tallslenderguy

i may be missing your point? It seems to me that "belief" is less of a factor than reality? I.e., it seems to me that people are both individual and part of a collective and that the principle challenges come from trying to... balance? the two.

lol, sorry, that's another site... BZ.

about ten minutes ago. i think He completely believes and understands that if He's feeling horny or like He needs to cum, i can make it quick and easy for Him instead of wasting His Cock and semen on jacking off. He just got off work and was on His way to the gym. He's got so much muscle, His fucking me feels like a meat tenderizer, i always feel completely subdued and filled when He leaves. So awesome.

Lots of discussion with Senator Warner on Venezuela.

i appreciate our political discussions on SD... though it seems we've lost some participants over the past year. For me, one of the things that makes this discussion challenging is how we often get divided into major groups (e.g. "republican" or "democrat," "conservative," or "liberal," each with endless sub groups). i wonder though if we get tied up fighting to save our individual tree, while the forest burns down? Not a perfect analogy, but this discussion raises that question in me.

i believe they will be speaking for a lot of Americans when they do, something a large number of our elected representatives are failing at this last year.

Preface: my opinion about trump. trump demonstrates the attributes of a sociopathic, narcissistic nihilist. i view him as raping America, i.e., forcing his will on Americans and then telling us we asked for it. i see many of his sycophantic supporters as similar to abused mates who blame their selves for the abuse and end up defending their abuser in Stockholm fashion. Then there are those who truly believe in might makes right. i think the reason he always states that he is friends with people like Putin, Xi and Kim Jong Un is because he relates to them. i think they are all cut from the same cloth. i put these guys right up there with Stalin, Hitler and Mao... to name a few. i do not advocate for using their methods on or with them. But i do not think the answer to peace and prosperity is to add more of these guys to the world stage. The US fucked up in a big way putting trump in control of the most powerful nation on earth, and i believe both the US and the world is paying, and going to pay dearly for that fuck up.

Yeah... an insane asylum perhaps, in a place where he cannot harm others, even in the facility.

Maybe daycare would be more appropriate.

For me, Venezuela serves as good of example as any to illustrate what is wrong with/about leadership/governments around the world. As i see it, trump, putin, xi jinping, are birds of a feather. It would not surprise me if we as the proverbial 'fly on the wall' were to discover a form of collusion when they meet with each other. i think trump demonstrated from the start that he was fine with putin having Ukraine. i suspect trump would do little other than token to push back against jinping if he goes for Taiwan. The collusion? trump gets Iceland, or Venezuela or_________, as he references the Monroe Doctrine. People like Maduro, Kim Jong Un, and a boatload of other despots/despot wannabes, to me are cut from the same cloth as the above three, just lacking the same resources to bully on such a large scale as they. They all have common traits though, none of them demonstrate any care for people, none of them are trust worthy. Each seems to be glaringly emotionally stunted when it comes to simple things like kindness, generosity... attributes that seem necessary if one is to be dogged about the governance of "promoting the general welfare." We often see the term "strong man" bandied about when referencing this type of person. A couple of months ago, i started a thread suggesting that trump saw himself as an "alpha." i loved many of the responses, particularly from the Alphas among us, eschewing even the notion that trump is alpha. And yet, it only takes a few minutes of listening to realize that many of trumps sycophants and followers see him as such. To me, some of them are also emotionally stunted, the schoolyard kids who became part of a bullies gang for fear of being one of his victims. Others are simply people who wanted change from the status quo (understandably) and trusted the lies of one who repeatedly demonstrates he is unworthy of trust. i think our country is squandering our might. We truly have opportunities to promote good will. To me, governments can be (way too broadly) classified into two categories: progressive or regressive. Right now, the largest, strongest nations of the world (in my opinion), have gone the direction of regressive. China, Russia, and the US does not have governments "of the people, by the people, for the people," and they threaten to take the whole world down with them because they care only for themselves and never matured to a level that looks to care for humanity as a group. i know, there is no simple answer. People are diverse, we disagree on the how or why of so many things. These guys have resources, and their methods are exhausting. One of their primary methods is to divide us, and they do a great job of it. Do a little investigating into the extensive propaganda machine in China, for instance, and you will learn they do not care who is in power during elections, their primary goal is to destabilize by dividing us. We know that, hello Tic Tok. As long as we can be isolated and divided us, we can be conquered. Our wishes will not be represented and our freedoms will diminish unless we refuse to be divided and band together and fight back. i think banding together is key, because alone, we simply do not have the power to resist, and stave off exhaustion. sorry...for the long ramble.

Left about an hour ago. Told me it would have to be a "quickie." We wen't right to 69... which is Him straddling my face. He becomes (seemingly?) unconscious in that position, very occupied with sucking me... but mostly stationary with His cock down my throat. He's a Muscle Guy so He's pretty immovable and has awesome thighs, in this position He is so positioned that i can get His cock and balls in my mouth... not sure how i am breathing, but it works some how... my head is so pinned under Him i can not really move and He is just all the way in me and down my throat... every once in a while He will move His hips to fuck my mouth and throat, but for the most part, i am holding Him inside my mouth and throat till He is ready to fuck. He gets there, and gets up: "let me fuck you." He proceeded to pound me for about a half hour. He has these incredible holds where i feel affectionately mauled , held and squeezed, pinned and positioned. i felt His sweat dripping on me, kissing my neck and licking my side and totally destroying my hole. i milk His cock with my ass muscles, but after a point, that ability is beaten into submissive openness. He smiles and leaves happy, i'm delirious (in a good way). Waving bye He says: "i'll hit you up tomorrow."

Just left... New Year breeding. FB, i wanted Him so badly, saw He'd texted me while i was at the gym, so i texted Him back but did not hear back for an hour... then, He texted. Yay!! Was so horny, got hard and was able to fuck Him quite a bit, He really loves it even though i never cum. He always is an incredible fucker, but He manages to be twice the beast after i've fucked Him. i get the sense that He is proving something to Himself? Like He is the Alpha even still? Idk, but i am so completely conquered, my hole is gaped and sloppy, and my body feels like i just got a massage. i feel sooooo good.

my FB, missed Him last night and i have to work tomorrow and Tuesday... 13 hour shifts at the hospital, so i don't fuck on those days... well, maybe Tuesday when i don't have to take care of patients the next day . He's on the DL, so i try not to initiate, but wanted Him bad, so tried to compose something to spark Him. He just left me cum filled before holiday dinner with His family. Was glad He could fit me in (He can always fit in me). i wrote: "Hey, just got home from the gym. i have to work tomorrow and Tuesday, but just got out of the shower if you feel like unloading a nut in your bitch"

Came by late tonight. He's Bi, but i don't think He's had a gf for awhile. Pretty sure i'm the only guy He has been with? i think i''ve got Him convinced to not jack off, that i always want His lust and load any time He's horny, i've gotten good at getting ready fast for Him. i think He still feels like He has to perform, make it last. i've told Him i'm fine with how long or how fast He fucks, as long as He leaves happy and drained. i'm totally fulfilled.

i had a Christmas breeding. my FB had a little time between family events and said He was hard and horny. 🙂 He's pounded me 3 days in a row. He likes to pound till i'm sloppy, so, yeah. mission accomplished. ❤️