Inception

OK here's another perspective: not all guys can cum just from fucking, a lot still need to jerk off. On a lot of bb sites the guys are gay for pay, so any time lag you see usually is real cause often they have to pull out, get hard again watching straight porn, and then cum.

So I joined Chaos to see the Gerin scenes. Umm oh ya, I've seen some of these cause I actually have the dvd's - but I fast fowarded through them when I watched them because with Chaos I'm more into the tatooed rough trade and this twink kid didn't interest me. Anyways it is so obvious what went on now. This cute gay bottom shows up who can ride big cock like a champ and these guys must have been falling over themselves to do a scene with him. There's one scene where he's double teamed, and even dp'd briefly, by two straight guys who had been finally picking up steam and really getting into doing gay scenes. They're big gym rats who are all over each other, just totally making out, with the freedom that comes from the fact that they have this cute little gay boy between their legs swapping their dicks in and out of his mouth, and they can pretend in their minds that cause they're not sucking they're still straight. They go to town on his ass. All the guys who do scenes with him do. It must have been amazing for these straight guys working for a studio where it is mostly other straight guys, to see how crazy sex can get with an actual gay slut. But we all know what happens to sluts. It happened to me and it probably happened to you if you're on this site. Everyone wants you until you catch it and then they disappear from your life and pretend that you never existed. Oh except for the fact that they'll still be profitting from your scenes for years to come. Fuck.

Hot House usually keep their guys working for them, and while they have used bareback stars like Sage Daniels, perhaps if someone became HIV positive they or their other exclusives would not be comfortable working with them again? For how much I watch and spend on porn I have no clue as to what happens backstage. It kinda seems like the shitty old days of MGM when they were forcing drugs on Judy Garland.

I like that: the three E's 1) Eager 2) Experienced 3) Enuf care It may not be for a lifetime, it may not be love, but a guy who you can have a great time with again and again... who knows you will always satisfy him... that's the biggest fantasy Inception gets his douchebag back out of the cupboard.

Only interested if it stars someone I like who doesn't do bb, like Rafael Alencar. The only condom companies whose work I regularly buy are Hot House, Raging Stallion, and sometimes Lucas. I like both HH's and RS's fisting stuff, and Lucas has some kinky stuff and some hot guys, though I am not a fan of Michel Lucas himself. Also some guys don't like that he uses a female camera operator, but she seems fun in any behind the scenes footage of her I have seen.

I've been reading through old threads here for a couple weeks and here's something that's been bugging me: all the focus on this site on bottoms being cleaned out. You're looking for real flesh on flesh anal sex; you're looking for a dirty poz slut; you're looking for an inexperienced bottom to give HIV; you're looking for a pig high off of his rocker. You freak out over a little bit of brown. It is a friggen asshole. I can see how you might expect it not to be loaded with logs ready to be shipped, but so something slips after you've been knocking on my intestines... be a fucking man already.

I do see how that plays into the fantasy more. I can't help it though, I prefer to see the load spilling out of the hole. Do you have a list handy of these scenes, as I'd like to check them out. I didn't come up with anything when I searched Jackson Taylor on AEBN. I do agree he's pretty good for an American twink performer.

