A few years ago met a new guy online and went to his place. Was disgusting. Just horded, and no place to sit or even lie! I was going to leave but he asked if I could at least suck him, so i started too. He wasn't that dirty himself (but not that clean either) but I did it. He asked again if he could fuck me bare, and as i was getting into it I let him. And he basically fucked me bare on a pile of garbage. After leaving with a leaking hole, I remember being proud that I went through even being uncomfortable with his living situation, and realizing it is still good to get a load no matter where it is or by who. Good life lesson, load comes first.