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Yep, I rode dick on the regular to help get through college and then again later on to pay the difference from disability income and my bills. My only real regret with it was not taking all the work I got. I got paid good and whoring full time and putting anything I didn't spend in a retirement account probably would've been a better idea than college. Don't get me wrong, I have had a good career but retiring early (or at all) someday would have been nice and I am pretty social, and I have autism and ADHD that throws my neurology off enough that I need sex pretty often not to be really horny and distracted all the time. Just having a cock in me help me feel more calm, happy, and clearheaded. Even when I am not horny sex is one of my favourite stims. Most guys were nice, a few had awful attitudes and really needed a reminder they purchased my time and the ease of it, not the right to be an absolute shit. I also didn't like all the admin work that no one outside of the bus thinks about (advertising, emails, constant phone checking, etc) and occasionally needing to drop plans to go service a client. But I doubt I will find another job that pays even half as well that I am so excited about in my life. That's also the downside to it to... I love socializing, meeting people, and sex, and I miss having a job where I can fuck.

I'm verse... when bottoming lately I keep hooking up with stressed out or injured guys who can't cum and want me to set up again for later. Some have actually been really hot, fun, kinky, friendly guys... so many amazing dicks and talent behind them the past few days out of those guys... but I have such a cum fetish sometimes I need to get filled. It was hot AF the other day and my only half white ass was looking far too white so I needed to get some sun. I figured some D with my vitamin D couldn't hurt. I wore a fishnet tank and then shorts with no underwear with a little thinning and rip in the crotch. It was a busy day so I had to pick my spot carefully and set up on a slight embankment where no one on foot would notice unless they decided to walk around to check me out and street traffic would be going too fast and be too far to notice. I lay on my stomach with a blanket and a book across from the restroom cubicles at the lakeside park. I made sure my old slightly trashy slutty bottom trans tattoo was in full view along with the very tip of my cock, a little bush, and part of my tight circ'd fuckhole. I must have picked the perfect day with the perfect crowd for me because it wasn't long before they gay guys started noticing me... The first guy to say something was this maybe 50 something white gay guy. Masculine but at the same time oddly enough "cute" would still have been the right adjective. He made a pained look and came up to me and said, "I am so late but... I just want to say this heatwave had me down until I spotted you." He winked and walked off. The second guy was clearly a student from one of the nearby colleges. Young but must have been non-transitional or grad because his face wasn't babyfaced enough for me to check ID. He asked if he could ask me two personal questions and I said sure: The first was if he was reading/seeing what I was putting out there right... that I was trans with a dick and extra fuckhole. I teased him all like what's it's to you and spread so my shorts stretched and put one hand on my ass so he could get a good look. I noticed a bit of a bulge forming. He was like, damn man that's so hot. He asked me if I liked black dick. I said I like any dick that can make me cum. He asked for one more question, I said, shoot. He asked if he could try to make me cum. I told him I thought he'd never ask and to take a seat, watch which door I went into, and then get up and walk over and follow me in and not to hold it open, just come right in fast and lock it. I went in, took off my shorts, and stuck out my ass the best I could to give him his choice of holes. My cock started to stiffen partially with anticipation and also excited nerves that anyone could walk in on me in the minute it would take him to get to me, and that I could get in trouble or be used by literally anyone. I started jerking my cock and squeezing my balls and I was raging hard playing with myself as the door opened. I was relieved, relaxed and instantly horny when the door locked just as quickly and the same man's arms reached around to get a grasp of the size of my dick in the low light. He spread my cheeks and played with my ass for a bit licking, touching,and fingering. He got curious about my cunt but he struggled to find it since I am fully circ'd and then he said something. I pointed to my hearing aids and he gave me a little thumbs up that he understood. I sensed he was unzipping. And then he grabbed my kind of low hanging balls though my legs (which got my ass and cunt tingling and used his grip on my balls to make me step backwards and arch my back until his cock lined up with my front fuckhole. He held me by one shoulder for a moments, gently forced my head for me to see him, and asked if even though I clearly had some disability affecting the way I walk if my legs were as strong as they looked. I said yes. He said, "That's wonderful. I am going to bounce you up and down on my cock then like a pocket pussy, boy, so you better hang on." He rammed his cock all the way in, pumped for a minute, and then stopped to control himself. Tactily he bossed me around about how to get into position and then left with my legs. Next thing I knew I was pretty much wrapped around him still facing forwards as he pulled my shoulders and arms away from the wall, forcing me to hang on and drive his dick in deeper. It was a good size before and hard enough to get inside me but I felt it growing longer and a bit wider bottoming out in me without him moving. He got in close enough so I could feel him say he was surprised when he saw my tattoo and me showing off my cunt so brazenly and knew it needed to be stuffed with his cock. He walked me closer to the wall in front of us, still impailed on his dick, and let me catch and find purchase in the corners as he took my waist. It was a right enough squeeze he could lean back up against the wall and then true to his word, he started to lift me up and down his dick like a pocket pussy. He was hitting all the rights spots and I tightened or beared down as he did and milked him appreciatively in between. He responded by fucking hander and faster and thrusting his hips as he picked me up and put me back down on his dick. He had already been bottoming out in me before and while initially my cunt had made more space for him, I was getting closer to orgasm so it was getting a little shorter and tighter as it swelled and engorged on his cock. He'd stopped going for my g-spot, prostate (I have intersex traits), and had found my A-spot with that big dick and was clearly about to give me one of my favorite