There is a little something called fantasy that comes into play here. There has already been a lot of attention in California to women in straight porn who have been infected with HIV on porn shoots, so I can't imagine TIM would film a genuine scene where someone might get infected. There is no way that they could have any legally binding contract absolving them of responsibility should an individual be infected during a shoot. If a performer were to file suit a trial could lead to huge financial losses and much unwanted media attention. And make no mistake, there are plenty of individuals and groups that would happily provide legal aid to a performer who wanted to sue TIM. I purchased the film for download last night and watched most of it on fastforward before hitting the hay. I've seen a lot of Ethan Wolfes stuff for Hot House, and to be honest was never impressed, but for some reason his cock looks way bigger in this. I dunno if it is watching it on my computer versus a DVD on a TV, or because this bottom has a smaller build than most guys he did in HH films. I really liked when he was being ridden reverse cowboy and the bottom's small soft cock was just flopping about. I actually thought this scene ended poorly when Wolfe unloaded inside the boy as they didn't then have him creampie and push the load out of his hole. Did Wolfe actually even come?? I think there are some way hotter scenes, and some way hotter guys who I haven't seen before working for TIM, but for other studios. Ty Roberts is super hot with a gorgeous rod, he's a rough top here and it's great - though I love watching him bottom out in his scenes for Slut Machine in the flicks Shoot to Thrill and Choke. Especially in Thrill where he's just getting stuffed and he's stroking his huge cock the whole time til he shoots all over. The gang bang scene kinda looks like a bunch of tops who have all started partying when the bottom shows up and just has to hang on and suck as many poppers as possible to keep up. Jay Elliot is in this scene as one of the tops and he gets such nasty looks on his face as he comes in the guy's hole. I think he says something like, "That is one wet hole." His scene in Red Stag's Slam Fuck Seed is what made that one of my fave DVDs of the last few years, but I still haven't watched his scene bottoming for Sage Daniels in a Spunk studios flick - that's gotta be near the top of my gotta watch list now. I'm not a Brad McGuire fan, but his bottom is cuuuuute. I love Derek Anthony, but am not into the bottom he's doing. There are two scenes with BJ Slater who was so hot in his early 90's stuff for Falcon. I wonder how old he is now? He seems self-concious and keeps his shirt on in both scenes. I've done way older and in worse shape cause they had huge cocks, so I don't know what he's gotta worry about cause he's just awesome. The second scene he's in called SLEAZE is probably the very best in the whole flick. Both bottoms are great, but the one James who is a bit older is wonderful. I love how he lays back on the couch with his legs pulled back and his hole ready and waiting while his buddy gets plowed beside him, and how he does some ATM later, and at the end felches out his younger bud's hole. It is everything I love - spending some hot time with a hot daddy and a younger bottom bro who's hole I get to stick my face into. Definitely a scene to be watched and re-watched. Anyways, I don't want anyone to think I'm hyping this cause I'm getting paid or anyhting cause I'm not, I just watch waaay too much porn - which I spend way too much money on.

In one scene in the new TIM flick you see a bottom sniffing a white rag.

Nice to see that one of the all time SUPERSTARS is still alive and kicking!

Purchased and downloaded this after reading the initial post here, the scene starts with the guy talking about how he's been taking loads since he was 4 years old. I doubt he's neg.

Did anyone actually ever meet this guy in real life? I understand he "flaked" on a meet up... but nothing about this reads real. The pics look like something someone lifted from some guys facebook page or somewhere, and the pics of gaping ass etc don't look like they were taken with same cam. A lot of the guys posts on here that I've read don't sound genuinely like someone his age. It all looks like some guy made a fake profile up to mess with you.

No one is making fun of your little cocks, they're laughing at you for being just being pathetic and useless. Even a little cock can squirt out an enourmous load of semen. Maybe your cocks just don't work. It is pretty obvious that you weren't even meant to be men. These are the type of guys who should work at making their holes big sloppy pussies, cause at least that's something that would make them of use to anyone.

There are definitely some poppers for sale in Vancouver that used to be butyl nitrate but are now amyl - I think the formula for Z-best recently changed. There's definitely less of the burning sensation that you get on butyl. Combined with meth - which I was given a dose of without my knowledge a couple weeks ago - it gives a crazy high. But I ended up paranoid and in the ER oding.

Everyone has talked about the cost of drugs, but here is another issue: What if you don't live in a big urban centre with a large gay community where beinf HIV positive is very common. I live only about 45 minutes outside of Vancouver, and even just being out as gay is something that can still put you at risk from bigots. Add in the hysterical reaction most uneducated straight people have to HIV and your life can be even more difficult. The image most people have of HIV is people dying in Africa, or Tom Hanks wasting away in Philidelphia. Even if you are in a large urban gay centre, there are many many many gay guys who will no longer be interested in you sexually. The bug chasers who think that being poz opens some magic door to all kinds of crazy sex are quite deluded. My idea of great sex isn't doing it with guys so messed up emotionally that they have turned to drugs and become addicted wrecks - which at least in Vancouver seems to make up a lot of the poz "scene."

