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about ten minutes ago. i think He completely believes and understands that if He's feeling horny or like He needs to cum, i can make it quick and easy for Him instead of wasting His Cock and semen on jacking off. He just got off work and was on His way to the gym. He's got so much muscle, His fucking me feels like a meat tenderizer, i always feel completely subdued and filled when He leaves. So awesome.

Lots of discussion with Senator Warner on Venezuela.

i appreciate our political discussions on SD... though it seems we've lost some participants over the past year. For me, one of the things that makes this discussion challenging is how we often get divided into major groups (e.g. "republican" or "democrat," "conservative," or "liberal," each with endless sub groups). i wonder though if we get tied up fighting to save our individual tree, while the forest burns down? Not a perfect analogy, but this discussion raises that question in me.

i believe they will be speaking for a lot of Americans when they do, something a large number of our elected representatives are failing at this last year.

Preface: my opinion about trump. trump demonstrates the attributes of a sociopathic, narcissistic nihilist. i view him as raping America, i.e., forcing his will on Americans and then telling us we asked for it. i see many of his sycophantic supporters as similar to abused mates who blame their selves for the abuse and end up defending their abuser in Stockholm fashion. Then there are those who truly believe in might makes right. i think the reason he always states that he is friends with people like Putin, Xi and Kim Jong Un is because he relates to them. i think they are all cut from the same cloth. i put these guys right up there with Stalin, Hitler and Mao... to name a few. i do not advocate for using their methods on or with them. But i do not think the answer to peace and prosperity is to add more of these guys to the world stage. The US fucked up in a big way putting trump in control of the most powerful nation on earth, and i believe both the US and the world is paying, and going to pay dearly for that fuck up.

Yeah... an insane asylum perhaps, in a place where he cannot harm others, even in the facility.

Maybe daycare would be more appropriate.

For me, Venezuela serves as good of example as any to illustrate what is wrong with/about leadership/governments around the world. As i see it, trump, putin, xi jinping, are birds of a feather. It would not surprise me if we as the proverbial 'fly on the wall' were to discover a form of collusion when they meet with each other. i think trump demonstrated from the start that he was fine with putin having Ukraine. i suspect trump would do little other than token to push back against jinping if he goes for Taiwan. The collusion? trump gets Iceland, or Venezuela or_________, as he references the Monroe Doctrine. People like Maduro, Kim Jong Un, and a boatload of other despots/despot wannabes, to me are cut from the same cloth as the above three, just lacking the same resources to bully on such a large scale as they. They all have common traits though, none of them demonstrate any care for people, none of them are trust worthy. Each seems to be glaringly emotionally stunted when it comes to simple things like kindness, generosity... attributes that seem necessary if one is to be dogged about the governance of "promoting the general welfare." We often see the term "strong man" bandied about when referencing this type of person. A couple of months ago, i started a thread suggesting that trump saw himself as an "alpha." i loved many of the responses, particularly from the Alphas among us, eschewing even the notion that trump is alpha. And yet, it only takes a few minutes of listening to realize that many of trumps sycophants and followers see him as such. To me, some of them are also emotionally stunted, the schoolyard kids who became part of a bullies gang for fear of being one of his victims. Others are simply people who wanted change from the status quo (understandably) and trusted the lies of one who repeatedly demonstrates he is unworthy of trust. i think our country is squandering our might. We truly have opportunities to promote good will. To me, governments can be (way too broadly) classified into two categories: progressive or regressive. Right now, the largest, strongest nations of the world (in my opinion), have gone the direction of regressive. China, Russia, and the US does not have governments "of the people, by the people, for the people," and they threaten to take the whole world down with them because they care only for themselves and never matured to a level that looks to care for humanity as a group. i know, there is no simple answer. People are diverse, we disagree on the how or why of so many things. These guys have resources, and their methods are exhausting. One of their primary methods is to divide us, and they do a great job of it. Do a little investigating into the extensive propaganda machine in China, for instance, and you will learn they do not care who is in power during elections, their primary goal is to destabilize by dividing us. We know that, hello Tic Tok. As long as we can be isolated and divided us, we can be conquered. Our wishes will not be represented and our freedoms will diminish unless we refuse to be divided and band together and fight back. i think banding together is key, because alone, we simply do not have the power to resist, and stave off exhaustion. sorry...for the long ramble.