types of orgasms banging away at it mercilessly, making my tight sadomasochistic cunt extra sensitive. I was doing my best not to make noise but I can't hear, so who knows. The few times it escaped He rammed into me harder. He was clearly a bit of a hedonist but he was also clearly being polite and trying to hold out on cumming to give me a chance. I'm pretty good about sizing people up fast and I was both horny and felt good about telling him how to make me cum in this situation. I (did my best to whisper) and probably growled/moaned for him to hold me by the throat gently to limit my air without choking me. He did just that and I told him keep going and when I cum my cunt will make you cum. He went back to spearing me and bruising me inside as my orgasm began to build again. He was being careful with my neck, sweet but too careful for what I needed. And I was worried the break to reposition was going to make him loose it and me my orgasm and I was so close to cumming with him and feeling his cum shooting into me in a warm thick bloom as I came. I was too turned on to think about it and signaled with my fingers how much to tighten his grip. My fuckhole tightened automatically, he pressed up as far as he could jackhammering away, and I took one last breath in, abd signaled for a little tighter hold. I felt the tingling and pressure build in my head and then it duplicated and started to built up in my cunt. I refused to take more than a shallow breath against the choke and the sensation spreads though my balls and up my cock. My cock spasmed first and then my cunt. My eyes suddenly stang (I don't ejaculate very easily most of the time or every time so I didn't realize I had shot so hard I had jizzed in my own eyes. I was bleary eyed, dizzy, crying from the stinging, and my cunt was so sore and being pounded away at. I exhaled the last of my air and began to orgasm and my pussy and body spasmed. He pushed all the way into me and held me there letting my fuckhole do what my orgasming fuckhole was made for--- jerk and milk out every last drop of his cum. He let me down carefully. He turned me around and said, "Damn man, that's some grade 'A' pussy you got. Hot dick, too." He said as he gave my still hard cock a little appreciative feel and tug. There wasn't enough space for me to get back on pants so he pulled on his and tried to slip out fast. Another guy was already out there trying to get in. I thought it was a mistake at first but the two tussled and then he pushed by and locked himself in. Once I saw him, I realized how this tiny Latino got past such a tall strong guy. It was an acquaintance of mine who has CP. He is hearing signed to me with his "good" hand that he had seen me first, he'd seen me move my balls out of the way and grab my cockhead and pull it through the hole and then dip fingers in [and spread my cunt to make sure it was stretched enough and visible]. He told me he was just admiring his favourite promiscuous slut pussy and big cock from a distance when some Adonis asshole swooped in. He waited and then slipped in because "what's he going to do, clock a guy with CP for 'trying to use the bathroom'". The delivery had me trying not to laugh...He is funny, I'll give him that. I asked him if he wanted anything other than a captive audience for his jokes, learning against the dirty graffited tiled wall, and spread to show him my cunt. He made a bit of a face. I asked if he was suddenly too good for "the best cunt I've had since highschool" I said imitating the way he'd signed it before. He shot back the competition was lower since I had one of the only cunt he still enjoyed after coming out, or ever. Not that it wasn't good but he came in here to gab my ass, push me over, and sodomize me. I mimicked the face he was making to let him know he was still making it. He didn't stop so I was like, fine, be that way and made a reach for my shorts. He said sorry, it's not you, this place is just so... dirty. I stiffled a laugh. I was like, it's white tile, and it could be a lot worse. Also you came in here to fuck my ass. You want clean? I signed one handed while staring to figure out his waistband before realizing he was was wearing some well disguised adaptive clothes. Pretty sure he just wears them for this considering the dexterity he has fingering me. I pulled it away, spread my fuckhole to show him the sloppy seconds I was about to give him, he got instantly hard after I grabbed him and tugged like five or six times. I slid him in. He didn't reach all the way to the end so I pressed my sore, bruised thankfully already engorged and inflamed A-spot down to the tip of his cock, grabbed his butt, and pulled him out before pushing him onto me and ramming in as far as I could go. It hurt so bad I thought I would black out but I did it another time and it got better and the third time my fuckhole started into its spasms. I orgasmed and my orgasm milked his cock and forced him to cum hard and fast. He stayed in for a moment, us each leaning on a wall and we chatted until he made a cheesy joke about how all the best things have CP. He started listing and then listed "[my] cunt". I told him wrong developmental disability stupid, I am autistic with ADHD. He was like, you may be but your cunt has CP. It's spasms like wild but like me, your cunt is well liked and so everyone just thinks it's for their entertainment. He smirked at me all cocky. 😏 And I was like get out 10 stroke boy and gave him a shove out the door barely getting his clothes back together first. I had a little more fun playing with my balls, dipped my fingers in and had a little taste of their combined cum from fuckhole. I don't know what everyone is eating this summer but it was very sweet and creamy, no bitter aftertaste just a bit of salt. I couldn't help it and fingered myself again relishing the taste, pulled my fingers out again, and at it off. I took a couple quick pictures as the horniness faded and I realized I'd been in there too long possibly making all sorts of noises and I hadn't washed my hands between touching the walls and eating cum out of my fuckhole. (Thankfully the place really actually was cleaner than it looked germ wise and I didn't get sick.) I got on my shorts, left, and washed my hands. My blanket and book were both surprisingly still there (life has been treating me like royalty with the littlest of details these past few days, I swear). I laid out for a while enjoying the sun, openly playing with my nipples though my shirt and, like I often do with a good experience, letting the cum absorb into me as much as possible. I walked around a bit, realize I didn't actually want to walk to my next destination because I would get a rash from all the cum leaking out of me, and went to wait for the bus. It was one of those partially walled off shelters from the rain, so I sat behind the pat with three walls, spread my legs, and used my fingers to mop up the cum and eat it. Anyway, picks of my fresh bred hole...

