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  1. Are you sure you are using the right browser? I just set up an account (with Chrome) and it works fine.
  2. I don't know for definite but I am pretty sure I was pozzed by an 'undetectable' guy. His PA always used to rip me to shreds (I loved it) and the last time we fucked before I converted (2-3 week before) we were having a cup of tea after and he nonchalantly said 'oh sometimes i forget to take my meds' and in the pit of my stomach I just knew. So I would say I was pozzed by an undetectable guy, albeit one who wasn't undetectable at the time. Although I don't know for definite he's the one I like to think who did when knocking one out about it... Never heard of someone converting from an undetectable guy who is religious about taking his meds though.
  3. i love rimming, especially when the top is huffing on poppers so his hole just opens up for me and i can get right in there. I used to be a lot more squeamish about doing it, but frankly i adore it now almost as much as i love sucking cock. There is something about worshipping a guys most intimate of places that is just downright so fucking horny. I like to be rimmed back but not as much as i enjoy doing it. I prefer a combination of rimming and fingering as a prelude to being properly fucked. As others have said I tend to find if you rim out your top real well he tends to reward you with a powerful fuck for doing a good job.
  4. I have never in my life seen red coming out when I douche. Sounds like you are doing it way, way, way too hard. I personally don't like the shower shot except to rinse my lower cavity after a full douche using one of these. The travel douche can take a while to get used to but as long as you make sure to douche early enough you'll never have a mess come out (well I haven't anyway). 2 litres gets all the way in. Something I have heard other people suggest is to use a dildo on your hole to check for cleanliness (after douching). But if you use one of those travel douches properly, you shouldn't have an issue.
  5. Children is obviously beyond the pale. Beyond that cannibalism and snuff I guess. And although I class myself as a no limits sub, these 3 are a hard line I have no inclination to cross. Scat and roman showers are up there for most people, but once you get closer to them they're not so bad. Depends how piggy you are I guess
  6. Met this great neg guy about a month ago, I disclosed I was Poz and not on meds, he fucked me anyway. Started meeting regular, was even talking about a potential LTR Then one night he suddenly blocks me on FB, Whats-App, Phone everything. No reason given, the previous night we were chatting normally the next day I wake up and I was blocked. Was like WTF... thought fuck it I'm going round to get the blister pack of Viagra I gave him and the poppers. He relents and we discuss meeting for a drink to talk but he can't because he has 'an appointment he cant cancel'. So talked to him after that appointment and it turns out that he thought I was undetectable because I wasn't on meds (WTF???). He then starts going crazy at me for being poz and how he is fucking up his life seeing me, turns out the appointment was the GUM clinic. The fact I put my dick in him on his insistence was suddenly my fault (i hate topping, and never cum from it, I only do it if I really want to please someone). His profile on recon was 'needs discussion' and he 'never used rubbers'. Basically I was up front and open about my status he assumed all sorts of things that if he had asked me I would have told him were not true. It surprised me really because he was 20 years older and had BB'd his way through the 80's and was a very intelligent guy - we used to discuss continental philosophy and stuff in bed after fucking, it was one of the things I liked best about him, his intelligence (OK and his 10 inch penis!!). Anyway the short and tall of it is that he blocked me again and I doubt I'll see him again. The moral of the story is even when you are honest if a neg guy has a hard cock he'll probably overlook your status until he has blown his load a few times, then he'll kick you to the curb and tell you its your own fault.
  7. Lost count somewhere around 500 approximately 18 months after becoming raw only, which was just over 3 years ago. Now if someone asks I tend to say over a thousand, but in reality I have no idea. It's not about the quantity of partners any more but the quantity of loads for me.
  8. Current favorite brand is the Berlin XXX Hardcore. re: drug test, I don't know for definite but I don't think so.
  9. Only having converted about 4 months ago, I guess my perspective is a lot different to those who have lived with it for years. Before I'd gorge myself on cock and cum for a few months and then spend a few months hating myself for being so reckless. Swearing never again that sort of thing. The fantasy of conversion setting me free wasn't really the case, in fact I went off sex altogether at first, feeling shame and guilt. The point where it really hit me was when I first went on meds, having to take tablets (irrelevant of side effects) for the rest of my life seemed so final at first. In fact I didn't even manage to take them for more than a week before I came off of them. I told my family pretty quickly and found that it helped not to have it bottled up inside. Sure i lost some straight friends but found myself not caring that month that much. I guess the best thing about being poz is there is no need to feel guilty after I gorge myself on BB sex. But I am pragmatic enough to realise it is going to affect my life in ways I haven't yet realised. But on the whole I'm happier now and honestly wouldn't change my status for anything.
  10. Sounds hot. I'd like to think I almost had an encounter like this a couple of months back, went to the wrong building not realising and the guy buzzed me up. He opened the door and moved aside to let me in but the meet I was expecting involved me blindfolding myself before I entered................. inner alarm bells began to ring and I double checked the address .... Stupid inner voice making me check!! Don't know what would have happened had I not realized but like to think something like this!