Left about an hour ago. Told me it would have to be a "quickie." We wen't right to 69... which is Him straddling my face. He becomes (seemingly?) unconscious in that position, very occupied with sucking me... but mostly stationary with His cock down my throat. He's a Muscle Guy so He's pretty immovable and has awesome thighs, in this position He is so positioned that i can get His cock and balls in my mouth... not sure how i am breathing, but it works some how... my head is so pinned under Him i can not really move and He is just all the way in me and down my throat... every once in a while He will move His hips to fuck my mouth and throat, but for the most part, i am holding Him inside my mouth and throat till He is ready to fuck. He gets there, and gets up: "let me fuck you." He proceeded to pound me for about a half hour. He has these incredible holds where i feel affectionately mauled , held and squeezed, pinned and positioned. i felt His sweat dripping on me, kissing my neck and licking my side and totally destroying my hole. i milk His cock with my ass muscles, but after a point, that ability is beaten into submissive openness. He smiles and leaves happy, i'm delirious (in a good way). Waving bye He says: "i'll hit you up tomorrow."

Just left... New Year breeding. FB, i wanted Him so badly, saw He'd texted me while i was at the gym, so i texted Him back but did not hear back for an hour... then, He texted. Yay!! Was so horny, got hard and was able to fuck Him quite a bit, He really loves it even though i never cum. He always is an incredible fucker, but He manages to be twice the beast after i've fucked Him. i get the sense that He is proving something to Himself? Like He is the Alpha even still? Idk, but i am so completely conquered, my hole is gaped and sloppy, and my body feels like i just got a massage. i feel sooooo good.

my FB, missed Him last night and i have to work tomorrow and Tuesday... 13 hour shifts at the hospital, so i don't fuck on those days... well, maybe Tuesday when i don't have to take care of patients the next day . He's on the DL, so i try not to initiate, but wanted Him bad, so tried to compose something to spark Him. He just left me cum filled before holiday dinner with His family. Was glad He could fit me in (He can always fit in me). i wrote: "Hey, just got home from the gym. i have to work tomorrow and Tuesday, but just got out of the shower if you feel like unloading a nut in your bitch"

Came by late tonight. He's Bi, but i don't think He's had a gf for awhile. Pretty sure i'm the only guy He has been with? i think i''ve got Him convinced to not jack off, that i always want His lust and load any time He's horny, i've gotten good at getting ready fast for Him. i think He still feels like He has to perform, make it last. i've told Him i'm fine with how long or how fast He fucks, as long as He leaves happy and drained. i'm totally fulfilled.

i had a Christmas breeding. my FB had a little time between family events and said He was hard and horny. 🙂 He's pounded me 3 days in a row. He likes to pound till i'm sloppy, so, yeah. mission accomplished. ❤️

Just got back from the gym, no drips, no runs, no errors. 🙂 A real accomplishment. Lately, once He's got me opened, He likes to pull out all the way, then plunge back in balls deep, then pull out all the way, hole gaping, then plunge back in. i wonder if He realizes He is pumping me full of air when He does that? Would be kinda hot if He knows that and does it on purpose lol, but it does make it harder later on when He is gone and i'm trying to hold HIs cum in and absorb it lol. i know other guys can relate ❤️

Yesterday evening, and then again just a few minutes ago. 28 year old body builders have a lot of stamina, i am officially pounded. Christmas eve, and i knew He was getting off early today, so i put off going to the gym in case He needed to nut. Damn, He did. i usually feel when He nuts inside of me, and i did... but He kept going, and then it seemed He did again... but He kept going like He was trying to tame a raging beast within... then again and quietly withdrew. He's always a quiet cummer, so i'm glad i can feel His cum when He climaxes. i am so wet and opened. Be kinda fun going the gym that way. Always fantasize about the hot Guys at the gym, wishing They were horny and needing to breed. i always try to hold my Tops seed in and absorb Him, but i may end up with a wet spot today on my sweats today.

Listen to your instincts. i had a scammer pull that on me, and it was pretty sophisticated. Met a guy online, profile said 18. We were chatting online and He sent His phone number and we started texting... sexting really. Then whoever it was said: "I have a confession to make, promise you won't judge me." i told him i wouldn't, and then he tells me he's really 17, but will be 18 in another month. Says he is living on his own with a room mate, and weaves a tale. i pulled back and told him i didn't judge him, that i knew what it meant to be a gay teen ager. i asked him about doing things with guys his own age, he said he only liked older, and i told him he was gonna have to wait till he was 18. He continued to send naked pics, trying to engage. i changed the topic, trying to be supportive, but non sexual.... then he disappeared. The next day i got a call from a different number claiming to be a Sargent with a Fort Myers Florida police department. Red flags went up (i'm trained on scamming techniques), when asked if i was __________________, then asked me to confirm my address (which they had wrong). i told him i would not give out that information over the phone not knowing who he was. He said, i just told you who i am, then rattled of some numbers and said they were his badge number. Then proceeded to say that the guy talking to me parents had reported me and were coming in that afternoon, and he just wanted to clear it up if it was a misunderstanding. He was pretty good at being intimidating, he said if i would not cooperate that he'd have to swear out a warrant for my arrest. I told him i hadn't done anything wrong and if he wanted my cooperation he'd have to send me his credentials so i could confirm he was who he said he was. That never happened, and i put it together that it was just an elaborate scam. i've encountered a lot of scammers online, but this was by far the most sophisticated.