There's a few threads asking about the last load or asking to see your hole. I am very visual and both made me hard so I want to see both because, you know, a picture is worth a thousand words... or maybe I am just a voyeur with an appreciation of well bred holes. I'm also vers and a bit of an exhibitionist and wanna share with y'all, too. 📸🕳️💦 😏😈

Spreading my asshole... ... and spreading my fully circumcised cunt (it's tiny, tight, and featureless and it looks like a tight pink asshole unless I have just had a big dick in it, so really have to open it up to show it off)

While not always possible, my opinion has always been where it is, if you can't tell your doctor everything relevant then you need a new doctor. I see a generalist family doc for my PCP. She's nice and while she underestimates how slutty I am and is definitely learning along with me, she ultimately just wants me to be healthy. She hasn't really been tempted to lecture at all. She's married with kids, she gives off big mom vibes and some bi lady vibes, but she's sweet and chill. I don't do blunt details but I give her what she needs to know. I also see her for a lot of more pressing reasons, like she's comfortable handling all my stuff around my ADHD and autism and rather than talks down to me knows I am bright and is comfortable with the fact that makes me need more sex. She also knows the very short version why I bareback, one of which I think vibes a bit with her feminist sensibilities. She's been cool. The doctor before her was queer and went out of her was to attract queer clients but she was a judgey as fuck autistic condom/glove queen. She once started to ask me if I ate ass and then stopped herself saying, "... but I know you are smarter than that. I have so many dumb, uneducated clients, I just normally need to ask." In my head I was like, "Well, now I know better than to tell you." My favorite doctor was an HIV specialist I got referred to by accident (because gay with an really rare immune disease and opportunistic infections leads the EMS docs to doubt their own). He was like, well, I normally only take HIV+ patients because it can be hard for them to get into a doctor with your insurance... but it seems I am keeping you as my patient if you want as I am the only doctor probably for like a hundred miles who has seen, let alone has any experience treating your immune disease. And you're gay it makes sense and... well, you aren't exactly immune deficient, but you can get all the same things as my gay patients while your immune system is doing nothing but attack you. And your trans and I can handle your hormones too, no issues, do them all the time for both trans and cis patients. Anyway, I am really looking forward to working with you... What do you say? He was like having an encyclopedia for a doctor. Anything he had ever seen before, he could pull right back up meaning he often had the right diagnosis out the gate. Dude seemed to be semi-psychic so telling him was never an issue. He was unfortunately too much of a pig himself for the job... unfortunately probably some of the things that made him good, judgemental, and genuinely interested in his patients also were fatal flaws for him. He lost his license for consensually sucking his patients' dicks until one changed his mind. But yeah, you should be able to tell your doctor's anything. Btw, for those of you into bugchasing or declining HIV meds to the point of getting AIDS with a co-existing mental health issue in a particular city, I am the dual provider you likely would've ended up refered to for about a decade. Some of us look like total goody goody normies but only on the outside. 😏😆 My employer knew through several doxxxing attempts and decided to keep me. But a lot of folks are cool and those who aren't are often just worried about you behind the scenes because they think you're cool but don't get it. But it's important to find someone who does get it because pretty much all the empirical data we have says that is what is best for health outcomes. That and having a regular PCP who knows your shit and keeps it all together as kind of a consistent central hub. ------------[not breaking this up into another message because I am still on restriction 😂...]--- This doesn't surprise me at all. I know many queers and bisexuals in medicine in Appalachia for the outdoors, small communities, and the understated tradition of anarchism and libertarianism. 95% of them look like such normies and then come visit me on either coast and I am like, "Oh you didn't bring your partner..." and then notice them in suspension bondage. 😂

I have a much longer story but I had a hot bodybuilder boyfriend with a gorgeous big dick and PA who made it very clear he wanted me raw. He was willing to pull out once we ditched the condom but my dirty talk and grip on his cock gave him only one way to go with it: deeper in to breed. This was before U=U though we suspected it. I have a cum fetish and love playing with cum so he'd pin me down and sleep in me to prevent anything other than absorption. He was really hot and I was so proud my real boy pussy was his favourite thing in the world to be inside. I'm autistic and have ADHD and probably am hypersexual though I usually do pretty well with it. But I do need sex, particularly as a bottom, and I need to swallow or absorb the cum for full effect to keep my neurochemistry right and prevent things like depression, ADHD spikes, using masturbation as a stim, etc. I found it's actually very important for my mental health (and my physical health by proxy) that I bareback and get bred on a regular basis.

