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No one can tell you how you should feel about something... Your feelings are always you own. It is certainly understandable to be shocked and confused about it, but good to think about how you do feel about it....which may be lots of things including feeling guilty or excited about it. I'd love to hear more about how you do feel about it. I don't believe though that you should feel responsible though about it. Guys who are choosing to bareback bottom must do so taking responsibility for their own actions, knowing that there is a risk to that. But questions perhaps to talk about here might be what to do with those feelings and knowledge now, or how to handle yourself now... Do you go back and tell guys who you are able to contact that you may have unknowingly had a viral load when you fucked them? If it was very anonymous, you may not have the opportunity, and may just have to live with those feelings for a while, but don't beat yourself up about it as you didn't knowingly try to deceive them. And then what do you do next now that you know is the big question Do you disclose now that you know? There may be many guys on here now chomping at the bit to get fucked by you if you have a high viral load. Do you take advantage of that now while you have it, and experience knowingly making guys poz who you know really want to be? If you do choose to do that, I would suggest that you have some really thoughtful discussion with the guys first to ask them to really think about if they are ok with becoming poz, and if they have really thought it through. It's one thing to talk about it here, but sometimes another when the rubber really hits the road, and the reality of the possibility is a mere cumshot away. Or would you feel guilty about even making guys poz who want to be? If you realize that you really don't want to have that responsibility of knowing that you are empregnating guys with your HIV, then you may want to go back to your doctor, who it sounds like you have a good relationship with, and tell her that you want to go on HIV meds. It is a bit of responsibility on your shoulders now that you know.

Hi also an airline emp here too, and often looking to travel for hot sex. I am often looking for other airline people to do trips with as well, so that is something to consider. It is pretty cool when you have lots of options. I suspect you are looking for good places for sex. I did a post a while back fa uh looking for places in the US. But let's see about the world... Presuming that you have documents for the countries... Amsterdam...leather weekend and party is coming up soon Berlin ...always good In US, ...San Francisco...always great sex Chicago...second choice if you don't mind it starting to get cold Toronto...very piggy city Montreal...Quebec city .. Key west....ft Lauderdale Palm springs

Awesome. What a great plan and goal. You could have a lot of fun with this, and also find fun and inexpensive ways to do it. I have traveled to all 50 states, but not fucked in all 50 yet. I love traveling and always willing to travel for hot sex. Staying in bathhouses can be an inexpensive way to do it and also give you good sex opportunities too. Get some earplugs though if you want to try to stay overnight there and actually get some sleep. Also, could be great to meet guys here or on BBRT to stay overnight. I've thought about trying that myself ... T plan for fuckbuddies to stay with. Mube we could start a bareback travel club on here for guys who are interested in traveling or hosting other guys overnight. I'm in MA and happy to put you up here for a day or two.

I can get to boston easily, but would look to visit guys there I have a place in Hyannis and Ptown, and able to host visitors here

Greetings guys. I'm in ptown. When are you guys around. Tell more about yourselves, and if you have pics too that would be cool

Hey Miko I see you have a few similar posts, and it is good that you ask so directly. AIDS was indeed pretty horrible and scary in the 80s and 90s. The term bareback didn't even exist then. There was no public talk about choosing to become HIV positive - much to the contrary. I was scared back then. It's a different world today. I know guys in their 70s who have been living healthy with HIV now for over 30 years. HIV educators still try to scare people into staying HIv negative, and I think it is inaccurate information. sure there are good reasons to stay negative - not having to deal with meds and monitoring your health, but it's not the end of the world that it once was. SO to answer your question, no, I'm not worried - I feel confident that I will be able to remain healthy with HIV. Staying healthy does require some effort - taking care of yourself, going for regular HIV tests, and taking meds faithfully and would require a commitment to do that if you choose to go down that road. spend some time on this site, and read the many discssions on here from other guys who struggle also with their sexuality vs the risk of becoming poz. Some figure out what they want quickly, while others take much longer. To to people and take whatever time to need to decide what you want for yourself. There are lots of good guys here who will share their stories

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How's it going?? Have you been able to meet up with any guys yet? I'd be happy to help - meet up with you myself, and also take you cut cruising if you want to look for others too. Let's chat

Looking to meet hot guys for anything from short-term sex, to regular fuckbuddies, or even longer term connection with the right guy or guys. I have a place in Hyannis and Provincetown; Also willing to travel to meet. I'm vers - more top, but I love to bottom too. Piotrek

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