I loved William Higgin's flicks when I was younger. Most of those guys are dead now, Leo Ford in a motorcycle accident in Hawaii, but the rest from AIDS in the 80's. I think the first time I saw a Kaposi's sarcoma was when I noticed a strange looking brown spot on Cory Adams that he didn't have in a previous film.

I am an equal opportunity slut, but I have always liked Asian guys. Actually the first guys I ever did anything with were Asian. Of course I am in Vancouver, which has a huge Asian population. While there are definitely some guys who fit the stereotype of slim and sub, none of the Asians I have ever been with were submissive. If anything they were some of the most aggressive tops I have ever been with. People talk about rice queens, but no one mentions the Asian potato queens who love big chubby white boy ass. When I was young I remember having to fend off many Asian men in their 40's, 50's and 60's - many off whom were some of the most insistent about getting in bare. Actually I still get hit on by asians constantly, and turn most down cause they just want to suck my cock. I was 24 and still pretty tight the first time an Asian guy tried to fist me. His excuse was that his cock was just too small for me to really enjoy and that his hand was very small as well, and in fact he said, "most white guys have cocks bigger than my hand, so I'm just trying to make you feel good." The BS guys think will work!! To be honest though I am a big fan of guys who tell you they just want to give you a massage. I love being covered in baby oil, and most of these guys will casually touch your hole thinking you don't know what they are after. An experienced finger can tell right away when it's tapping on a loose hole. I love the excited surprise of guys who hadn't realized when they say, "Oh you are a bottom!" Some are scrambling up on top before you can say anything, while others just like to finger fuck.

Not all guys like twinks. I have met many younger guys who like to top, who are into older bottoms. I have had some of them turn me down because I am only in my late 30's, and still youngish looking, and they want to fuck guys older than me. They like the masculinity of older guys, and also most of these young tops like an easy, loose hole that they can just go to town on, instead of the tight holes on most younger guys, who make them stop after a bit of fucking. Unfortunately, these young tops are still inexperienced themselves, and may not yet have come to terms with the fact that they are seeking slut slots. So older bottoms who are so aggressive about wanting loads etc actually end up turning these guys off. In many ways this is not a masculine trait but comes across really "faggy." I find that if you just play it cool and aren't so obviously desperate you can do quite well. I often am hit on by quite young guys, who are a bit nervous that I will want to fuck them. When I say that actually I like to bottom, so many are soooo excited and eager to get me to bend over as soon as they hear that. I am always upfront about my HIV status, which cools some jets, but not all.

When I was 12 I was at a public swimming pool with my family. In the sauna I heard some other kids talking about a "wierdo." I went into the showers and this older guy in his mid 30's to early 40's came in and took off his swim suit and started stroking his cock with soap and showing it to me. I was really curious about guy's cocks, but was nervous as I knew that any older guy who wanted kids was trouble. I left the showers and the guy kind of followed me around for a bit and kept pulling hjis cock out of his shorts and stroking it in front of me. I was really excited but super nervous, and finally just very calmly said to him, "So like, are you are child molestor? Cause like my dad is right over there," and I pointed my dad out, a total blue collar thug type and then I said, "If I go over right now and tell him what you are doing he will kill you." I then walked over to my dad and asked him about something random and sort of pointed in the guy's direction and watched the guy run like a madman into the changeroom where he changed and got the hell out of there. Later that night at home I told my parents about the guy, but only after jerking off a few times thinking about the whole experience. I do wish that I had had the guts to tell my dad at the pool about the guy, because I have no doubt my dad would have beat the shit out of the guy, which would have been pretty cool. I like sucking off and getting fucked by hairy, slim older guys - the same type as the guy at the pool. Probably what got me poz as in my 20's let myself be intimidated into letting guys in bare. I definitely think stealthers deserve death.