This thread is such a good combination between respectful and sleezy in all the right ways. My dick is partially hard thinking about fucking the trans guys you'll all fucked and in a couple cases I think I even know those guys. But also my cunt is so wet wishing I could be some of these guys.

I'm having a sale on clothes and condoms back at my place... They're both gonna be 100% off. Those are some nice legs... What time do they open for breeding? I am being cheesy though. I will just say I want his ass flat out.

I don't really ID strongly as trans as definitely not as female (never have on the latter) but I have a trans history and some intersex traits before surgery. I kept my cunt. Not that my ex boyfriends, friends,and fuckbuddies were going to let me get rid of it anyway. I was not prepared for the level of almost resentment and forced seeming support before I clarified what I was thinking of. (Most of them are very gay too so it just didn't cross my mind. But on the other hand I guess if your orientation makes you more picky about what cunts you like to fuck it makes sense. I just though oh bigger dick, we all like that.) I did opt to get circumcized though. I'd seen one example of a circumcision on an actual female on the old BME website many years back. The chick who had it cut her clit off close and did her labia really high and tight. I thought it looked amazing. It freaked out most of the straight men because it looked like a really young boy's ass pussy. She was of legal age though so I would want to fuck it if I didn't have to see her, so would all the gay guys in the comments it seemed, and the gay guys I showed it to were into it into at least until they found it was a chick. I know from the second I saw that circumcision would provide me with the aesthetics I always wanted. I don't really know if you would've called what I originally had a clit or a cock. I was as thick as any average cis guy, just shorter. My doctor could've saved it but it was too near my hole and if people played with it like a clit it felt terrible both physically and dysphoria wise. I was also excited about the fact that I was going to wake up with a cunt that didn't cum without a dick up inside it. I told my doctor I wanted to lose my clit during my first surgery. He degloved it and dissected it out for the parts he needed and then the rest got thrown in the incinerator where it belonged. My replacement dick took a while of healing to look nice. I had the Filipina mom nurse with no chill who freaked my gay ass out, but when I finally got home I got to see where my old XL t-dick/micropenis was and there was just a nice smooth scar. The whole thing looked so much better. It wasn't done yet but I know from my clit/micropenis I liked the feel of pussy, but not women or the look and it turned me on so much. My surgeon hadn't asked so I was mad at first (because no more fisting) but he is a bi guy who knew I was gay so he'd gone ahead and tighten up my cunt when he had the chance. It's a very good size for most cocks now and it's literally a hole for me to ride cock and that's it, just like I said ad verbatim. I tried but I didn't get all the way healed because I am a bit of a masochist and both my dick and hole were throbbing and making me horny and then more so when I would look at my hole. The first hole I ever fucked with my new replacement dick was my own. I realized my cunt really was only going to work to give me an orgasm if stuffed. Still it felt amazing on my dick, way better than before the surgery. I was so turned on I caused a minor medical problem because I bred my own cunt too early. When I was about to have another surgery my next doctor warned me I didn't have enough outer labia and I would loose them. Normally that's a problem because trans guys get dryer on hormones, their pussy skin gets more fragile, and they get atrophy... but I got really great off the record advice from a doctor early on that if I wanted to keep my pussy and keep it in good condition to fuck, it was going to be use it or loose it, and I needed to take dick regularly for life. My cunt was and still is healthy, strong, supple, and completely slick and ready to go the moment I see a hot man or even just a nice dick poking through the glory hole. So when my doctor warned me the consequences of loosing those ugly outer labia I was happy but upset when he said inner ones might help even though I didn't have much. I said I wanted them gone and just wanted a nice smooth, genderless looking hole for nothing other than taking dick. I said as a gay guy it's the only prize for most of the crap I've been though over that. He obviously hadn't taken that request before (potentially high medical consequences) but he knew me well enough he agreed. I woke up with a nice smooth taint and once it healed a very nice smooth front boypussy. I called one my ass and one my boypussy for a while but the boypussy seems to look nicer, be a little more noticable once a cock has been in it, and so I had to start calling it my cunt because even guy who knows and know I wanted them to fuck my ass would fuck it from confusion over the way it looks and the fact it feels good and I have a lot of control with it. I don't like pussy on a woman. I'm too gay for that. I can tolerate it on a trans guy but it's more for the good reliable clean, pre-lubed ride, not the aesthetics. I don't know anyone else who has this yet but I would love to convince more gay trans guys to get the cut. Either leave the small dick, get a new one, or just take the whole thing. It would be so hot to have a guy under me who has just two smooth holes for some extra fun to stick my dick into and who is mostly dependant on dick to cum. I love a good ass though. I am a versatile bottom because passing up every last one would make me sad. I had this smooth Asian bottom who was ass up on the fuckbench grab my dick. I tend to prefer more bearish and masculine, but I respect a cumdumps hustle and I have never had a bad fuck yet with the pushy kinda fem Asian power bottoms. His ass was this muscular bubble but with a good extra inch of fat and soft skin. His hold looked so nice, slightly gaping. I fingered it, I was like okay yeah I can see why so many bottoms who keep it this good are calling it all sorts of femme things, this looks was nicer than one. I found it loose and well fucked and lubed by other guys, and then mounted that ass. It was luxurious. If I had an experience like this every time I might become a versatile top. That hole look so good speared on my dick that I fucked him slow so I could see it. His cheeks looked great bouncing, jiggling, and sometimes flexing as he got fucked, they looked great grabbed and were visually and tactily very satisfying as I fucked him.