Most cultures deem 18 years old as old enough to become a soldier and learn to kill other guys. That's "creepy." Make love, not war.

i'm a critical care nurse, and have performed thousands of exams. They all start with determining if the patient is alert and oriented to their self, place, situation and time My first question is: "Tell me where you are?"

Ditto @blackrobe Off the cuff, the description sounds like herpes, could also be syphilis. Unlikely a shaving rash on the shaft.. But the internet of guessing won't diagnose a STD, i'd recommend you get it checked out.

Language disconnect. Yeah, probably more often than we realize. Even the courts wrestled with what constitutes sex when Clinton was brought up on the carpet re Monica Lewinsky. Ultimately, i think language is subject to the individuals using it at the time (context) vs a carved in stone meaning that everyone always agrees on. Seems the word sex is a polysemy. For me, from a strictly physical perspective (and i don't believe sex is ever "strictly physical) sex involves the Top having an orgasm in me. Without His orgasm in me, it's still foreplay. But i believe trying to reduce sex to 'just' a physical act requires repression/suppression/denial of our other parts (emotion, thought). i think that's where we encounter all the differences on what constitutes sex. i'm really specific when i am communicating with another person about having sex... i spell it out: "i want you to penetrate me with your cock and have your orgasm inside of me." lol, that's the simple, quick explanation, i can get way more complicated , but i never just use the word "sex." i see a lot of profiles where the best guys can come up with is the vagary: "looking to have fun." wtf? i won't even approach those guys lol Making love? For me, that happens when lots of my parts holistically (i.e., physical, mental, emotional...'spiritual?') and lots of His parts engage/connect while penetration with the cock is happening. And i've had that happen with anonymous walk in with a complete stranger... i'm not sure how well it can be quantified? I've literally had to bite my mattress to keep from declaring my undying love for a Guy when He manages to fuck me in such a (seemingly) intentional way that (i perceive) all those parts are engaged and connecting from both sides. And i consider that explanation a gross and inadequate simplification. i think words are only a part of language and communication, and we have to do a lot of asking and exploration, listening and hearing to truly communicate.

It's a fun topic, and i jokingly chose a random, high number. After a day of cruising, it was not unusual for me to have difficulty remembering how many guys that day, let alone how many over a lifetime. But honestly, it's never been about the numbers for me. It was about the craving for connection in that magical way with another guy. The bonding of mutual desire and a very intimate level. i cannot think of any other experience where two people can touch each and have a soul exchange with an otherwise stranger, in a relatively short time. The saying: "make love, not war," comes to mind. Imagine if mankind spent its hormonal energy fucking instead of killing and destroying what a different world this would be? The act crosses so many boundaries. Definitely better and more effective than a handshake.

i wrote back channel to one of the conversation participants who asked, that i'm "exaggerating." sorry, i was playing around, thought others would catch on i was inflating :-). For those truly interested, i have not been fucked >1000 this year lol. About 3-5x a week this year, it varies. Prior to the internet and apps? 3-5x a day wasn't unusual, i suspect for a lot of us. Cruisy places were where we hooked up, and they were public parks, restrooms, BH, Adult book stores, etc.. It was not unusual at all to get fucked 3-5x, one right after the other in a hormonal feeding frenzy by Guys watching you get fucked by Another. It was rare for me to go to a cruising location and not get bred. Even when the internet first started, i got a lot of Guys in AOL chatrooms. It was new. And CL? Place an ad and Guys would respond. i got a lot of anonymous walk in that way. I think it's not as quick or easy hooking up with aps in today's cruising world.

i was joking. i've never counted, but i've been getting fucked for 40 years and just doing dirty math. This year has been a light year, and >1000 just this year. So, who knows when there are years when i was getting several a day? It's a wonderful life... in keeping with the situation. ❤️

This morning. my awesome FB. He leaves me feeling like a rag doll. He's this mass of muscle and He alternates between kissing my back and shoulders while He fucks, lying on top of me, and mostly pounding hard. i feel so amazing after. He really likes how i squeeze His cock when He's inside me, so i do that a lot and milk Him that way. When i suck Him, i rub His cock tip on my face and get His pre cum all over. Today i told Him i do that to get His scent on me, so every time i breath for hours after He is gone, i still can smell Him on me. He seemed to like that.

i lost count after 707,231