Well that was a trip and a half. I guess someone spiked some of the cider at Steamworks sat nite. I’m glad I never tried this shit before when I was young cause I prob would never have been able to handle it. They say it brings out your deepest inhibitions, and those who know me well know how hard it is for me to really let go of my always present rage and give in to my submissive side. I can think of some dumb exes who would have killed to have just once gotten me in the state I was in. Fortunately of all places I ended up probably the best possible place for me in a kind of crazy way. Steam 1 in New West where I spent so much time as a lad and where I probably got pozzed so long ago …sorry MO about always lying to you about that. Some people really liked the old Club Vancouver, and it had it’s moments, but sometimes was just too kinky for me. At the old F212 back in the day me and the other boys there were quite vanilla, but oh so piggy, and at probably one of the most dangerous times ever. We just BATHED in each other’s spunk! Let’s just take a moment to remember some of those poor lost boys…. I don’t know why of us all, whether just sheer luck or the grace of God, but here I stand surviving, looking the way I do. You little twinks today think you are hot shit, you should have seen some of the gorgeous boys who are gone… and you can only wish you had been blessed with such humungous cocks. For the last ten years I have stuck to some simple rules: No drugs, stay healthy, STICK TO YOUR MEDS, and NEVER EVER put anyone else at risk!!! So at the height of my high, where did I end up, but amazingly underneath the one daddy who I probably fantasized about more than any my whole life. I finally was willing to be submissive enough to pleasure him. I’m probably gonna look back at that as one of the best deep dickings I have ever taken in my fucking life. Now I see the appeal of this drug, but the drawbacks of it are too great. Knowing now how much pleasure he is able to provide, I wish I hadn`t been such a little bitch in the past. My guts are just so beaten up! And after the two oh so handsome bears who I got to cuddle and kiss. I was in cub heaven. The strangest part of the paranoia phase was that I became convinced that somehow the H.A. were out to get me. Which is so strange, cause where I grew up we always looked at the boys as being some of the very best neighbours you could possibly have. They say the tunnel coming out is the worst, but I guess for me since the place it took me was SUCH the opposite of what those who really know me know I am like, I was just revelling in my return to my real self and all kinds of revenge fantasies. Geez, I was thinking a lot about the time that I know was the final straw for my ex, when I was driving and got cut off and trailed the guy back to his place and took out a baseball bat and just destroyed his car in front of his little kid, and then threatened… ok don’t think I should say anymore. Thanks god for daddy’s money. And my folks in a weird way. They might not want to acknowledge the existence of their HIV positive faggot son, but when there’s any hint of a scandal somehow they fucking manage to step up. I gotta say to finish that I’m pretty pissed when I see what’s going on right now with so much PNPing and Bbing. They say that those who don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it, and I don’t know how we in Vancouver could possibly handle a repeat of what happened back in the day. Truly tears are not enough. I know there’s some harsh shit in some of what I had to say but please guys don’t flag it. The twinks need to be told, and I dunno who is running them right now, but what a dirty evil asshole. Never forget that these “tops” are just old cunt.