I wouldn't normally look at this forum. Just happened to see it because it's top posted. Most trans guys who can't get pregnant are just going to be mixed in with cis gays and the "Fem trans" label is a poor fit. I have a trans history. I don't really ID strongly as trans. I have a background in health, specifically trans health. Even as a healthcare worker it's something I have had to be sensitive about. There's not really a one standard way. Different guys have different levels of comfort and dysphoria. You seem like a good guy to have an impulse to try to feel it out respectfully, and I would keep with that. (Also, there's no need to give into the side of the gay community that's twenty years in the past and label yourself as bi because of a fraction of the gay community that's stuck in their own preferences as law. If you're interested in fucking trans guys it's probably better not to do that. Trans guys are men and we don't really want to have to worry about being some straight curious experience. You'll do fine as a gay guy because there's less worry you are going to try to make him fill some role of the chick you couldn't get. Plenty of gay guys like cunt but don't like women. I still have mine in part due to how grouchy my very gay ex and so many of my friends were when I said I was getting surgery. I was shocked at first thinking they'd be excited by me having a dick... but even the bottoms who were like, "Well, I would like to volunteer for when you're healed..." eventually told me they thought I was kind of dumb having the ability to just climb on, no lube, no prep, no mess every time and I was so desperate to give that up. It was the clue I needed to tell my then boyfriend and my gay friends I fuck that I was actually thinking about keeping my cunt. They were all like, "Well why did you say so!!" And then I got the full genuine support I thought they'd give from the start, rather than obligatory "okay fine" responses tinged with something like resentment.) But back to the pregnancy question. Some trans guys don't care if they're asked. If you asked me this, I would feel dysphoric and nope out so fucking fast. Most guys don't ask this so I would just block and move to the next guy who didn't. I don't normally have dysphoria, either and did all the surgery and stuff so I wouldn't and people wouldn't ask shit like that, but that would trigger it for me and just ruin the desire to fuck that person. I have a dick and am fully circumcised (no labia at all, inner or outer, just an extra pinker hole) and judging by how many dick I had before any surgery, really likely never have been able to get pregnant. It might be best to start off by asking if he's had any lower surgery. This is the most reliable question. Guys who say "no" can get pregnant unless they're taking birth control. Taking hormones makes it much less likely but that's not birth control and if everything works, it's still totally possible. (The commenter above me has inaccurate information.) Guys who say "yes" to lower surgery where they still have all the same junk and you can't tell they did anything cannot get pregnant. They had hysterectomy or oophorectomy. The only surgery you have to look out for will be "medtioidplasty with just the release" or "clitoral release" on its own. That doesn't gaurentee anything because it's just for appearances. Any lower surgery other than that is usually an automatic can't get pregnant because infertility is a requirement for most procedures. If he can stand to pee or has balls, it's an easy to clock marker he doesn't have all the internal reproductive parts. Lower surgery is reliable. Testosterone is not. If you absolutely don't want to get a trans guy pregnant and that's your first thought with this, don't breed one only taking T. He needs to be on some kind of birth control or have had lower surgery. I disagree with the above comment. I would not approach it like you're "looking out for him". It usually comes off as condescending unless he's like an 18yo virgin. If he fucks guys he knows what you're asking on both levels if you ask about cumming inside him. If you spell it out, that's for you, not for him. Own it as your own preference if you have to do it.

This one used to come up a lot at work. If you're undetectable and an the up-and-up about your meds and your health, technically you can without any real risk to the other person. The effort is usually bad for mental health. I haven't had a client do this where I was like, Oh yes, you seem to be doing the same or better than before. (Even one client who was a narcissist was getting anxious about his cover being blown, and he was by far the most confident and least giving a shit about anything having to do with anyone else.) And about 95% of the time the relationship is over if the partner figures it out. Perhaps the wildest thing about sometimes counseling the partner separately is how many people say they would've come around if given enough time and no lying. I always recommend to rip off this band aid early. It does not get easier for most folks as time goes on, with the one exception that some folks find it easier with new people to date and then wait to explain U=U and their status when they are getting more serious and starting to commit more.

