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Crabs. Shaved and applied lotion from pharmacy. I realised how nice to be clean shaven and has been so since then.

Bangkok where anything goes. At high end 5star hotel spa, went for a foot massage but he told me to strip (why??) and then give me a handjob. At another 2 parlours not advertised to be gay, they climb onto me flat on my stomach and bred me. Nice when you are not expecting it. Of course they expect a nice tip.

I would like to try the other horse fair too 😁

This weekend, I went to a Horse Fair with a prison twist in London. My first to such event. You choose to be an inmate(similar to a mare in other events), guards(stallion) or trustees(stable lads). Inmates must choose a red hood(bb) or white hood(condom). I was an inmate with red hood. First we stripped naked. Harnesses, rings or cages are allowed. We put on a prison orange jumpsuit. Then we were taken into the main room. This was huge with an industrial cold look. Rows of benches ready for mass fucking. Wow! Scary or exciting? Next we were hand-cuffed. A blackout eye mask is put on followed by the red hood. This stage was tense - fears, anxious and horny. Heard a guy shouted out to change his hood from red to white. I think 90% were wearing red. We were groped roughly by different hands before the orange jumpsuit was removed. Then I was told to bend down on a bench. Within minutes, my hole took a raw cock, then another, and another, it went on and on. I lost count but I think total for the night was about 15 to 20, some may be repeats, I don’t nor care. I probably took about 4 to 6 loads. Other than fucking, I was ordered by a guard to suck including some of the inmates. After an hour or so, I used the safe word to take a toilet break. A trustee guided me there where I was then allowed to remove my hood and mask. I noticed my hole was leaking cum profusely. As the trustee prepared to take me back to the mainroom, he said I should lubed up before returning. I told him I have tons of cum in me already. He checked fingering my hole and ordered me to suck him a bit. Nice moment. Afterthoughts - my personal thoughts, I know others will have own opinions: - the experience of being a fuckhole for countless anonymous tops is surreal. You hear grunting and feel cocks pulsating, then you know they are enjoying your slutty hole. You focus on the cocks taking turn to fuck you. - the comradeships with the other inmates was fun. Holding each others hands as we were being fucked endlessly. Towards the end when hoods were removed, I fucked a cub. - I would have liked to be ordered to felch those cum filled holes and be felched myself. - When changing to leave, good to see all the satisfied faces on those hot used bodies. - I will definitely go again, hopefully less anxious next time. As amazing as it was, I won’t say this beats everything else for me personally but we need variety. I am thankful such experience is accessible. Kudos to the organisers. Berlin next month … 🐷

In a park last night, a young black guy took me back to his tent, isolated back of a church. He came twice raw in my hole.

It is tempting to see the peachy buns of a top pounding away. There are times when the top allows it, I would fuck the top while he is in action. So hot !

Bathhouse today, this young guy had a super thick 7 inch cock, thick even forma slut like me whom has taken many cocks. He told me he will only swap fuck and as not total top. But place is full of size queen wanting a fuck, poor guy. We played and swapped fuck. OMG! To feel that thick cock inside me….I am happy.

After 10 of being poz, I started on Atripla. I recall the dreams were so vivid. I was having incredibly sexy and intense dreams. This wore of eventually - poor sleep but no more sexy dreams…😭 Changed to Delstrigo which helped improved sleep. Otherwise no other significant side-effects. Always undetectable.

Over the years I learn to respect and enjoy all hard cocks, large or small. My purpose is to give the top pleasure and hope they will unleash that load preferable in my hole but happy to swallow. those with smaller cocks do tend work harder and great to feel this. Of course it is good to feel a large cock stretching you and pulsating as they unload. in an app, I tend to look more at what their interests/fetishes are. In face to face, then more chemistry, but any hard cocks get my attention. agree if you go looking for large cocks only, you are missing out a great deal. It is more what one delivers and less the size.

Was at a sauna yesterday with a fuck buddy. He got me on a sling and got anyone with a hard cock to fuck me, including those who have been fucking another guy on the fuck bench. Each time someone comes in me, my FB will want to dick his long cock in immediately to bury those seeds deep. Love the feeling of a cheap whore and being pimped, different men with different grunts as they dump their load in you. if you like to take my place, then you’re a cumdump for sure, or at least wanna be. i used to think being a cum dump was an item on the bucket list, but now it is what I am and need.

I still have FB’s I met on bbrt and squirt from years back. nowadays it is mostly trash esp in big cities - fake profiles and time wasters. One just have to prepared for no-show and not plan too much around potential meet-ups. Having said that I recently met some guys on bbrt and squirt who came over to my hotel in London and dump their loads, nice. I like these married men away on business and horny to fuck. In semi-rural areas, they are more genuine - guys giving info which locations good for cruising etc and then offering to show you the way 😁

RAW just dive in with some spit.

Boiler, Club Culture, Bose Buben. lab.oratory - the queue was insanely long as it was Berlin Pride weekend

Just back from a fuck-fest trip Berlin. Men so hot. Agreed it is all bareback - subject never raised. just go for whatever your desire takes you, there are others into it as well.

‘A’ is sure to give that 2nd ring a good workout. I take the whole thing with no problem. ’B’ is thick and rough, can’t help squirming when riding it. ’C’ looks benign. I reverse it with the cone coming out of my hole. Then sit on rim chair or toilet. It wants to come out but you need to squeeze to pull it back. Great training for arse muscle! 🐷

To your list, I would include any new penetrative event for the FIRST time, e.g fucked on a sling, sex in front of an audience, gangbang, taking the first fist, fucked n cuddled by a hairy daddy.

They asked if I take fists which has higher risk of blood transmission. That got me to share my anon hookups and sauna slut. I was probably not in best state of mind and felt had no more to lose. My slutiness has increased since then 🐷

Iron Fist works best for me. Immediate strong hit.

I tend not to feel cum squirting inside me, but I luv feeing the top tensing, cock pulsating and slamming in to drain himself. Great to know I have satisfied my top. other times I don’t even know they have cum until later cum drips out of me - I like this too.

I am using NordVPN to access this. i am disappointed I need this round about way.

I firstly became hiv positive and then 10 years later got hep c - I was truly devastated - as if I did not learn from my hiv. I bottom and take fist but no drugs. My doctors in London were superb and totally non-judgemental - although now they know I am a slut. My liver fibroscan was borderline and I did the 12 week cycle of meds - free in the UK. Cleared it with no significant side-effects. I am thankful for the UK health service which continue to provide my hiv treatment for free.

I have a huge collection, can’t resist when I see a new shape/size. Frequently used ones are in a large wicker basket topped with some boring old files in the closet. less frequently used ones, but reluctant to dispose, are in 3 large shopping bags in the attic.