I spent all day in bed yesterday, started out just recovering from New Year’s Eve, but then I started reading through this site and ended up just watching porn the whole day while working my nips and doing poppers. I’m very old fashioned in that I still buy DVD’s - mainly mail order as laws in Canada vary province to province, but where I am most hardcore gay stuff is still not legally for sale, but you can get it through the mail from provinces where it is - and this is less risky than chancing having custom’s seize stuff if ordered from the US. Crazy, eh? I’ve been reading and watching gay porn since about 1985 (you do the math). My parents found one of my stashes when I was about 15 and freaked, but I was smart enough to have stuff hidden in more than one place. Later managed to get myself a credit card and set up my own PO Box - the women at the post office thought I was an enterprising young man who had started some sort of his own mail-order business. 90’s Falcon years were some of my favourites, all the John Rutherford stuff where tops never rim but force their bottoms to eat them out probably influenced my kinks more than anything else. People like to shit on ChiChi LaRue nowadays, but back then she was the one who really pushed boundaries in mainstream porn with so much deep lovely rimming and then fingering and hole play - Addison Scott stuffing his red hanky up Matt Skyler’s bum in Sprung comes to mind as a pinnacle moment (What a top! What a bottom!). This is probably around the time of, in my opinion, the last great Jeff Palmer scene where, also with Matt Palmer, they tried water sports. At that moment you sort of realized, why are they only going this far? Why can’t he just piss all over his boy and drench him from head to toe? What are they holding back for? Like most people of Chi Chi’s generation, what they experienced through those years really scarred them, and I can understand the position they have taken. But the old studios basically don’t exist in the same way they once did. Falcon and Raging Stallion are both owned by AEBN, whoever that is, and everybody seems to be making money linking to them. Falcon makes vanilla condom clips that appeal to people who aren’t hardcore porn fiends, and yet the hardcore stuff is all there on AEBN ready to go once these people are ready to start experimenting. Over the last ten years in American porn TIM and other indy producers have pushed boundaries with barebacking, really having just copied the gonzo style of straight hardcore porn. I know for myself that there were quite a few years when other than TIM stuff, especially the Ass Stretcher Machofucker stuff, and a bit of Hot House, the only porn I was watching was hardcore straight anal. The men are hung and just fuck, the women have big big fat asses much like my own chubby butt; and I learned a lot of lessons from those broads on how to shake my ass and make it appealing to a real man. Definitely if you wanna please rough trade that’s the kind of porn you need to watch. The gay studios are all playing catch-up. Different people try to carve out their own niches like Hot House with their safe fisting films and Raging Stallion and Michel Lucas with their variety of safe kink films. Then there are all the staged bareback producers, mainly the online pay sites. But are these really any better than Falcon? The boys are mostly straight, hot to look at in that Jersey Shore kinda way but can’t fuck worth a damn. The staged bareback stuff from Dark Alley and to a lesser extent maybe SX has been a bit better. Fortunately they seem to be going a bit more gonzo. Behind the scenes though the players are probably more hardcore than some of what they are putting on camera. I only discovered this site this week, but have quickly seen how so many of the ideas expressed here have been influencing the porn I’ve been watching lately; and how much I just wasn’t understanding. Even though I watch a lot of porn, have been poz for 8 or 9 years, go to the tubs etc. I am really still a pretty vanilla person. For example when I first got The Dark Side from Dark Alley, I did so out of the excitement to see Mason Wyler barebacking - though actually there is the Boy-Pissing.com DVD from 2008 titled Bareback Filthy Piss Boys where he flip flop bare fucks. But, I really didn’t get what was going on in the final scene of that dvd with Owen Hawk, I figured ok cool he’s using some kind of poppers I guess. Geez! No he’s acting as though he is a totally chemmed out boy. It’s obviously a fantasy role play of the scenario, but anyone into that scene would have instantly recognized what was going on. Now that I know what is being acted out here, I find it a bit strange considering Mason’s claims from a couple years back that he was kidnapped, drugged with GHB put up his ass, and brutally beaten and gang-raped at gunpoint in his home by a military officer and his friends. Ok they don’t go that far in this flick, but he’s definitely supposed to be out of it in his scene’s in Dark Side. Are we reaching the point yet in porn where things have gone too far? In American porn probably not yet, but we are at the tipping point. What I haven’t yet written about is something I find it strange to see no mention of on this website: the Eastern European twink bareback porn. It sells huge. It looks vanilla. I admit that I watch it all and love it. But it can be some of the deadliest shit ever. You wanna read fiction here about chemming up boys and using and infecting them? Why read the fiction when you can