Yeah, the closest I’ve been to the tropics this year are bathhouses where the showers and the sauna both open out into the hot tub. 🤣

I have always been into older guys. I had a mentor as a teen. He actually had to go through a whole thing screening him to make sure he wouldn't have sex or do any kind of sexual things with me. I think he even believed himself at first but eventually we came to a compromise where he would fuck me on my 18th birthday. I arranged it carefully without telling him so he'd technically be the last dick I rode as a minor and the first as an adult. I was a teen so I still had a few hangups over age but he was skilled. He'd been molesting and grooming me for a couple years at that point but I was into it 90% of the time and had definitely been interested in him seeing me as sexually available. I liked being a bit transgressive at that age so it was very exciting for me to turn legal already impailed on a man's 7" cock who had been an adult from the moment I was born. It was good sex. He was 38. He insisted on using condoms though unfortunately but it was still one of the more memorable times. I definitely came off as kind of sweet and naive back then so he was pretty pleased and shocked when he came in my throat. For a while, I got shamed a lot as a legal teen by older adults for my sexuality, worse it was often adults who had openly expressed interest in me at some point. I think having gay men who clearly wanted me suddenly turn around and do that to me was pretty bad for me psychologically at that age. I made it through the 90's and early 00's with most queer adults around me who had gravitated to me because I was out even as a kid as queer and kinky and was unapologetic and insisted others could conform around me. That wasn't really common then so I had a lot of queer adults dead set on protecting me from absorbing any shame... only to run into their own turned against me when I was old enough to legally thank many of them in my favourite way. My age definitely went into it because while some older friends just gave into me trying to seduce them (even as a minor... often out of confusion around my age) I also had many friends older than me who did figure out my age and wanted to try to be a role model they didn't have... and they thought that meant not fucking me even though I love fucking my friends. It was confusing because how they looked at me and how hard their dicks were when we hugged or cuddled suggested they would've enjoyed it. It wasn't like I didn't get a bunch of negative messages growing up, I had just always been able to shrug them off and... so suddenly I got hit by a wall of shame. Like it all caught up at once. I've always wanted older guys but it took me into my 30's to start actively seeing out tops 20+ years older again. I would politely turn down guys that much older before. It started off with just noticing at bathhouses that when a lot of hands were on me or guys were taking turns fucking me, the older guys somehow managed to be both be really decent and considerate to me as a person and also fuck my brains out like a depraved slut. I started asking older guys to show me around their cities and breed me, often offering myself as free use while they played tour guide in their cities, and I did this whenever I traveled or was in a new place for work and that was always really fun. I met such nice, hot guys and they all fucked me so good. It's so rare I run across guys older guys who aren't much fun or who aren't skilled fucks. I also enjoy a little more intimacy (but without a lot of drama or having that put under a microscope) and many older guys enjoy that, too, in addition during a lot of licentious and depraved fucking.

Decision making around that is pretty individual and should be assessed with the physician. I got HPV as a teenager before the vaccine existed because I didn't feel safe backing out of sex with a guy who had it. It was found by a doctor who went way out of his way with routine screenings. He told me he thought my immune system would be able to clear it, which to be fair was confusing since I had like 4 different types of pneumonia earlier that year. Six months later there was no evidence other than his documentation I had it in the first place. Thankfully not the kind of cause cancer and I think it was no more than a small bump for me. Not every case needs treatment. (I am not a doctor but in my past career I worked for many doctors and nurses who spent a lot of time training me as they had me deal with a lot of patient education stuff.) These days there's an HPV vaccine. I got it after exposure (I didn't have a strain that was included in the vaccine and the one I had was pretty safe for cancer risk and didn't usually cause much in the way of warts) and then I got the updated vaccine. The first time my age helped me to have objection free access despite the previous exposure but the second time (for the update vaccine with expanded protection) was definitely an educated patient asking thing. My response to "probably have been exposed" was that's very different than knowing I was exposed. (I also had 1 STD and 200+ sex partners in the year I asked so even the doctor who started to say "you don't need it" changed to "yes, get it now" very quickly.) Short of people who just DGAF if they see evidence of infection and fuck anyway, it's unlikely anyone has all 9 types the vaccine protects against. Gay men are part of that high risk group and there's a lot of flexibility around the guidelines, so if you ask one doctor, try to justify it, and they still say no just ask someone else. There's also just the argument that anything you don't have yet if you don't get it as an active infection, it's much better just for public health if you can't get a new infection and then spread it before you realize. Doctors really should not be denying this in most cases... I suspect it happens only because you get HPV though sex. No other vaccine with such a low side effect and lack of added difficulty testing is gatekept quite so much as the HPV vaccine.

