chargedodger

I agree that having a signed risk consent would be ideal and should be enough evidence to eliminate full responsibility of the infected party. Unfortunately it's been my understanding that such documents, even those that are legally notarized are not binding and not admissible as evidence should it come to that. That is the aspect that I find to be wrong and unjust for those who truly do want to chase and why there are a far greater number of guys going out to anonymously stealth. I personally do "screen" guys who want me to infect them, always leaving the initial meeting to meeting ONLY with the clear understanding I only wish to meet and no sex or gifting will take place until later meetings. I can usually determine if the guy is genuine or just masturbating to the fantasy. Unfortunately thus far it has resulted in no one continuing on a second meeting. Not that I choose, but that I am very forthcoming that it's just a meeting to find out about the guy and subsequent meetings will likely involve my attempt to fulfill their desire. It's amazing how many calls and texts suddenly go unanswered or even better, they're suddenly too busy or unavailable all the time. I think my personal experience goes to show that most guys are just talk and little or no action. 

Probably true for all chasers but at some point most of us WILL commit to what we desire.Just take a long time for some,some might NEVER commit and stay at the permanent wanker stage and some just go to the baths and slut themselves out for annonymous cum and get pozzed that first nite.Your attitude and behaviour is admirable.:)

Your comments are causing me to re-evaluate my actions.It is one thing to play around at the baths or adult video arcades etc and take annonymous cum of unknown status,and quite another to meet a man you know is hiv pozitive and toxic for the express purpose of deliberatly infecting myself  by being his bottom and accepting his seed into my body and life.While the former behaviour depends on the "safety"of the unknown, it has been my practise until now.Ready to take the next step and get more deliberate about this now.