watch it happen for real. I was reading through the thread on people’s favourite porn tops, and got thinking about the guys on Machofucker. It has been a while since I had kept up with their stuff. Igor is probably my absolute favourite, as he reminds me so much of some of my best regular dom tricks of the past - his really playful fun passionate attitude while he bangs the hell out of you. It is heartbreaking to see what a mess he is now. I guess I’ll never understand guys into the whole anon darkroom scene. Sure your saved some of the mess of getting involved with rough trade but you can also make some great friends, and they always want you. Just before Christmas I ran into a guy I spent a lot of time with back in my 20’s, and the second thing out his mouth after hello was, “I haven’t been in your hole in a long time, let me see it.” He thought it still felt tight on his cock like it used too but that maybe I should start getting fisted - Yikes! I hadn’t kept up with the Machofucker site for a long while and checked it out. What got me subscribing was seeing a bunch of clips featuring some of my favourite Euro boys. I was especially excited to see scenes with Julian Tomlinson. When you buy DVD’s these days you really are kinda behind the curve as nowadays stuff all comes out online first and it takes 6 months to a year before they put it out on DVD. This kid has done scenes for a bunch of the Euro studios. He’s just beautiful - tall and willowy with long curly hair. After I had seen him in a couple of Staxxus/ AVI’s films (Bare Ravers and Spermsluts) I was surprised to see they didn’t keep him on as an exclusive like Julien Heath or Robin Snoyer. But now I realize that the kid was probably a ticking time bomb, and when he went off they had to drop him. The production dates on the DVD’s I have that feature him start in mid ‘09 and go to late 2010 by which time he’s left Staxxus and working for Rawboys. If you want to see his films the easiest is probably just to follow the vid on demand links on this site to AEBN and search his name. But the very best scenes he is in are on Machofucker. I don’t know when these went up there, but they seem to be among a group of other pretty hardcore basically boy raping scenes there that seem to be filmed maybe not by Machofucker themselves but by some Euro director. On this site he is under the name Marek, Czech Rep, 19. The first scene might have him when he was 19, though I’m guessing these are after his work for the more vanilla boy twink companies. He is paired with a guy they call Young Gun, who looks like a street hustler, with a cock almost as big as Igor’s. He fucks like a thug; though has a hard time finishing off as he’s probably straight. There is just some great stuff in this scene. I especially love it when Julian/Marek just totally services YG’s hairy balls and sticks his face into YG’s ripe hairy ass and eats it right out for him. The fucking is intense and after a while it looks like maybe they gave Julian something to help him cope. It takes YG some time to come, and at one point while he is off camera, (getting head from a chick? I dunno?) Julian is just waiting on his back, legs spread, fingering his hole to keep it gaped open for when YG is ready to come stick his rod back in. Young Gun is hot, and probably deadly too. One of his other scenes has him doing a guy who did a lot of work when he was much younger for AVI under the name Alan Capier, and he did even more stuff for Marek Bruckner’s Street Boys label under the name Felix Wallace. He did a lot there taking piss. If you know the films you’ll recognize him by the tat on his neck. He’s older now and looks nice and beefy, and whether that’s just age or the virus I can’t say. Coming from Ukrainian stock myself I know how our bodies get as you get older - we’re big smooth guys and can sometimes get a bit too much chub on us if we don’t watch it. On Machofucker they call him Bobby and you can tell he’s taken a lot of cock in his time. His hole gets nice and open. Back to Julian/ Marek. They have a couple clips with him and Hole Wrecker from Hungary. It actually looks like one scene that they split into two parts. To me Holewrecker looks like the same guy as the one billed as Jean Paul in the Dark Alley DVD Raw City. Looking at that film now, it looks like they tried to disguise his hazmat tat on his right shoulder. Julian/ Marek looks older himself and has started to put on some weight by this scene. Holewrecker is a tough top, but also one who really likes to eat out pussy - he did a nice job in Raw City if you remember - and here it’s no different, he really spends a lot of time getting the boy wet and open before brutalizing him. On the one hand I can’t get enough of these scenes. But on the other I am sickened by what I am seeing - in just a short span of time a young kid is used and thrown away by the porn world. As well I am sketched out by how much I really don’t know about how much the Russian mafia is involved in the Euro porn I like so much. A couple other scenes, labelled Brutal Fuck feature a guy called Russian Daddy who looks like a mob hit man. They’re pretty hot. This is probably too long, but there’s also a scene with Hole Wrecker doing Lucky Taylor, so I guess he’s poz now too. And the last DVD I bought which had Felix Wallace in it was the Street Boys title Your Cum is Mine 2 from 2009 and in it he bare fucks Thomas Dyk who used to be one of AVI`s top models alongside Johan Volny and Alex Stevens - so I’m wondering if he is poz now too?