It depends. Often ~2-5 a day. If it’s more I know I haven’t fucked or gotten fucked recently enough and usually when I’m up to around 3x I start to get suspicious it’s not fun in itself and substitution for sex. I tend to masturbate more than 1-2 times a day when I am busy and think I am saving myself time by not hooking up, but it doesn’t quite seem to work that way consistently enough as I often spend longer solo than even fucking a few different guys. Aside from just liking sex, I have a high sex drive and neurochemistry is a bit off from ADHD and autism and for better or worse sex resets things, and so I’m really best off if I am getting bred at minimum several times a week, preferably daily 1-2+ times a day. It seems to be good for me even if I’m not sure I want to fuck… It just sets me right and clears my head from all the buzz-y thoughts, the overstim, dysthmia. I’m verse and while I love topping I don’t think I could ever be just a top because I feel just so automatically clear, focused, present and myself the moment there’s a dick in me, and that feeling can be extended a ways out for me by breeding. It bothered me at first because I’m not, like, a super submissive bottom (“passive” is not a term most people are particularly tempted to use for me even as a bottom) but it’s been okay and really more of a joke that I need many friends and acquaintances cocks, and I often get a few unpromted volunteers if I seem to be grumpy or having a bad which is nice, even if my friends definitely tease for for how quick I got back to normal once they’re in me. I sometimes don’t even need my ADHD meds. It took me forever to figure out that it’s actually both the sex and cum. I sometimes get in a loop where I’m horny stimming with masturbation at which point I need the real thing. I can orgasm but I have some issues around ejaculating due to medical stuff, but when I actually am able to breed a guy I’m typically good for most of the week. Right now I’m trying to cut back and use dicks and asses more. I was trying not be such a slut for a while, just try something new and to put more attention in other things, but it threw my neurochemistry out of wack and so I’m more aware that I need to masturbate less and fuck more.

Viral load doesn’t make much of a difference if there’s no drug resistance. PreP block HIV from replicating in the body. If HIV has nowhere to replicate and hide out, it can’t infect you. It needs the ability to hijack your cells. PreP is kind of like boarding up all the doors and windows. It doesn’t matter how many virons are out there, they’re not getting into the cell. If HIV doesn’t have a cell to get into, it might as well have been wiped off on the table for how effective it’s going to be. Drug resistance is a little more complicated but at present PreP still seems to work in the vast majority of cases out in the real world.

I strangle, not choke if the point is to bring someone out. Safer if you know that you're doing and the effect is similar to the bottom. I have taught longer term partners how to do it properly. I can be a bit of a brat and sassing a Dom top I am in a more serious relationship with only to have them force me to submit and wake up with them balls deep in me with me pinned to fuck is amazing. I would say if done properly it's probably safer than barebacking. You see it in judo matches and practices plenty and it's an old martial art.... I think like two people are documented to have died from it unintentionally but that was due to preexisting conditions. I don't teach it to just any rando though and only do it sober because there is maybe three second before you are out at which point the clock is ticking for the person to let go. Once you're out you're vulnerable to stupid, distracted, and malicious people. The same hold that safely brings someone unconscious can be held for a few minutes as an near inescapable kill. Also, more common of a problem, there's only so many times you can do it before you get a migraine. A lot of the time I self smother in the pillows. That was how I masturbated until well into my teens. Tried to be subtle since my parents didn't seem to believe in privacy until I was a teen.

I enjoy it. Many years ago I had an ex with a big dick and an even bigger gauge PA. I feel like if the dick and the man using it is good to begin with, a good piercing makes it better. It also added a really nice satisfy weight on top of his big spent cock inside me afterwards. We typically fucked last thing in the evening and then he'd pin me. I slept really well with that muscular slab of a man on me and that warm dick, gooey cum, and slightly cool heavy PA in me. Sometimes it would hit a sore spot and I would get horney again. I would try to milk his cock to get it hard without waking him and since I could locate the PA and I have good control it helped me to hold him in while I got him hard again. Even the small movements not to wake him felt very sensitive with it there after a couple times or more getting fucked with it before we fell asleep. He loved not just fucking me but knowing his cum was deep in me and would be completely absorbed. He had tacit permission be always thought he was sneaky breeding me an extra time... but I tended to have various wet dreams about him getting me blackout drunk to make me easy and compliant to breed out in the open downtown at night or breeding me under anesthesia. His PA would always feature prominently. So that dream was a dead giveaway because of the PA.

Sniffies you can change the location accuracy on the map, so guys are not necessarily where they show up. I do that just because I am in a rough neighborhood and have judgey neighbours; not everyone needs to know where I live or what I am doing. I don't throw it as far off as possible but I do put it a few blocks over.

