of it holds up under review, as hundreds of lawyers and legal experts have pointed out already, and is built ENTIRELY upon their personal, religious views that abortion is "evil." The whole "state's right" bullshit tag line is, and has always been, nothing more than a dog whistle for hate. And they sidestepped *directly* making abortion illegal by knowingly destroying the RIGHT to it because they knew 38 states would rush to make it illegal, if it wasn't done so before. And let's not forget how Republicans 100% will make it illegal nationwide on a federal level the instant they get in power again. With their religio-fascist judges saying jack and squat about how magically it's not a "states' rights" issue any more. This is stage 2 or 3 of fascism. Where they destroy legal rights and protections and make new laws that they demand all "good, law abiding" citizens to follow. It's a perversion of justice that leads to pink triangles, ghettos, prisons, and genocides. It's the exact same shit my great grandparents and grandparents fleed Germany over. It's the same abuses that were made legal until 2000! when Texas' Supreme Court overthrew the last laws criminalizing homosexuality. And it's the same abuse Texas Republicans have once again officially built their platform upon. Whatever bullshit excuses Thomas et all are making now to destroy women's rights aren't based upon anything but hate, power, and control. They've been telling us that for decades now. I just wish we didn't have such a feckless and FUCKING USELESS Democrat party as the only "ally" against enslavement or genocide. Without a massive change in leadership, Republicans will turn us into a fascist regime in 3-7 years. And it's fucking INFURIATING seeing it all happen, and be accurately identified!, right before my eyes.