  11. I have tried putting never and it just seems to kill my hit rate, but putting needs discussion doesn't seem to adversely affect it as much Make sure my profile text indicates what I am looking for, ie Dom guys, rough use etc. Seems to work well enough, although you always get the odd crap meet anyway from a numpty that hasn't bothered to read it. Since i got my pig tattoo, most tops seem to instinctively know what I need anyway now.
  12. I never turn a top away. I'll do my best to get it up me raw, but if he insists on using a condom i farm it after to insert up my cunt when he's gone.
  13. While I could probably state each and every aspect as my favorite, there IS an aspect I have begun to be able to do more easily recently that I particularly love, When a long cock pushes in and it hurts as it bottoms out, but I know I need to not flinch but relax. So then I go the process of getting it further in without it hurting (someone told me recently I am talking about getting my sig colon to open). But anyway, that feeling once it opens up and I can take the cock balls deep with no feeling of pain just an electrifying feeling all along the cock as it pushes in and out. That feeling is the best, knowing I am completely opened up to my man and able to take anything he gives me and still beg for more. oh, also when a guy has wrecked my hole so much that it is completely relaxed and I am able to push air bubbles out around his cock making that lovely sex fart noise. thats pretty hot as well
  14. I've been a cum dump for about 5 years now and i can honestly say the more I get the more I want. The nights I am at my most frenzied are those when I have taken multiple loads and can sometimes even be found begging on BBRT for just one more guy to fuck me as the night draws to a close. It feels amazing to recollect there was ever a time when i would pre-stretch and pre-lube, now my favorite lube is either cum or throat lube from gagging all over a cock while getting it nice and hard to fuck me. Anything else just doesn't feel natural. That said, I do still ache for the companionship of an LTR sometimes. A nice cock to wake up with and a cock to go to sleep with. A cock that knows how to use me in that oh so special way. Without having to chase and beg for it. The idea definitely appeals. But just because it is difficult to find someone that is prepared to whore me out when in a relationship with them, doesn't mean I won't keep my fingers crossed that such a guy is out there. But I can honestly say that since accepting my place as a receptacle for seed I have never been happier. I used to get depressed n stuff every so often back when I pretended to be straight. But as I grow to realise my role, the more I revel in it and the happier it makes me. Fuck anti-depressants - give me a cum injection any day!!
  15. The point being that HIV takes up to 12 weeks to show up in tests. So if you go after 8 weeks you are only 2/3 through the incubation window. So going in December is not going to give you a conclusive result at all. if anything you are completely wasting your time, and possibly getting false hope when you get a neg result back.
  16. if you want conclusive you should wait for 12 weeks, so that would put you roughly in mid to late january. not that i've ever been so worried about a bit of cum in my eye to get tested. The x amount of loads up my bum in that quarter on the other hand... i don't think giving up sex altogether to avoid risk is either realistic or achievable. You'll eventually meet someone you like and they'll tell you they are neg and you'll take that risk again.
  17. I would say the only thing you have gotten is a little more experience.
  18. I started off as a right condom queen until i begged my first bbc to fuck me raw. Since then I progressed to undetectable poz guys to basically any guy that wants to give me his load. Raw4life!
  19. I've always been fairly intrigued to see what guys are packing as a comparison to myself. I'm approx 8.5" x 5.5" but I don't like to use it at all I am all about being a bottom. I usually wear a jock to meets now as I have lost count of the amount of tops who suddenly want to try it out.... whats worse is when I reluctantly give in and fuck them and then they refuse to fuck me after - when that's what they came around for!!! But back to the subject, so I was always intrigued as to how I measured up in the over all scheme of things, after all everyone in porn is hung but that's hardly a good indicator for the rest of the world. I have had a few that are bigger than me, but not many. Certainly less than 20 I would say (out of a total of maybe a thousand). The vast majority being between 5-7 inches. Length is nice but girth is where its at for me for most fucks, love to feel them stretching my hole wide. Never really understand the people who's profile say 'hung only', how can you be a slut if then you are being picky. Talk about an oxymoron... Got one regular atm who is I would say approximately the same size and girth as me, and its great being fucked by him. I like to think that if I can dish it, I should be able to take it too. He tears me up every time and I love it!!
  20. I would say it is psychologically addictive, but (obviously) not physically addictive. There was a scientific paper that came out a while ago saying that enzymes are released in the recipient that contribute to mental well being. but it was discredited due to the moral outrage that it seemed to be encouraging unprotective sex. Had a quick look but couldnt find it. I think the thrill of barebacking while you're neg is the most addictive factor. Lets face it some people call it the ultimate taboo, and once you've started its difficult to go back to a less thrilling form of intercourse.
  21. Personally I prefer good old fashioned saliva - its always handy, you never run out, and you dont numb out the pleasure.
  22. Does anyone know if there is a way to opt out of the straight and cross dresser forum? In a similar method to how other forums we have to opt in to. Had a look in my settings but couldn't see anything blindingly obvious; thought I would ask here.
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