I'm verse. I have some issues ejaculating much of the time due to medical stuff (trans history) but once hard staying hard isn't an issue. I am horny most of the time and when my dick is grabbing my attention I can't help but wonder what most guys I meet would feel like on it. I am not a very dominant top with most people I don't know well, so the adaptive strategies of many bottoms of being more agressive and mounting my cock quickly the moment I don't push them away or leading me away by the cock directly in their hole are fine with me so long as I am still in the mood to top. I tend to cum in the guy who has whatever it takes that night to make me cum. It's often not the guy I expect and since each guy has different energy, different good and bad things, and their holes all feel a little different on my dick I do end up trying most that I don't have some strong reason not to fuck for at least a minute or so. Occasionally I don't think I am going to get off in him but he's really fun or feels really especially good on my cock so I will fuck him specifically so he orgasms. Occasionally I cum unexpectedly when he does, otherwise I will move on at that point. Unless it's pretty vacant I almost always end up in double digits for holes my cock has been in, but I can only add my cum to one or two most night, even if there has been nights where I have fucked almost every bottom there. When I bottom I don't have much of an issue and get way more than my fair share of loads. Most guys will cum in me or they will pull out because they find it hard not to cum in me and usually will be back to breed me later. I have never been that competitive as a bottom. Admittedly, the most common response to being in me the first time is a shocked "Wow... you have an amazing ass/cunt." I enjoy thinking about all the holes a top has been in before mine. I don't delude myself that I can maintain any of the stuff I do one on one for saftey in a bathhouse and so I just enjoy it when a guy comes back with his dick prelubed with cum and lube from other bottoms asses and shoves in into to breed me. I tend to be a pretty agressive bottom. I have a trans history, I kept the extra hole because apparently I am enough of a slut my corner of the gay community was actually pissed about me having surgery back in the day (and even some of the bottoms thought I was dumb), so I often have one guy in each hole. The main reason I end up not taking a load is a top who can't play well with others. I am very happy as a group bottom and the top who is not amazing himself but runs off other tops is the worst. I love guys watching and waiting and having a cock in every available hole. I try to stay in places with the ability to watch me fuck that don't restrict whether I am an active (default) or passive bottom. The slings are for a top who wants to fuck me in one or the end of the night when usually a few guys are looking for me and having my very well bred holes on display will also get a few guys in me to breed from being ready and seeing that.

I have had one STI (that's actually normally classified as an STI) in my life and I knew I was going to get it but I was a teen and didn't feel safe backing out of sex in a disused area of my school with a pushy, irritable guy with a few too many gang tattoos 1.5x my size and weight so he fucked me anyway. I got HPV which was just found by a doctor being overly throughout (no warts, he just happened to get a sample of infected tissue on a hunch) and it cleared on its own a few months later. A dick check disguised as cock worship (it doesn't hurt that I have trouble finding a dick I don't think is great) has served me well along with vaccines and PreP, as well as serosorting with undetectable guys before PreP and back when the stupid CDC wasn't willing to say it and I was getting a lot of judgement for fucking my undetectable boyfriends and friends. (Well, I am still negative and half the guys judging me for barebacking with undetectable guys aren't, and everyone who had so much to say seems to find the celling or their feet interesting if this is brought up ever.) However, getting things that aren't normally classified as STIs through sex is absolutely my curse. If I eat a bottoms ass with five other guys, I will absolutely be the one person who is laid out flat that week with parasites or gastroenteritis. I am getting over a drug resistant staph UTI and had candida at the same time. I have some other mystery illness too, still. My doctor who normally rolls her eyes at other doctors compulsively ordering HIV tests for me this time wasn't content with six HIV tests on top of perfect PreP adherence so she ordered another one today and it's like, No, mam, you had it right before, I am not HIV+, just cursed. It's been going on long enough we're just planning to just knock out my immune system with immunosuppressants in a few days and see if that solves it or see what surfaces.

I would not be down for this top or bottom. If you're a beginner either stretch out or start on a dude with smaller hands. It's not all that uncommon for kinky guys with small hands to have a lot of experience fisting because hands are something really easy to see at all times and so we get hit on specifically for that. Pain lets you know on a scale of 1-10 how bad your about to fuck yourself up, with 1 being fine and 10 being oh yeah we fucked up ER now. Pushing it down isn't ideal. Plus the pain is supposed to give way to feel amazing rather than "meh".

Close to 100%. There’s always on occasion that one guy who didn’t read.

This isn’t accurate for the US. Being in the “MSM” category and asking for it is enough to meet prescribing guidelines. If a doctor holds out for anything other than an STI panel, that’s on them. A lot of the old guidelines were not actually final prescribing guidelines but were meant for the many years that PreP stayed in clinical trials. The expectations for being a slut were kind of set to het standards (I think one trial require like one unknown/high risk encounter a month maybe?) so even in the trials so it wasn’t that hard to qualify. Also back then an undetectable partner would’ve counted the same as one with a detectable viral load because the CDC was so damn slow to actually say U=U.

If you can afford to leave the Philippines every 6 months (where I assume you are from based on your screen name and such an asinine policy) there’s now PreP that can be done as injections that are only needed two times a year. The guys telling you to just sign that document are likely not aware which country or the political instability that makes signing a document and handing it over to the government seem very unappealing. Oraquick and similar tests are one of the least reliable ways to try to figure out his status. It has up to a three month window period where someone could be infected but not produce antibodies yet. Then for some guys like me with certain other conditions it will create a false positive result. (I’m negative, on PreP, and tested sometimes a couple times a month.) I don’t really know what the culture is like very much in your home country around queer stuff and HIV prevention. Perhaps I should know more, but I don’t. When I was still able to work, the recent immigrant clients I saw from your country I’m guessing probably would’ve agreed to this. Because your country has some policies that aren’t just homophobic but bizarre, I think that makes some requests like this seem more reasonable by comparison. A lot of us from the West would maybe not find that reasonable. But also, we didn’t just recently have to live under the rule of a dude who is now being tried for crimes against humanity. Realistically, you kind of sound like you should be using condoms. Rarely do I say that, but are you sure you aren’t going to bareback and then just be worried you got something the whole time and have mediocre access to healthcare for the same reasons you don’t want to sign up for PreP?