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[think before following links] https://x.com/sfjockstrap/status/1839214886028771539 My first sexual experience as a Hole was with a man in his 60s *on my 18th birthday* in the back of his truck at 3 am in a CVS parking lot. I'd been gooning for hours, snorting ritalin, stuffing my hole with toys, watching sissy hypno, and cruising craigslist casual encounters... terrified. I finally was going to do it. Live out my fantasy. He sent pics that made him look like he was in his forties. When I got to the parking lot at 3 am... he was... much older. He flashed the lights of his car. I got in the passenger seat. No words were spoken. He immediately pulled my pants down, turned me on my side, and began fingering my ass. He pulled out lube and began fingering my Hole and calling me a Good Boy. He slowly inserted a LARGE plug into my hole. Then? What did he do next? I didn't even know what poppers were... but he held a little brown bottle under my nose. Made me inhale deeply for the longest time. And then began face fucking me. He face fucked me until he came down my throat. He wanted to take me and pin me against the fence by the CVS and fuck me. I said no, bolted out of his car, and ran back to my college dorm... feeling disgusted. I wish I had gone with him and let him breed me. I felt disgusted and was in shame after what happened. But now I know it was just unlocking parts of me I should've taken advantage of at an earlier age. I wish I could go back and time and give that old Daddy the breeding pussy he deserved. It's both the hottest thing. And the biggest regret of my life. I love my life now though. Thank you to that anonymous daddy from Craigslist casual encounters who helped me find myself. I wish I'd given you my Hole.

Going to have some fun beforehand then offer my cunt for any older man who wants to use me as a sperm depository through the morning. Blindfolded. DM me if you'll want the room # at Steamworks when I have it.

And just tonight I was essentially raped by a truly *anon* daddy off of Grindr who flooded my hole with his unborn babies. and I loved it. [think before following links] https://x.com/sfjockstrap/status/1810178530145406992

I’m just a Hole. I’m only a Hole. I am not a human being. It is my duty and purpose, my sole reason for continued existence and original genesis, to serve as a twisted cumdump Hole that Daddies (and all older men) can find relief and experience Joy in. My psychological conditioning is now such that I am no longer a person, I’m a receptacle for providing pleasure, fantasy, relief, and release for older men. I’m not talking about hot, muscular daddies only, I also mean the fat, anxious, insecure and lonely older real Men who’s entire day, week, or month, could be transformed and made beautiful by having a tight boy pussy to flood with their seed. They are unique and wonderful beings simply because they have individualized seed and loads to give. And I am a Hole, because I receive what they offer to give them relief, validation, and the joy of breeding a young boy pussy. Cumdumps are human sacrifices yet works of art. They’ve been brainwashed or through self hatred have come to intuitively understand that their purpose is to make any Daddy they can feel more joy. The ugly, abusive dad who moans uncontrollably breeding a blindfolded, anonymous 20 year old porn addicted white boy twink whose neural pathways are ruined and now unchanging knows in the moment of insemination that he is worth something, that he has something to give; and that the boy fag is Nothing but a receiver who self effaces in absorbing the DNA of their master. Cumdumps are community service vehicles. They are also inhabitants of a novel and bizarre lifestyle. But they intuitively understand the philosophical truth that their purpose is only to absorb what a Daddy wants to release into them. There is a beauty and dignity in depravity and the hedonistic acceptance of any and all loads. Only Cumdumps will ever understand pure worthlessness & a sense of true sovereignty when confronted with their meaninglessness. Thank you Daddies for giving my life meaning in our Master-Slave dialectic. Cross Posted from: [think before following links] https://x.com/sfjockstrap/status/1809941601151857018 My JFF: [think before following links] https://justfor.fans/sf-jockstrap

This will be my destiny in a few hours.