Also just thought of Johan Volny. I wish he would return to bb scenes the way Alex Stevens has. I love in how they used to use him to break in new boys. Plus all the scenes where he bottoms would be so much more intense if he was taking it raw.

I think the only safe company whose stuff i still watch is Hot House and they use a lot of BB stars. So how about Ethan Matthews - do you seriously want me to believe that in real life with his regulars he doesn't bb?

First: LOVE the socks! I know how you feel, and spent time dealing with these issues myself. I would ignore the advice of bug chasers, since they really haven't got a clue about what it is like. Here's what I decided: 1)I try to be upfront and let people know my status. 2)While I like bb, I am not a fetishist like most of the people who use this site, and am just happy to get laid. 3) I've got a thick skin, and am used to the overreactions of uneducated people. 5) If you are in a large metropolitan area there are plenty of other POZ undetectable guys to play with. Really you've got nothing to worry about except maybe other STD/STI which are probably worse to deal with than your HIV 4) You will be surprised by how many neg guys react. If they are not dissuaded by my status I let them decide what they want to do, and depending on how into a guy I am I go along. If I click with a guy and he wants to do me with a condom I'd rather do him than not. Other neg tops will more than happy to seed you.

It's New Years! And last night the busiest baths in town was hosting a couple special New Year's Eve Parties - during the day they had their monthly Bears event but starting late was another event that they didn't outright advertise - though everyone in town seemed to know there was gonna be a Bareback party. I got there by ten, and only one room was available - a large one that is usually rented by party boys or fisters, but I figured fuckit in a bucket I'll pay extra so I don't have to walk around all night. It was a good decision since when I was leaving at 3:30 there was still a room waiting list of at least 25 people. At 10 it didn't seem super busy yet, but as soon as I showered I noticed an older man of colour looking right at me. I've been using the pic that's my avatar on squirt, and I could tell he recognized the beard right away. I went into the steam room and he followed and sat on the higher bench while I sat on the lower. We looked at each other and we both knew what we wanted. He parted his towel and I got down between his legs. I realized that I'd better not disappoint after bragging about being able to deepthroat on my squirt profile. He was soon fully enlarged and I was sucking him quite hard, but he started to get soft either due to the heat of the steam or because I wasn't pleasing him properly. I let his cock out of my mouth and started licking and sucking hid huge low-hanging balls. These were actually quite a lot larger than his cock and I could barely fit my mouth around them. He seemed to get aroused again by my struggle and I took his cock back into my mouth. But this time instead of sucking him hard, I kept my mouth very open and soft around him. He liked this and reached down and petted my wet, sweaty back all the way back to my hole which he lightly tapped with a couple fingers. Keeping my mouth very soft and loose around him I swallowed him all down into my throat and then began to rock myself back and forth, fucking my throat on his cock while making wet sucking and gagging noises. He liked this very much and began reaching down and petting my back and grabbing my big ass cheeks and sticking his fingers into my hole. He finally had had enough and stood up and got behind me. He shoved himself into my shute. I had cleaned myself out at home about an hour before, but wasn't lubed as I had just arrived, changed, and showered and hadn't expected to get action so soon. My ass was tight and clammy around his cock, with just my mucus membranes for lube. I pulled off and turned arround and took him back down my throat hoping to coat his cock with some thicker saliva, and then turned my ass back to him and he re-entered me. I instinctively clenched around his cock, but I should have known better from the blow-job that he doesn't like a vise-like grip on his tool and probably would have preferred it if I was able to keep my ass more open and gaping for him to use. But since I wasn't very well lubed this wasn't going to happen. The combination of my grip on him and the heat of the sauna did him in and he started to go soft, but he pulled out with a big grin on his face. He was covered in perspiration and looked amazing. I was a bit worried that I may not have been as clean as I could have been, since it was over an hour ago that I had douched out, and had eaten something during that time. So I took his cock back into my mouth to clean it off. After showering and catching my breath I was still a bit concerned about my hole's cleanliness so went to the toilet to check myself. When I sat down I found that I was bleeding quite a bit. I have a pretty fragile hole that needs to be well lubed, and I had let it be used a bit too roughly. I was bummed that now my ass was out of commission for the night, but when I went back to my room I decided that since I had paid extra for a large room I might as well enjoy it. Besides as much as I was hoping to get well fucked, I really love oral and there are always plenty of guys who only want that so I decided to stay. I'm glad I did since I later got to eat out a nice tight Asian twat that I haven't had in over a year. Fucking it bare, he kept whispering "Please you just can't come in me, just don't come in me..." This made me think of all the horndogs on here who would love to be in that situation. At midnight they served sparkling cider (can't legally serve alcohol) and I passed by the black man from the steamroom and overheard him talking to a buddy, who I recognized as another large dicked top man from his profile of BBRT. He was pointing me out to his friend. Looks like I'm getting a reputaion.