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I guess I should have asked earlier, are you on prep and do you take it regularly?
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Definitely get tested but prepare yourself for the results. If you were not looking to convert and think you may now be HIV+ make sure you have a support network in place to help you deal with this emotionally.
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It's been enlightening reading this section. VerbalBTTM, you write eloquently. I experienced and lived through some of the events you touched on. You were able to capture not just the pain we went through but also the things that gave us hope and strength. Because of rising use of sex apps and social media as well as the decline in places for gay men to meet, I don't know that the younger generation will ever understand nor appreciate much of what we lived through.
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I created my profile back in 2022 and mostly forgot about it until about 6 months ago. I came here mostly to read the articles and look at the hot pictures. Recently I started posting a few comments to articles but never formally introduced myself, so here goes. In the span of 3 years, when I first created my profile, I moved from scared of bb sex to embracing it. Also, I started out using this site trying to figure out why someone would be a chaser but in the process of trying to figure that out I discovered that I am turned on by the idea of taking a poz load and now I'm at the point that I want to try it just to see what it's like. Unfortunately there aren't many poz men in my area to help me with that.
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I agree with what you said and share your sentiment. I am following enough news to stay informed but try not to get wrapped up in it emotionally. I write letters to Congress, march in organized protests and do what I can to keep our country from sinking under the current administration's leadership. I will check out the podcast you mentioned.
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I'm naturally smooth which is not what guys want these days. 🫤 As far as what turns me on, I like a guy that's solid/beefy who walks with confidence (but not arrogance) who displays his bulge proudly. I'm open with regard to age but tend to like guys within 10 years of my own age.
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Thanks for all the information. I'm probably just going to stay off prep entirely and play selectively. I really want to have some fun with a poz guy because everyone says it's such a different experience because of the risk factor. I'm weighing the risk against the desire and I am willing to take the risk for the experience. I'm hoping that after I try it a couple of times that I'll be ready to move on but I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. It might be months or years before I find an unmedicated poz guy to play with so this might all be a moot point.
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I'm currently not on any prep or other meds so all my kidney numbers are in the normal range. I'm healthy and happy with the exception of the strong desire to take at least one poz load just to have the experience.
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Thanks for all the advice. I'll have to check it out and also check if my health insurance will cover it. They often will not cover the newer (non-generic) formulations.
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I think I may be one of those people who just cannot take prep. This has been my challenge with trying to figure out how I can take a poz load just to see what it's like and still stay safe as possible.
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I've taken it for up to 26 days but was having headaches, nausea, diarrhea, night sweats, sleep disturbances, various rashes so I decided to just stop taking it and all of those cleared up pretty quickly. I went in and talked to my doctor. They did a blood draw and found my kidney values way off so he advised me not to take anymore until we could figure out a better course of action.
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I'm thinking that I may try the 2-1-1 method. I can put up with side effects for a few days when I know I'm going to have risky sex. It's not just the diarrhea, headaches, rash, sleep disturbances that prep induces in me, it also throws my kidney values way off. So with all of this in mind, I'm thinking of just going without prep and taking a couple of poz loads just for the experience. I know the risk factor is low with that so I think that's probably my best bet.
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I tried Truvada and Descovy and have had bad reactions to them. Basically every side effect they list, I get with a vengeance. I'm finding that I really want to take a poz load just to experience it. I know the chance of me getting pozzed in a single (maybe 2) loads in minimal but what if I find I like taking poz cock. So I'm thinking of trying prep again but doing it 3 times a week to see if I can tolerate that. My question is, is prep effective if I'm only taking half of the prescribed dosage?
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Fucking My Friend’s Boyfriend
UnsureAboutThis replied to BreedMeInSocks's topic in Your Last Load...
I say give him what he wants! What you both want! -
From safe sex to taking loads
UnsureAboutThis replied to UnsureAboutThis's topic in Your Last Load...
I am beginning to recognize that I'm on the journey now myself. It scares me because I feel like I'm losing control because the bug is in my brain now and visiting this site only seems to make it stronger.
