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I crave that feeling of RAW cock in my ass. I prefer not to have any lube at all—just doesn’t do it for me. A little bit of spit feels more primal and does the trick. After taking my first load of the night I use the breeder’s cum as lube, and the same goes for every guy after that. Cum accumulates and my hole gets very wet…

This happened the other night. It was a typical night of me driving around my area looking for breeders on sniffies, and around midnight an anonymous profile hit me up. He sent pics—black guy, in his 30s, lean and muscular, around 5’8” and he had a big dick, 9 inches or so I think. He didn’t send a face pic, but being the cock whore I am I didn’t care so much. He asked me to come over to his apartment complex, but he said he couldn’t host since he had a roommate. He told me they have shared community restrooms in the building, but that we needed to be quiet-ish. When I arrived, he texted me to meet him inside and gave me the directions on how to find the room. I arrived to the community restroom and found him waiting for me. I locked the door behind me and took off all my clothes so that I was completely naked, revealing my caged cock. I got on my knees, removed his belt, and unzipped his pants. Even when soft, he was very well hung. He had a nice bush and big balls too. After licking his shaft and tasting his balls, I started sucking his cock. I can still vividly remember it. I loved the feeling of his long, thick cock in my mouth. I sucked him until he was fully hard, then I turned around and leaned against the wall. He pushed his cock into my hole, and it hurt at first. I pushed my hole out and bit down on my arm so that I could take the pain easier (the “bite the pillow” mentality usually works for me). I continued to bite down and take deep breaths until my hole started to relax and he was able to go faster. After a couple of minutes, he pointed to the tub and beckoned me to get on the edge. I got my knees on the edge of the tub and put my hands on the shower wall. It wasn’t a very comfortable position, but I didn’t mention it or complain about the discomfort. I took a deep hit of poppers and my mind went into full cock whore mode. He began thrusting deep, with harder and faster strokes. It hurt so good and I couldn’t get enough. I’m pretty sure we both stopped caring about the noise or whether the other tenants could hear us. After just a few minutes he was pounding me hard from behind and grunting loudly, and I was moaning like a submissive little bitch. He didn’t announce that he was about to cum. He gave me 3-5 slower, harder thrusts, paused, then got up. I knew in that moment he came inside me. I turned around, got on my knees and sucked his cock, cleaning it off for him. After sucking him, I put my clothes back on, gathered myself, told him thank you, and showed myself out of the building.

Club Z in Seattle, WA, year 2022. I’ll never forget. Took four loads if I recall. It was the first time I’d never let a man bend me over and cum in me raw. I also got poppered up and spit roasted, and I’m also fairly sure it was the first time I tried poppers (offered to me by a stranger too).

Girth, no doubt about it. One of my reliable regulars isn’t super long, but he’s girthy and stays hard as a missile. Even if it’s not hitting depth, I get that ‘stretched’ feeling that I often crave.

Yes, definitely. I will go through periods of several days where I’m completely uninterested in sex, but then a switch flips. When I enter a heat cycle I go absolutely insane and turn into a freak pig. I’ll drive around my city all night long taking loads anywhere I can get them— men’s apartments/houses, stairwells, parking lots, shared laundry rooms, outdoors, and the list goes on. When in heat my mind wants as many loads as possible, and I only stop when my body reaches the point of being too fatigued.

I wasn’t able to bottom comfortably or take bigger cocks when I was very young, and I didn’t discover my true cum dump nature until my late 20s/early 30s. Part of me feels like I missed out on being a cute, young bottom slut. I would encourage myself to embrace bottoming sooner and to let go of my inhibitions and insecurities. I’d also give myself a crash course on douching/cleaning out and taking big cocks. I’d tell myself to waste less time on Grindr talking to flakey guys and to just go to the bathhouse to take loads instead.

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Before getting on DoxyPep, I contacted both gonorrhea and chlamydia several times. I’m almost certain each time was from when I made myself a cum dump at the bathhouse— I would take loads from dozens of men. I was very indiscriminate and let pretty much anyone walk into my room and cum in my ass. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten STIs from random/regular hookups outside the bathhouse, even when barebacking strangers. It’s true what they say about the sauna… lol.

Like OP, I feel euphoric and submissive. There’s something about being mounted and bred like a bitch in heat that makes me feel complete and puts me at ease. That euphoric feeling only makes me want more. Getting that first load in my ass gets me into full on cum junkie mode and all my inhibitions are lifted. After the first load, I’m begging for rougher sex and more verbal abuse from the second guy and every guy after that. I want more and more cum, and I will be used repeatedly until I tap out and physically can’t take any more cock in my ass.

My longest chastity challenge was roughly two weeks in 2025. Lost the challenge one day when I leaked all my cum out while getting fucked at the bathhouse. It was fucking hot— I need to try another challenge this year.

TLDR: Yes, I love sucking off terrible men. There’s something hot about sucking a man’s cock when he’s a cocky douchebag and total asshole. I’m visibly queer, and even though I’m not all that flamboyant, I still sound like kind of a faggot to the point where guys could probably guess/assume my sexuality (faggot isn’t meant to be derogatory- this is cool with me and kind of turns me on). At work, I have to interact with a lot of blue collar contractors/maintenance guys. Many of them tease me, talk down to me and call me “bud,” even though I’m in a high position and more administrative/white collar (not necessarily supervising them directly, but I have to pass along requests/orders). It’s hard to explain, but I resent them for being total dicks and not respecting my position, while at the same time they make me so fucking horny, and my holes are hungry for these men. I fantasize about them quite a bit, and I’ve gotten lucky quite a few times too. There was one instance where I ended up sucking the maintenance man’s cock, and this is a guy that had been a total dick to me for a while. He’s such an ass, always teasing me with the guys at the work site and saying “sure, ok bud” whenever I tell him he needs to do something. I don’t talk back though— I just kind of take his insults along with the other men’s comments like a bitch. I think it’s because I find them so masculine and hot. When I began to unzip his pants he laughed and said, “damn bud, I knew you were a flamer. Suck this dick.” I love it when men are verbally abusive and mean to me when I’m sucking dick and getting fucked. While I was sucking this man’s dick, he was very dominant, telling me when to lick, when to throat, and when to suck his balls. He called me a faggot and a bitch multiple times as well before eventually cumming in my throat. To this day still I have plenty of regular fuck buddies who are assholes and treat me like a piece of meat, but I love being used and I’ll still suck their dicks and do what I’m told. I love being a man’s faggot. I’ll suck off men who are repugnant and not at all conventionally attractive— both anonymous encounters and regular hookups. I’ll never stop being a submissive cock whore.

For nearly 10 years (ages 18-28), I was not able to bottom comfortably due to fear and anxiety, and just overall discomfort with the process. I didn’t get comfortable bottoming for large cocks until I was in my late 20s, and I wasn’t able to comfortably take larger cocks until I around 30. Now in my early 30s I can take larger cocks with ease. Like others on the thread have mentioned, it just takes time and getting used to the feeling. Once trained, the human mancunt can take almost anything up there. You must submit and surrender to the cock— stop resisting. Speaking from my experience, after a certain point of training anything at or over 8-9” is all just mental. Once you submit and get used to taking larger cocks, you won’t want anything else. Will it HURT? Yes, absolutely. But it will hurt so so good. You won’t be able to stop thinking about getting fucked by huge dicks and having them ram and tear up your guts. You might be biting the pillow and screaming, but it’ll be your new addiction.

Let’s be honest, black men and their cocks are magnificent. Bottoms suck black cock like it’s a drug, and we can’t help ourselves.