Murmillo
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Depression & Barebacking/bug Chasing
Murmillo replied to cheatingjock's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
I suffer from severe loneliness and the reasons, to my knowledge, are a portfolio of factors. Namely my strong ADHD which hugely hinders my ability to connect at all, depressions that derive from it, a screwed up career with sheer countless job changes, an extremely toxic father who bereft me of everything humanly positive, the feeling of being at the ass-end of the world (Switzerland, where connecting is a near- impossibility), and lastly the troubles all of us encounter when dating or trying to. And I don't want to drink dirty water only because I'm thirsty, therefore no more reconnecting with latently toxic men. I could go on whining.... --- when I happen to chat with a gift giver, my heart pounds like when I was young(er) and still believed and felt something. -
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The most leftist man (it's hard to be more leftist than him) I was with had little nicety about. And he is a Mr. Know-all as are so many from his kind. Arguments were frequent, since I didn't have the "wisdom" of not dissenting with him.
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Perhaps the "needs discussion" talk prior to sex truly is to recommend.
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Any cumdumps here that are neg and drug free?
Murmillo replied to Openmouthpolicy's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
Neg, not on PreP, not desperate to seroconvert and drugfree -
What is Your Gay Porn Search Word(s)?
Murmillo replied to Philip's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
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Do You Discuss HIV Status Before Barebacking?
Murmillo replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I stopped the "discussion needed" talk years ago. Now it's the other man, occasionally, bringing up the topic. -
I am in my mid-40s and in my 30s I used to go almost every year. Last time in summer 2020, so I was already beyond 40. I concur: the ressources applied (money, emotions, the Mission to Mars-logistics sensation etc.) from the moment the intention of going there pops up in my mind until I am in a club. I have never been turned away at the door, but inside other disappointment traps are lurking. Connecting can be challenging. And as a bottom, as I am, getting older, in this regard, truly is a challenge.
